so you love me

"knocking"

"Come in." Xia He said without raising his head.

Although it is hailed as a gold medal agent, and it does have at least [-]% to [-]% of the strength to match it, but this small company has too many legacy problems, and there are too few capable agents, and most of them can only deal with some basic problems. He had to be extremely involved in the problem, even occasionally acting as a mentor to the agent.

In addition, there is a seemingly calm and rational boss who is actually extremely willful. If he disagrees with him, he will fire the artist's agent, and he will let an incompetent assistant take over. He is really the first two.Fortunately, this big boss is someone who can listen to advice. After he euphemistically complained about the hardship and busyness of the work, he immediately recruited two powerful managers to help him share the company's affairs and supervise the artist's management. Brokerage, otherwise he really wants to quit.

So when the visitor didn't speak for a long time, when he raised his head, his brows were almost knotted, but when he saw who it was, he was shocked: "Xiaozheng? Why are you?"

Gao Hao smiled triumphantly: "Look at your stinky face, the people in your company are too pitiful to face you every day."

Xia He sighed helplessly: "Blame me for being greedy for money and taking over this mess, but I don't understand why a person who can develop a small company into an international company by himself at a young age can't think about buying such a brokerage company." , there are many better options than this!"

Gao Haozheng sat down on the sofa and raised his legs: "Then you can control it, he has money. Besides, he doesn't invite you, and he doesn't have to worry about it himself. Do you think a high salary is so easy to get?"

"It's fine if he doesn't worry about it, and I'll save a lot of trouble." Xia He put down the documents in his hand, pinched the base of his nose with a headache, "I've never seen a brokerage company that is so considerate of artists. Everyone customizes a development path that suits them, and they cannot be forced to do what they don’t want to do, even idol love is not forbidden, and they can even be made public!”

"If you want to act in a movie, you can act in a movie, if you want to be on a variety show, you can go to a variety show, if you want to sing, you can do nothing and record an album behind closed doors. You don't plan for the company's profit at all. Although this can save a lot of operating costs, but Compared with the general artist training model, it is really a loss."

"A few days ago, I forcibly fired an artist's manager without even giving a reason. I just agreed to let that manager continue to be in charge of other artists in my hand, and only transferred that artist to someone else's name. It's really not good. I understand what he's thinking..."

From the standpoint of a broker and a brokerage company, Xia He made complaints about his boss, but Gao Hao was very envious when he heard it.

The reason why he suddenly went abroad was because he wanted to go crazy because he was restrained by the character that didn't fit his personality. Then he suddenly realized that he wanted to go crazy because he wanted to be himself, and the real self was crazy. It's better to just go crazy, and then resolutely refuse to renew the contract, and go abroad to almost start from scratch.

So he couldn't agree with Xia He's complaint, but he couldn't directly refute or deny it, so he could only change the subject and ask: "Which artist is so shameless that the president personally asks about the manager's affairs?"

Xia He said: "Qiao An, you may not know him. You were busy when he made his debut, and then you went abroad. There is no news in the past few years. You have only recently started to be active again, and you have just started to improve."

The name sounds familiar.

"Joan?" Gao Haozheng said unexpectedly, "I know him. I asked him for directions just now downstairs, and I met him once at Xu's birthday party two days ago."

Xia He was more surprised than him: "Have you met Zhang Xu and the others?"

Gao Haozheng nodded with an expression of "you only know".

Xia Xiahe suddenly realized: "That's no wonder. Your teacher Xu likes Qiao An. I forced him to teach Qiao An at the beginning, but after taking a class, he immediately became my favorite. I will take him to the class with you." It’s not surprising to help people meet. Speaking of which, Zhang Xu also likes him very much. He recommended him to sing the theme song for his own movie, recommended him to join the film crew, and even taught him to act and film. But I guess it’s because he looks a bit like you.”

Gao Hao was already stunned when he heard it. He had never heard that Qiao An was Xu Yi's student. The group of people never mentioned Qiao An, nor did they even mention that Xu Yi had accepted a new student, and Zhang Xu ...Zhang Xu said that Qiao An was just a fan...

Reminiscent of his strange expression and pale face when he told Qiao An about this just now, Gao Haozheng had already guessed in his heart, and couldn't help but secretly annoyed himself why he had to say so much.

Suppressing a pang of guilty anger, the straightforward Gao Hao rushed directly to Zhang Xu's house just as he was leaving Qiao An's agency.

"Why did you come to me suddenly? Don't you have to prepare for your comeback?" Zhang Xu said with a smile. There was a momentary pause when he opened the shoe cabinet, but he quickly took out a pair of beige slippers and threw them away calmly. give him.

Gao Hao was staring at him all the time, and was rarely keenly aware of his pause. He stretched out his hand and opened the door of the shoe cabinet. There was a pair of blue rabbit plush slippers that were obviously different from other slippers in the most convenient place.

Zhang Xu's slippers were on his feet, so it was self-evident who these slippers were. Gao Haozheng finally confirmed his guess.

Seeing him closing the door of the shoe cabinet with an innocent and peaceful smile, Gao Hao, who knew his acting skills well, asked straight to the point: "What is your relationship with Qiao An?"

The smile on Zhang Xu's face suddenly became very complicated, and then he shook his head bitterly and helplessly and said, "Why are you two so sharp only at this time..."

"So when he was in the club that day, did he misunderstand? You actually let him leave alone like that. You didn't keep him or explain, and even told me that he was just a fan!" Gao Haozheng's face was full of disbelief, completely incomprehensible Zhang Xu's intention in doing this.

Zhang Xu didn't hide anymore, turned around and sat on the sofa, rubbing his forehead wearily: "At that time, you have already arrived, I can't leave you there to chase him, and...I want him to calm down first, wait Explain to him after the end, and he will be more able to listen."

Gao Haozheng couldn't agree with this, he laughed mockingly, and was not in a hurry to start scolding, but continued to ask: "And then? Have you explained it to him?"

Zhang Xu was silent for a while before saying, "He doesn't answer my calls, nor do I reply to messages."

Gao Haozheng sneered: "How many phone calls have you made? How many messages have you sent? Have you ever looked for him? You just gave up without even trying?"

Zhang Xu didn't speak.

"Zhang Xu, when will you let go of your arrogance as a film king?" Gao Hao said bitterly, "I ran into Qiao An when I was looking for Brother Tianhe this morning. I'm sorry that I didn't have the brains to let him know You said he was just a fan, but he said that he was your fan, that he is not famous, it is normal for you not to know."

"I think he seems to be holding medicine, and his face is not good-looking, especially after hearing what I said, but even so, he is still speaking for you. I think he still has you in his heart."

"You still have a chance, as long as you go to him."

Gao Hao was sincerely persuading Zhang Xu, but the other party remained silent, neither objecting nor intending to act.

Gao Hao was looking at him for a few minutes, the expectation and encouragement in his eyes became weaker and weaker, and finally turned into deep disappointment.

He said, "Do you know why I rejected you back then?"

Hearing what he said, Zhang Xu finally raised his head and looked at him.

"Because I don't think you love me at all."

"What you love is only the person in your ideal, that persona, but my persona at that time just met your standards, so you are attracted to me. Whenever I am occasionally self-willed, the person in your eyes Disgust and intolerance are both serious, you just like a person who obeys you, and it doesn't matter whether this person is me or not."

"It seems that Joan is more in line with your preferences than me, so you like him more, and you can't even restrain your emotions perfectly. But maybe I shouldn't persuade you anymore, maybe letting him leave you is a better choice."

After Gao Haozheng finished speaking, he slammed the door and left. He didn't even change his shoes. Zhang Xu didn't keep him or chase him. He sighed and leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed.

He always thought that he regarded Qiao An as Gao Haozheng's substitute. Although he didn't want to admit it and tried to avoid it, he thought so in his heart, so he didn't dare to explain to Qiao An and let Qiao An be disappointed. leave.

But now he suddenly finds that he only has competitive emotions towards Gao Haozheng, he must live better than you, and there is nothing else.

On the contrary, for Joan, he has been waiting for Joan to call him and send him a message. As long as Joan gives him the slightest chance to recover, or as long as Joan gives him a hint, he will immediately catch him and ask for forgiveness.

But nothing.

No calls, no messages, no visits to him, as if that was really the end of it between them.

This kind of silence shattered his self-confidence, and he began to be afraid, what would happen if Joan refused to agree to it when he tried to redeem it.

He kept making excuses for himself.Tell yourself that since Qiao An didn't give him a chance, maybe he wanted to leave a long time ago; if he didn't give him a chance, it meant that he didn't love him too much.

Until today, Gao Hao was rushing over to break through all the disguises. He finally realized that it was his guilt that made him lack the courage to face Qiao An again. It turned out that he knew in his heart how much what he did that day hurt Qiao An, so He was afraid that Joan would not forgive him, and he was afraid that it would be embarrassing to be rejected again.

But he really... misses his children...