lover forty

On Monday night, wearing a baggy shirt, sitting on the sofa with my knees hugged, looking at the phone on the sofa.

Five minutes later, Uncle Chang Cai was like an angry little rabbit grabbing his poor hair and rolling: "What am I doing?" He he he he was no different from those women who were waiting for their husbands to come back from the expedition.

He despises himself.The other party is obviously only on a business trip for a week, so he can't control his thoughts?In the future, if the other party really leaves, how can he survive... Ah!His mind was thinking of messy things again.If Yi Xinyan was here, he would definitely hit him on the head.

But, but, he couldn't help but miss the other party in his heart.This kind of uncontrollable feeling has never been experienced before.He panicked, feared, and worried about gains and losses.It turned out that he fell into the trap set by the other party unknowingly.

Uncle Chang Cai lay on the sofa with his hair curled up from scratches, his face flushed.He couldn't help but grabbed the clothes on his chest and said to himself, "here...here is thinking about him."

After the words fell, the phone rang suddenly.He hurriedly picked up the phone and saw that it was Yi Xinyan.He pressed the answer button with trembling hands, then put the phone to his ear.He opened his mouth for a long time, but he couldn't speak.

It's not that I don't want to say it, but thousands of words seem to be blocked in my throat and I can't speak them out.

From the phone, he heard the other person's breathing, as if the person was beside him, holding him, breathing and whispering in his ear.

Suddenly, the person on the other end of the phone smiled slightly.

When the laughter came, Uncle Chang Cai's face became even hotter.He pretended to be angry and said, "You, what are you laughing at?"

The man on the other side of the phone said with a frivolous and puzzled tone, "I'm laughing at the senior who messed up his hair again."

"Huh? How do you know?" Uncle Chang Cai exclaimed.

"Because I looked at the senior."

Uncle Chang Cai was taken aback by Yi Xinyan's words: "Did you install a monitor at home?" So, he started to check at home.If he really installed a monitor at home, wouldn't his every move be seen by the other party?Thinking of the other party seeing him upset at him and sleeping in his shirt.Uncle Chang Cai turned red as if he had a fever.

"Senior, don't look for it, I didn't install a monitor at home." In a high-end hotel in the United States, Yi Xinyan was sitting on a leather chair in a bathrobe, looking at the brightly lit night scene outside the window, drinking wine in one hand, and drinking in the other. Calling on the phone.

He was happy to learn that Uncle Chang Cai asked Lan Bing about him.If it wasn't for work, he would have flown back long ago.At the next exhibition, let's bring the seniors together.

On the phone, Uncle Chang Cai said angrily, "You're scaring me again."

At home, Uncle Chang Cai, who couldn't find the monitor, was heartbroken.He sat back on the sofa and hugged his knees to talk with the other party.

"I know what the senior is thinking and doing."

"Are you a monster?"

"That's right, I'm a monster. But I'm a monster, and I'm still being sucked away by the human senior."

Whoops, the topic is starting to go in weird directions again.Uncle Chang Cai moved his toes playfully together.He whispered, "You're talking strange things again."

On the phone, the other party's laughter came again.This laughter scratched my heart, itching.

"Does the senior miss me?"

"I...wouldn't miss you." The voice became smaller and smaller.

"But I really want to be a senior." The other party said with a natural smile.

"Is that so...then when will you come back..."

"Saturday."

"Oh……"

"Here, senior, kiss me."

"Don't make unreasonable demands."

"Yeah, I'm heartbroken."

"..."

"Since the senior doesn't kiss me, then let me kiss the senior."

"what?"

"I will kiss the senior's ears. The senior's ears are the cutest. Once I kiss them, they will turn red and hot. Of course, my favorite is the senior's lips and sensitive waist..."

Ahhh, what is the other party doing?That guy, that guy actually speaks pornographically on the phone.However, under the other party's magnetic voice and numbing description, he unexpectedly, unexpectedly reacted.And the other party, as if knowing the reaction on his body, with a magical voice, manipulated him to do something shameful...

Until the phone was hung up, Uncle Chang Cai looked at the sticky things on his body and wished he could dig a hole and bury them.

He was actually controlled by the other party's voice and did something self-blasphemy.

Angrily, he took off his clothes and went to take a shower. Uncle Chang Cai read like an angry little rabbit: "Next time, I will never answer your call again!"

"Uncle is in a good mood today, did something good happen?"

After get off work at noon, Gospel and Uncle Chang Cai had dinner together.Gospel saw that Uncle Chang Cai's face was full of joy, and he didn't look like he was worried before, so he couldn't help saying.

Uncle Chang Cai smiled embarrassedly and said, "Really?"

Gospel suddenly excited: "I see! The boss called you, right?"

Uncle Chang Cai hastily denied: "No!"

Gospel smiled and said, "Uncle, don't be shy. In fact, the whole company knows that you are a couple. In fact, we all think that you are very suitable to be a couple."

"Really?" Uncle Chang Cai asked curiously.In the company, Yi Xinyan made no secret of his relationship with him.In fact, he cared a lot about what other people thought of him.

"Uncle just likes to think too much. The boss is a workaholic. Since Uncle came, some things have become a lot easier for us." The good news is that Yi Xinyan's temper index has dropped.Then, he continued, "And, uncle, there is no need to care about other people's opinions. You don't live for others, and the other party can't live for you. So, as long as you feel happy, that's fine."

Uncle Chang Cai was stunned.

As long as you feel happy...

Ever since he was hurt in college and entered society, he tried his best to conceal his sexual orientation, for fear of being cast a strange look.Entering the company, working hard, not daring to make a single mistake... Thinking about it this way, he seems to have been living in the opinions of others for the past 40 years, as if living in shackles, and never considered his own mood.

Now, the words of the gospel suddenly enlightened him.Really, completely lost to today's young people.

Uncle Chang Cai thanked with a smile: "Thank you."

The Gospel is unknown, so, those ha, there is nothing to be thankful for, but I still said: "Then uncle, please treat me to a stick of Das."

There are still two days left until Saturday, when Uncle Chang Cai is diligently commuting to and from get off work every day.On Friday, he was a celebrity in the city.This made him, in a trance, as if he had returned to his college days.He became the homosexual that everyone shunned in the whole school.

Early in the morning, as soon as the driver delivered him to the company, a group of media reporters from the city plugged in their microphones.

"May I ask what Mr. Chang thinks about what was revealed last night?"

"Are you and Yi Xinyan really a same-sex couple?"

"There are rumors that you stole love. I don't know what you think of this matter?"

"Wang Wang Wang!"

In the end, security came with a dog and separated him from the reporters.

Uncle Chang Cai ran into the company with his briefcase in his arms.While running, he said to himself in his heart: "I'm not afraid... I'm not afraid... I didn't do anything wrong... I didn't take love..."

But as soon as he stepped into the company, when he felt the eyes of the company staff, Uncle Chang Cai's body temperature was almost freezing.

"Hey, don't get close to him, be careful of being infected with homosexuality."

"Homosexuality is the worst."

"I really want to take off his pants to see if he is a man."

……

"Uncle?"

"Uncle!!!"

The words of the Gospel brought back Uncle Chang Cai who lost his mind.

"Uncle, are you alright?" Before his eyes, a worried face of Gospel appeared.

Ah, yes.This is not a university, but a company.Uncle Chang Cai glanced at the company, and he saw that the employees in the company did not show any expressions of disgust or rejection.They looked at him with concern.

The chill on Uncle Chang Cai's body faded away.He forced a smile: "I'm fine."

Afterwards, take the elevator upstairs with Gospel.

When I was eating at noon, it was takeaway ordered by Gospel.Gospel opened the company's official social blog, and there was a defamation statement issued by the company.

The rumorers and photo disseminators who posted the post, in short, want to sue you.

"Secretary Lan is dealing with this matter." Gospel said, and then added, "So, uncle, don't be afraid, and don't run away. The more you are afraid and run away, it will only get worse. Moreover, this is the uncle's life. So face it frankly."

Uncle Chang Cai couldn't help but said, "I really wonder if there is an elder living in your body." Speaking of it, although the two of them knew each other well, they didn't seem to understand the gospel very well.Things that he couldn't figure out, but the gospel was much clearer than him.

Gospel smiled and said, "Because I am a thousand-year-old demon."

Uncle Chang Cai was amused by him.

In the company, Uncle Chang Cai was not discriminated against.But when he went back, he still asked the driver to pick him up, so as not to go out alone and meet extremely anti-gay people who would hurt him.

However, when he arrived in the community, the security guard looked at him with a strange look. When the dog rushed over, the security guard held it back to prevent it from jumping up.Enter the elevator and meet Aunt Liu again.The aunt hesitated to speak, and finally said: "If Xiaochang had told me that she had a boyfriend earlier, I would not have found you a partner."

No wonder, I often see Uncle Chang Cai shopping for vegetables and cooking with that tall, handsome man.

Uncle Chang Cai smiled and said, "Yes, Yi Xinyan and I are in a relationship."

This time, he did not escape.

Inexplicably, after saying this sentence, the things that had been suppressed in my heart all day became much easier in an instant.

Back home, Uncle Chang Cai hummed a song with bare feet and started cooking dinner.At around eight o'clock in the evening, as expected, Yi Xinyan called.

This guy, in fact, has been worrying about him all day.