A pair of boring male deskmates

Military training has begun.The days of sitting in a classroom bored watching codes of conduct blowing fans are over.The heat in military training is different from the heat in the classroom.When staying in the classroom, the whole person is sticky and sticky, and the sweat is about to break out, which makes people irritable, but fortunately, it is acceptable.And the military training is the heat of real knives and guns, and the sun doesn't show any mercy. We wear airtight school uniforms and feel the beads of sweat dripping down our bodies.

My homeroom teacher—I already knew his name was Hao Zijian, walked up and down in front of me holding a small fan, wheezing.Standing there, unable to move or speak, I was so bored, my eyeballs could only move around following Hao Zijian.He is really short. I can see that he is less than 1.7 meters. He is wearing a white shirt, and the line of his stomach is looming under the clothes.How tall is he?How tall is it?Let's pick a reference object and roughly estimate its length.Hey, yes, go under the window and let me compare...

At this time, I heard more and more heavy breathing around me.I glanced to the side and found that Lin Fen standing next to me was not in the right state.He blinked, looking uncomfortable.no?An accident on the first day of military training?I whispered to him: "Lin Fen, Lin Fen, are you alright?"

Lin Fen didn't seem to hear it at all, his body wobbled, and he suddenly fell backwards.With quick eyesight and quick hands, I helped him up.Fortunately, I have been watching him since just now, otherwise he would have fallen down now.I put his head on my shoulders and grabbed his hands and waist vigorously: "Lin Fen! Lin Fen! Are you okay? Teacher! Instructor! A classmate fainted!"

The classmates around him also rushed up immediately, supporting him with all their hands and feet, shouting indiscriminately, "Pinch him", "Fan him", "Drink some water" and so on.Fortunately, Lin Fen's physical condition was not too bad. When the teacher and instructor squeezed over from the pile of students, he had already regained a little consciousness.

Hao Zijian looked concerned, and knelt down to ask about Lin Fen's situation.However, our iron-blooded instructor may feel that it is too embarrassing for a male student to faint in broad daylight, so he didn't show any warmth, but said a little impatiently: "Are you okay? Can you continue training?" ? If not, you go back for a break?"

It is estimated that Lin Fen has no choice but to practice.Because he didn't respond all the time, he nodded weakly when the instructor said "Go back to the meeting"...

I thought, looking at Lin Fen's strength, there shouldn't be any big problems.

Hao Zijian nodded and said to me, "Gu Qi, take Lin Fen back to have a rest."

Really flattered.One person attained the Tao, chickens and dogs ascended to heaven, Lin Fen fainted, and I also enjoyed happiness.Although it is necessary to have a strong will to be a human being, but if you get the advantage, don't take advantage of it.I quickly nodded with an expression of serving my classmates, and carefully helped Lin Fen walk to the classroom.

Lin Fen took a look, the students had gathered again to stand in a military posture, and there was no one around.He lowered his voice and said to me, "Brother, thank you."

"It's okay." I want to thank you too, do you think I really want military training?

He went on to say: "I fainted on the first day like this, shit, isn't it embarrassing?"

Uh, actually yes.

"It's okay, there's nothing to be ashamed of. Maybe it's because it's too hot today."

"I'm hot and others are hot too!" Lin Fen stared at me a little depressed: "Hey, Gu Qi, my body has always been pretty good, why am I suddenly so weak!"

Maybe you have always been like a sick chicken, hahahahahahahaha, this is not something to be ashamed of, so don't keep defending it, the more you describe it, the darker it becomes.

"It's fine, it's fine, the two of us can still be lazy." I patted his back and comforted him.Lin Fen is an optimist, or in other words, this incident did not bother him particularly.In short, the two of us happily ran to the classroom to be lazy.We lay on the table reading, chatting and laughing foolishly. It was a lazy and hot afternoon.

Other than that there is no chance to be lazy.Lin Fen didn't faint every day.For the rest of the week, we still had to run to the playground, facing the sun, stop and go, chanting slogans.It can be said to be very boring.

Until that day a little house sparrow broke into the boring life of military training.

The location of our military training is on the side of the playground.That day, a man was running laps on the playground by himself. After running several laps, when he passed our square team, our instructor said to him: "Hey, what are you doing!"

That person is tall, maybe 1.9 meters by visual inspection.He stopped and said solemnly: "The instructor is punishing me for running."

"Well." The instructor seemed quite satisfied with his obedience: "It's okay, don't run away, come back!"

That person seemed to be ungrateful, still standing there coldly, hesitating to speak.

The instructor's irritable factor was ready to move, and his voice suddenly rose an octave: "Hey! What's the matter with you! I said don't run away! You can come back! Return to the team!"

The man still stood still, summoned up his courage and said, "Instructor..."

"I let you return to the team! Can't you understand!"

"Report!" The man's voice finally rose: "Instructor! I'm not in your class!"

We couldn't help but roar with laughter.The tired and boring life reduces our laughing points, and a little thing can detonate the emotions of the whole class.The instructor's face turned blue and white.And the "instigator" was still standing there calmly, as if all the noise had nothing to do with him.I looked into the distance, and the class on the other side of the playground was in a mess. They were yelling, "Where is the person? Where is the person? Where is that person on our playground?"

They still don't know that their people were cut off by our instructors.

That person also heard the sound of their class looking for someone, and said to the instructor very calmly: "Instructor, our class is looking for me, can I go?"

"let's go!"

There was another burst of laughter in our class.I thought to myself that this person is really interesting, giving people a feeling that the face of Taishan collapses without changing his face.During the meal, the roommates sat together and talked about him, and Lin Fen chirped: "I know, I know, I know him, Zhou Yajun! He is from Jiangnan Road Junior High School. That person was very boring in the first place, nothing to worry about. Talk. His grades are also very good, Gu Qi, do you remember him?"

"remember."

How can you not remember?If it wasn't for not wearing glasses, I would have recognized Zhou Yajun earlier than Lin Fen.His class was just above mine, and he was an unsmiling boy with excellent grades.The girls in his class always said he was cold.Is he cold?I do not think so.In my opinion, his heart is softer than anyone else.He just had nothing to say.

How can you not remember?Although I didn't say a few words with him, although we only met a few times.

But I still like him.

The first time I saw this boy at a speech contest, I couldn't help but feel my heart pounding.When this kind of emotion appeared, I was very scared-does it mean that my sexual orientation is not normal if I feel hot to a boy?I'm not gay, am I?The term is so unacceptable that I have to try to find a suitable excuse for myself, but no emotion other than love can explain my heart.I couldn't help watching his every move, the way he pursed his lips was so cute.I can't forget him.If the price of falling in love with him is having to admit that I am gay, then I am willing to accept it.

For him, I am willing to accept anything.I am willing to accept everything, for him, for him.

Hearing his news again, the turbulent feelings returned.I tried my best to control my emotions, but the hands holding the chopsticks still couldn't help shaking slightly, so I could only cover it up by constantly picking up vegetables.I pretended to be nonchalant and asked, "What class is he in now?"

We haven't been in touch since the senior high school entrance examination. I really want to know how he is doing.Lin Fen's ability to gossip really didn't disappoint me. He chewed and talked, his voice sobbing indistinctly: "It seems that Class [-] is not on the same floor as us."

My heart went cold for a while, how difficult it is to meet by chance.Lin Fen didn't notice that I was distracted, and took a piece of ribs from my dinner plate with a smile: "The news is not for nothing."

I can't be bothered to talk to him.

When I was lying in bed at noon, I was also a little tossing and turning.My heart is itchy, like a bug is crawling.That bug was the original thing.They climbed into my heart one by one.

The first time I met Zhou Yajun was in the speech contest in the first grade of junior high school.He represents Class [-] upstairs, and I represent Class [-] downstairs.At that time, the lecture was over, so I sat under the table bored, and he happened to be sitting next to him.He was tall at that time, sitting a head taller than me, with a healthy wheat-colored complexion, an oval face, a high nose, and slender fingers that sometimes staggered together, and sometimes tapped on the table.The way he turned his head slightly and looked at the stage was so charming that I almost felt suffocated at that moment.

I was like a little boy at a loss, and I stuttered to strike up a conversation with him. I can’t remember what unnutritious topics I said, I just remember him turning his head and looking at me, with a calm smile and a magnetic voice The rolled Adam's apple was slowly sent out: "Oh, is it true?"

oh?is that true?

That night I lay on the bed and rolled over at a loss, chewing these words over and over again.What's even more shameful is that I actually thought of his name and became hard.

I don't know the origin of the love, but the love is deep.After meeting him, my life was destined to never be the same.

I can't help but want to see him.Taking advantage of the opportunity to go upstairs to the office to deliver homework, I secretly watched him.I thought how happy the day would be if I could see his tall, lonely figure.