Xueba loves to answer me and ignores me

Gu Yanzhi has been blaming himself for my kidnapping, trying to compensate me as much as possible, giving me pocket money, buying me the most expensive presents, and taking me around to play, even if I say it's not his fault , he just pursed his lips and smiled wryly and didn't speak, even linking part of the company's side business with local forces.

Gu Yanzhi, who just started working, travels between the company and home for a long time, often has dark eyes, and sometimes even falls asleep when chatting with me.But as long as the development of the company is mentioned, a little light shines in a pair of tired eyes.

His work is getting more and more complicated, and the time he can stay at home is getting less and less. He often only goes home for a meal in a week, and before he has a few words, he has to fly somewhere quickly after answering the phone.

I'm a person who can't hide my thoughts, and I want to talk to someone when I have something in my heart. My brother used to laugh and say that he is just a trash can, which is specially used to hold my shitty complaints and wild ideas.

Although he always laughed at me for daydreaming, he always tried to build a bridge for my daydream.

He is getting more and more busy at work, and the time he can spend with me is getting less and less. There is no one to talk about my nonsense. At first I will feel very uncomfortable, but after a long time, it seems to be nothing.

Although there is no one to talk to at school, I am the only one at home except for the nanny who occasionally comes to cook for me.

I'm more of a gatekeeper than a resident.

So I am more willing to stay in school, even if I don't study, I can sleep. After all, there are many people in the school, and I am comfortable staying there.

Until I met Suga Koshi, I, who was never willing to take the initiative to approach strangers, finally took the initiative once.Although he made a bad face at me at the beginning and was cold for countless times, but for some reason, there is a magical power in him, which makes me want to get close to him. I am delighted by his slight reaction to my initiative It's been a long time.

It's like I finally met a small flame in the long night, I started to touch it, it was hot, but after I mastered how to use it, the burning flame could warm my whole body.

Gu Yanzhi is my elder brother after all, no matter how extreme he is, I can only be his younger brother.

Thinking about it now, this situation is my own fault, not my brother's fault, it's my own problem.I have been used to relying on him since I was a child, and I took his favors as a matter of course. No matter if he was fine or not, I would pester him to wipe my ass.

Thinking of Gu Yanzhi's complicated and disappointed eyes just now, I am no longer angry with Gu Yanzhi, because he just didn't know whether he likes me or compensates for my kindness.

I sat up in bed, texted my brother, picked up my phone and left.

It was raining lightly outside, I didn't bring an umbrella, and wandered outside in a pair of slippers.

Gu Yanzhi didn't reply to me.

I don't send messages anymore, I think I have already said clearly what I should say. After all, I have lived with him for more than ten years, and I think he understands.

I raised my hand and looked at the back of the hand that was kissed by Sugakoshi, I suddenly wanted to see him.

I walked faster and faster on my feet, and finally started to run. The slippers rubbed my feet and bled, but it made me clear-headed.

I wanted to see Sugakoshi, desperately wanted to see him.

I came to the place where Sugako lived with sprained feet, looked up from the bottom, the curtains on the balcony were drawn tightly, climbed upstairs and tapped on his door four times, 'thump-thump-thump'.

This is the code we both set.

However, no one came to answer the door. Has he not come back yet?

I squatted at the door and waited for two or three hours. The sun was about to set, and I finally couldn't wait to call Sugakoshi.

Kan Yue's hoarse voice came from the phone: "Hello, what's the matter?"

The tears that were finally stopped at the moment when I heard Sugakoshi's voice were like loose soil being washed into a mudslide by rain.

I cried into the phone for a long time, choked up and unable to speak for a long time.

Suga Koshi also panicked, and quickly asked me what was wrong.

"Suga, where are you? I really want to see you, I really want to see you."

Suga Yue paused and said, "I'm at home, shall I go find you tomorrow?"

I didn't answer, stood up from the ground, raised trembling hands and knocked twice on the door again, but still no one opened the door.

"Suga Koshi, I'm at your door, you're not at home."