The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survive

The atmosphere at the dining table was a bit strange, several people sat quietly without speaking, as if they were waiting for the other party to speak first.

If it was in the past, Sheng Lai would definitely feel that the current scene is extremely embarrassing, but now she came back not to feel the embarrassment at this strange but familiar dining table.

When I first walked to the door of the house today, I saw the former helpers at Yao's house. In the eyes of those people, she first saw the astonishment in the eyes of those people, but soon after those people realized who she was, the look of envy The admiration was also suppressed, and a strong disdain appeared instead.

When Sheng Lai turned around, she heard the voices of the group of people behind her who didn't deliberately lower their voices, and they all came into her ears——

"Tsk tsk, let me just say, I saw the old man when I was young, and I said it was a fox embryo at the beginning, look, now that this thing happened, isn't it someone like her who did it?"

"That's right, the eldest lady of the Chen family probably doesn't like people like her at all!"

"And our young lady and Miss Chen are a couple!"

"That's right, the vixen is just relying on his good looks, his heart is so high above the sky! I think it will be really miserable if he falls down at that time! Let's be smashed to pieces!"

"Hahaha, there are no bones left!"

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The words behind Sheng Lai reminded Sheng Lai that when she was a child, these people were also like this. They were so unscrupulous in front of her, and they didn't consider her as a complete person at all, as if those vicious speculations were all she should bear. Same.But what did she do wrong?Could it be that there is an original sin just because he came to his son with his mother and lived a life of being dependent on others?Did these people directly plan her to come for Yao's property?

Sheng Lai found it funny, laughed at these people's random speculations without any margins and no factual basis, and also laughed at how he would feel sad and uncomfortable because of these people's nonsense in the past.

Sheng Lai suddenly turned around, looked at the group of people standing behind her who were still chatting unscrupulously, and said with a smile: "If I were you, I would definitely think about it at this time. If one day a scheming person like me really If you control the family, what should you do with your own life? At this time, you can talk nonsense, and then you will not only be fired, but also sued for defamation, understand? At that time, the savings of this life may be lost Just brush it like this, and it’s gone..."

Not surprisingly, Sheng Lai saw that after he finished speaking, the faces of these people suddenly changed, and they looked at her in shock, as if they were too frightened to speak.

She chuckled in her heart, and sure enough, the old saying is still true, people are good at being bullied, horses are good at being ridden.

It turns out that not all norms in the world are based on kindness.

While everyone was surprised, Sheng Lai had already turned around.

Sitting at the dining table now, Sheng Lai not only felt the eyes of the people sitting at the dining table, but also felt the gaze of those servants from Yao's family behind him.She sat upright in her seat, without much expression on her face, just waiting for the others at the table to speak first.

"Ahem, what are you doing in a daze? Use your chopsticks to eat first!" Yao Youguang, the Patriarch of Yao's family, was the first to speak. He glanced at Sheng Lai, and then said, "Come on, you haven't come back for so many years. Home, how about a taste of home? You children, sometimes you get angry and it really makes adults feel headache. Now there is only one child in every household, you don’t know, you have been away for so many years At home, your mother is in a hurry..."

Sheng Lai moved her chopsticks quietly, she was used to being the quietest person in the crowd, provided no one named her.But now, hearing Yao Youguang's words, she chewed and swallowed the chopsticks of frozen tofu just now, and then slowly opened her mouth, looking in Cheng Rong's direction: "Really?"

Will Cheng Rong be in a hurry?She doesn't believe it.

When she cried and said that she would never come back in her life and leave, what did Cheng Rong do and say?

Cheng Rong just guarded Yao Songyin behind her, and looked at her angrily: "You beat someone and you are more arrogant than anyone else? Sheng Lai! You have learned all the respect for the old and love for the young that you have learned all these years in the stomach of a dog." ? Is this your sister or your enemy? Do you think your wings will be stiff after graduating from high school? Didn’t you say you want to leave? Okay, then I’ll see where you can go alone!”

Then, she really left.

As Cheng Rong hoped, from then on, they all went far.

Never coming back again, she really intended to do so.

But isn't Cheng Rong asking himself to come back now?

Sheng Lai's eyes were not sharp at all, she just looked at Cheng Rong naturally, but the sarcasm in her eyes was really real.

Cheng Rong turned her head away and missed Sheng Lai's gaze, "You are mother's daughter, we don't know how you've been living outside these years, do you think I'm worried?"

Sheng Lai seemed to agree with her words, and now he nodded: "Well, you don't know where I am all the time, do you? Are you worried because you don't know where I am?"

"Of course!" Cheng Rong didn't understand what Sheng Lai meant by coming over for a while, thinking that she was just questioning herself, she couldn't help but said, "I don't know which city you are staying in, and whether your life is good, of course I am worried! I can't contact you again, you know?"

Sheng Lai shrugged. She didn't understand why a person was so transparent in front of her, but still pretended to be hypocritical. What was she trying to do?

"That's it..." Sheng Lai seemed to be very emotional, as if feeling guilty, she turned her head to look at Haruka Songyin who hadn't spoken much since she came to the table, and tried to make a kind smile: "Songyin, You see my mother so anxious, you and her are like mother and daughter, why didn't you tell her that I was in Rongcheng? Didn't you always know?"

Sheng Lai's eyes looked extremely harmless, even when she said this, she still looked at the people around her with a smile, completely unaware of how embarrassing her words might make Haruka Songyin.

"When I was in school, I sent back a bursary application, and it was thanks to you who helped me go to the sub-district office to issue a certificate and seal. Really, I really thank you at that time..." Sheng said.

Thank you for buying a house in Rongcheng at that time, and when I was only eating steamed buns to survive, I couldn’t resist calling Cheng Rong in the end, hoping to borrow some money, because I paid the tuition but had no living expenses and book expenses. For the first time, I felt extremely humiliated and bowed my head, and wanted to ask Cheng Rong for help, but at that time the call was answered by Yao Songyin.Then, there is no more then.

Yao Songyin said: "It's so difficult, come on, why didn't you say it earlier! It's okay, don't be afraid, I will tell Aunt Cheng, although she is still very angry that you hit me, but don't worry, this matter is covered by me body!"

It's wrapped up on her body like this, wrapped up in her body that is absolutely impossible to confide half a word to her family, it's so powerful!

At that time, Sheng Lai didn't believe Yao Songyin anymore, but when she called again, she found that the fixed line at home was always busy, and Cheng Rong's phone was never in the service area.

She has never confided to anyone about the difficulties of living alone, but it does not mean that she does not understand anything, has no heart, and does not hold grudges.

In fact, she really can hold a grudge!

Sheng Lai just looked at Haruka Songyin with a smile, this good girl who has always been cute and optimistic in the eyes of adults and teachers, how would she react when faced with her questioning at this time.

Haruka Songyin's reaction was still very real, she looked at Sheng Lai in surprise, her eyes were full of disbelief and sadness, "Come on, didn't you ask me to keep it secret for you? I regret it because of an agreement with you, keeping this secret that only the two of us know, watching Aunt Cheng worry about you every day, but I still didn’t say a word in a very unfilial manner, really, I’m sorry, I’m sorry ..."

As she said that, Haruka Songyin's voice was full of tears, and she looked extremely pitiful.

Sheng Lai really admires Haruka Matsune's acting skills.

She couldn't cry in front of so many people, and she always knew the way she cried was not very good-looking.

After Yao Songyin finished speaking, Cheng Rong couldn't help reaching out and wrapping her arms around Yao Songyin's slightly trembling shoulders, "Okay, okay, Songyin, we won't cry anymore, and Auntie didn't mean to blame you. Since You have made an agreement with Lai Lai. To be a person, you must first be honest. If you didn’t tell Auntie, Auntie can understand..."

Sheng Lai looked at the two people who were singing the double reed opposite with a blank expression, and felt that the meal was a bit interesting.

Everyone is now a drama actor standing on the Broadway stage, displaying his lifelong skills, trying to turn lies into reality, and portray hypocrisy into true feelings, which is really powerful.As an audience standing outside the circle, she wanted to applaud her.

"I'm done eating, you guys go ahead." Sheng Lai stood up, watching too many fake dramas, she would feel quite bored, not only did she not want to be a participant, but now she even didn't want to be an audience. Did it, it's really boring.

But when she stood up, she was called again.

"Come on, are you still angry with me? Actually, I really didn't intend to tell the story between you and Mr. Chen, but that day I heard people at home discussing Mr. Chen's marriage, so I thought of it." You. I always feel that if you miss it, it's really... too regrettable..." Haruka Songyin also followed Sheng Lai and stood up from her seat, looking at her with a sorry face, "I really didn't mean it, I was kind at the beginning, but now that things have developed to what they are now, I didn't expect that, I'm really, really sorry..."

Two lines of tears seem to be able to imprint a true mark on the hearts of all audiences.

But what is the truth, no one wants to explore.

But Sheng Lai wanted to investigate this. Has Haruka Matsune's beautiful and glamorous image in front of outsiders been too long?She did such a good job, maybe all the mistakes in the past were made on her back when she didn't know it?Thinking of this, the last whitewashing expression on Sheng Lai's face disappeared, and her smile became extremely ironic. She looked at Haruka Matsune across the dining table, and said like a broken smile: "If I say it is You said I'm sorry and I don't want to forgive you? Now you are still full of lies, do you think I should follow your words, find a step, and just go on like this?" Sheng Lai no matter now his face suddenly became unattractive. Song Yin, as if he only cared about himself, said to himself: "I'm so sorry, if you think this way, you may be really wrong. The illusion of peace between us, didn't it end long ago in the summer vacation after graduating from third year of high school?" ? Since you wanted to give Chen Di..."

"what--"

Before Sheng could finish his last words, Haruka Matsune squatted down with her head in her arms, screaming——

As soon as the sound came out, the whole living room was in chaos.

Yao Youguang stood up from his seat and quickly picked up Yao Songyin who was on the ground, and told the people around him: "Hurry up and go to the doctor! Say Songyin is ill again!"

Cheng Rong also stood up at this time, but Sheng Lai noticed that the other party had not forgotten to wipe the stains on the corners of his mouth gracefully with a napkin before he stood up and put on the panic mask. He seemed more anxious than Yao Songyin's own father: "Oh my God, why did you suddenly get sick when you were fine? Hurry up, go and call Dr. Zhong! Get someone to come and have a look!"

After finishing speaking, Cheng Rong did not forget to give Sheng Lai a cold look, "Sheng Lai, just stay here for me first! Let me come back later and teach you a lesson!"

But this voice...

The servants who came and went looked at Sheng Lai angrily, as if she was such a heinous intruder from outside, hurting the little princess in their castle.

Cinderella's sister is vicious, but Sheng Lai thought, Haruka Matsune is not Cinderella, right?

Although she didn't know exactly why Haruka Matsune fell ill, Sheng Lai thought apologetically like that. At such a coincidental time, she really doubted whether Haruka Matsune was really sick or everything was just a fake.

After all, isn't what this little princess is best at... pretending?

But just now she discovered another very interesting thing. When she was young, Sheng Lai could really feel that Cheng Rong loved Yao Songyin as her lifeblood.In particular, she remembered very clearly one time when the flu broke out that year, and many people fell ill, especially in a densely populated place like a school, where it was easy to infect.And that year, both himself and Haruka Songyin fell down.

Cheng Rong threw her at home to the helper at will, but she went to take care of Yao Songyin herself.

It was about two full nights, staying close to Yao Songyin's bedside.

Sheng Lai knew that it was all because of being woken up by coughing in the middle of the night, her throat felt like it was on fire, it was dry and painful, and the helpers at home usually didn't think highly of her, now seeing her sick, how could they really feel sorry for her?She was originally a poor little wretch who was loved by no one, and those people were kind if they didn't make trouble.

The person who should watch the night has long since disappeared, and returned to his room to sleep soundly.

At that time, when little Sheng Lai was struggling to get up from the bed with his little figure, and when he walked out by touching the wall with his strength, he found that there was still a dim light in the bedroom next to him.

In order to show that Sheng Lai and Yao Matsuyin have equal status at home and have no other discrimination, the Yao family specially arranged their rooms together.At that time, the room where Sheng Lai saw light was Haruka Matsune's bedroom.

The door was not closed tightly, and there was a small crack in the door, through which she could see the scene inside clearly.

Her mother, Ms. Cheng Rong, was standing beside Yao Songyin's bed, lying on her stomach and falling asleep...

The feeling at that moment, even now when Sheng Lai recalled it, he felt it was very clear, as if he was in the scene again, experiencing such a sour and uncomfortable feeling.

Children may not know the difference between jealousy and discomfort. When she saw that the person Cheng Rong was guarding was not herself, she felt like the sky was falling.

In such a strange family, she endured being bullied by others without saying a word, not only because of her weak temper that would not quarrel, but also because of the ridiculous and sincere and pure thoughts at that time, No matter how bad or unbearable the environment is, as long as the person who loves me the most is still around.

She is not afraid, as long as she is loved by others.

At that time, he held such a belief. Whenever he was wronged, Sheng Lai would tell himself over and over again that there was nothing to cry about, no big deal, and that his mother was still by his side, and he still loved himself the most and would protect himself!

When the person who understood to protect himself had already gone away, this moment came quickly and ruthlessly.

The reality slapped her, making her wake up suddenly in the night of high fever.

Really, so sad.

Sheng Lai is now recalling those years, those past times, sitting in his seat and smiling.

Fortunately, it's all in the past, it's all in the past...

She only had one meal today, and she knew that she would not have a good dinner at Yao's house, but now it seems that everyone is gone at this time, and she is the only one at the whole table, Sheng Lai feels that she is in the mood again After eating, there are no people I hate around, and my stomach is still hungry at this time, so I can sit down and eat quietly.

There were still servants walking around in the living room. At this time, I saw Sheng Lai sitting on the table eating alone as if nothing had happened. Some people who thought they were "guardians of justice" rushed forward at this time. Before, it was a reproach to Sheng Lai——

"You vixen, why do you still have the nerve to sit here and eat! Haven't you seen that the lady is so angry that you have a fit! You are so shameless! How can there be such a shameless person like you!"

Sheng Lai raised his eyebrows slightly: "What's wrong with Yao Songyin?"

"Bah bah bah! The lady is not sick! It was all caused by you, the scourge! It must have been after you left that year that you made our lady angry. During that time, the lady's temper was very unstable. The family invited me A lot of doctors! You are the broom star!" The servant was very angry, seeing Sheng Lai's appearance, he wished to drive her out immediately.

Sheng Lai sat on the seat, as if standing still.She was full and thought that she shouldn't have to order takeaway tonight, so she threw a goblet on the table towards the place.

With a "bang", the goblet shattered under the feet of the person who started speaking, and glass shards splashed all over the floor.

"Ah! What are you doing!" The other party was startled by Sheng Lai's unexpected action, screamed and jumped away.

Sheng Lai finally turned his head and looked at everything in front of him with a smile.The contrast between the other party's fury and her current calmness is very sharp. To be honest, she looks like this has nothing to do with her, and it is really easy to make people's anger go up to a higher level.

Sheng Lai seems to know what she looks like, she doesn't really care. In fact, many years ago, she told herself that she doesn't need to care about those who have prejudice against her, because no matter what she does, whether she does it well or not Well, in the eyes of these people, they are all bad, and they are all criticized.

"I thought you couldn't scream, and I thought that screaming was also a kind of disease... It just so happens that the doctor you invited can show you after seeing Haruka Songyin." Sheng Lai said with a smile.

The other party was so angry that he yelled, "Where do you think you are? This is Yao's house! What are you!"

Sheng Lai didn't answer her question directly, and simply threw another plate, and the snow-white ceramics were also torn apart in an instant. Her eyes became cold at this moment, and when she spoke, her voice was somewhat serious: "Do you dare to throw it?" Seeing the other person's eyes, Sheng Lai smiled again, with infinite sarcasm: "So, do you know who I am? At least, in this house, I can throw and smash things as I like, can you? "

You will, but you are stepping on the high and flattering the low, gossiping behind your back, and doing more low-level and uneducated things.

Also, bullying a child who is only about ten years old.

Those vicious words are like a sharp knife, on such a small heart of myself, it slashes fiercely, bloody.

The devil is not himself, it is clear that these people are.

Sheng Lai stood up from her seat, her words just now seemed to shock the person who started speaking.She walked up to a group of people who came to watch, and sneered again, "I'm coming back, I want to stay in peace for two days, deal with the matter and then leave, I didn't come back to continue to be humiliated by you."

The voice became softer, like a whisper, and like a threat.

Probably, she never seemed the kind of fierce person, threatening people at this time, but in the end, some people were "eager to try" and wanted to challenge.