The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survive

Chen Di looked at her with disapproval, "How long are you going to be so ignorant? Why don't you want to go home?"

Of course there are many reasons!I don’t want to see family members in name who say they are doing it for my own good, but are secretly guarding against me and evaluating my own value. I don’t want to live a depressing life without seeing the light of day. I don't want to go back to the dusty past that is more painful than joyful to me.The secrets of the past are all buried in the past where she never wants to go back, isn't it good?

There are too many reasons, but Sheng Lai didn't say anything about them.

Who does Chen Di think he is?

"Are you the savior?"

Work for her?She doesn't need to rely on others to live a meager life, and Chen Di is not her friend, so she doesn't want to tell the truth.

"Do you know what I'm facing when I go back? My mother told me to go back and get married. She didn't ask me if I was doing well in Rongcheng, didn't ask me if I already had my own happiness, but just asked me to go back and get married."

He didn't want to tell Chen Di the truth, but he couldn't help but let the grievances and complaints in his heart, and throw all the negative emotions in his heart to the person in front of him.

Regardless of 21, lose it first!Those grievances and sufferings weighed heavily on her heart, it was really heavy!

Maybe subconsciously, she hasn't forgotten that she was weak and incompetent back then, and she was used to laughing at herself hiding behind the door panel. Looking at the tutor lady who suddenly appeared, she stood on the stairs and sternly scolded those who liked to gossip behind her back and speak ill of her. The scene of those people facing each other.

At that time, Chen Di really seemed to have fallen from the sky, holding a knife and halberd to defend her, with just one look, she could be completely devoted to her!

After finishing speaking angrily and in a self-deprecating and sarcastic tone, Sheng Lai felt a little strangely satisfied.

She complained about her mother's arrangements for her, but it wasn't that she didn't want to hurt Chen Di.You see, you have tried so hard to get me back, you are the accomplice of these people.You are bad too, you also want to harm me!

But Sheng Lai soon regretted that she was not the kind of person with a vicious heart, and when she vented her anger to others, a deep layer of shame soon surfaced in her heart.Ashamed of the dark thoughts in my heart just now.

Sheng Lai couldn't help lowering his head, not daring to look into Chen Di's eyes.

She wanted to stand up, turn around and leave, to escape such an embarrassing atmosphere.

However, Chen Di's next words, like an invisible big hand, successfully pressed her shoulder, making her sit where she was, motionless.

It seems to be stiff.

Chen Di said, your mother asked you to marry me.

Sheng Lai felt a string of golden bells ringing by her ears, she was startled by the ringing before she could hear the melody.It was as if she was shocked by the words themselves before she had time to figure out what Chen Di's words meant.

Sheng Lai was a little unresponsive, and stared blankly at the young woman sitting across from him, who was still calmly drinking the pot of jade dew that was brought up just now.

"...What did you just say? Say it again?" Sheng Lai couldn't believe it.

Chen Di looked indifferent, as if he was talking about nothing special, and his tone was business-like, "I said, I was the one your mother asked you to marry. I proposed that you marry into our Chen family .”

She thought about it before, what if Sheng Lai is unwilling?

If Sheng Lai is unwilling, then she will still do it.

For the sake of responsibility, but also...for my own selfishness.

Because so far, she has no intention of marrying anyone except Sheng Lai.

These words seemed to make Sheng Lai react for a while, she sat where she was, as if she was digesting Chen Di's words just now.When she figured it out, the expression on Sheng Lai's face suddenly turned cold, and at the same time, her complexion became a little pale at this moment, even if she put on a nice blush, it was hard to hide it.

Sheng Lai put her hand on the teacup on the table, her fingers trembling slightly.

In the end, she did nothing but pushed the cup in front of her forward, stood up quickly, without saying a word, and was only about to leave the place.This place made her feel cold and suffocated.

Chen Di felt very incomprehensible to her such a violent reaction. When she saw her standing up, she said, "Stop! Marrying me makes you feel so uncomfortable?"

She asked this seriously, and her heart was not as calm as it appeared on the surface.The slightly curled finger clasped on her knee, and the light pink marks left on the palm of her hand, were probably the only evidence that she was not calm at this time.

Chen Di is used to being under the impact of anything, always maintaining the state of Taishan collapse in front of her face, otherwise at the negotiating table, how can she, a woman in her early twenties at the beginning, be able to deter those people? Old foxes who have experienced many treacherous transactions?

However, now Chen Di obviously used the wrong method.

In the face of treacherous shareholders or business partners, this kind of calmness can make people feel confident, or make people feel alert and fearful.

But when faced with the person he wants to marry...

Wrong mess.

"Yes, it's hard."

Sheng Lai stood by the wall, her eyes fell on her cup of green tea that Chen Di personally filled but she never took a sip, "It's sad and regretful, I regret not pouring that cup of tea On your face. Teacher Chen, you are really shameless sometimes."

She did things that disregarded her wishes too much, and still asked herself so confidently, Sheng Lai, are you so reluctant to marry me?

But marriage clearly shouldn't be like this.

A marriage that exists because of love should not be like this.

It shouldn't be like this, it's not that one person controls another person's life trajectory like a god's mansion, it's not that that person says whoever she wants must be her partner.

It shouldn't be like this, at least, before this matter is settled, the person who wants the most and most urgently should ask the other person very longingly, at least one sentence I love you, and another sentence, would you marry me? ?

Is it not?How can it be like this?

Like an object, she was randomly placed where those people thought she should be?It's even the place where her value can be brought into full play!

Sheng Lai pushed open the door with a pale face, and she heard Chen Di calling her name behind her, but she didn't want to turn around.

Because she was afraid that when she turned around, she would see Chen Di's face that haunted her in the past, and she felt ashamed that she was moved by her proposal for a moment.

It's not that I don't want to marry someone I like, but not in this way.

When Sheng Lai woke up the next day, she opened her eyes. She didn't get up from the bed immediately, but just looked at the ceiling, her vision was a little blurry.

Eyes are swollen again.