so you love me

"So you think it's him?"

The strong and capable middle-aged woman on the opposite side took a sip from the coffee cup with no expression on her face, frowned slightly and put down the cup again, looking unhappy and asking.

Joan bit the ice cream spoon and looked up nervously at the woman, then nodded, "Yes."

The woman seemed puzzled: "I remember you used to like girls."

"I don't like men," Joan said, "I just like him."

"Do you like him, or do you like him treating you well?" The woman questioned sharply.

Joan admitted very frankly: "I like him, and I also like that he treats me well.

"No one will fall in love with someone because someone treats them badly. As long as you don't force yourself to be with someone you don't like for the sake of the other person's care, I don't think it's a problem. What's more, his kindness to me is not unilateral The good thing is that I like apples and he will never give me pears, and he is very considerate and respectful to me, and even cares about my feelings more than himself.

"Such a person, there is no way not to like it."

"Oh?" the woman asked, "Even if being with him will damage your popularity that you have managed to regain, and even be excluded from the entertainment industry, don't you regret it?"

Joan replied in a low voice: "I'm telling you what's on my mind because it's in private. I don't think I've done anything wrong. Those people who take off fans obviously have a wrong understanding of the relationship between stars and fans. One day they I will leave, although I feel sorry for the loss, but I am not sad because of it, and there are more people who accept our relationship.

"As for being excluded from the circle, it's only a minority. At least most of the people I know don't think it's a problem. It's just that I was an idol before and was controlled by my manager, so I don't have many connections. People who don't know me mostly choose It's wise to protect yourself, but there are still people like Senior Gao Xun who cooperate with me despite the gossip. When the limelight passes, it will soon return to normal.

"What's more, Gu Yan is also my fan. Compared with what he did for me, these... Even if I really fall back to the bottom, I don't regret it."

The woman hesitated to pick up the coffee again, until her lips touched the cup before realizing that the taste of the coffee was really mediocre, so she put down the cup again and asked Joan, "How can you be sure that he will treat you well for the rest of his life? What if he gets it after he gets it?" Don’t cherish it? Same-sex people don’t even have the protection of marriage law, if he really abandons you, you won’t even be able to share property.”

"No!" Joan immediately retorted, "You don't know what kind of person he is, and you don't know how much he has done for me. If he was like you said, he wouldn't be silent in a place where I don't know." He paid for eight years, and even... even helped me get close to the person I like... If he was really just playing for fun, or regarded me as a target of conquest and deception, why would he take the initiative to send me to someone else? "

The woman really didn't know there was such a thing, she was obviously surprised and fell silent.

After a while, the woman chuckled and said, "This is... the first time you have refuted me so seriously. Even if you insisted on entering the entertainment industry back then, you just ran away from home and returned to the country by yourself, without confronting me directly." dispute."

Joan bowed her head in shame, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry..."

The woman took out the spoon in the coffee and took a spoonful from Joan's ice cream and put it into her mouth: "Maybe he is really worthy of your trust and dependence, you little soft bun can learn to resist, there must be a lot of him Credit."

Joan quickly tried to explain: "No! No!"

But was interrupted by the woman: "Don't panic, I didn't blame you, and I didn't mean to blame him. I'm very happy that you can learn to resist. You have been obedient since you were a child, always obedient and obeying arrangements, and you don't take it seriously when you are bullied." Go, and excuse others for saying nice things.

"In order to protect you, your dad and I can only arrange everything for you, but in the end you become more and more obedient. I scolded you in a hurry, and you ran over to pat me on the back. We can only give up the idea of ​​making you tough." .

"At the beginning you suddenly said that you wanted to be a singer. With your personality, you would not be wiped out if you entered the entertainment circle. Of course we disagreed. After you disagreed, you didn't mention it again. We thought you had given up. Who I knew you, but I secretly ran back to China and participated in the draft.

"It was only then that we realized that you may not have your own thoughts or temper, but you are just too obedient. Just like you said in the show, I learned the harp because I like it, but I am very excited to see you. If you are interested, you will be encouraged to learn, and you just agreed. I didn’t know until I saw that program that you don’t actually want to learn the harp, but you just don’t want to go against my will, and maybe we are too strong The reason, in fact, you have a plan in your heart, but you just don't want to tell us.

"We decided to let you choose your own path in the future. Who knows that you are still being bullied by your agent and teammates, but you have never asked us for help, so we still let you develop on your own."

The woman said a lot of things with emotion, and the more Joan listened, the more surprised she became, and the more guilty she felt: "I... don't know... I always thought that you were angry and didn't want to contact me, so you wanted to wait for me If you are famous and successful, I will go back and ask for your forgiveness..."

"I didn't expect you to resist so thoroughly as soon as you resisted." The woman smiled and shook her head, "It's his respect that gave you a sense of security."

Qiao An slightly pursed her lips shyly, and said tactfully, "Ms. Gao said that too."

The woman laughed and said, "It seems that you, Teacher Gao, have a good understanding of you."

Qiao An also laughed, and said, "Actually, ever since Gu Yan took over our company and helped me transform into a solo career, everyone I met was pretty good. Like my current manager He Xiaoxi, and my former vocal teacher Xu Yi , including the senior teachers I met on film sets and variety shows, everyone is very nice and takes good care of me. Teacher Gao Xun was introduced to me by senior Han Yaxin, and my idol... Brother Zhang Xuxu, also Xu Yi The teacher introduced me, the first song and the only movie I transformed were all recommended by brother Xu."

"You mean Gu Yanwangfu?" the woman said meaningfully.

Qiao An blushed suddenly: "What is Wangfu not Wangfu, he is also a man."

"Huh~~" the woman snorted softly, "Isn't that what you meant?"

Joan was also powerless to refute, biting his lower lip guiltily and stirring the ice cream in the bowl.

The woman smiled lightly: "Look at you, you are younger than a Huaichun girl."

Thinking about what the woman said just now, Joan pouted unhappily and showed it to the woman.

As expected, the woman was amused by him, and Qiao An raised her lips.

The woman asked Joan again: "We have a tour in China recently, do you know?"

Joan nodded and said, "I know, I saw the hot search before."

"Anyway, you don't have much work to do for the time being, why not come with us." The woman suggested.

Qiao An wanted to be surprised: "But I haven't practiced for eight years, and I didn't practice well before... Otherwise, I might not insist on being a singer..."

"You don't have to worry about this." The woman said, "We have made changes on the basis of tradition this time, adding a lot of pop music, and we don't need you to perform. You just need to continue to be a good singer and finish the song. The background music works just fine."

"Background music?" Joan asked suspiciously.

After leaving the coffee shop, the woman followed Joan into Zhang Zexun's car, and her staff were in the car behind.

The woman leaned her head gently on Joan's shoulder, sighed and said: "In a blink of an eye, you are already this big. For the past eight years, I can only watch you on TV."

Qiao An hugged the woman gently, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I will go back to see you often in the future."

"Then why don't you come back to the hotel with me tonight? I'll ask them to add a double room. We'll have supper together and chat until we fall asleep," the woman said.

Before Qiao An could speak, Zhang Zexun said first, "I'm sorry Ma'am, Mr. Gu told me to take Mr. Qiao An back safely, and before your relationship is made public, it will make the two of you enter the hotel together. Mr. Qiao An is splashed with more dirty water, which is not good for his future development, what do you think?"

The woman straightened up and looked at Joan: "Does even the driver have a say in your itinerary?"

Joan looked at Zhang Zexun from the rearview mirror in embarrassment, and seeing that he didn't seem dissatisfied, he turned around and said to the woman: "I forgot to introduce, this is the driver and bodyguard that Gu Yan specially hired for me, Brother Zhang Zexun .”

The woman said unceremoniously: "He doesn't believe you so much? He even sent someone to monitor you."

Qiao An reluctantly denied: "No! Because brother Xun is a retired special soldier, he is very good! And A Yan... Gu Yan hired him six years ago when we didn't know each other, and let him protect me in the dark , so I directly asked him to come to the bright side. Brother Xun also helped me many times, and Brother Xun has a very good relationship with me and sister Xiaoxi. Before, when sister Xiaoxi and I couldn't get a taxi twice , Brother Xun suddenly appeared to take us home and back to the company."

"Oh?" The woman was very surprised, and then immediately slowed down, "So that's the case. It seems that your boyfriend really loves you and cares a lot."

Joan smiled smugly.

Send the woman back to the hotel where she stayed. After the woman got off the car, she motioned Joan to lower the window, and then asked, "I suddenly remembered that Mr. Zhang said just now that he was 'taking' you back, not 'sending' you back, so you now Live with Gu Yan?"

Qiao An nodded shyly and helplessly, and said, "There are many other people in the company dormitory."

He suspected that he knew Zhang Xu before, and when he became popular with his album and "From Extravagance to Frugality", those people tried their best to get close to him, trying to get close to him, but now they know that he is actually in love with the company's top president, Of course he would not let him go, he had no choice but to move out of the dormitory to live with Gu Yan.

But the woman joked: "Is it too convenient for you to do things because there are too many people?"

"Mom! What are you talking about! We slept separately!" Qiao An retorted angrily, and whispered: "You and Miss Xiaoxi must get along very well."

The woman smiled and said, "Really? Then we must meet again some other day."

Joan pouted unhappily again.

The woman smiled and leaned down, kissed Qiao An on the forehead, and said, "Good night."

Joan raised her head, looked at the woman with obvious wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and replied, "Good night, Mom."