The actress said she has no object

Normally, she would never hesitate, but just last night...

Yun Jinshi hesitated for a long time, until he was about to board the plane, and then made a phone call. The voice on the phone was small, and seemed to be a little nervous: "Hello..."

"I... have some exterior scenes to shoot, and I may have to stay outside for a while. Listen carefully to Yu Li and wait for me to come back." Yun Jinshi said more and more smoothly: "When I come back, I will give you the answer."

Tangtang froze for a moment, then held the phone even harder, and only after a while did she give a small answer.

"During this time, you should think about it again, okay?"

"it is good……"

After Yun Jinshi hung up the phone, she felt a little relieved in her very heavy heart. She didn't sleep well last night. After getting on the plane, she nestled in her seat and slept for a while, and she regained some energy when she got off the plane.

She left in such a hurry that she didn't bring anyone with her. A few days ago, she just found a new job for Sun Zhong and asked him to be an assistant for a while. After accumulating some experience, she can start as a manager.

Their small studio has just been established, and it happens to be short of an agent. If a newcomer is signed by then, he can take over.

Yun Jinshi wrapped herself up tightly, so no one noticed that she was a familiar face when she got off the plane. She was the first one to stay in the hotel for one day, and Meng Shaoqi and the others arrived the next day.

It was tiring when shooting the location, and Yun Jinshi still had something on her mind. At the beginning, she ng two or three times, but Meng Shaoqi couldn't hold back, and pulled her into a small corner: "What's going on with you? You came out like you were running for your life. Shooting the location, but still pretending to be full of things, I can’t concentrate.”

"It's nothing." Yun Jinshi couldn't say it, she couldn't say 'my son confessed to me, now I'm a little dizzy', right?

"Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well in the past two days, and I'm not in a good state. I'll take a vacation this afternoon and go back and get a good night's sleep, okay?"

"Okay, okay, you can go back now, do you want me to buy you some sleeping pills?"

"No need..." Yun Jinshi was indeed a little sleep deprived. After all, she had something on her mind and couldn't sleep well at night. She hesitated on the way back and bought a sleeping pill. The doctor told her to take half a pill, not to take too much .

After returning to the hotel, she took sleeping pills and something else, and she fell asleep very quickly. Then she fell asleep from four or five o'clock in the afternoon until 9 o'clock in the morning the next day. When she woke up, she looked at her phone too much. The one who missed the call and hung up after more than ten seconds was called by Tangtang.

She dialed the phone back, and quickly explained as soon as the call was connected: "I didn't answer it on purpose, I was too sleepy to hear it."

Yu Li's voice rang from the phone: "People are recording songs in there, what's the use of telling me, don't worry, there's nothing wrong at home, she just wants to ask if you've been there and if the food is good Did you sleep well, hee hee, maybe I just want to talk to you."

After all, the two of them have never been so far apart, otherwise Tangtang wouldn't have overcome her shame with nervousness and fear, and even called her after confessing.

"...Understood, you can tell Tangtang, I'm here, it's good." Yun Jinshi said dryly: "You guys record the song well."

What was going to be recorded was a song written by Yu Li himself, which was given to Tangtang as a birthday present, that is to say, Tangtang was about to debut.

As a singer debuted, Yu Li wrote the lyrics and composed the music for the first song. The treatment is already very good. As long as the announcement is in place, no one will listen to it.

After hanging up the phone, Yun Jinshi sat blankly for a while, feeling that she had lost her composure recently, and she was not like herself, which is not good.

However, after waking up from a nap, he was in a much better state, at least he wasn't as incapable of concentrating as he was yesterday, and he seemed a little dazed.

Yun Jinshi originally thought that after leaving, she would be able to think rationally about the relationship between the two of them, but when she really came out to film, she realized that because she was serious about filming every day, she was deeply involved in the film, and she was too tired, so she really didn't have that much time To think about those things.

It's just that although he didn't have time to think, as the days passed, the surprise and panic at the beginning were gradually replaced by calmness.

Yu Li's last words lingered in her mind.

If Tangtang suddenly brings a person to you one day and tells you that she is in love, what do you think?

Don't think about anything else, you just have to give an answer to this question.

Yun Jinshi thought about it many times, but the first time she thought about it, she would bless her.

But there seemed to be a very secret voice deep in her heart telling her, you will not, you will be unhappy, and you will disagree.

It's not just possessiveness, but... there's also a little bit of inexplicable stuff mixed in.

Can she really let go with a smile and wish Tangtang to be with someone else

After figuring this out, she felt much more relaxed. The initial panic and surprise was not because of the inappropriateness of the two women together, but because of ethics.

She always regards Tangtang as a child raised by herself, so when the two of them are together, doesn't it give people a sense of incest?

But when you think about it carefully, Tangtang was almost 17 years old when she came to her, and the age gap between the two of them was less than 10 years old, and they were not raised by her alone. Calculate.

After thinking about this point, and then thinking about the problem, the whole person seemed to have been completely reborn, and she was even thinking about what would happen if she agreed to Tangtang

Then she found that it was her favorite life, without the shackles of marriage, all relying on emotions as fetters, being a relative and a lover, not worrying about being betrayed, being hurt, being loved wholeheartedly, sharing all the happiness, sharing each other everything of.

like……

It seems pretty good.

Yun Jinshi realized that she might not be able to have a normal relationship in her life. She had a deep shadow on men, and even thinking about making a boyfriend and doing that kind of thing with him, she even felt nauseous. Feel.

As for Tangtang... Yun Jinshi doesn't know if that counts as liking, she will miss her after a long time away, and doesn't want her to be with others, full of possessiveness, thinking about being with Tangtang... she won't have any resentment.

Even one night, she dreamed that when she saw Tangtang for the first time, the little girl was taken home by her timidly. She bathed Tangtang herself. The skinny girl with scars all over her body stood Under the shower head, her skin was white as if it was about to glow. The water falling from the shower, with a little heat, hit her skin and splashed small splashes, and then formed water droplets, rolling along the skin fall.

Falling, falling, falling, it hit Yun Jinshi's heart with a ticking sound.

She woke up suddenly, rubbing her fingers into the hair on her forehead, thinking with a headache, she probably...maybe...maybe...a little crooked.

Then I felt like a beast, how could... how could I dream of that kind of scene?

Yun Jinshi looked at the time, it was past 3 in the morning, and she could still sleep for a while, but she couldn't fall asleep, sitting on the bed, her mind was in a mess, and it was only at this moment that she suddenly remembered that she just left like this, even with Yu Li Calm down, Tangtang's personality is also very worried.

Yun Jinshi wanted to go home a little bit, and after she figured it out, she wanted to go back and have a good chat with Tangtang, about the life plan that she had prepared many years ago to be lonely all her life, how to get in alone.

But I can't go back at this time, mainly because the filming hasn't finished yet, she has caused enough troubles for Meng Shaoqi, and those facilities in the crew don't need money for taking leave all day long

bear with it...

to beat……

Can go back soon.

So fast!It will take at least one and a half months, or even longer if the shooting doesn't go well.

Yun Jinshi was still very dedicated, but she didn't want to tell Tangtang such an important matter over the phone, some things had to be said in person, so she couldn't help being a little anxious.

This sense of anxiety has also been brought into her usual filming. Although it doesn't have a great impact on her state, it still has an impact. Meng Shaoqi didn't say anything at first, but one day he couldn't take it anymore: "Tell me first, Why do you ask to work overtime every day? How much do you want to finish filming earlier? Why are you more anxious than me as a director? Or if you have something to do, it can be resolved in a day or two. I will give you a leave of absence and solve it in a day or two. If you can't, bear with me, I don't want to work overtime with you."

Yes, Yun Jinshi has been diligent during this time, every afternoon is: director!I think I'm in good shape, it's a pity to call it a day, let's make two more shots!

The director really wanted to finish the filming earlier, after all, he would save a lot of money by finishing the filming one day earlier, but no one can bear to work overtime every day, and it's not a robot, the robot has to be charged!

Yun Jinshi felt embarrassed: "I have some personal matters to do..."

“Are two days off enough?”

"Enough is enough..."

……

Tangtang walked home with the sheet music in her arms. She used to go out with Yu Li to record songs and so on. Every afternoon, she wanted to go home quickly, because when she thought of going home, she could cook for Ah Shi who was about to go home. She is full of motivation.

But recently, Ah Shi was filming outside, and she was the only one at home, and only Yu Li occasionally came to stay for two days.

Such a big new home, when Ah Shi is at home, it only feels warm, but when Ah Shi is not at home, it feels empty and scary.

She walked home slowly. There was an elevator in her new home. Tangtang liked elevators too much, and she also liked to climb up and down to exercise her body. After all, she had always been relatively thin.

Tangtang crawled for a long time, and finally arrived at the door, and saw a person standing at the door from a distance, she was stunned for a moment, and the score in her hand fell to the ground with a plop.

Yun Jinshi heard a voice, turned around and said helplessly: "I was in a hurry, I forgot to take the key..."

The little girl stood there with red eyes, as if she wanted to rush over to hug Yun Jin, but she was a little too afraid, until Yun Jin opened her arms towards her, she rushed over like a bird throwing herself into a forest, and smashed heavily into it. In Yun Jinshi's arms.

The author has something to say: I am my real mother!

After the relationship line is set, there are only tens of thousands of words left in the follow-up

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