A pair of boring male deskmates

Squeeze out time for eating to study, and squeeze out time for sleeping to study.Every Sunday afternoon, the last class is free time. Since I came to school, I haven’t used this time to play. I’m always doing self-study, self-study, self-study. Where else can I squeeze time?

The academic performance that cannot be improved makes me irritated into a ball.

But I wouldn't go to the dormitory to complain at night, and let the whole dormitory stay up all night without sleep to comfort me.This is the most reasonable explanation I can think of so far.

Cao Kunyan whispered, "Will Hao Zijian scold you if you say that?"

Lin Fen said, "It definitely will."

I thought to myself, I still use you to say that in order to comfort me, everyone was born and talked and was arrested by the dormitory manager. If I think about it, I know that the person who is responsible must be me.However, you have to find a way to confuse this matter, otherwise the whole dormitory will be arrested for group chatting, and a dormitory will suffer, and the scolding will be even worse.

What's more, alas, what's more, I'm still the head of the house.Although I was not willing to take the initiative to ask for a job, but once I become a leader, I am a leader, and I have to bear the responsibilities that should be borne. What can I do?

I can only comfort and say: "It's okay, let's do this first, tomorrow morning, before chemistry class, let's go to the head teacher and sleep now."

"say?"

We hung our heads dejectedly in front of the little Hao Zijian.I was thinking wildly nervously, but I didn't expect that we were taller than Hao Zijian even with our heads down. Hao Zijian is really short.

There was anger hidden in Hao Zijian's voice: "Give me an explanation, why don't you sleep at night and talk in the dormitory? Is it because you are too free during the day?"

I bit the bullet and told the whole story I prepared last night: "I'm sorry, teacher, I'm mainly to blame for this matter. I didn't do well in the exam this time. They saw that I was in a bad mood and comforted me. Their voices might be a bit loud. I was caught by the teacher."

Hao Zijian pointed the finger at me: "Because of you? You didn't do well in the exam, and you will drag down the entire dormitory collective so that the entire dormitory will be registered by the dormitory? Let the dormitory teacher come to me to complain?"

We all fell silent.

Hao Zijian began to attack indiscriminately: "This time I am just giving you a warning, and next time I will really deduct points. Pay attention, if you are caught again, I will not have this attitude. At night, I will let you have a good rest. Without sufficient energy, the efficiency of class the next day will definitely not be high. How can we improve our grades if we don’t have a good rest every day? Besides, even if you don’t think about yourself, you have to think about others. When you talk, will you? Affecting other people's rest? Will it affect the quality of other classes? They are all so big, and they are all so devoid of public morality!"

We bowed our heads and said yes.

Hao Zijian continued: "From now on, you are not allowed to talk at night! That's enough, you all go back." After finishing speaking, he stopped Tian Shuyuan, the representative of the chemistry class: "Tian Shuyuan, you go to my office and bring the paper. Everyone will do it in this class. Practice questions." Finally, he turned his gaze to me: "Gu Qi, please stay here for a while."

It's over.I thought desperately.

After all the people in the dormitory had left, Hao Zijian finally started to speak: "What's the matter with you?"

I said, "Maybe it's a little stressful."

Hao Zijian sighed and said, "How do you say you are good? The teachers have great expectations for you, but your recent results are really not ideal. You only got the 24th grade in the last exam, right?"

I nodded: "Now the courses are getting more and more difficult, I really can't understand them."

"You came in with the No.1 grade in our class, and you were ranked fourth in the first monthly exam. Logically speaking, your comprehension ability should be fine. How could this be? If you don't understand, then There are not many people in the grade who can understand."

I really find it difficult to accept it, but if Hao Zijian doesn't believe it, I can't help it.What capital do I have to argue with him?

Hao Zijian said again: "Your knowledge is fine, but your mentality is bad. Look, there are so many boys, there is no one like you who failed the exam and felt wronged, which made everyone in the dormitory comfort you. I was also named by the housekeeper. Of course, I can understand your thinking like this, but your ability to resist pressure is too poor, so this is not acceptable!"

The conversation galloped in that direction.I stood at the door of the classroom and listened to him criticize a class.From learning attitudes to learning methods, to the fact that I didn't make a good start and didn't set a good example for the students in the dormitory.I didn't expect a chemistry teacher to be able to speak so well, criticizing me from head to toe to almost nothing.

Originally, I thought that listening to a few words of scolding would be enough, but I didn't expect Hao Zijian to speak so vigorously.The more I listened, the more chilled I became, and I felt that I was really as he said, not outstanding, not motivated, and not working hard.In the past two days, the bad mood caused by not doing well in the exam came back again, mixed with the negative emotions caused by Hao Zijian's criticism, which made me both irritable and sad.I wish I could go to the classroom now and do chemistry test papers with them.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and Hao Zijian was almost done.Hao Zijian looked at the time on his phone, then at the black bell above his head, and said contentedly, "Okay, you can go back, pay attention in the future."

I went back to my seat with a stomach full of fire.It's really unlucky, everyone is obviously responsible for this matter, but in the end it was me who took the blame and was scolded for a class at the door of the classroom.And what were they doing at that time?They are sitting comfortably in the classroom, listening to me being scolded!However, I took the responsibility on my own initiative, and I have no way to complain about anyone at this time, so I can only digest my grievances secretly.

It was really a mistake. I didn't expect Hao Zijian's attitude to be so fierce.It turns out that the other students have done wrong things, and there are many more than this. However, when did Hao Zijian scold them like this?It's nothing more than calling over, scolding a few words with a sullen face, saying a few words like "don't do it again", and then the story is over.It was precisely because I thought I was sure of Hao Zijian's temper that I took the risk by myself, took the initiative to take over my fault, and tried to minimize the negative impact.

But who would have thought that this time when I was in my early years, I was scolded mercilessly!

What Hao Zijian said just now played on a loop in my mind.How can you be like this... Not good enough... No sense of responsibility... Didn't take the lead... The grades have dropped... Didn't work hard recently... Look at the so-and-so in the class, they all How is it... don't slack off...

For a moment, a sense of frustration and shame that I had never felt before came to my heart.Maybe, just maybe, I really do everything wrong, don't I?With a cold palm, I picked up the ballpoint pen and started to work on the blank chemistry paper.

Lin Fen sensed the low air pressure over my body, and asked kindly: "Gu Qi, are you alright?"

Why are you still asking me?You are also the person involved, do you not know if there is anything wrong with me?I despise anyone, including Lin Fen, including myself.

My answer was not polite: "Okay, don't ask anymore. Just do your questions with peace of mind."

When I said it, I regretted it a little.I know that everything is my own fault, and I can't blame him.Put on a heroic posture to take the initiative to take the blame, and when I was criticized, I turned my head and said to others, I didn’t want to be the first bird at the time, you forced me, now I have a lot of resentment, so you also To bear nine points.What is this called?

I felt ashamed of my bad temper.But he was so aggrieved that he couldn't control it.Lin Fen could only sadly play the role of my temporary punching bag.

Lin Fen saw that I was not happy, so he stopped talking.As usual, he ran to the water dispenser without saying a word, filled me with a thermos of warm water, put it on the table quietly, took out the textbook for the next lesson, and read it abnormally. The face is well-behaved.

I am amused.When did Lin Fen start reading during recess?I didn't expect that my losing my temper could be powerful. Even Lin Fen was trembling and looked pitiful—as if he was the one being scolded!

Forget it.

I had nothing to say: "Did you finish all the chemistry test papers in last class?"

Lin Fen concealed his joy, leaned forward and said, "Yes, yes, the teacher said that he will teach it in the next class, so remember to do it!"

"Ah."

"That..." Lin Fen hesitated to speak, "What did Hao Zijian say about you?"

Lin Fen loves gossip as always.

I gave him an annoyed look: "He taught me a lesson at the door, and his voice was quite loud, can't you hear me?"

Lin Fen said earnestly: "Our seats are so far back, I really didn't hear it!"

"What else can I say," I replied in a half-dead tone, "Let's stop arguing in the future and let me study hard, that's all."

"That's all for now, okay?"

"Gone."

Lin Fen was shocked: "What can this tell? Hao Zijian actually talked about a lesson?"

I was also very curious. Looking at Lin Fen, I said mysteriously, "Yeah, I also find it strange. Have you ever noticed a problem, every time it involves me, Hao Zijian criticizes it very vigorously?"

Lin Fen opened his mouth idiotically: "Ah, I understand. You mean that Hao Zijian is targeting you? That's not true, uh, right?"

The idea that popped up just now gave me great inspiration.Why am I always scolded?Why can Hao Zijian scold me bloody for a little thing?Suspicions arose immediately, and I couldn't help talking more and more vigorously: "Then tell me, who in our class has been scolded the most since the beginning of school?"

"Hmm...it seems to be really you?"

"Then think again, have I done anything heinous?"

Lin Fen pondered for a moment, and suddenly realized: "It seems that there is really no wow!"