Give him your heart, give me your money

After sending the message similar to breaking up, Tao Zian felt uncomfortable.

These days, because of emotional matters, he has experienced too many emotions that he has never tried before, and now he finally understands why some people say that the secret of longevity is to stay away from men.

Because feelings not only hurt the spirit but also hurt the body. They mess up people's hearts and make them no longer like themselves.

Tao Zian rubbed the space between his eyebrows, then turned off the phone and forced himself to fall asleep.

On the other side, the light from the screen shone on Gu Yushi's stern face. After an unknown amount of time, he finally moved, and his fingers quickly typed on the keyboard: We are not calm now, I hope to talk about this issue in three days, okay ?

Gu Yushi: We will discuss this issue in detail in three days.

This kind of reply was a bit too indifferent, Gu Yushi was afraid that Tao Zian would misunderstand, so he deliberately explained: I am not blaming you, I am blaming myself.

Yes, the moment he heard that Tao Zian's tattoo was Xu Yan's masterpiece, Gu Yushi was so angry that he was about to go crazy.

But he didn't blame Tao Zian, he was just thinking, why did he and Tao Zian miss this junior year?

If Li Hexuan hadn't broken up at the beginning, he and Tao Zi'an would have been smooth sailing... Maybe, well, if Li Hexuan hadn't broken up, Li Hexuan would have become a regret in his heart. After all, whatever he did was wrong.

Gu Yushi leaned heavily on the chair, his mind was in chaos.

For a while, the image of Tao Zi'an receiving a tattoo in front of Xu Yan appeared in his mind, and for a while, the harmony and happiness of the two of them getting along together during the day appeared...

There is no doubt, he didn't want to separate from Tao Zian because of this matter, but Tao Zian was right, he cared very much, or was jealous.

In Tao Zi'an's heart, Xu Yan will never fade, just like that tattoo.

It's not difficult to imagine that Tao Zi'an will always worry about whether he minds or not in the future, while he always guesses whether Tao Zi'an has forgotten Xu Yan.

It seems that separation is indeed the best choice.

Since Tao Zian could do it cleanly, why couldn't he?

After dawn, Tao Zian turned on the phone, and immediately saw Gu Yushi's decision. Did he want to stay calm for three days?

"Then what should I do?" Tao Zian murmured, he was not in a good spirit today, and he needed to wear a pair of sunglasses to cover his haggard eyes when he went out.

Sitting in the office, receiving the concerned eyes of my subordinates, Uncle Tao, I feel a little ridiculous.

Because a man's mood is like a roller coaster, one day is happy, the other day is lost.

"Asshole." Tao Zian still remembered that Gu Yushi had promised him that he would not make him angry.

Even though I know it's not the other party's fault.

Originally, Tao Zian wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to go to the premiere of the movie tomorrow night to introduce Gu Yushi to Mama Tao, but now it seems that the other party will not go.

That's good too, save embarrassment.

Compared to Tao Zian who was still able to go out to work, Gu Yushi didn't go out all day.

"Fuck, was your place broken into last night?" Xie Xiwen put the bought wine on the table, walked to the door of Gu Yushi's study, saw the mess of a study, it's not hard to imagine what happened here.

"Really, the phone was suddenly disconnected, and there was no one in the company. If I hadn't happened to find you, who would have known about your situation." Xie Xiwen muttered.

Five minutes later, Gu Yushi opened the bathroom door and walked out with his wet hair on his head.

Seeing the wine on the table, he said, "Do you want to drink heavily at my place?"

Xie Xiwen smiled: "...Drinking spirits hurts your health, isn't it? I'll drink some beer with you to relieve boredom." Better than Gu Yushi closing the door and drinking spirits by himself.

"..." Gu Yushi didn't say anything, he thought about it, sat down, opened a can of beer and took a sip.

"Rejected?" Xie Xiwen could only think of this.

When he entered the door just now, seeing Gu Yushi's state, he felt that he was broken in love.

But is there any way, the relationship history of his buddies is destined to be more complicated by nature.

"No." Gu Yushi said, "Don't worry about it, we are fine."

It's just that so far, Tao Zian still doesn't care about him that much, and he can still leave at any time.

This is the same as a tattoo, which makes Gu Yushi feel uncomfortable.

"That's good." Xie Xiwen believed him to be a ghost, but there was nothing he could do if he didn't say it: "Hey, Lao Song is on his honeymoon right now, I'm a little envious of him."

It was originally a business marriage, but by accident, I met the person I like. I have a good career and love, and I will have a baby soon. I am really a winner in life.

Don't men just want such a result?

"If you are envious, find someone to marry." Every time Gu Yushi said a word, he felt uncomfortable breathing.

"But you can't just look for it, at least you have to find someone who shares your heart, right?" Xie Xiwen looked forward to taking a sip of wine: "Although I have never loved anyone, I think love should not be too much. There is no such thing as perfect love, Ah Shi, right?"

Being bumped by Xie Xiwen, Gu Yushi came back to his senses, Brother Chao stretched out his hand: "Lend me your phone."

"Where's yours?" Xie Xiwen asked, still handing over the phone: "Don't flip through it." There are many secrets in it, even brothers can't share them.

Gu Yushi nodded, took Xie Xiwen's cell phone, entered a cell phone number accurately, and found that Xie Xiwen had already saved Tao Zi'an's contact information.

"Hey, I haven't called before, do you want to call?" Xie Xiwen glanced at it, and knew in his heart that this was to call his sweetheart.

"...Forget it." Gu Yushi thought for a while, so what if he got in touch, there is no deep relationship, but there is no deep relationship, and it will not change because of his relentless pursuit.

"Hit if you want, why hesitate?" Xie Xiwen really didn't understand.

"Let's talk about something else." Gu Yushi returned the phone, leaned back slightly, and searched for something serious in his mind that he could talk to Xie Xiwen. Anything is fine, anyway.

A certain person didn't show up for a day, and Tao Zian also spent a day trying to analyze and adjust his mood, and then found that it was all in vain.

Everything has a cause, a process and a result. There are ins and outs, and there are traces to be found. Only love, when it is sweet, it is honey, and when it is bitter, it is poison.

And when it is bitter and when it is sweet is completely out of the control of the person concerned.

Fortunately, Tao Zi'an is not really a young man, he is more open-minded than the young man who suffered a broken relationship.

Mother Tao saw that he was absent-minded, and asked, "You don't seem very happy, are you still going to watch the premiere tonight?"

Tao Zi'an immediately said: "Of course, your first movie, of course I want to see it."

"Okay." Song Jiayu smiled, and shared her recent good news with her son: "The director I worked with last time thought I was good, and recommended me a book about playing the heroine. Well-known, I think it is an opportunity."

"Oh? Then you can try it." Tao Zi'an said, he didn't clamor to show him the script like before, and his depression was obvious.

Song Jiayu secretly sighed, their family Xiaotao's love life is really bumpy.

It would be nice if she was heterosexual, a little girl is not as cruel as a man.

After all, she was going to watch the premiere with Mother Tao tonight, and Tao Zi'an went out to work for half a day today, brazenly paddling in the company.

But what can Vice President Zhou do? In the words of everyone in their company, it would be great if Mr. Tao was willing to work as a mascot in the company. Isn't it whimsical to expect him to work?

"The sun outside is so bright." Tao Zian looked out the window, today was another day when someone disappeared.

The listless little Boss Tao sat in the staff cafeteria and took a few mouthfuls of lunch, feeling that he didn't have much appetite.

Zhou Yang eats with him a lot recently, and it hurts to see him eat so little, and Ku Xia is not like this.

"Take a few more bites, I think this tofu is good."

Tao Zian looked at him: "Xiao Zhou, if you find a girlfriend in the future, you must coax her more."

Girls are all to be coaxed, and so is Xiao Shou.

Those with stupid mouths and low EQ deserve to be single all their lives, such as the idiot hero who never found true love in the original book, hum.

At 7 o'clock in the evening, Tao Zi'an and Tao's mother wore casual and inconspicuous clothes and went out low-key.

They asked for a few consecutive seats for the movie tickets, and if Gu Yu didn't come from time to time, the seat to the right of Tao Zian would be vacant.

When he arrived at the movie theater, Tao Zian took a look at the empty seat, and decided to pile Mama Tao's bags, water, and snacks on top.

Then wait for the opening with peace of mind.

In the last few minutes, a tall and slender figure came from behind, seeing the seat full of things, the corners of Gu Yushi's mouth twitched: "Tao Zi'an, why are you buying so many snacks?"

As he said, he bent down and picked up the thing.

"I thought you weren't coming." Tao Zi'an said lightly, and then took Mama Tao's bag: "Mom, there's no place to put it, take it by yourself."

Song Jiayu was taken aback, and quietly turned her head to look at her son's legendary ex-husband.

"Auntie, hello." Gu Yushi stood there and whispered to Mother Tao.

"Hey, hello, you are..."

"My name is Gu Yushi, Tao Zian's friend." Gu Yushi said.

"Oh, sit down quickly." Song Jiayu said.

"The movie is about to start. Sit down and watch it. We'll talk about anything later." Tao Zi'an started eating popcorn, as if he was seriously watching the movie.

Gu Yushi sat down, put his hands on his stomach, and stared at the big screen.

But in fact, what the movie was talking about, he had no idea.

The darkness concealed the haggard look on his face, as well as his current unstable mood.

Before coming here, Gu Yu thought about how Tao Zian would behave when he saw him again, whether he lost his temper and scolded him or ignored him, or satirized him strangely.

But I didn't expect it to be so peaceful.

Everything before was hot and lingering like a fake.

Gu Yushi recalled that Tao Zian never gave him a sense of security.

At first, he thought that Tao Zian loved him very much, but it was all fake.

That would be too hurtful.

Closing his eyes, Gu Yushi pulled out his hand, and reached out to hold Tao Zian's wrist holding snacks.

"Why?" Tao Zian reacted greatly and broke free from the restraint.

Gu Yushi didn't say anything, and held it stubbornly again.

After a few back and forth, Tao Zian simply gave up resisting, helpless.

However, if he didn't struggle, Gu Yushi would become more and more presumptuous, interlocking his fingers, as if the problems between them no longer existed.

Tsk, self-deceiving man.

If you want to hold it, just hold it, anyway, it's only time for a movie, just treat it as the last gift for each other.

Thinking of this, Tao Zian gave up thinking and held it back, feeling the warmth of Gu Yushi's palm.

After he responded, the hand was tightly clenched, as if it would never be separated in this life.

But only as if.

The beginning of each other is too bad. It is obviously not easy to spend a lifetime with the person who fell in love for the first time, and there are so many messy things in the middle.

Two hours passed like a lifetime.

Tao Zian felt very sorry for Tao's mother, because he didn't pay attention to anything, and all his energy was thinking about men.

After watching the movie, Mother Tao stood up and saw the two boys clasped hands. She whispered, "Little Tao, I'll go back first, you two have a good talk?"

Tao Zian woke up like a dream, and said, "How can I let you go back alone? I'll be with you." Then he stood up, but found that he couldn't break Gu Yushi's hand at all. He turned around and said, "Mr. It's time to go home, let go."

Mr. Gu, Gu Yushi's heart was cold when he shouted, and he looked at Tao Zi'an in disbelief.

Let go?

"..." Gu Yushi couldn't turn around, and said with a dry throat, "Let's go out and talk."

"No need, it's still tangled up, and those things won't just disappear." Tao Zi'an said, "I really don't want to be like this. I don't want to accept indecision and uncertainty at all."

Struggling again, Gu Yushi grabbed him hard: "You say I'm proud, but in fact you are. You have never compromised with me. Tao Zi'an, you are not the only one who suffers."

"Then stop torturing each other." Tao Zian raised his voice.

"..." Gu Yushi looked at him with bloodshot eyes.

Compared with any tattoos, he cared more about Tao Zian's ruthlessness.

"Little Tao... go out and find a place to talk about it?" Mother Tao saw that everyone around her had left, her face was full of worry, why did the two children quarrel?

"Mom, wait for me for a few minutes." Tao Zian said, prying Gu Yushi's finger: "Yes, I am a ruthless person. If we get along, we will get along. If we don't get along, we will break up. Why should I fall in love with someone so desperately? !"

But his strength obviously couldn't move Gu Yushi, and tonight Gu Yushi smashed against him as if he had taken some wrong medicine.

"It's such an unclear decision, I don't accept it." Gu Yushi held his hand stubbornly: "Talk calmly, otherwise I won't let go."

His hands hurt, and Tao Zi'an scolded, "Talk about it!"

Mother Tao couldn't stand it any longer, and said cruelly, "I'm going back first, you guys talk well and don't fight, you know?"

"Mom!" Tao Zi'an watched Song Jiayu leave.

Song Jiayu knew that the two children would not be able to talk properly if she was there.

So I chose to leave.

Gu Yushi took this opportunity to hug Tao Zi'an and lead him out of the cinema.

"Gu Yushi, you..." Both feet flew into the air suddenly, Tao Zian hugged Gu Yushi's neck in horror: "Hey—"

What kind of trouble is this?

The tall and strong man took him directly to the parking lot, stuffed him into the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt, and warned him fiercely: "If you dare to get out of the car, I will rape you right here."

The young man who wanted to unbuckle his seat belt and escape had a face full of disbelief, strong... strong what?

No, the key is whether he is afraid of this!

Who is strong and who doesn't know yet!

After a moment of daze, Gu Yushi had already started the car and drove out of the parking lot unsteadily.

"Gu Yushi, be careful!" Tao Zi'an roared unbearably.

Although he was in a bad mood, he never thought of dying.

"Don't worry, I still don't want you to die." Gu Yushi murmured, although he thought about it at the most extreme time, it would be nice for two of them to die together.

But if you die, you won't be able to hug Tao Zian's warm body, and you won't be able to kiss Tao Zian's mouth that sometimes makes people happy, and sometimes makes people hate to the bone.

"It's just a love affair, isn't it normal to fail?" Tao Zian didn't know whether he was trying to persuade himself or the other party: "We stay together if we're happy, forget it if we're unhappy, and everything else is unnecessary struggle."

"Shut up." Gu Yushi whispered.

"What's wrong with what I said?" Tao Zi'an was louder than him.

"Have you lived for 20 years in vain?" Gu Yushi gritted his teeth: "Do you think you are living in a dream? How can it be possible for two people to be happy all the time?"

Too ideal, right?

Childish and extreme!

Gu Yushi really wanted to beat Tao Zi'an up, but considering the other party's age, he could only swear a few words.

Boys in their teens and 20s expect each other to know what love is, and they should tell him slowly after getting along.

Gu Yushi suddenly felt relieved, if he regarded the tattoo as an unintentional indulgence of Tao Zi'an's youth, just like he had a crush on Li Hexuan all those years ago, what's wrong?

"You are living in vain! Why should I be like you, who is obviously unhappy and spends my whole life with someone alone? Does this make you look great?" Tao Zi'an was talking about Gu Yushi and Li Hexuan in the original book.

"You know I'm unhappy?" Gu Yushi suddenly laughed: "Do you care if I'm unhappy?"

Tao Zian's reaction to the tattoo matter is actually Tao Zi'an's own mind, right?I have always worried that he will be affected by the tattoo, and then suffer for the rest of his life.

"I don't care, am I just thinking of you?" Tao Zian crossed his arms: "A man like you who can't beat a dull fart with three sticks, what if he suffers internal injuries?"

And ah: "In case you become a pervert and torture me with anger, will I have to live the rest of my life?"

"Then you are really kind..." Gu Yushi couldn't help but grin his eyes, and squeezed out a sentence: "But I don't need your consideration, if you really care about me, then stay with me well .”

"You mean you don't mind at all?" Tao Zian asked knowing the answer.

"Mind." Gu Yushi said.

"Okay, the conversation is over, let me get off at the next intersection, thank you." Tao Zian said.

"Don't even think about it." Gu Yushi refused.

"Then what do you want from me? Dig out my flesh? I won't do that, and you can't even think about it." Tao Zian said with a cold face.

There was a moment of silence in the carriage.

"Although I'm not happy, I still want to be with you, Tao Zi'an." Gu Yushi said with a blank expression, "I won't let go, even if it is suffering, I want you to accompany me through it."

"You are really selfish." Tao Zian opened his eyes.

"Fifty steps laugh at a hundred steps." Gu Yu replied in time.

"Then is this still love?" Tao Zian sneered, showing a distressed expression.

Gu Yushi's heart constricted suddenly, throbbing with pain, but his face was still stern.

"I'm uncomfortable." Tao Zian bit his lip and covered his forehead with his fingers.

"..." Gu Yushi felt that he couldn't breathe, but besides driving silently, he didn't know what to do?

Let Tao Zi'an go?

dog man...

Tao Zi'an cursed inwardly, it seemed that Gu Yushi had really turned black, and he didn't love him anymore.

All the way to the apartment in silence, Gu Yushi parked the car, sat in the car for a long time, and then said: "Get out of the car."

Tao Zi'an snorted softly, as soon as he stepped down, whoever was afraid of whom.

As if afraid of Tao Zi'an running away, Gu Yu held Tao Zi'an's arm, and then simply put his arms around his shoulders, tightly.

"You're sick!" Tao Zian, who couldn't walk properly, cursed loudly.

Gu Yushi just relaxed a little.

"Heh! You really have the potential to be a pervert, Gu Yushi." Tao Zi'an said coldly to the dog's dead face: "If I really don't love you, what are you doing like this?"

sucker Punch.

But Gu Yushi thought to himself, if you really don't feel anything, how could I become like this for you...

"Then you really don't love me?"