so you love me

In order not to divide into ranks, the host said that starting from the person closest to him, the bigwigs are used to such scenes, and they are not shy and ambiguous. They will talk about their family history in order. The foundation of the family can be as short as three to five minutes, but Joan doesn’t know how long it is. Before the man finished speaking with tears in his eyes, Joan was dragged out for rehearsal.

Today is the last meeting of the meeting, but neither Joan nor the team slacked off. After a week of intense practice, they were still meticulous and cautious at the rehearsal site, and even walked through it from beginning to end, hoping to make this meeting With a perfect ending, it can present the fans with the best stage.

So much so that it was more than an hour after the rehearsal ended, and Gu Yan’s narration had long since ended when Qiao An returned to the backstage to watch the live broadcast again, and now the last guest was talking about how he earned money by opening a canteen in the university The money built its own convenience store empire.

In the barrage, discussions about the experiences of the guests were heated, but the bull’s head was wrong, because it was so fast that it was impossible to see what others were saying. Most people were just expressing their own opinions, Qiao An thought There was nothing he could do to find out what was related to Gu Yan, he could only wait for the official recording after the live broadcast ended.

After all the guest introductions, there will be analysis and prediction of the current financial situation. Of course, the bosses will not really reveal all the background, after all, they also want to make money.During this process, Gu Yan hardly spoke. Only when he talked about his comprehension, or when the audience asked him to speak too loudly, the host would take the initiative to cue him. As long as he could answer, he would not refuse. The audience They even more lamented how young and connotative this is a boss.

More people want to marry him.

Even when eating, Qiao An kept his eyes on the video, capturing Gu Yan's shots at any time. Others teased him why he was so interested in finance and whether he planned to start a side business, so he smiled embarrassedly and said: " This is the new boss of our company, and the boss needs to support him when he goes on TV."

"This is your boss? Wow, so young and handsome!"

"Yes, and he is very powerful. He is only 30 years old this year. Our company is just his side business."

Qiao An introduced Gu Yan to the crowd in high spirits, almost showing his pride on his face. He Xiaoxi had to cough twice to remind him: "Ahem! Xiaoan, eat quickly, you have to digest it, or you will be on stage later." stomachache."

Qiao An came to her senses, and immediately nodded obediently and replied, "Okay."

The live broadcast is still going on, and the discussion and analysis session has come to an end. The host began to select questions from the audience's comments and throw them to the bigwigs on stage.

Although the host will try to distribute the questions evenly and choose questions that are relatively serious and in line with the theme, but everyone's gossip is too high, especially for Gu Yan, the beautiful entrepreneur and another handsome young male entrepreneur. It's private and gossip, the host can only try to pick out the right questions to ask: "Mr. Gu, someone wants to ask how you persisted in living a hard life from morning to night for so many years. Is it really just relying on perseverance?"

After thinking for a while, Gu Yan looked a little emotional: "It should be called a goal. When you have a goal that you want to achieve no matter what, no matter how tired or difficult it is, you can stick to it."

His answer was as concise as ever, and many people in the barrage sneered at it. Isn’t it the same as not saying it? Whoever has no goal, the problem is that he can’t stick to it!But Qiao An took a deep breath to relieve the swelling pain in his chest, because this was not the first time he heard Gu Yan say these words, and he knew the goal Gu Yan said.

At the end of the show, the host also relaxed the atmosphere, and found a few less private messages to say: "Mr. Gu, someone said that they will give birth to a monkey for you."

Gu Yan was taken aback for a moment, and refused without hesitation: "No."

The barrage was full of laughter again. Some people laughed at Gu Yangang's straight man for not understanding the feelings of a girl. Some people said that he must be so vigilant because of his own feelings. Even the host couldn't help but gossip and asked: "Mr. Gu, Do you have someone you like?"

Gu Yan was silent for a long time, as if hesitating, Qiao An held his breath without realizing it, and became nervous along with the barrage.

"Yes." Gu Yan replied after a long time, and the barrage was full of howling ghosts and wolves, and Qiao An couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief. Only then did he realize how nervous and anticipating he was, couldn't help but feel hot on his face, and pulled his collar to fan the wind.

However, Gu Yan's hesitation aroused even greater curiosity, and a reporter in the audience simply stood up and shouted: "Mr. Gu! Are you still secretly in love?"

This time, Gu Yan didn't give any face, and directly took off the microphone on the front of his shirt. Seeing this, the host announced cooperatively: "Okay, today's meeting is over, I hope everyone can understand, and the edited video will be released tomorrow. It will be uploaded to the official website, everyone is welcome to watch..."

The barrage asked relentlessly, but why would the show care about them.The staff on Qiao An's side had already dispersed to check the preparation work, only He Xiaoxi muttered in a low voice dissatisfied: "Why is Mr. Gu so hesitant, it seems that he doesn't really want to admit it."

Joan smiled, reassured her and said, "Given our identities and genders, we should have some concerns, and it's obviously me who will be more affected by the exposure. Isn't it because he can't say it but he hesitates?" Don't you want to deny and conceal it, not to mention that he admitted it in the end, which shows that he is inclined to admit it in his heart."

"That's true." He Xiaoxi accepted this statement, then sighed helplessly, and said: "The people's voices for same-sex marriage are so loud, and I don't know if this time can be passed. Why do you just like people of the same gender? Hide and hide like you did something wrong."

Joan was more open than her: "Actually, marriage is just a formality. Now more and more heterosexual couples choose not to marry. As long as two people love each other, everything else is secondary."

He Xiaoxi looked at him in surprise, and joked, "Hey, are you already confident?"

Joan raised her eyebrows and suppressed the corners of her mouth to make an innocent expression.

The meet and greet started on time, and Joan sang one after another according to the procedure. The fans in the audience sang in chorus. Although there were not as many hand banners, light signs, and cheering sticks as in a regular concert, it filled a small space. The venues, like vast stars in the dark, and the uniform slogans moved Joan infinitely.

The current ten songs have all been sung. According to the process, it is time to say goodbye now. Joan wiped off the sweat on her neck and sat down by the stage.At the end of each meeting, the fans shouted "Encore". He sat on the edge of the stage to appease and comfort the fans, and directed the fans to exit. This is also a unique form of interaction between him and the fans.

But this time, Joan turned around and asked the backstage staff: "Excuse me, can you extend it a little bit? Just 10 minutes, okay? I will make up the money."

There was silence in front and back.After the fans were surprised, they excitedly looked forward to it, and many couldn't help shouting: "Yes! Yes!" Then they fell silent under Joan's gesture on the big screen.

The backstage staff discussed it. 10 minutes is not long, and Joan, who has a big BOSS as a backer, would not be short of money. The venue was rented for half an hour from the beginning, and of course the staff were too. Still leaving get off work early, so no one objected.

After getting the answer, Joan said: "Thank you." Then he turned to the fans in the audience: "You don't want to leave, so let's have a chat, shall we?"

The fans all agreed: "Okay——"

Qiao An looked at all kinds of people in the audience, and the eyes that looked at him made him almost choked up, so he was silent for a while, and even turned his head to wipe away his tears before he said: "Do you still remember this meeting?" Will it be the subject?"

Fans replied without hesitation: "In the future—"

"Yes, the future." Qiao An said, "You should have seen my blank face on the poster, that was not from a show! I was really confused! They didn't even tell me the subject of the shooting, and changed clothes I put on makeup and pushed me to shoot, wow, I was... If I was in anime, I would definitely have question marks in my head!"

As he spoke, he drew two question marks on his head with his hands, and the fans in the audience burst into laughter.

"But obviously, this is the effect they want. They want me to look inexplicably, to express my confusion about the future. It seems that the designer knows me very well and knows that my acting skills are not good, so they just let me act in my true colors."

The fans laughed again.

Qiao An's words changed: "I saw a live broadcast today, and someone said something in it, saying, 'If you have a goal that must be achieved, then no matter how hard or tired you are, you can persevere', I think this It should be the so-called dream."

"But someone in the barrage said 'I have a goal, but I just can't stick to it', have you ever felt this way?"

There were "yes" answers everywhere, Joan smiled and said, "I have it too."

Everyone was a little surprised, and He Xiaoxi danced in the background to remind him not to say such words without positive energy.

Joan didn't notice her at all: "My first dream was to enter the entertainment circle and become a star, and I succeeded in realizing it. What's next? Should I develop in an all-round way, or become an international superstar? effort?"

"I think so too, but many of you should know later on. Not only did I fail to become an international superstar, I couldn't even do well as an ordinary star. There are far more people who hate me than those who like me. Although I still I was doing activities according to the company's arrangement, but I became confused, especially during the period when I had no work and was idle in the dormitory, I suddenly didn't know what to do."

"I've thought about it many times, or I'd just quit the entertainment industry. (Fans: No! Don't!) I persisted and worked so hard, but my dream still couldn't come true. So what's the point of my persistence?"

"For a long time, I had such doubts and continued to follow the company's arrangements step by step. It wasn't until a lot of things happened in recent months that I began to think clearly."

"Is it a dream to become an international superstar? Of course it is. Then why am I still confused and unable to persist? Because it is not my dream. It was not my dream from the very beginning, and it is not the goal I must achieve. , I just set it as a goal according to the inertia of thinking and a natural route, but in fact, I never thought in my heart that I will, I can, I want to become an international superstar.”

"But why did I persevere? Because I actually have a dream."

"I like to read your comments and messages on the Internet, and I will search for my own news, really! Don't laugh! I will read your evaluation of my performance, and I will read what you say to me. Every time I see Some people think that I have performed well, and some people say that when they like me, even if there is only one person, no matter how hard and tiring they are, I think it is worth it, and I also think I should persevere.”

"That's why I stuck with it."

"My dream is actually to be able to become a better person. I want you to like me. I want to be a person... whom you can be proud of when you introduce them to others..."

He couldn't help choking, and the fans in the audience couldn't help crying, shouting for him not to cry.

Joan sniffed, and continued: "It's not only great and distant dreams that are called dreams. I want to take my family out for a trip, I want to eat a lot of delicious food, I want to buy my favorite clothes, game consoles, and I want to own my own house. These are all dreams, let us work hard and stick to them."

"So we can be confused, but don't be afraid of the future. We are not without dreams, let alone people who cannot fulfill our dreams. We just haven't discovered the real dream yet."

"This is my perception of the future and my dreams."

The author has something to say: I don’t know what kind of mess I’m talking about…

Five or six hours have been stringing together, writing and deleting, writing and changing, in the end I am still dissatisfied...

I feel that all the points I was touched were only touched by myself.

Well, although the level is not enough now, I will continue to work hard. Codewords are probably the only "dream" I can stick to [cover my face]