Journey to the Stars

10.2 If there is hatred, it is also because of...

"Xinrou, I'm so happy for you!"

Sister Yao hugged Xinrou tightly, as if she saw her own sister meet a good belonging.A while ago, Senior Sister Yao was sent by the school to Beijing to participate in the National College Press and Publishing (Copyright) Knowledge Contest. During the period, she did not forget to like and comment dozens of times on all the messages that Xinrou showed affection in Moments. Today, she came back to join the graduation design exhibition performance I also want to bless endlessly face to face.

"Ah—————" The lunatic sneezed loudly. Could it be that someone was talking about him behind his back?

"What's the matter? Has anyone arrived yet?" Gao Lao asked.

The lunatic was on the phone with the former lead singer, and sure enough, at the last moment, he threw overtime, traffic jams, and other perfunctory excuses.

"Don't wait for him, Ah Xing, come on!" Gao Lao and Xing Yi beat their fists to gather energy.

The original plan was to turn off all the lights at the opening, and then the band stood in the center of the runway, with vocals and music first, and then turned on the lights to gradually push the atmosphere up. Considering Xingyi's situation, it was changed to a regular appearance.

At the end of the song, the former lead singer pushed open the door of the warehouse and came in.Wearing a fine-striped double-breasted suit, he led the applause, and everyone noticed that he was wearing a copper ring full of skulls.

Immediately afterwards is the home field of the fourth grade fashion design major, with the theme of "creativity of walking, art of "shuttle"", 60 sets of design works will be presented by eye-catching models, corresponding to the 60th anniversary of the school.Some of the works closely follow the trend of the latest season and are full of fashion sense; some highlight traditional handicrafts with a lot of effort; some combine Chinese and Western cultures to bring out a variety of mix-and-match elements.The audience was hooked, and the photography enthusiasts in the front row set up tripods and snapped pictures intently.

"Xiao Yezi, something is wrong!" The slave... No, the gold medal manager Xinrou walked over quickly and said, "Master Shunzhi is here!"

"Speak human!" Xiao Yezi rolled his eyelids.

"Sorry, your dad is sitting in seat C in the auditorium!" Xinrou complained.

The thinking of the previous generation is really contradictory. If you object to your son playing music, you still have to visit him?Gao Lao said half-jokingly and half-seriously that there is no need to be afraid, his master is born with loyalty, and no one can touch a hair of his good friend.After finishing speaking, she pulled out a hair of Xiao Yezi...uh, except him.

"Shit! Who said I'm afraid of him?"

"Yes! You have to have confidence in yourself. You are the legendary Emperor Kangxi, and the Qing Dynasty is still alive in your hands!"

The former lead singer looked at the exaggerated Gao Lao and laughed and said that your personalities have not changed after so long.The lunatic held his forehead, thinking that he should not let Xinrou get too close to them in the future.

The person in charge temporarily adjusted the flow of the series, and invited the former lead singer to come on stage and speak a few words to the prospective graduates as a senior.The former lead singer couldn't give up his kindness, so he had no choice but to go on stage.He watched the entire exhibition with emotion, as if returning to the mood when he finished his graduation thesis and was about to leave school a year ago, his eyes were moist:

"Suddenly I felt something... First of all, congratulations on the successful conclusion of the graduation design exhibition... Looking back at Mu Ran, the years passed faster than the auntie in the dining hall swearing. At that time, I also stood in the crowd for military training. Later, I stood Passing resumes in the crowd. At that time, this city was still new, and later, this city was new to others. Graduation, which was thought to be far away, was unconsciously placed in front of me.

Looking at myself now, although the short four years of college did not make a big splash, and it may not be the most colorful stroke in life, it is unique and deeply missed.As an old boy, I have a few words that I would like to share with the alumni here.At the age when you still have the capital of youth, remember not to look forward and backward, don't be shy, and don't worry about rampage.Take advantage of your energy and power to hit a few more south walls, and hit a life path with bumps, bumps, twists and turns without complaints or regrets.There are many unknowns in life, maybe one day it will be polished and squeezed by reality, maybe the best scenery is waiting in front of you.I have played music for many years, and now my colleagues often ask me what is the true meaning of the rock spirit. I dare not answer, but I know that it must contain these points: independence, autonomy, thinking and love!

Finally, I want to thank the band buddies who play music together.The so-called best friends are probably those who have laughed together, cried together, slept together, played wantonly together, and acted foolishly together in those years.Until he graduated and moved away, he may return to his hometown to develop in the future. From then on, he will be separated from each other, and even if there will be less communication in a few years, he will not know whether he is alive or not.The so-called best friend, there is no need to deliberately think of it, because it has never been forgotten!I don't like to leave a message in a cliché, so I would like to take advantage of this place that will always belong to us to say: Thank you for walking through youth with me! "

Someone in the audience cried, and the band members came on stage again with emotion.

They rehearsed an extra song for the base and dedicated it to the audience, which is "The Wish of That Year" composed by Wang Xiaoyang and the lead singer of the good sister band.They adopted the Acappella (Arabella) chorus method, and the biggest "credit" is that Xiao Yezi used the Scottish elbow bagpipe that he had learned when he was a child. The clear and transparent music made the atmosphere of the scene more solemn and warm.

The wish of that year, the original dream

How much was realized and how much was buried on the road

a beautiful wish a little sentimental by chance

Is the more regrettable the more unforgettable

The wish of that year was a simple dream

Sunshine in memory and looking up under the starry sky

A beautiful wish, a little light in the distance

That's a little bit of strength to hold on to

Maybe

we are all the same

like a sail

the other side of the future

sometimes fragile

Occasionally hold on

Tomorrow's sun shines on the stubborn ordinary

The sun planted will always be as gorgeous as a dream

Xiao Yezi also wondered what would happen to them who walked out of the "ivory tower" a year later?Follow the arrangement to study abroad or live away from your parents and live in a simple rental house for two or three years, depending on the situation before deciding whether to stay or not?Are you clinging to your dreams or are you like people in a hurry on the street, commuting to and from get off work, wives and children, earning money to support the family?

It is rare for the original D4 members to meet again, but the former lead singer said after taking a group photo behind the scenes that he was in a hurry and needed to go back early.Gao Lao also received a call, and Zhai Caiyu's mother said that her daughter was missing!

"No way...Xiao Yu's house is not far from the school, why don't we go and have a look together?" Xiao Yezi and Zhai Caiyu were more anxious than Gao Lao when they hit it off.

"Ye'er, what exactly happened?" President Fu's accusation made everyone's backs stiffen. Seeing that his son ignored him, he asked himself, "Let me drive you off!"

"Don't bother you!"

"Buy time! My car is parked in the basement, and my assistant Xiao Li also has a car."

Little Yezi couldn't help but appreciate it, and the group followed the car to the door of a cake shop, where the aunt was waiting.Today is Xiaoyu's birthday, and she wants to skip math tutoring after school.But 1 aunts refused to agree, saying that this math teacher is very difficult to make an appointment. How can you always think about playing when the sixth grade is facing the entrance exam?Xiaoyu was awkward all the way to the cake shop, and the auntie used up all her patience and taught her a lesson.

"Then Xiao Yu felt wronged and left alone?" Gao Lao asked.

"There were a lot of people on the street at that time, and she didn't know where she went if I didn't pay attention. I searched several times from the street to the alley, and called the relatives and friends I knew, but they all said that there was no news of Xiao Yu." The aunt explained .

"Birthday... I don't want to tutor... Maybe she went to the amusement park!" Xiao Yezi suddenly realized.

"Amusement park?" Auntie couldn't think of the reason at all, "Why did she go there?"

"You are such a failed mother!" Xiao Yezi gasped.

"I failed?" The aunt suddenly became angry, "Have you ever experienced how busy I am at work? Do you know why I came to this cake shop? This shop sells well and has a good reputation, so I ordered a birthday cake in advance Am I not doing enough to celebrate with my daughter? Am I a failed mother?"

"You don't know what she wants at all!" Xiao Yezi accused.

This sentence hurt Auntie, and also hurt Principal Fu.

The amusement park was filled with the laughter of children, Zhai Caiyu wanted to ride the carousel, but she had no money to buy a ticket, so the enthusiastic conductor secretly opened the gate and let her play.

After sitting for a while, Zhai Caiyu began to sob.

This is the first time in her life that she "runs away from home", and she seems to have tasted real freedom, but only for a moment.She is more afraid of bad guys on the road, afraid of becoming a bad student in the eyes of teachers and classmates, and afraid of the board that falls on her butt after returning home.

The music stopped, and she quickly jumped off the ground.I didn't notice that the wooden horse was still shaking a little, but fortunately someone held her steady from behind.

"Brother Xuan Ye!"

"Xiao Yu, let's go home."

One big and one small walked slowly on the street until the salted egg yolks in the sky fell to the west mountain.

The others followed from a distance, watching them hook up their little fingers and agree to bring iPalAir to learn bass when they tutor next week.The auntie shed a lot of tears. She reflected on her education method and promised to spend more time with her daughter in the future.President Fu kept thinking about his son's performance at the graduation design exhibition and the sentence just now. He said "I am for your own good" for almost 20 years, but he never asked "What do you want?" ;As a scholar, he reads countless academic books every day, but he has never seriously read a book about parenting; he began to understand that what is more regrettable than missing witnessing children's achievements is missing their children's growth!

Xingyi's mobile phone was turned to silent mode before the performance, so that he didn't see more than a dozen missed calls.Some are from counselors, some are from his father.



"Xingyi's father came to school?"

After everyone heard the news, they suddenly exploded. This is a family that is even more difficult than the Aixinjueluo family.Xingyi became more and more frank in front of his teammates. He briefly mentioned what happened to his family in a sleep meeting a long time ago.

In the evening, Xiao Yezi found Xingyi who was watching the dismantling of the stage at the base.

"Uncle, he..."

"Going back." Xingyi saw him hesitate for a long time, and opened up the conversation by himself, "I specially brought some winter quilts and put them at the campus police station, but when I rushed there, the campus police said that he only stayed for a month. Xiaohui left."

"Okay, why don't you see the previous side?"

"It's not that I don't want to see you. I guess he was not brave enough, so he left me a letter."

"Can I...read the contents of the letter?" Xiao Yezi knew he was a little abrupt.

"Hey." Xing Yi was very straightforward.

Xiao Yezi took the letter, jokingly said "Those who write letters these days are called old pedants", and the expression on his face immediately collected in the next second.

"Your dad...he said...he's going to start a family again?"

"Ok!"

Xingyi's father did live in poverty for the first few years away, and he didn't even have the face to come back to see his son, and his heart was full of debts.Until he met his current girlfriend, and with her unwavering encouragement, he started a small business, which improved year by year.She said that she didn't mind that he was 11 years older than her, and she didn't mind that he had a son, and she was willing to wait for Xingyi to live together after graduation.His girlfriend asked him to take these quilts to keep out the cold, and asked Xingyi for advice by the way, but his father became timid after contacting the counselor at the school police station.

He missed his son's youth for so many years, and failed to fulfill his responsibility when his son needed care most. Now that his son has grown up, is it too late to rashly propose to regain the family relationship?He knew that Xingyi's face would still be very kind when they met, but in his heart, could he appreciate it?

So even though there were thousands of words, the father who was not good at talking chose to write them in the letter in advance.

Xiao Yezi carefully put away the letter, and boldly asked, "Do you agree?"

"Why don't you agree?" Xingyi asked bluntly, "Yes, my father has gone through many detours in the past, and his character has flaws. But if I really want to list them, he has done things that love me very much, no matter more or less. At least it is out of selflessness. They are struggling to express their feelings, and they are struggling on the road of parenting, so I also try to convince myself, understand the difficulties of others, and understand the difficulties of others. Isn’t this why you came to me Is there a reason?"

"I……"

"Xuan, the color of jade; Ye is light, from Han Yu's "Answer to Li Yishu" "Tell Wo Zhe its light Ye"; the name means that beautiful jade will eventually shine, and it contains the greatest sustenance of the person who changed the name. On the one hand, you will tomorrow You have to hand over the keys to the base, and on the other hand, Principal Fu made an exception to provide the band with a large rehearsal room, you feel your father's apology, and it's because of this that you can't make up your mind, right?"

"Ah Xing, why are you so open-minded? If it's your vain mother... What if she comes back to look for you? Do you hate her?"

"I did hate it when I was a child. The domestic violence of my parents left an indelible shadow in my childhood. I hated my mother's heartlessness even more, and owed me a complete family! I think, at this moment, my mother is living a lifeless life abroad. In a carefree life, those hands are already holding two other people—a child who meets her expectations, and a family that meets her longing. She will send her current son to the best aristocratic school instead of playing 'nothing' But isn’t this better? Everyone let go of the past at the most suitable time, and recognize the path they yearn for. Letting go of themselves is also helping others. If parents insist on consuming each other for so many years, the future Life could be worse."

"It might be worse..."

"It's better to forgive someone than to be brooding for the rest of your life. In short, let nature take its course. If there is really hatred in your heart, it is because... you have loved before!"

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