Xueba loves to answer me and ignores me

Suga Koshi is kissing me? ! !

Suga Koshi, is he crazy?I'm not a girl!Why is he kissing me.

The warmth left on my lips is true, and my heartbeat is also accelerating.

Just now Kangoshi really kissed me, on the corner of my mouth.

I couldn't help it anymore, and I didn't want to continue pretending to be dizzy. I wanted to ask what the other party meant. Did he look down on me, treat me like a woman, and deliberately treat me lightly?Still careless?

However, Suga pressed my eyes tightly and wouldn't let me break away.

He already knew that I was pretending to be in pain?

Just when I was very tangled and uneasy, Sugakoshi's low and hoarse voice came from my ear, with an indescribable charm.

"Gu Xingzhi, I know you're awake, don't talk, I want to say a few words to you, just listen."

"I admit, I went to the hospital to see you every night. Your security guards don't care about you at all. They are not there at night. If bad people want to hurt you, they can easily approach you."

"Gu Xingzhi, I don't really think you're stupid, you're very smart, I can teach you well, but you're too playful and can't bear your temper."

"You also know the situation in my family. You are the type of person I am most afraid of provoking."

"You have a good family, you can do whatever you want regardless of the consequences, and someone will follow you at any time to clean up the mess for you."

"But I can't, I need to look forward and backward in everything I do. I travel day and night to various places of work, just to pay off the debts owed by my bad gambling and alcoholic father, and I have to count the debt collectors coming to my door."

"Gu Xingzhi, look at me, I live like a maggot, a maggot that is always struggling in the dark. Even if I try my best to pay off his debts, he will still ask me for money to continue gambling and drinking."

"Gu Xingzhi, you live too easily, it drives me crazy with jealousy, and makes me humble to the extreme. So I reject your overtures and cut off any chance of contacting you."

"Yet you still persevere in staying close to me."

"At first I didn't know that it was you who called. I thought it was a debt collector. At that time, I couldn't pay the money, so my dad beat me up and locked me in the room. I didn't expect you to come to me."

"The day of debt collection is coming, I can't hurt you, I said harsh words to drive you away, but you actually paid the debt for me."

"Gu Xingzhi, you may think that you are doing good deeds, but this is the last thing I want to see. I think I owe you. For you, it may be just a certain month's pocket money, but for me, it is really nothing. A huge sum of money."

"So I worked harder to get your money back."

"That night at the bar, I was surrounded and beaten up because I couldn't pay the money. That's when I knew that my dad was infected with drugs."

"My mother taught me to play the piano. Before she could teach me thoroughly, I was beaten away by my alcoholic father."

"I didn't expect you to stand up again when I was embarrassed. You obviously don't know how to fight, but you insisted on standing in front of me."

"I was afraid that if I stayed any longer, I would be moved by you, so I chose to run away."

"I didn't expect to be rescued by you to the hospital."

"That night in the hospital, you were lying on the sofa less than five meters away from me. I watched you sleeping soundly and thought a lot."

"If I can't pay you back the money right away, I'll think about teaching you to study. The only thing I can do is study."

"Everyone around you is afraid of you. Do you know why? Because you are powerful and rich, they are both afraid of you and afraid of you."

"I can understand why you are willing to get close to me. It's probably because I ignored you from the beginning, which frustrated your self-esteem."

"You moved to the school to live with me. I didn't expect it. I thought you were just a rich young man who didn't touch the sun. I would definitely not be able to stand the dormitory environment. I didn't expect you to live quite comfortably."

"I told you about my family. I thought you would be scared away. I didn't expect you to comfort me instead, trying to pull me out of the quagmire."

"They all say you are a devil who does all kinds of evil, but in my opinion you are the most kind-hearted angel in the world."

"Didn't I tell you that I'm actually gay, what they call disgusting homosexuality."

"It's a pleasure to get along with you, you are very cute, you are really dependent on me, and you are willing to listen to me in everything, I thought I just used you as a helper until I saw you Chen Bo."

"My physical reaction tells me that I'm attracted to you."

"But I can't tell you, I don't want you to think I'm a disgusting person."

"I enjoyed the moment with you secretly, and even started to dream that you could be admitted to the same university as me. At that time, I was no longer in debt, and I could finally show my favor to you openly."

"A dream is a dream after all."

"My dad's drug use is getting worse and worse, and he even went out to borrow usurious loans. Yu Hang is here to collect debts."

"They arrested my dad and insisted on killing his hand. Gu Xingzhi, do you think I can agree? Oh, no matter what, he is the father who gave birth to me and raised me!"

"You appeared again, like a reckless little beast, insisting on protecting me. I didn't want you to get involved in trouble, but in the end it hurt you and caused you to be so seriously injured."

"I came to the hospital secretly, I wish you could open your eyes and take a look at me."

"Gu Xingzhi, when you were away, I figured it out. I'm just a stinky maggot. You shouldn't have stained your wings for me, so I cruelly rejected your offer."

"Why do you cry so much? When I was crying and making noise in the dormitory, do you know how much I struggled inside? I want to hug you, coax you, and say sorry to you."

"You said countless times that you don't regret it, and you reached out to me again and again, occupying my barren heart bit by bit, Gu Xingzhi, I really can't let you go."

"Please, kick me away, please."

Suga Koshi's tears fell down on my face, moistened, and slid down my cheeks to my mouth.

Salty, astringent, bitter.

I've seen everything about Kangoshi, but I haven't seen him crying. Even if he has let go, I don't want to open my eyes.

This is his last dignity, and I will protect it for him.

I closed my eyes tightly, reached out and groped in the air, wiping away his tears.

"Sugakoshi, I still don't regret it."

I hooked his neck, and gently attached my lips like he kissed me.