The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survive

Before Sheng Lai knew what was going on, he saw Chairman Chen who was beside him had already taken the diagnostic report from Chen Di, and looked at it with a slight frown.

"That, is it related to me?" Sheng Lai finally remembered that when he was eating at the dining table last night, when he listened to the nonsense words of Haruka Matsune, he couldn't hold back his temper and choked twice, and then, Then what happened?Haruka Matsune let out a loud cry, as if hysterical, and it looked quite scary.

This is all her fault?

Chen Di had already walked to Sheng Lai's side. At this time, he put his hand on Sheng Lai's shoulder and said in a low voice, "It has nothing to do with you."

Even if there is a real relationship, in her opinion, Haruka Matsune is doing everything possible to get a relationship with her.This kind of relationship, of course, is not a good relationship, it is to pour such a pot of dirty water on Sheng Lai's head.

Chen Di sneered in her heart, thinking about those things at Yao's house last night, she is still holding back her anger, and now looking at the diagnosis certificate, she is the one who wants to take the doctor to question Yao's house right now. Is that what they called Sheng Lai who made Haruka Songyin into this?What are you kidding?

Sick people do everything possible to hide their illness, lest others find out.And people who are not sick are still trying to fake their own illness, gain attention, and create an image of a person who has been hurt and let down?

Chen Di felt unspeakable anger at this moment, but the distress and worry hidden under the anger were also deep.

Feeling distressed is feeling sorry for Sheng Lai, and worrying is also worrying about Sheng Lai.

I don't want to leave such a silly girl alone in Yao's house, she feels horrible in such a place now, thinking about it, everyone hates you regardless of the reason, just like a region.As a bystander, she felt so, not to mention that she had suffered so much in that family.

She is really reluctant.

Sheng Lai didn't take Chen Di's consolation too seriously. She knew that she would definitely go back to live for a while. In that big house, she would always be alone, facing thousands of people alone. An army of thousands of horses is also one person resisting thousands of troops.Thinking about it this way, she suddenly felt a tragic feeling in her heart, as if she was that lonely general who had no soldiers left, fighting alone in the face of foreign enemies.

Thinking about it, it's still pretty sad...

"I know it's related to me. I haven't forgotten that Yao Songyin seems to have become abnormal after I said something..." Sheng Lai smiled wryly, even though she thought it was Yao Songyin pretending , but can others believe it?The word that came out could only be that she, Shenglai, was really scheming, a bad person, who could be cruel to her own sister, and said such words to provoke her on purpose.

But only I know, in fact, she really didn't have time to say anything last night.

She didn't even say what others thought would be a lie.

Many times in the world, it is so unfair!

Chen Di opened his mouth, and before he had time to express his thoughts, he heard Chairman Chen who was sitting beside him speak first: "You don't have to go back."

The printed diagnostic report made it easy to read at a glance. Chairman Chen was more willing to trust his doctor and a child who he had grown up with but never understood.

"Come on, if you don't want to go back, just treat this place as your home for the time being. Anyway, I know that you and Chen Di came back this time to settle some past events. After this three-day small vacation, I will go back, so two days In the evening, it depends on whether you are willing to live in our house. If you are willing, Chen Di will take you there later to pack your luggage, and by the way, solve the things that should be solved. People, although you say In this world, peace is the most important thing, but when others are bullying you, if you blindly give in, it will only make others think that we are more bullying, right?"

At this moment, Sheng Lai became a little dazed, looking at the middle-aged man who had stood up in front of her, whose eyes were still very gentle, she never thought that there would be someone standing beside her at this time.

"Don't be afraid, your teacher Chen is your biggest backer."

Soon, these words fell into Sheng Lai's ears.

When she looked up, she met Chairman Chen's gentle eyes.Sheng Lai felt that she might have misread it. How could she have seen a trace of teasing in the eyes of such an elder just now?

I must have read it wrong!

Are you staying at Chen's house?This coincided with his previous thoughts by coincidence, and Sheng Lai still felt that he was dreaming.

Now, have you been invited as a guest?

Sheng Lai still felt as if he was in a dream, and suddenly, something that he had never dared to think about before, clearly happened before his eyes.She never thought that she would be liked by Chen Di's family, but today Chairman Chen told her that she is a lovable little girl.Before, she never thought who would be her backer standing behind her. She had been alone for so long, but now someone told her that Chen Di was her biggest backer.

is this real?

It was as if she was hit by a gift from the sky. She, who had very weak relationships in the past twenty years, was hit by such a big gift package at this time, Sheng Lai still couldn't believe it.

Too suddenly, happiness comes too suddenly.

"Well, if you want." Just when Sheng Lai was still a little dazed, Chen Di, who was standing beside her and had been putting his hand on her shoulder to give her an inexplicable sense of security, said.

If Sheng Lai is willing, in this life, she promises that she can be her biggest backer.

Although her shoulders may not be particularly broad, she can still try her best to protect the little girl under her wings.

Sheng Lai bit his lower lip, saying that it was impossible not to be moved.In the past, she wanted to repay every ounce of kindness others showed her, but now, Chen Di treated her so well, she didn't know how she would repay her in the future.

It seems that there is nothing to repay.

Sheng Lai knew what she was going to say at this time, and now everyone was looking at her.

"I don't really want to go back there..."

"Okay! Then do it this way!" As if she had understood Sheng Lai's embarrassment for a long time, when she said the opening sentence, Chairman Chen had already spoken first and made the decision for her, "Chen Di, you Take Lai Lai and go over there first to explain clearly, everything that needs to be dealt with has been dealt with, and then bring Lai Lai back! That's it, no need to discuss and discuss!"

A hammer!

The development of the matter seemed to be a bit unexpected, Sheng Lai looked at Chairman Chen in surprise, but only met the latter's eyes full of smiles.

This result is gratifying.

Sheng Lai was dragged out by Chen Di. Chen Di looked at Sheng Lai who was walking on the same limb, and knew that she might not have reacted yet.I have to say, the little girl's reaction was a little too cute.

"Don't worry, when we get there, I will take care of everything." Chen Di said when he got into the car.

With her, Chen Di is the backer.Sheng Lai's mind was a bit messy at the moment, when these words got into her mind, she couldn't help but think of the words Chairman Chen said to her at the beginning, Chen Di said, the person she wants to marry It's just me all the time.

But before she came back, she really didn't think about marrying Chen Di.

Now she doesn't know what the situation is. In less than a day, she is actually thinking about getting married.

In the past, it was really not like this!

"Well." She said softly. In fact, it has been many years, and she has never felt that someone is doing things for her.

In my memory, it was when I was in kindergarten. I was bullied by naughty little boys in the kindergarten, and my father saw her when I got home. As a result, the next day, my father rushed to the school with her majestic and arrogant. The little boy who bullied her gave her a hard lesson.

Looking back now, in fact, the memory is also full of some pictures of my own imagination, but I still can't help but feel very warm and envious, envious of my former self, who is loved by others.

That was the beginning and end of her memory, the end of her happy life in childhood.

"Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden?" Sheng Lai still couldn't help asking.

Chen Di seemed a little surprised by her question, and turned his head to look at her distractedly.After confirming that Sheng Lai really didn't understand and wanted to know, Chen Di thought for a while before slowly opening his mouth and said: "Is there a reason to be nice to a person? I just want to be nice to you. In the past, everyone misunderstood many things. Now The misunderstanding is resolved, I want to treat you well, I follow my instinct, and I think this can make up for you."

Of course, there was another reason why Chen Di didn't explain it.

Because he put her in the position of his wife, he instinctively wanted to treat her well.

But thinking of Sheng Lai's initial resistance to his proposal of getting married, Chen Di felt that it would be better for him not to say the latter sentence.

However, Sheng Lai lost his mind because of her words, and Chen Di's voice soon came to his ear, a little low, "Maybe it's because of liking and distress."

These words made Sheng Lai raise his head almost instantly, and looked at the man who was still driving at this time in astonishment.

Sheng Lai felt that she might have heard it wrong, and she heard Chen Di say that she liked it.

So, do you like her?

At this moment, Sheng Lai felt his heart beat a little faster.

That sentence, she found herself wanting to hear it again.

The corner of Chen Di's mouth raised a slight arc, and his mood suddenly became very good, because he actually felt quite surprised after saying the sentence just now.

like.

Chen Di silently repeated it in his heart, like...

This is what it feels like to love someone!

"...Tell me what happened after yesterday, I don't remember, or when I get to Yao's house later, I will reveal my secret..." Sheng Lai subconsciously opened his mouth to change the subject after feeling his heart beating faster.

Chen Di heard it and nodded.At this time, she was driving, and she didn't notice the hesitation and struggle in Sheng's eyes when she said this, so she told what she saw when she went to Yao's house last night.Thinking of Sheng Lai's understanding of his physical condition, Chen Di asked, "Have you ever encountered such a thing before?"

Otherwise, after the little girl woke up this morning, she wouldn't lose her composure and even want to bury her unusualness.

Sheng Lai nodded, because of the inexplicable sense of trust in Chen Di in her heart, she explained: "It happened once or twice before, but at that time there was no big trouble..." After thinking about it, I felt that I had put my head on It was smashed, it was considered a big mess, Sheng Lai changed his words again: "No, it also went to the police station..."

"What's going on?" Chen Di's tone was normal, but only she knew that her mood was not normal at all.

Regarding schizophrenia, when she got up this morning, she took advantage of the time saved by washing up a little faster than Sheng Lai, and asked a friend who knew more about it, and she got a quick reply.In the case of Sheng Lai, the appearance of the second personality is probably to protect the main personality.It occurs only when a great stimulus, usually a very bad one, is received.

From this, Chen Di could deduce that when Sheng Lai encountered this situation for the first time, he probably encountered some good phenomenon.

Sheng Lai reached out and tugged at the seat belt on her chest. She took a deep breath, and then spit out the turbid air in her lungs as if all at once. Doing so gave her the illusion of being relaxed every time, "It's nothing It's a big deal." She tried her best to sound relaxed, "It's just that someone was almost...well, that kind of thing."

It turned out that I still cared a lot in the end, even if it was over, even if I had the result I wanted, but in front of Chen Di, the only person I liked in my life, when I said these words, I still cared a lot, It's going to be... embarrassing.

"squeak--"

Just when Sheng finished speaking, Chen Di suddenly stepped on the brakes, and the woman's hands holding the steering wheel were suddenly retracted at this moment, holding the steering wheel tightly, and even the veins on the back of her hands were suddenly twitching. It popped out and bulged vigorously on the back of the hand.

"Sorry." When he came back to his senses, Chen Di immediately looked at Sheng Lai beside him, "I didn't pay attention to the traffic lights just now..."

When he understood the consciousness expressed in Sheng Lai's words, how could Chen Di have the mood to look at the road conditions?Almost for a moment, all her attention was taken away.

The anger in my heart also came up instantly, anger, and self-blame.

Sheng Lai shook his head, "It's okay, it's okay, just drive hard."

But when she said this, there was deep loneliness in her eyes.

Is this hated?

Chen Di thought that she knew a little about Sheng Lai. In the current situation, how could she not understand that the little girl next to her must be thinking about it secretly by herself again.

Even if it's fine, Sheng Lai can figure out that something is wrong...

Taking advantage of nearly 1 minute before the red light, Chen Di stretched out his hand and wrapped Sheng Lai's hands tightly gripping the seat belt into his palm.

When she was doing this action, she didn't say a word beforehand, she was already immersed in her own world, Sheng Lai was startled because of her action.

The frightened person looked up at her in confusion at this moment, did not speak, just asked silent questions.

Chen Di was looking at Sheng Lai, and what she saw in the eyes of the little girl beside her was not only doubt, but also a bit of panic and anxiety that she tried to cover up but couldn't cover up too well.Her heart softened at once, Chen Di thought, it's over, she herself didn't know how many times she had such emotions when she saw Sheng Lai, but now she had a vague feeling in her heart, Sheng Lai, about It is my own weakness in this life.

no one can touch...

"What are you thinking about again?" Chen Di asked.

Sheng Lai was still in a low mood, and his rebuttal voice also became smaller, a little lacking in confidence: "Do you even care about what I think?"

She herself didn't realize that when she said this to Chen Di, she still had a little bit of complaint and coquettishness.Very faint emotions, if you don't listen carefully, you can't hear them at all.

Chen Di nodded domineeringly, "I don't care about anything else, but what you think is related to me, then I must take care of it. For example, if you don't pay attention and you think wrongly again, if I can't defend myself Two sentences, I really feel wronged to death..."

"How can I miss you?" Sheng Lai became anxious all of a sudden, as if his mind had been punctured.

Chen Di looked at the time at the red light ahead, she let go of Sheng Lai's hand, slowly but with a serious tone: "Didn't you miss me just now? I think I heard what happened to you before, and what might happen Think? You are not me, how do you know what I think? Sheng Lai, if you really want to know what I think in the future, just ask me directly, and I will tell you everything. As long as you ask." Finally Chen Di added One sentence.

What she can do is to be loyal to her lover, and never lie.

These words were not untouched, and Sheng Lai was also moved when he heard them.

Then, some words blurted out uncontrollably: "Then what do you think?"

"Want to kill someone." Chen Difeng said lightly, she seemed to find it a little funny, because at that moment, she really thought so.Killing all those who intend to misbehave with the little girl beside her, regardless of the law of human life, this is what she thought at that moment.You know it's wrong, but you can't control it. "I am also distressed and annoyed. If I were here, I would not allow these things to happen."

It's a pity that in those years, I was still not by her side.

So I still blame myself.

"Don't you feel disgusted? Hate me?" Sheng Lai said softly. Sometimes when she thinks back, she can't help but hate herself!

Chen Di: "Why do you use other people's mistakes to punish yourself? And why do you hate you? What's disgusting is the person who did such a despicable thing. You're just a fish in the pond who was brought down by the scum. Ask these words, Is it too stupid?"

Because only you think this way, you will ask this question!

Sheng Lai's thoughts were easy to guess, and after Chen Di guessed right, he felt a little sad.

No one enlightened her, and she just carried many shackles imposed on her by others for so many years.

It's really hard work!

The residential area of ​​Yao's family was soon ahead. After stopping the car, Chen Di walked out. The first thing he did was to go around the front of the car and walk to the other side. The girl hugged.

A big hug.

Chen Di directly embraced Sheng Lai from his left arm with one hand, and directly embraced the thin girl in front of him into his arms, without saying a word, and hugged her forcefully.

"Can you be happier now?" Chen Di asked.

Ever since she said those words just now, when Sheng Lai was sitting in the car, she kept her head down, as if she was very resistant to any communication with the outside world. She felt anxious when she saw it, but she didn't know what to do. Say something comforting.

Sheng Lai didn't resist Chen Di's hug, but she was actually a little obsessed with it.

"Hmm." She hid herself in Chen Di's big arms, trying to hide the wetness in her eyes.

Chen Di didn't ask her why she didn't say anything, but left time for her to calm down slowly.

"Ms. Chen..." After a long while, Sheng Lai raised her head from Chen Di's arms, her eyes looked particularly bright, although the ends of the eyes were still a little pitifully red, but there was light in them , stubborn and strong, and then, Sheng said: "Actually, I still like you very much..."

After many years, I was still defeated by her unintentional gentleness. I like her very much, and I like the teacher Chen who bluntly stood by her side, whether it was before or now, who helped her drive away the cold and loneliness.

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