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Xiao Wen came over from a distance, saw Tao Jia leaning on a pillar and waving to him under the street lamp, and trotted over in surprise: "Why are you waiting here when it's so cold, come in with me!" "Don't worry," Tao Jia smiled He grabbed Xiaowen's arm and stopped his steps, "Talk with me." Xiaowen felt strange in his heart but didn't ask further. The two of them were still sitting on the side of the curb as they did many years ago, regardless of their image, "We Have known each other for many years! It feels like when we think about the past, it seems that we are really too old to move. Do you remember the stupid things you did before, throwing coins in the fountain pool, pretending to get your wish, but unfortunately there is nothing here now , but if you were given another chance to make a wish at this moment, what would you say?"

Xiaowen somehow felt that something was wrong with Tao Jia today, but he didn't quite understand it, but he still thought about it for a while before replying: "I don't have any delusions, it's just as if I can grow old with him calmly now. What about you? Will think about it?" Are you with Mu Hexiao?" "I have too many wishes, I'm afraid one is really not enough, but none of them want to be with him, because I know very well in my heart that I will never dare to take this step , I am not as brave as him, he can stand side by side with me to resist, but I value his family more than him, so I am very selfish." "No, no...don't say that about yourself..." Xiaowen turned sideways and tightened Hug Tao Jia tightly. "Xiaowen, not everyone can be as lucky as you. I'm really happy. It's you who made me believe that the world also accepts the existence of perfect emotions." Tao Jia gently opened her arms and hugged Xiaowen. But she was still tightly hugged by Xiaowen, she could only smile and pat him on the shoulder: "Don't tell me you cried." "No!" Tao Jia still saw the red eyes.

Looking at his watch, the time was just right, Tao Jia stood up and stretched out his hand to one side, Xiaowen stood up with strength, and the two walked towards the bar side by side.It was just that when he was about to reach the door, he quietly took a few steps behind. The moment Xiaowen pushed the door open, the petals were fluttering. After Tao Jia pushed him, he regained his senses and continued to move forward. The small light at the door shone When he didn't reach the inside of the hall, it was pitch black all around. Xiaowen walked very slowly, and he began to understand a little bit in his heart, but he was still looking forward to it.Suddenly, a string of small colorful lights lit up on the stage. Someone came from behind the lights, but he was someone who could never be forgotten. He was holding a bouquet of flowers and couldn’t see the colors clearly. Xiaowen wanted to laugh at him. This plot is really old-fashioned, it’s funny before it comes out, but the tears fell first, all the surrounding lights were turned on in an instant, Situ had already knelt in front of him on one knee, I don’t know when there were people all around, everyone laughed and applauded , It’s all a blessing, it seems that everyone in this world can accept this kind of same-sex love, it seems that there is no discrimination, no grudges.Xiaowen turned to look at Tao Jia behind him, and for some reason, she always wanted to see the smile he gave her by his side.Tao Jia clapped his hands and nodded with a smile. Xiaowen then turned around and took the flowers. Situ smiled softly: "Baby, the ring has been lonely for a long time. Does it urge us to let him occupy a place on the finger?" "Big fool , isn’t today the best day?” When the ring was worn on the finger, the surrounding cheers overwhelmed the two hugging tightly in the center, Tao Jia watched for a while before turning and walking out of the bar, standing at the door to light a cigarette, But he found that there was not even one in his pocket, so he could only stare at something without focusing in a daze.He shivered when a gust of wind blew, and suddenly felt that this year's autumn wind was really too cold, wondering if winter came early?I wanted to tighten my scarf, only to realize I had left it on the bar.

"Going?" Tao Jia looked back at the source of the voice, Shen Jiangfan put his hands in his pockets. "Find a place to continue drinking, of course, drinking alone." Tao Jia replied indifferently. "Wow," Shen Jiangfan touched his chin with an exaggerated smile: "It's so ruthless, but I always repay my complaints with kindness. There is a good drinking place I recommend to you, and it is completely free. However, you must bring me, because the door The key is here." Said, Shen Jiangfan pointed to his head.Tao Jia couldn't help laughing. "Xiaojia..." The door was pushed open abruptly, and Mu Hexiao was embarrassed by the atmosphere where the two of them got along well at the moment. After a pause, he closed the door again and said, "You still have a case to discuss tomorrow, let's go back first." ""Sorry, I don't think it's you, but us." Shen Jiangfan said with a smile, but his tone was not all teasing, there were also some emotions that he couldn't even explain clearly. When Jia looked at Mu Hexiao who pushed the door and came out, there was a gleam in his eyes. "I'm sorry, it's just that tonight, I don't want to go back, I'm sorry." The brilliance in his eyes was instantly extinguished like fireworks and returned to a pool of stagnant water. Tao Jia said sorry, but Mu Hexiao couldn't tell what he was sorry for. The scarf in his hand wrapped it carefully around Tao Jia's neck, watched him get into the car, and watched the car drive out of his sight.

"Don't say anything?" Shen Jiangfan looked sideways at Tao Jia, "Now, I just want to be quiet." Tao Jia fixed his eyes on the car mirror until he couldn't see Mu Hexiao. "Want to cry?" Shen Jiangfan originally said an unintentional sentence, but saw two lines of tears from Tao Jia printed on the window of the car silently flowing down. Suddenly, there was no joke in his heart, and the air in the car seemed to be He became frozen, and for a long while, when Shen Jiangfan thought that he was going to keep silent all the way, Tao Jia suddenly spoke, it was a kind of quiet almost heart-piercing soft voice, as if he was just muttering to himself. Yuyu: "I don't have many friends. Among them, Situ and Xiaowen are the ones I have the best relationship with. I am really happy to see them so happy now. I already knew that such a day would come. I must bless them. But until this day really came, I realized that besides blessings, I was also crazily jealous of them, jealous that they could have happiness so easily, I asked myself over and over again, what did I do wrong, when did I start to make mistakes? Yes, how can I pull everything back to the right path, but the answer is that I was wrong, but I really don't know why I was wrong. I dare not face him, I feel ashamed in my heart, I shouldn't Greed for what I don't deserve, let him pay me for the pain, I shouldn't be weak, let him have the opportunity to make wrong choices. So, I dare not look him in the eyes, I am afraid that he will see my weakness, afraid that I will let him He sympathizes with me. It turns out that jealousy is such a sad feeling, very tiring, and I want to vent."