so you love me

"Welcome Joan to come to our show as a guest, please sit down and relax a bit."

The host said so.

But anyone who has watched this program knows that this is the routine used by the host Tian Jing. Let the guests relax their vigilance first, and suddenly cut into a hot question while chatting, even if the guests can find a way to get around it. The appearance is also very predictable.

Qiao An obediently sat down on the sofa opposite Tian Jing, smiled and said, "Thank you, Sister Jing."

Tian Jing poured Joan a cup of black tea, Joan took it, nodded and thanked again, Tian Jing looked at Joan and suddenly "hissed" and said: "It's really beautiful! And it's not handsome like ordinary boys, It's a very beautiful one, how do you say it? Pretty, isn't it?" She asked the audience in the last sentence.

The auditorium of this kind of talk show is basically occupied by fans, of course they answer in unison: "Yes——"

Qiao An looked at the auditorium with an embarrassed smile, then bit her lip and lowered her head slightly to look up at Tian Jing with a shy smile in her eyes.

Tian Jing suddenly laughed, and said to the audience and the camera below: "Hey, he is really shy, he is embarrassed to say that he is good-looking. And I can see that he actually wants to be humble and courteous, but He doesn't seem to be able to speak."

The audience below laughed kindly, and Qiao An couldn't help shrinking her neck, begging for mercy with a guilty smile: "Don't expose me..."

Tian Jing said: "It can be seen that you are well protected, which is rare."

The fans scoffed. In this entertainment circle, especially when Qiao An was with such a manager and teammates before, how could he be well protected? As long as they know about it, they don't know how much suffering they have suffered and how many crimes they have suffered.

However, Qiao An thought to himself, she really deserves to be a top-notch talk show host, and she is really good at seeing people.Although he has been treated unfairly and stepped on many times by hackers, in fact he has always been confident. The only thing he suppressed was his own character, and he became inferior and cautious. Otherwise, why would he refuse the company and Gong Lizhou's arrangement? How could she never learn how to pretend to be false in those dinner scandals.

Now that Gu Yan is the backer, she doesn't need to be depressed any more, she can completely be herself.

First, I used the VCR to review Qiao An’s previous experience, and talked about the things that happened when I participated in the draft. Not only were the fans below constantly commotioning, but even Qiao An was deeply moved. Myself, recalling countless things that were not projected on the screen.

Tian Jing asked him: "Did you ever think that you would make your debut?"

Qiao An said with a smile: "I must have thought about it. I went to the draft because I thought there was hope for my debut. Why didn't I think about it?"

"But at that time, your popularity didn't seem to be too sure. When you saw the ranking announced in the finals, you seemed surprised. Did you ever think that you would be eliminated?" Tian Jing asked.

Qiao An nodded and said: "There will be. Because at that time... the ranking has been hovering around the debut line. Whoever performs better and has more fans, I may fall. Anyway, I have everything prepared. Maybe those who can’t make their debut need to prepare more, because if they make their debut, they just need to be happy, but if they can’t make their debut...it’s more necessary to prepare psychologically in advance.”

Tian Jing said: "So you have always had comments from fans because you are very grateful to them, right?"

Joan nodded again: "Yes, thank you very much indeed. Without them, I would not be able to make my debut, let alone persist until now. I just want to do what I can for them, just like they are trying to fulfill my wishes It also satisfies their wishes, but in fact, I don’t think it has reached the point of pampering fans.”

Before Tian Jing could say anything, the fans below shouted first: "Yes!" "Yes—"

The conversation was interrupted, and the two looked at the audience at the same time. Qiao An suddenly smiled mischievously and said, "That means you are satisfied, right?"

The fans immediately changed their words: "No!" "No—" "No—yes—"

Tian Jing was amused by the conversation between the two sides: "Hahahahaha... Oh, it's so funny... Don't say it, you are very natural and relaxed with your fans, and you can make jokes and naughty things."

Qiao An frowned slightly and held back a smile, pretending to be disgusted and said: "To be honest, they were the first to do it."

There was another burst of laughter at the scene.

After the laughter subsided, Joan said: "Actually, the relationship between us is more like friends. Sometimes they will tease me and laugh at me! Laugh! Me!" He turned his head and emphasized to the audience Said, fans laughed and insincerely denied. "They won't put me in a very high place and require me to be perfect, so I will be more relaxed when facing them, and I will joke with them or something.

"I think this state is very good. I don't want to... let there be too much distance between us. No one is perfect, everyone knows this sentence, but when it comes to celebrities, especially when it comes to your idol Many people don’t want to admit it. Some fans can’t accept others saying anything bad about their idols, but it’s actually because they demand that their idols must be perfect. When this attitude is conveyed to the stars, it doesn’t make them—at least I I think so—it doesn't make me feel that I have a backer and backing, but I feel a lot of pressure.

"If there are shortcomings, they should be corrected. Only by pointing them out can they be corrected. It doesn't mean that it doesn't exist because others don't say it. I think they have done a good job in this regard. They can face up to my shortcomings and don't think it is intolerable. So I don't have to be cautious in front of them, I don't have to fight Ke Keke..."

The topic seemed a bit heavy, so Joan made a joke at the end, and the atmosphere immediately relaxed.

Next, he reviewed his experience after his debut, including rumors that he was scolded and hacked, withdrawn and unsocial, and the process of turning from the first-line traffic to no one cares about him, and then transformed into a solo career and became an idol with tens of millions of fans again.

Tian Jing asked him: "Didn't you feel bad when you were hacked by the whole Internet?"

Joan nodded and said, "Of course..."

As soon as he said a word, the fans cheered, Joan smiled at them, and seemed calm.

"No one likes to be scolded, and I was scolded by so many people. At that time, I really felt that everyone except the fans scolded me. In fact, being scolded is secondary. I am not good at acting and I am not good at dancing. I can accept being scolded, although it will definitely be sad, but the most incomprehensible thing to me is that no matter what I do, I will be scolded. When I drink water, I will be called a mother, and I will be called a mother when I smile. Fake, calling me an idiot is just a smirk.

"I was only 17 years old at that time, and I was just out of school. My previous life was simple and carefree. I have never been scolded by so many people like this, and this kind of scolding is for no reason. It is me I don’t know how to change, so I feel powerless.”

"Oh..." Tian Jing sighed distressedly, "It's true, I'm still a child, and being abused for no reason, and my mental capacity is relatively weak, it's really hard."

Joan smiled and said, "Fortunately, it's all over."

Tian Jing asked: "At that time, did you ever think about quitting the entertainment circle altogether? I see you said it at the meeting before."

Joan replied: "Not at that time. Although there were many people who scolded me at that time, there were also many people who liked me. Basically, I could see more content that expressed their liking and support for me. Because people generally hate me. Some people don’t notice my topic. Leave a message on Weibo, even if they do, they (referring to the audience) will quickly suppress it. Then I can’t read all of them. I must read the top one. Part of it is that they built a protective wall for me."

"Then how do you know that many people scold you? And the content of scolding you?"

"There are many ways to do this. First, the agent will tell me what other people are dissatisfied with after reconciliation. Then, although fans can criticize and control the field, the topic will not change. You can read it as soon as you enter the trending search To topics such as 'Joan get out of what crew', 'Joan smirk', 'Joan's acting skills', 'Joan drags his legs', as well as the topics of the TV series I participated in, the variety shows I participated in, Even on the official topic, there will always be comments scolding me, and it is impossible for fans to completely control other people's hands, they can always see it."

"So it will be more difficult when the popularity declines and the number of fans decreases, right?

Tian Jing began to enter the trial stage, and the fans were dissatisfied, but this was a fact, they could not deny it, and Qiao An just said that he liked them to face up to his shortcomings.

Qiao An didn't think much about it. In fact, he said this question at the meeting: "In the beginning, there will be a little bit, because there are more voices scolding me, and fewer people like me. There will be more. But I have been exercising for so long before, so I won't be too...so fragile, and if my popularity decreases, the exposure will also decrease, and fewer people who don't like me will see me, so people who scold me will also become less not enough."

"Then why do you still think of retiring?"

"Just... because... no one pays attention to me at all. No one knows me when I walk on the road. I am no different from ordinary people, and may even be inferior to many Internet celebrities. Then why should I... I am exhausted every day Practicing hard, moving away from home, and controlling my diet and exercising, I might as well just be an ordinary person and let myself go and do whatever I want."

Of course, more importantly, in such a company, he has no hope at all.

"Shouldn't the teammates around me be the best ones to confide in at a time like this? Why are there rumors that they don't fit in?" Tian Jing asked curiously.

While she asked it non-aggressively, the question itself was embarrassing, and fans were once again upset.

Joan still didn't change his face, shrugged helplessly and spread his hands: "Because everyone's pressure is the same. The five of us were scolded together and went downhill together. No one is better than the other. We mutual It is meaningless to talk between them. You say 'ah, I was scolded today, I am so sad, please comfort', others say 'I was scolded today, I am also sad, who has time to comfort you'.

"Tell other people that they can't solve your troubles, but they will resonate and make everyone uncomfortable, so at this time, we can only hold back and digest. Sometimes you see us with a bad face or not active, in fact I really feel unbearable, and I am relatively introverted, and I am young, and my mind is relatively fragile. Maybe there are more times like this, which makes everyone misunderstand.”

He explained it flawlessly, neither belittled his teammates, nor said he was isolated, a little bit of self-mockery showed that he was honest and understanding, not to mention that old fans were heartbroken by his kindness, and even many newcomers Fans were moved and said, "Xiao An is too kind——"

Tian Jing was also a little speechless.Although I know that most of the celebrities have a public relations team behind them to teach them to answer questions, and I have never seen any smooth-talking people after so many years of interview shows, but Joan's eyes are clear and honest, and it is obvious that he said this willingly.

It was obvious that Xu Ming used him to hurt his reputation not long ago, and as an insider, he naturally knew more about how his former teammates isolated him and excluded him, but he was still able to cover the bottom line for others like this, so she couldn't bear to ask more. Sharp question now.

However, for the sake of the ratings of the program, what should be asked should be asked. Xu Ming’s matter is not good to ask directly, and the other two gossip protagonists are still fine: “You seem to have a very good relationship with the actor Zhang Xu? Have you known each other for a long time? ?”

Joan paused and asked with a smile, "Can I have a drink first?"

Tian Jing pretended to wake up suddenly, and raised her hand to invite: "Ah! Of course, I haven't had a sip of water after talking for a long time. Try it, this black tea is delicious."

Joan picked up the teacup and took a sip slowly, calming down.

The most critical confrontation is coming.