so you love me

Qiao An cried until he fell asleep, and when he woke up, he found himself lying on Gu Yan's bed, but Gu Yan was already asleep on the office chair behind the desk.

This crying seemed to cry out all the grievances, loss, hesitation, and loneliness that had been suppressed in his heart for several years. He felt his whole body relax a lot. Although his eyes were swollen and uncomfortable, they seemed to be clearer. So pretty.

Although it was good-looking before, it looks even better now. The person who looked cold and serious before now looks very gentle.

Because the eyes were really uncomfortable, Qiao An didn't get up in a hurry, but turned over on the bed, half-closed his eyes and looked at Gu Yan, thinking through a lot of things in his mind, and made a lot of guesses.

On Zhang Xu's birthday, Chen Zi said that he didn't know that he would go to "From Extravagance to Frugality". Knowing that he would go, it was obviously not arranged by Zhang Xu for his participation.

When taking photos at the seaside, Anna also asked which variety show she wanted to go to, and Anna was from Gu Yan... No wonder you invited this little transparent girl from luxury to frugality, and arranged yourself on the same schedule as Zhang Xu, I'm afraid it's also...

Speaking of which, Anna's sudden appearance at that time was a coincidence and a surprise. Now that I think about it, Gu Yan probably called her over. As for why, he couldn't figure it out. He could only ask after Gu Yan woke up.

Also, when I visited the class before, I asked Anna to persuade the girls not to spend money on themselves. Anna said that they not only have fans to raise funds, but also have other sources of funds. She said that there are great gods among her fans. It's obvious.

At that time, the former manager Gong Lizhou blamed himself for reporting the blocked fan visits to Supervisor Xia. Does this need to be reported by himself? Anna should report it to Gu Yan directly.

The person who can sign the spokesperson of "Du Jiexi" is definitely not low in their internal status, but this kind of person was called to Gu Yan's house alone, and the two discussed privately. It can be seen that Gu Yan is also a trouble to "Du Jiexi". If you are an amazing person, it makes sense why you were invited to the dinner.

Thinking further, why did the young man who said he stole his role in "Unspoken Rules" at the scene, why did he say that?Although I don't know it, maybe there really was a deal in private.

And these were all done by Gu Yan without his knowledge, and even rejected him.

How can there be such a person, whose conditions are so perfect that they can't find the kind of partner he wants, but he treats himself well without asking for anything in return...

Qiao An got up, found Gu Yan's pajamas from the closet and covered him lightly, picked up her mobile phone and left his room.

It was already past three o'clock in the afternoon, and Zhang Zexun didn't call or send a message to inquire, presumably Gu Yan had already told him.He Xiaoxi made countless phone calls and sent countless SMS and WeChat messages, especially after the official announcement of "Du Jiexi", but at that time Qiao An lost control and cried in a mess and couldn't hear it. Gu Yan probably contacted He Xiaoxi later, she He didn't call or send any more messages, so Joan didn't find out until now, so he called immediately.

"You've finally woken up! Go to Weibo and check, your data has exploded!" He Xiaoxi was dissatisfied, and then immediately became excited, "Du Jiexi officially announced that you will be the image spokesperson for the China region! Because of you I couldn’t get in touch all the time, so Brother Hu forwarded it for you to thank you. Then my personal website suddenly sent a message to congratulate you platinum. I saw that your album sales have exceeded [-]! [-]! Platinum! Ahhhhhh!!! The first solo album is platinum! Now you are the top three most searched on Weibo!!!”

Qiao An was stunned by her yelling, and heard a "dong dong" sound from the phone, as if she was jumping on the bed, and quickly reminded her: "Miss Xiaoxi, be careful, don't fall."

The sound of "咚咚" stopped, and He Xiaoxi asked him: "When are you coming back? I have taken all my clothes for you. We had already left the company, but Mr. Gu suddenly called to say that you are not feeling well." Go to bed, what's going on? Are you feeling better now?"

Qiao An bit her lip, looked back at the door of Gu Yan's room, and said shyly, "I'm fine, I should... go back tomorrow."

He Xiaoxi was suddenly quiet, and then asked suspiciously: "You—couldn't it be with Mr. Gu—"

"No!" Qiao An denied in embarrassment, her voice was a little louder for a moment, she looked back with guilt, and went downstairs altogether.

Joan complained in a low voice: "Why do you always think about this kind of thing? You are a girl!"

"What's wrong with girls? Don't girls have all kinds of emotions and desires? Why can't men discuss sex with girls openly?" He Xiaoxi slapped him back unceremoniously, and then said: "Who told you to talk about it and let us talk about it?" When I went to pick him up, he suddenly said that he was not feeling well to sleep. It was Mr. Gu who said it, and now he said that he would not return today, so I can only think about it."

Qiao An emphasized again helplessly: "No! It's just... There are some things I want to clarify with him, some questions I want to ask clearly, and Mr. Gu is asleep now, so I can't just leave without saying a word."

"Mr. Gu is asleep too? Are you really..."

"I'm hanging up!"

Qiao An hung up the phone, his face was still slightly hot, he really couldn't handle He Xiaoxi's tough character, but after her reminder, he remembered that there was one more thing to ask Gu Yan.

The first thing Gu Yan did when he opened his eyes was to go to see Qiao An, but when he saw that he was no longer on the bed, he immediately sat up, only to realize that he was covered with a pajamas.It was a good sign, and he was relieved to wake up for a while before gathering his clothes and leaving the room.

There was a slight sound and the smell of cooking oil from the kitchen. Gu Yan had a guess in an instant, and couldn't help his heart beat faster and walked into the kitchen gently.

Joan was carefully frying eggs and ham in front of the stove, holding the top end of the wooden shovel, and stretched his hand far away to poke the eggs. He seemed to be planning to turn the eggs over, but because the distance was too far, the eggs would only He trembled twice as if there was nothing, but the splash of oil splashed him so frightened that he jumped to avoid it.

Seeing him in a hurry, Gu Yan couldn't help laughing, stepped forward to take the wooden shovel from his hand and said, "I'll do it."

Joan backed away submissively with a blushing face, and said guiltyly, "I... I see you haven't woken up yet, and I want to say that it's almost dinner time... I can only cook curry rice and pasta... I'm sorry..."

He apologized incoherently, his head lowered as he spoke, and then he lost his voice, and his fingers moved uneasily in front of him.

But why would Gu Yan care about this? He skillfully fried eggs and ham on a small plate, nudged him to sit down at the dining table, and said to Joan while taking out sliced ​​tomatoes and avocado from the refrigerator: "I'm sorry. , I fell asleep and didn't call my aunt, but I'm very happy that you are willing to cook for me."

Qiao An couldn't help the heat on his cheeks again, and explained in a low voice: "You have done so much for me, I just made a sandwich, it's nothing at all...and it's not done yet..." In the end, Gu Yan was going to clean up the mess ...

Gu Yan sat down beside him with a smile, handed him the sandwich, and asked tentatively, "So, can I expect more?"

Joan bit her lip, shrank her neck and looked away, and didn't answer directly.

A trace of disappointment flashed in Gu Yan's eyes, but he didn't ask, but said, "Eat quickly."

Qiao An picked up the sandwich and took a bite. He didn't think it was as delicious as what Gu Yan made last time, so he didn't think about it. Instead, he remembered his own questions: "You bought so many albums, what should you do?"

He went to Weibo to check the sales page of the album, and found that the "personal station" bought him more than 300 albums for platinum, and there were more than 1000 and [-] albums in addition to the [-] that were given away by lottery at the beginning.If it is a real fan website that buys so much, it is usually three or five fans each, and they will gather under the name of the station to make purchases in order to compete for the rankings. However, buying so much in such a short period of time is obviously a temporary act. It can only be that Gu Yan is "rich and willful".

Gu Yan replied habitually: "You can use it for signings and meetings in the future, so you don't have to worry." There is already a fixed process.

"When I was filming the photoshoot for the album, you called Anna there, right?" Joan asked again.

"Yeah." Gu Yan admitted frankly.

"Why?" Joan really couldn't figure out this question.

Gu Yan suddenly looked at him very seriously, seeing Qiao An stiffen his neck nervously and sit upright, then slightly raised the corners of his mouth and said, "Because you can only really laugh when you are with fans."

Joan said in surprise, "I, I laughed before, too?"

"That's just pulling the corners of your mouth for taking pictures, it's not a smile at all." Gu Yan said, "Maybe you don't know that there is an infectious power in your smile, which can convey your tenderness and kindness to the other person's heart, making you smile People can't help but laugh along with you, that kind of warm and pure smile is your real smile from the heart... that's what I want."

Being with Gu Yan, one can always be infinitely moved.

Joan also had an answer to another question: "So you stopped on the first day and asked the photographer to pretend that he didn't intend to take pictures, and the photos selected in the album, and even the theme setting of the album, are all for..."

Qiao An couldn't quite say the following words, but fortunately Gu Yan could understand, and seemed to lower her head in embarrassment, and replied softly: "Yes."

Joan raised the corners of his mouth and blinked his wet eyes, and changed the question: "When I was drunk that time, you obviously didn't...Why did you say the next day that you are willing to take responsibility?"

Now Gu Yan was really hard to say, he turned his head and coughed twice, not daring to look at Qiao An: "Because...you seem to have misunderstood, but you didn't look angry, I thought maybe...maybe you would willing to accept……"

When he said that, Joan also felt guilty.That day I mistook the allergic rash for a hickey, and couldn't remember what happened that night, so I arbitrarily assumed that the two had a relationship. When I talked to Gu Yan the next morning, I always proceeded with the default premise, but I didn't expect Gu Yan to make the wrong mistake, so the misunderstanding was buried like this.

"Then..." Joan asked hesitantly, "Then my phone...is it you who turned it off?"

Gu Yan tilted his head and said guiltily: "He keeps calling you, I'm afraid he'll wake you up...I don't want you to forgive him..."

But Gu Yan didn't know that his sudden and daring attempt would have such a good effect.

Zhang Xu made a few calls and found that Qiao An was turned off. He thought that Qiao An was unwilling to talk to him, so he didn't call again. He just sent a message asking Qiao An to call him.

Qiao An thought that she had already had a relationship with Gu Yan, so although she still had hope for Zhang Xu, she didn't take the initiative to contact Zhang Xu.

But Zhang Xu couldn't wait for Qiao An's news and felt that Qiao An was unwilling to forgive himself, and he didn't want to try again because of his identity. Seeing this, He Xiaoxi thought that Zhang Xu had no sincerity to apologize, so he firmly stated that he was a scumbag, which also made Qiao An An completely gave up, even if Zhang Xu later came to redeem him, he did not accept it.

Gu Yan's goal was achieved by such a mistake.

But at this time, the two of them didn't know about it, they just kept silent awkwardly and were embarrassed to look at each other. After a long time, Gu Yan finally got up the courage to say: "It's too late today...let's go back tomorrow."

Joan nodded almost invisible: "Okay, okay."

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