The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survive

Sheng Lai didn't really want to answer it, but even though she pretended it was an unfamiliar number, she still knew in her heart that it was her mother's call.

Seeing the screen on the phone go dark, Sheng Lai seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, but the next moment, the text message reminded——

17834555225: Sheng Lai, I am mother.

Sheng Lai chose to ignore it. The first song she learned when she was a child was not "Going to School Song", but "Only Mother is Good in the World". She has not forgotten that there is a line in it called "A child with a mother is like a treasure", but But she felt that even if she had a mother, she still lived like a grass.

I still remember that when I just went to Yao's house, the school had a parent meeting soon.Teachers don't really like students' parents who use various excuses to be absent from parent-teacher meetings, but Sheng Lai is different. Her parents don't need a reason to be absent from parent-teacher meetings.At that time, she and Yao Songyin were not in the same class, and the uncle Yao she knew had to go to the company every day, and had no time to go to school for parent-teacher meetings.And she has a mother, but maybe in her mother's heart, Haruka Matsune is the one who is her own flesh and blood, and her mother will hold a parent-teacher meeting for Haruka Matsune.When she got out of the car and saw the woman in the windbreaker walking towards the teaching building holding Haruka Matsuyin's hand, she didn't think about stepping up to grab the woman's skirt.

I knew how to read words and colors early, but I didn't know that in the adult world, blood relationship really doesn't matter to the cool people.

That's her mother!

"Mom, mom, I want to hold hands too! My classroom should take the stairs here!"

When Sheng Lai arrived at Yao's house, it was as if she was in her parents' house before. She was the only child in the house, and she should be spoiled.Seeing his mother being taken away by Haruka Songyin, Sheng Lai disliked Haruka Songyin very much at first.But then she gradually understood that when she came to Yao's house, only Yao Songyin didn't like her right, she didn't have any right...

The woman in the windbreaker frowned, patted her hand away, and said educationally, "Sheng Lai, you are both older sisters, why are you so ignorant? Today, my mother came to hold a parent-teacher meeting for both of you sisters. I heard that your teacher said the same thing. Whose fault is it?" All classrooms are the same! You should go to your own classroom and sit down now, okay?"

Sheng Lai, who was reprimanded and retreated, didn't react. When he understood the meaning of the words, the woman in the windbreaker had already taken another girl beside her who was dressed delicately like a little princess and disappeared in place.

There are so many people coming and going at the school gate, she is so short, and all she can see are adults holding the hands of their own children, and there are many, many legs. The person I want to look for is really hard to find.

A small figure, lost in the sea of ​​people, can only carry a big schoolbag, walking alone and lonely in the direction of his classroom.

At that time, I didn't know what it meant to be lonely, and I still had the most straightforward and uncomfortable thoughts in my heart——

She was abandoned by her mother who regarded her as everything!

Unwanted child.

It is difficult for Sheng Lai to accept her biological mother emotionally without any grudges. Life is already very difficult. She is willing to move forward without any worries and burdens, and she does not want to stagger with countless traumas in her childhood.

Just after changing clothes, the phone rang again.This time I want to pretend that I don't hear, I don't know, I don't connect, it's a bit unreasonable.

"Hi, hello." Polite opener.

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment by her official answering language, "Sheng Lai, it's me."

Sheng Lai was sitting on the sofa, biting her lower lip slightly, but did not speak.It wasn't that she was rude and didn't answer, but at this moment, she clearly felt that she really didn't know what to say.Too strange, as if never met.

Since coming to Rongcheng, she has never had any contact with that family.But coincidentally, she wanted to escape that family, and everyone in that family seemed to want to pretend that she was not there.Otherwise, why didn't they have any contact for so many years?

"Sheng Lai, I'm mother, did you see the text message? You said that your child went to college, and he didn't know to tell his family if his phone number changed. Look, if it wasn't so difficult for me to ask someone to find it You just found out about your phone number, how long do you think you will worry your mother?" Cheng Rong, who was on the other end, was sitting on the sofa with her legs crossed at this moment, holding a small spoon in her hand and stirring the coffee cup in front of her.

Don't be in a hurry, but don't be in a hurry.

"Hmm." Sheng Lai's face was expressionless.

She just had such a monosyllabic word, which made Cheng Rong unable to continue talking for a moment.

For a moment, "Look, when are you coming back? After so many years, you are so cruel that you don't contact your family? Do you really think you are a teenager? You still run away from home?" Cheng Rong Standing on his status as an elder, he taught Sheng Lai a few words.

"To each other." Sheng said.

"What did you say?" Cheng Rong couldn't react to Sheng Lai's unreasonable answers one after another, so she could only suspect that her ears were wrong and her hearing was wrong.In the past, she had no sense of presence and would never refute her daughter. I haven't seen her in the past few years, and the feeling is a little different.

A hint of impatience appeared in Sheng Lai's eyes, she felt that such things as being cold could be inherited.Just like now, she has also learned to communicate calmly with her family members but more like strangers, using the most alienated and straightforward words: "We haven't been in touch for a few years, and we are doing well. You called today If there is anything, please explain it directly, thank you."

Daughter is a title, and when she doesn't want to have this status in this position, everything will be different.

"...Your wings are stiff now?"

"As you can see, five years ago, I was self-sufficient and didn't cost my family a penny." Sheng Lai's voice was steady, but only she here knew that she was trembling now.

At this time, Sheng Lai realized that she was still too young.

"Sheng Lai! You are so cold-blooded and selfish! Have I raised you in vain for so many years? Who wanted to leave at the beginning? And who took the initiative to lose any news? Did I beg you to leave? Let you run away from home ?" Cheng Rong was a little annoyed, she knew that Sheng Lai would become so undisciplined, and she shouldn't have let her go without saying anything.

Sheng Lai took the phone a little farther away, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly. After her breathing became a little smoother, she said, "Yes, I did it myself. If there is nothing else, I have something else to do. Bye……"

"Wait!" How could Cheng Rong let her end the call so easily? "You are going to come back next week. I have something to say. I will book the ticket for you!"

"Let's talk about it now. I have something to do next week and I don't have time." Sheng Lai frowned. She didn't know that Cheng Rong hadn't had any contact with her for so many years, so she had to go back and talk about something.

Cheng Rong had already picked up the coffee in front of her, but when she heard Sheng Lai's refusal, she put the cup down again, "Give me a push if you have something to do! Is it so difficult for you to go home!"