so you love me

The microphone clamped around his collar calmly transmitted his suppressed trembling and sobbing to the speaker, and let everyone hear it. The fans who finally stopped their tears suddenly felt sad, and shouted "Joan, come on!" !" "Joan doesn't cry!" while covering her mouth and wiping tears.

Joan didn't want to cry either, but he couldn't help it.

In addition to the woman who appeared alone, he also saw many familiar faces in the last group video. It turned out that the person who has been guarding him and accompanying him is far more than Gu Yan.

At this moment, he was extremely fortunate, fortunately he did not give up, fortunately he did not disappoint those who loved him.What's even more fortunate is that Gu Yan showed up at the most critical and most needed time, giving him the best chance.

And what Gu Yan did for him would always refresh his cognition.

In addition to the amazing collection, there is also a row of clothes that Anna and Xu Zishan quickly glanced at, which are all the clothes he wore when he was shooting the photo album.At that time, he felt strange, even though the clothes he decided on were very thin, why they turned into warm and thick clothes the next day. It turned out that those clothes were bought by Gu Yan separately.

Because it wasn't the clothes of the photography company, they didn't take them away; they didn't confess at the time, and they couldn't just give them to themselves, so he just put them all in the treasure room, wondering if they would see the light of day again.

Gu Yan never told him.

Qiao An was distressed and moved, he felt sorry for Gu Yan, and he also felt sorry for those fans who silently supported him out of nowhere. Hearing the continuous nasal voice below, "Qiao An don't cry", he couldn't help crying and said: " It's so annoying! It's not all your fault..."

Hearing his crying and complaining like a baby, the fans finally laughed, and Qiao An continued to sob and complain: "My makeup...is...spent..."

The audience roared with laughter, Qiao An also sniffed and laughed, took the tissue that Tian Jing handed over, wiped his face, took a few deep breaths, and said to the audience: "I'm sorry, I should... It should be a touch-up of makeup, please wait a moment and I will try to be as fast as possible."

The audience said "Okay—" in cooperation, the makeup artist rushed up with a cosmetic bag, quickly wiped off the part washed away by tears, and then applied a light makeup, although Joan's "Hurry up, you can see That's fine," said very quietly, but it was still amplified by the microphone, and the fans laughed even more and shouted: "Xiao An, you look good without makeup!"

Joan shouted without looking back: "Annoying! Don't make me laugh!"

The fans simply staggered with laughter.

After more than ten minutes, the makeup was finished, and the makeup artist rushed down again with something. When Qiao An turned around, the eye sockets and the tip of the nose were still obviously red, but it didn't affect the image at all.

Tian Jing teased, "Are you done crying?"

Joan smiled embarrassedly, pointed to the audience and said, "It's all their fault!"

Everyone laughed together, Tian Jing asked again: "When was the last time you cried like this?"

Joan shook his head and said, "It's been a long time, it should be time for the draft."

It’s a lie, the day the security guard in the video said he cried even worse than before, and he cried several times because of the grievances received by the fans. When he missed the award, the fans collectively hugged their heads and cried on the side of the road and was photographed by the reporters at the scene. When he saw the video, he felt guilty and blamed himself and cried, but of course he would not let them know about this kind of thing.

"Did you not cry during the most stressful period?"

"No, at that time there was only confusion and anxiety. I was thinking about what I should do to win back fans and popularity. As long as I could show my face, I basically lost all opportunities. There was no time to cry."

"Haven't you tried to propose to the company to let you go solo as a singer?"

"No, we didn't have any influence at that time, so we didn't have the right to give opinions to the company, besides, I wasn't sure that if I went solo as a singer, I would definitely be popular (fans shouted: Yes!), I didn't have the confidence or convincing power. "

"So you still like singing more than acting or variety shows?"

"One is liking, and the more important thing is being good at it. Because I am good at it, I like it more. Whether it is acting or variety show, I have tried it, but it seems that they are not suitable for me. Maybe it is because I have less study and experience. But since I'm a singer now and they like me to sing, I'd better sing well first, and then think about other things later, after all, I can't disappoint the whole office."

"Hahahahaha..." Everyone laughed.

"Then when will you release a new song?" Tian Jing asked, then turned to the audience, "I know you are all concerned about this question, so I asked for you."

Qiao An smiled shyly and said: "It hasn't been decided yet. I'm really ashamed. It's been a year and a half since the transformation and only one album has thirteen songs. It's completely incompetent. But it will get better in the future. The style I can express now There are more, and I am also learning to arrange music, and I will learn to compose in the future, hoping to write songs by myself, and there should be more new songs by then."

"Then today I can only listen to old songs." Tian Jing said with pretended regret.

Joan was a little hesitant: "Well...an old song is an old song...but I haven't sung it before."

"How to say?" Tian Jing questioned on behalf of everyone.

"Just..." Qiao An smiled guiltily and said, "I want to sing someone else's song."

After communicating with the sound effects team, Tian Jing left the stage to Qiao An, who stood on the stage and faced the excited fans in the audience—usually this kind of singing session is recorded in advance and edited for the effect, but Qiao An An temporarily decided to sing other people's songs, so she could only sing live. Of course, the fans were excited.

But he bowed to the camera first: "I'm sorry, the teacher who wrote the lyrics and the composer and sister Xin, I have to sing your song again without permission, and I will make up for the copyright fee!"

The music sounded amid the laughter of the audience, and with the warm and brisk prelude, Joan continued: "This song is for all my fans, no matter they used to be, are now, those who are present at the moment, or those who are in front of the camera. Yes, to all of you."

He emphasized to the camera very seriously: "All of them."

"you are the first

find me

The more expressionless you are, the sadder you feel

So when I tremble without tears

you'll hold me in your arms

......"

With a slight smile and gentle eyes, he saw everyone who listened to his singing carefully, thanked them for listening carefully, and thanked everyone who supported him and liked him.

Even he himself once lost hope and planned to give up, but there were people who firmly believed in him, waiting for him, waiting for him to appear in front of them again, waiting for him to come back and sing to them again, waiting for him to stand up again. On that radiant stage.

"You are better than anyone

Understand me

The inner desire is more than the surface

so when i broke my wings

You don't help me but accompany me to learn to bear the pain

......"

Of course, Gu Yan must be the one he needs to thank the most. If Gu Yan didn't like him, if Gu Yan didn't persevere until he bought his company, if Gu Yan didn't do so much for him, maybe he Really will give up.

Gu Yan always understands him, knows what he is good at and what he is not good at, what he likes and what he doesn't like, and knows how much he cares about singing and fans under the appearance of not fighting or grabbing, so he is willing to hide their relationship for this reason. .

"I'm going to see the farthest

Dancing with you and talking about dreams

like never disappointed or hurt

I still believe that if you dare to fly, there is the sky

I want to be at the farthest place I can see

With the first ray of dawn on your shoulders

Splashed by too cold raindrops and snowflakes

insist on smiling more warmly

like the sun

......"

For eight years, Gu Yan has always tried his best to support himself silently, purchased various endorsements and peripherals, hired Xu Zishan and Anna to manage his personal website, and gradually moved the location of concert tickets from the very edge to the very middle, which shows that he is It has been done since the time when the means were not very rich.

Later, I bought a brokerage company, so that I can study easily and leisurely, and wait for the opportunity to come; when I am interested in trying to eliminate all obstacles, let myself participate in movies and variety shows, and even help myself to get close to people I like.

But never let yourself know.

How can there be such a stupid person... how can there be such a good person...

So Gu Yan who gave him all this, he will introduce to everyone, even if he has to start all over again, and he believes that those who really love him will be able to accept Gu Yan who loves him so much.

"Sometimes it feels like we're so different

you can see where i can't

sometimes we feel alike

Everyone loves to look up and not listen to fate

I want to see the furthest place

Dancing with you and talking about dreams

like never disappointed or hurt

I still believe that if you dare to fly, there is the sky

I want to be at the farthest place I can see

With the first ray of dawn on your shoulders

Splashed by too cold raindrops and snowflakes

insist on smiling more warmly

like the sun"

Qiao An was very dissatisfied with this singing, because he couldn't restrain his sobs several times, and finally suppressed his voice.He wanted to sing this kind of thank you to everyone, but the more he devoted himself, the more he couldn't remain unmoved.

He wants to tell everyone who likes him that he will never give up in the future, even if he gets hacked and scolded, it doesn't matter, as long as they are there, he is not afraid of anything.So these people who support him can also boldly pursue their dreams. He will always stand where they can see and walk with them.

Immediately after the show aired, there was an uproar.

Joan's words are almost tantamount to coming out publicly, not to mention that he also said that he will not change his relationship because of fans' opinions. A more extreme understanding is equivalent to "my relationship will not be arranged by you. If you are not satisfied Just get rid of the fans." Originally, the fans of traffic idols have a lot of 3-minute popularity, and then let the people who are interested take a wave of rhythm, and suddenly a large number of people are clamoring to get rid of fans.

However, those passers-by who had no desire to possess Joan, or even had no feelings for Joan, expressed their desire to change after seeing Joan's previous answer, what the fans said to Joan, as well as Joan's reaction after watching the video and the final performance. Powdered.

"Such a frank and sincere star, I don't understand why those so-called fans want to leave fans"

"That's right, do you really think that people can fall in love with her without dating?"

"It seems that it is really good to turn people who have had conflicts into my fans."

"I'm the one who went to visit the class that day! Xiaoan is really protecting us and apologizing for us! I'm crying TAT in a storm"

"The makeup is crying, it's too cute hahhhhh"

"It's really a fan"

"The fans dote on him too! That boss is too scary!"

"Dedicated a room to store collections, simply"

"What's even more frightening is hiring people to chase after stars, okay? There's also handover"

"There is also that eight-year-old fan, who is really affectionate. I am a man of science and technology, and I almost cried."

"Passerby black means turning fans"

"With so many male fans, it's worthy of being a gay sissy"

"??? You have cancer?"

"Crazy! Can't find the black spot?"

"Homosexuality has nothing to do with you, and I don't look for you"

"In what age, the legalization of same-sex marriage has been submitted for the third time, and some people still use this as an argument"

"Is my Qing Dynasty still alive???"

"Is Qiao An really with Mr. Gu? Look at his answer..."

"It's not like that big fan is Mr. Gu, right???"

"It's very possible!"

"Fuck! The domineering president hired someone to chase his wife online!"

"What kind of fairy love is this! Love it, love it"

"Love love love"

"I don't care who he's with, he sings really well! He's so gentle!"

"That look! I'm dead!!!"

"As long as Xinxin likes him, I will like him"

"Xinxin hello hello"

……

Outside the treasure room, Gu Yan buried his head on the desk, covered his reddish and hot face, and blindly listened to Qiao An's evaluation of himself to Tian Jing, and was so ashamed that he couldn't lift his head alone—he really didn't expect to be so shy The introverted Joan did not even hide his boasting.

What made him even more happy was Joan's tactful disclosure and the phrase "everyone" that he intentionally emphasized before singing at the end.

in spite of!Joan was pointing at him!This song is dedicated to him!

The mobile phone on the table vibrated twice, it was a message from "Du Jiexi": That's how we printed the brochure.

Gu Yan replied: Yes.

Leaning a little, he sent another sentence: Send two copies to our company first.

"Du Jiexi" contact person: "..."

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