I hate Xueba

After school in the afternoon, Qian Sijin didn't go to Chu Yuci's house to continue class. After all, it's really hard to concentrate in this state.

"Yuci, what conflict did you have with Sijin?" "No, it's nothing, by the way, what do you want to make up for today?" Full of confidence, I feel that I might be able to help, but it seems that I can't help, so let's save my chemistry if I have the time!

Lying on the bed at night and unable to sleep, Qian Sijin didn't know what was wrong, so he went to the bar by accident, and now he really needed to find a breakthrough so that he wouldn't think too much, "Handsome guy, drinking alone is so boring, let me accompany you ?” A scantily dressed woman came over and said, “Okay, right, why don’t we fight, whoever loses will drink.” “Okay!” “By the way, do you have any other sisters? Let's go together, there are so many people!" "That's easy, just wait." The woman left for only a minute, and suddenly four or five beauties in scantily dressed clothes came, "Handsome guy, I heard you're going to punch us Ah." "That's right, whoever loses will drink, and the one who loses the most will treat him tonight." "Okay, let's start then!"

Qian Sijin didn't know what happened today, he was very unlucky, he had never lost punches before, why did he keep losing today, it seems that he met a master, "Handsome guy, it seems that you have to treat me tonight!" I invite you to please, I am happy tonight." "Hey, hey, what are you guys doing here, Qian Sijin, why are you a high school student running here so crazy, you don't sleep at night and go to a place like this to drink. "Zhou Xiaoyan had just finished her work and was about to go home after changing in the locker room when she saw Qian Sijin drinking with a group of dubious women here. Hearing Zhou Xiaoyan say that Qian Sijin was only in high school, those women immediately turned away. He became interested, "What, it turned out to be a little brother, boring, sisters, let's go! By the way, handsome guy, you said that the loser pays the bill tonight, don't forget!" "Don't worry, I won't forget, man Once a word is spoken, it is hard to follow." Qian Sijin was so drunk that he still did not forget what he just said. "Come on, you, Qian Sijin, you're still a man, you're a kid, you're like an adult drinking and getting drunk here, get up, stand still, can you go?" Zhou Xiaoyan also convinced Qian Sijin. Come in, why did this kid go crazy today, he suddenly came to the bar.

"Yes, why not, look at me, not only can I walk, but I can also turn in circles, if you don't believe me, I will show you." Zhou Xiaoyan couldn't stand it any longer, "Okay, okay, you are so noisy when you are drunk. Remember Is the way home?" After asking this sentence, Zhou Xiaoyan regretted it, and it was useless to ask, "Forget it, let's stay at my place tonight!" Putting Qian Sijin's hand on her shoulder on, dragged him out and called a taxi, "Master, Yingchun Road, I'm in trouble."

Seeing Qian Sijin's drunken appearance, Zhou Xiaoyan felt like she hated iron and steel. Although she was not a particularly good person, she still knew how to find a job to support herself. Qian Sijin was only a senior in high school. It's really a headache to think that my father is the mayor and behaves mischievously.

When they got home, Zhou Xiaoyan almost collapsed, and Qian Sijin was too heavy, carrying him up the stairs was like carrying a pig, "Qian Sijin, it's not that my sister is inhuman, it's that I really don't want you to sleep I have to wash the sheets the next day after going to bed, so tonight I can only wrong you to sleep on the sofa." Qian Sijin fell asleep and went to see Duke Zhou, how could he hear what Zhou Xiaoyan said, Zhou Xiaoyan sighed helplessly, Go back to the room and get him a quilt to cover him.

When he woke up the next morning, Qian Sijin felt a splitting headache, "Hey, why is your head hurting so much? This is..." He found that he didn't seem to be in his room, "Are you awake? Why, this is my home Don't you know me?" Zhou Xiaoyan came out of the kitchen with hangover soup, "Sister Xiaoyan?" "Here, hangover soup, it will be better after drinking." "Thank you." "You should thank me, sister, if it wasn't for last night Me, you probably have to sleep on the street. I said why did you suddenly go crazy? You can go to the bar? It’s not that you don’t know that it’s messy there. Don’t think that you can mess around when you’re an adult. I'm just a high school student. Don't go there in the future." "Oh, I know!" He didn't think about it either, he just wanted to drink some wine and sleep, so he couldn't stop thinking about it, "Ah, I still have to go to class, now This point... Forget it, I can’t listen to it anyway.” Qian Sijin looked at his mobile phone after nine o’clock, and he was late when he went, so forget about skipping class, “Look at your talent, by the way, there is no food, I Want to go out and buy some food, do you want to go together?" "No, I'll lie down for a while." "Okay, by the way, there is breakfast on the table, eat before going to sleep." "Yeah."

For the next period of time, Qian Sijin would still go to Chu Yuci’s home with Zhang Zihao to make up lessons every day, and would occasionally exchange some pleasantries, but he always felt that something was missing. Finally, one day, on the way home, Zhang Zihao finally endured I couldn't stop, "Hey, what happened to you and Yuci, it's been several days, didn't you say that it will be fine in two days?" "Isn't it better now?" "Please, this is good I think it’s better for you two not to talk now, chatting for a while is simply awkward, do you want water or a drink? Do you want to take a break when you’re tired from studying? Where are you going to play on weekends?” Zhang Zihao studied hard Watching the two of them talk, "Isn't this... pretty good?" "What the hell, when did the two of you talk so politely? I'm so embarrassed that I'm about to commit cancer." "You're so embarrassing, I think you are very happy chatting with him, I am embarrassed, right!" Thinking of this, Qian Sijin felt angry, and he didn't know why, but he just didn't feel good.

In the past few days, when I saw Chu Yuci's face happy when he was talking to others, and his eyes dodged when he saw himself, Qian Sijin was really angry and felt sore in his heart, as if...something important was taken away. It's as if someone snatched it away, and I feel that there is a piece missing in my heart. I can't stand it even when he chatted so happily with Zhang Zihao. Do you like Chu Yuci?" As soon as this idea came out, Qian Sijin was almost frightened by himself, and immediately got up and turned on the computer, and opened the photos and videos of beautiful women he treasured, wanting to suppress the shock and prove himself It’s still straight, the feeling I had for Chu Yuci before was just because I was single for too long, but...it didn’t work, his mind was full of Chu Yuci’s face now, "What should I do, no, I Could it be that...you really like Chu Yuci?" Although he said before that he does not reject homosexuality, he was still a little at a loss when he suddenly found out that he might like the same sex.

It lasted until the end of the final exam. Qian Sijin finally confirmed his intention. Although he thought it was unbelievable, but...he wanted to try it. If the other party was Chu Yuci, he could accept it.After the exam, Qian Sijin followed Chu Yuci all the way home, not knowing what to say, how to tell Chu Yuci what he wanted later, and whether he would accept it. , By the way, Chu Yuci said that he already has someone he likes, and I don't know...who is it?

"Yuci, you packed your luggage..." Didn't Chu Yuci have no family, where did you pack your luggage? "Of course I'm going home." "You're not..." "I'm going back to my aunt's house!" Seeing Qian Sijin's blank face, Chu Yuci guessed what he wanted to say. He really wanted to go back. After all, it was not his home. Except for his aunt, no one welcomed him in that house. It was only because his aunt said that he should go back for the Chinese New Year. He didn't want to make his aunt worry, so he agreed to go back.

"Didn't you say... that no one in that family likes you?" "But... if I don't go back, will I celebrate the New Year here alone?" He lived together, but... the words got to the point of his mouth and he couldn't get out. "By the way, you said earlier that you have someone you like, who is it?" "Why did you suddenly ask this question again?" Chu Yuci almost slipped his tongue, "Yuci, I...can you not go away?" Is it?" "Why?" Why did Qian Sijin suddenly ask this, could it be... "I want to be with you this Chinese New Year." "But...you still have uncles, aunts and brother Yule, your family During the Chinese New Year, I won’t join in the fun!” “I…” Damn it, Qian Sijin, you’re usually a dick, you’re not afraid of anything, why did you get scared at a critical moment?

"Yuci, I..." "Okay, if there is anything you don't feel comfortable saying, just stop talking. I'll listen to you when I have time, okay?" Seeing Qian Sijin's tangled face It seems that there may be something embarrassing, "By the way, you want me to give you extra lessons. There is nothing embarrassing about this kind of thing. I will come back after a few days. It will not be too late to give you extra lessons after I come back." Ah, or... we can also make a video." Chu Yuci tidied up and said, "No." "No, that's, uh..." Before Chu Yuci could finish speaking, Qian Sijin grabbed him. His mouth was blocked, "Well..." Chu Yuci pushed Qian Sijin away with all his strength, "Qian Sijin, what are you doing, are you crazy?" "Hehe, what do I want to do?" Can't you see?" After finishing speaking, Chu Yuci pushed Chu Yuci to the bed to continue with the matter just now, no matter how hard Ren Chuyuci struggled, it was useless, "Qian Sijin, you..." "Yuci, I like you." Qian Sijin He said while kissing his neck.

Hearing the word "like", Chu Yuci's heart skipped a beat, like?Qian Sijin just said...he likes himself?Seeing Chu Yuci's stunned look, Qian Sijin stopped, "What's wrong? Did I scare you, sorry, I just don't know how to tell you, so..." "Sijin, you just... ...Is it true? Or... am I dreaming?" "Fool, of course it's true, Yuci, I like you." "Before you...didn't you still like that sister named Qin Yu?" Chu Yu Ci was a bit puzzled, Qian Sijin obviously liked Qin Yu, but why did he suddenly like himself now?

"I used to think that the person I liked was her, but later I found out that I just couldn't let go of the time when I liked her. In fact, after such a long time, I let go, the person who made me let go... ...It's you, I thought I would be sad after being rejected, after all, she was the first person I liked, but I found that I was not sad on the day I was rejected, and later, I found that she was also in my heart It's not that important anymore, because there is one person who is more important than her, this person...now...has filled my whole heart. Yuci, let's date!" "But uncles and aunts, what should they do if they know?" "Isn't there still me? By the way, after talking so much, I still don't know who the person you like..." "You idiot, when you asked me before, the other two people already guessed , tell me, who else is there?" Chu Yuci really convinced Qian Sijin, he was quite smart when he was studying, how come it's so late when it comes to this issue? "Is...me? Really? Didn't you say before that you don't know the person you like?" Knowing that Chu Yuci liked him, Qian Sijin was a little at a loss, "It's you. After you know that I like you, we can't even be friends, so I lied to you." Finally said what was in my heart, feeling relieved.

"Sijin, I like you." "Well, Yuci, I like you too, and my liking for you will only increase, and I will like you more and more." After lying down for a while holding Chu Yuci, The two went to the bathroom to take a shower. After the shower, the two lay on the bed, looking at each other's faces in a daze, "Yu Ci, why do you... like me? I have been bullying you before." "Probably... yes It started when you took me to see a psychiatrist and helped me treat my depression. I didn’t know why I liked you at the time, obviously... You have been bullying me, beating me, and knowing about me Secret, I should hate you very much, but after getting along with you for a long time, I gradually discovered that you actually care about others. When I committed suicide, fortunately, you saved me. At that time, I actually wanted to It’s okay to die like this, and I’m very angry why you saved me, let me die, but later, I thank you for saving me, if it wasn’t for you, I don’t know that I could still like someone so much people."

"Yeah, I also thank myself for saving you. If I let you die like this, I would lose a wife for nothing! Haha." "And you, why do you like me? Don't you like girls? Well!" "I also thought that I would always like girls, but later... I don't know when, but I was gradually attracted to you. The way you took a shower at my house before made people look like you were Seducing others to commit a crime, and also when we were in the hot spring together before, seeing your inexplicable heartbeat speeding up, and then... At that time, I didn’t want to admit that I liked you. Although I don’t reject homosexuality, when I think about the possibility Fucking a boy is still a bit unacceptable, so I have been thinking about this issue for a few days when I came back from the trip, but no matter what, I always think of you from time to time. During this time, every time I see you and others Talking and laughing, when you see me, your eyes are evasive, and I feel very angry. I want you to only smile at me, I want you to only have me in your eyes, and you only want to be very close to me, so I am sure , I really like you."

"Sijin, thank you for liking me, thank you... you can like me at the risk of being talked about." "Fool, thank you for what you say, in the future... no matter what happens, we will face it together, I will never Let you face it alone." Qian Sijin said while holding Chu Yuci's hand. "Sijin, you... really won't let me go, right?" Chu Yuci raised the hand that was being held, "I won't even die, I, once I like something, I won't let it go easily , So, it is also for you, unless one day you let go first, otherwise, I will never let go." Qian Sijin looked at Chu Yuci with extremely firm eyes and said, "Well, me too, unless one day you let go first. Let go, otherwise, I will never let you go until I die."