Cold Mountain Bells to Passenger Ships

Qin Su became less talkative.

Even if he has something to express in his heart, he is unwilling to compromise and admit certain things. He may not be good at chatting, but his rhyme is heavenly, and everyone praises it. Even Song, who is full of bitterness and complaints, pretends to be polite and thoughtful on the surface Quan Du wrote an article praising His Royal Highness Huanyu's unparalleled Taoism.

Qin Su doesn't use sign language either.

He used to like the world, so he tried the daily life of ordinary people. Now when he really needs to cook, chop firewood, light a fire, and do laundry for the needs of life, there is a kind of humiliated anger in his heart. In the past, "like" can choose whether to do it or not. , but now it is "must" to do it, Qin Su feels as if he has been rectified by the so-called heaven, lost his parents and immortal appearance, and now he is just a down-and-out mortal.

Dumb and crippled, he can't even hold a sword!He simply hated himself for being such a waste!

Qin Su still cooks for himself every day without saying a word, and then grinds ink to write and read.

Master seldom came later. After the stone forest was knocked down, he used fairy magic to transform a high wall called "Thinking Wall" to reflect on his past.

The master encouraged Qinsu to reflect on himself and repent. The wall is located on the side of the snow mountain. Senior brother Changfeng came several times, but later said he had something to deal with, so he never came to Qinsu again. Senior brother Mo Xuan also came several times, but Moxuan Xuan would only stand on the other side of the wall to talk to Master, and Qin Su would come to pick some edible mountain vegetables and shiitake mushrooms near the high wall every evening.

After staying here for a month, he heard an old voice talking to a voice with a very polite tone.

".....Pythagorean formula.....Then multiply the down speed to calculate the probability of achieving public performance..."

"Hmm...that's really good, that's good...have you found Galaxy Tianzun?"

"I found it. It can be judged from the incomplete part of the body... the moment of death, it was crushed by the force of the divine pillar... the body parts were scattered everywhere... there should be no pain... but There’s not even a scum left.”

"Okay! After finishing it...don't tell him that he has been very emotional recently. If he knew that the pillar he was carrying fell down and killed his father, he might collapse again..."

"He committed such a serious crime, what do the higher-ups say? Go to Zhuxiantai?"

"...The story of the demise of Tianzun has been reported back. The empress herself went to confess her guilt first. The empress alone took all the responsibility for all the crimes he committed and went to Zhuxiantai. Her soul has been broken... ..."

"...that's fine too."

"...What is your formula, can you calculate how many achievements you get to return to the Heavenly Court?"

".....Can."

Qin Su couldn't hear clearly what was said later, and he didn't have the heart to listen. He leaned against the wall and slowly slid down, staring at the front with slack eyes, unable to focus, his chest heaving, his hands trembling constantly, his face was bloodless and his lower lip was covered with tears. Turned blue from the cold, his heart was pounding like a war drum, his whole body was trembling unstoppably, and he couldn't make a sound even if he wanted to.

He kept crying and beating his head, hoping to beat himself to death like this.

His clothes were wet with tears, his vision was blurred, his head was dizzy and his body was in severe pain, he wanted to yell but he couldn't make a sound, he beat his head hard, but the pain in his body couldn't alleviate the pain in his heart.

His eyes were swollen and painful from crying.

His mind was in turmoil, Galaxy Tianzun was crushed to death by himself... His mother went to Zhuxiantai for her crimes...Why?how.....

Why is this a crime committed by me alone, can't I bear it alone?Why do you want to implicate the entire Tianyu Palace...why do you want to blame your parents...why...why? !

Why ah why ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! !

Call me back! ! ! ! !

Qin Su broke a big hole in the roof of his small bamboo house, lay on his back on the ground and stared at the hole deliriously, a round sky, gray, with fine snow falling down.

The only time Mo Xuan came into the high wall, stood on top of his head with his hands behind his back and said, "How long will you lie like this? Don't you like the world very much? This is the end of being a hero. Now you can be a mortal as you wish. "

Qin Su's eyes were as dead ashes, and his lips moved.

Mo Xuan said: "If you don't make gestures, I can't guess what you want to express. You don't like reading stories in the world very much, so let me use this as an example! Every story has a big devil at the end. Who do you think is the big devil in your story?"

Qin Su asked silently: "What are you talking about...? What is my story...?"

Mo Xuan knelt down, put his palm on Qin Su's Adam's apple, and said softly as if to his closest brother: "In your story, there is no conspiracy, no deceit, no reversal, no big devil, all Violent destruction comes from people, and they are the source of everything that collapsed."

Mo Xuan took off the bamboo leaves from his head, touched his face and said: "The human heart is the real big devil, this is your story, my Qin Su."

Qin Su looked at his black Confucian clothes and the corners of his eyebrows, as if speaking to himself after a long time, said silently: "Even so...I still like this world."

Mo Xuan's tone is very polite. If others say this kind of thing, there must be a strong sense of irony, but Mo Xuan can still say such a sentence as if describing an obvious and normal situation.

The master said: "You can't die. You are born a fairy. Unlike ordinary immortals who have been demoted, you are not a mortal even though you are a mortal. So don't think about dying. Fairy Qiongguang hopes that you can return to heaven before you go." , repent and rehabilitate here, and practice earnestly."

Mo Xuan said: "This is not the life you have always wanted, be happy, and if you meet Song Quan again in the future, teach him how to behave."

Mo Xuan did not mock him. Qin Su used to like the human world very much. He always felt that all beautiful things were conceived from the ordinary and pure mortal world. Qin Su was like a newborn in the human world. After hunger and pain, anger and insults, falls and injuries, those people who have always yearned for, swearing, betraying and beating Qin Su, he discovered that these are also people, but he has never seen them before.

The crowd will only praise loudly when they are faced with things that are beneficial to them, and Qin Su is only someone who has seen this side.

After he really experienced people's praises, he really experienced people's betrayal and humiliation.

"This is the world you love!"

Facing Qin Su, whose eyes were ashen as mud, Mo Xuan left this fact behind and turned to leave.

One night, the wind was blowing so fast and fiercely that Qin Su was almost frozen to death. He began to be angry at himself for breaking the roof so stupidly. He hugged the blanket and huddled in the corner to make a fire, thinking that the roof must be repaired tomorrow, so cold that he couldn't sleep all night.

In the morning, when he was cooking, he was scalded by a hot iron pan. He felt the burn in a daze, and suddenly a burst of anger returned and he smashed the iron pan, spraying a pot of charred black porridge everywhere.

He squatted under the eaves in a daze, his stomach was rumbling, and he woke up again when he was hungry and passed out. At night, he silently got up and picked up the broom and went to the kitchen to clean up the mess. Rotten cover... I am now the rotten cover that matches your broken pot... Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!"

The master came several times, Qin Su didn't speak or gesture, he just listened dumbly to what the master said to him, and he didn't know how much he listened to. The star officials are in charge of the distribution, and the master is too busy to come down to see Qin Su.

Sometimes Qin Su still opens his mouth when he speaks, but no matter what he says, there is no sound. He doesn't want to play in the way of passing on words from the king at all, he is stupid enough, and I am not dumb, so why hit that? !

I don't want to fight!I'm not dumb!bastard!

Standing alone in the snow and ice, shouting silently!

The master said that there is only one kind of people who can't see this wall of thinking, that is, people who have too deep obsessions, because their lives and souls are all devoted to the only thought, so they have no regrets or regrets in this life. In the eyes of people, it is useless, but Master has never met such a person.

There has never been such a person in the Six Realms.

It is indeed impossible to have such a person, if there is, then he would be crazy!But what does this have to do with me, Qin Su didn't concentrate on listening to Wu Zi bowing his head to make an ebony bow.

The master put the books in the whole room, and Qin Su made some tables, chairs and furniture according to the natural craftsmanship, and then slowly nailed the new window frames with a hammer. The nails were crooked and ugly. Before, he picked up a needle and thread and sewed a new cloak for himself. The first winter coat took him fifteen days.

The thread ends of the winter clothes are twisted and exposed, and you can't see them except for keeping warm.

I should be very talented in sewing. It seems that my right hand is normal except for holding a sword.

Qin Su shook off the cloak by himself, comforted himself and carefully observed whether his stitches were crooked, then wore the cloak and carried a straw basket down the mountain to find some mushrooms to cook.

Qin Su can take care of himself in life, and the chasing moon and cleaning the dust bow is placed in his own bedroom. He doesn't know why he doesn't want to touch it anymore. The bow seems to remind him how prominent his identity was before, and how poor he is now. ridiculous.

"Mr. Qingping is radiant, with first-class swords, and extraordinary Taoism. His fame has risen and spread in the six realms."

The two swords are a long sword and a bow and arrow. Now he can't use a sword in his right hand, and he doesn't want to take that bow. He made an ebony bow by himself according to the book. He practiced archery against haystacks every afternoon, and started pulling vegetables and cooking in the evening. meal.

He walked in front of the high wall, there are often mushrooms nearby, and the high wall has a fairy aura, and it feels like the spiritual grass grows very well nearby.

Qin Su squatted in the grass and used a sickle to dig the roots of the tree, and a voice came out from below: "Who are you?"

Dryad?

Qin Su stopped, and the voice said: "I am half a cultivator, and I come here to practice every night. Are you the fairy that the village talks about?"

Qin Su stood up, pressed his left ear to the wall, and found that the sound was coming from the other side of the wall.

Am I crazy?Who is that?How come here?

"Why don't you speak? Are you dumb?"

Qin Su was shaken all over, opened his mouth to defend himself, and pointed at the wall like a sick man, shouting, "I'm not dumb, I'm not dumb! Nonsense!"

The voice said: "I will be practicing here recently, do you want to tell me who you are? What's your name? Let's chat! Isn't it boring to be so relatively speechless in the long night?"

Qin Su clenched his fist with his right hand and clasped his flat fist against the wall. The man's voice was a bit high-pitched, like a young boy who seemed very cheerful and lively. He was thinking about what he wanted to express, and knocked: "I'm... injured and can't speak, I'm old It should be older than you, you can call me big brother!"

The voice seemed to be very happy and said: "Okay! Brother, you continue to knock on the wall, I can understand!"

This person is amazing, he can understand everything like this, what did he cultivate to come to such a cold and remote mountain?

The voice said: "Brother, are you a fairy? Why are you on the other side of the wall?"

Now Qin Su has no face to admit that he is Lord Qing Ping, and timidly raised his hand and knocked: "I am... this is the gate of the Snow Mountain, I am... I... Xiuxian People, um, yes, everything is here. You must concentrate on cultivating immortals on the mountain, and you will not be disturbed by the outside world after all are separated by a wall... You know that the word immortal means a person who cultivates in the mountains... "

The first time he lied, he felt as if hundreds of eyes were staring at him. He was so ashamed that he didn't dare to look up. The more he knocked, the more confident he became. He couldn't tell a lie at all, and he didn't know what he was talking about. The flaws will be exposed, and the appearance of not being able to chat will be fully revealed.

Hearing the other party's stuttering expression, the voice was obviously laughing, and said: "Hmm, brother, are you very good at chatting? It's okay, don't be nervous, I am a foreigner, and the Central Plains language is not good, you can teach me ?"

Qin Su tapped: "Of course, of course, you can ask whatever you want."

The voice said: "Brother, you are so kind. I read a sentence earlier that there are trees and trees have branches, and you don't know if your heart pleases you. What does that mean?"

Qin Su tapped seriously: "This is from a Yue people's song, which says that there are trees on the mountain, and branches on the trees! I like you, but you don't know."

The voice raised the volume and asked, "What's your pleasure? I didn't hear clearly."

Qin Su pounded heavily: "I am happy with you!"

The voice laughed in a low voice and said, "So that's the case, I know."

Later, Qin Su would sit on the edge of the wall with a lunch box every day. The two chatted and looked at the stars. The man knew that Qin Su could not chat, nor would he make fun of him. He will find the topic first. In the first half of the night, the other party asks questions, and Qin Su helps him answer them. After midnight, the two start talking about other things. As long as Qin Su starts to explain some inexplicable things, the other party knows that he is afraid of embarrassment and starts to have nothing to say. Looking for something to say, he began to laugh in a low voice, the laughter was hearty and true, Qin Su would also be infected by the other party's purity, and laughed silently.

The man said: "Brother, are people in the Central Plains used to celebrating their birthdays? What do you prepare for celebrating your birthday? How do you celebrate it?"

While peeling chestnuts, Qin Su knocked: "When is your birthday?"

The man said: "February fourteenth."

Qin Su knocked: "People can cook longevity noodles, and don't bite into pieces when eating longevity noodles, which means you can live a long life. Family members will wrap eggs in red paper, and most family members will give birthday gifts."

The man hummed, repeated longevity noodles and eggs a few times, and said, "It's so funny, you actually want to eat longevity noodles, brother, will your family give you a birthday gift?"

Qin Su paused, and the chestnut fell on the boot. In the past, Fairy Qiongguang would celebrate his birthday extravagantly, such as golden lock necklace, tassel pendant, jade ring, silver cup, colored glass beads and other gifts from fairies. They piled up into a hill, and he never looked at them carefully. When he was traveling in the world, he would take them as gifts to the locals without even tearing them down. They were all priceless things anyway, and he never lacked them at that time.

Thinking of her mother, Qin Su felt uncomfortable. The other party was very sensitive to the pause, and said: "I'm sorry, I mentioned your sadness, don't be sad, I will be your friend in the future! I will try my best to be the best Man, can I protect you in the future?"

Qin Su felt that he was very weak, and felt self-pity for a while, and felt that this person didn't even see his face, but he was very careful, his little emotions were noticed, and he quickly raised his hand and knocked: "It's okay, you I will definitely become a great person in the future, I believe in you."

The voice rose and said, "I must become the strongest person in the Six Realms, so that I can protect my sweetheart!"

Qin Su couldn't help but wonder, did the other party puff up his chest at this moment, like he used to be a young man with lofty ambitions?

Knocking: "Where are your parents? Are they worried when you go up the mountain every night?"

The man said: "My father disappeared a long time ago, and my mother died shortly after giving birth to me, but there are still many elders and generals in my family who will take care of me, and I am not young anymore, brother, don't worry! I am now Don’t you speak the Central Plains dialect very well?”

Qin Su smiled and tapped: "It's really very good. How about you and I sworn brothers, and you will be my younger brother, and I will cross this high wall in the future, and we will travel around together, how about doing good in the world and conquering the world?"

The man smiled and said, "Okay! But I have a sweetheart, so I can't be sworn brothers with my elder brother."

What does having a sweetheart have to do with worship?That's right, if he is under the control of his wife, he won't be able to recognize his brother outside. Why didn't I think of this, I'm so stupid.

Qin Su knocked: "Well, it doesn't matter, you and I are destined to meet under the starry night of this snow mountain, it is my luck in three lives, I am very happy to listen to you."

The man said: "Me too! By the way, big brother, what kind of person do you like? I mean, if you get married, what kind of person would you like? Don't worry about being a gossip among our friends."

Qin Su thought about it, and tapped: "Well, I really haven't thought about it, I think about it... kindness... will save the common people..."

The man said: "Building bridges and paving roads, benevolent and benevolent, is that what you mean?"

Qin Su thinks it's good to be like his mother. He has never understood how his mother, who is so outgoing, cheerful, talkative and humorous, can like his father, who is so boring and reticent.

Knocking: "Well, almost, by the way, why do people like people who can't chat and just keep their heads down and do their own things all day long?"

He asked nonchalantly like this, and the other party could still continue.

The man said: "Brother! I guess he is dull because he is honest. If he doesn't know how to chat, he is not good at dancing. He always bows his head and does his own thing. It is because he is serious and responsible, which means that he is single-minded in everything."

Qin Su tapped: "Amazing... It's very interesting that this kind of personality can be explained by you, it's amazing!"

Qin Su seldom asked the other party about his family background. The other party came here to practice alone because there was an urgent need, and there were complicated secrets in it. Qin Su felt that this was personal privacy out of consideration and basic respect. Don't call, there are only two of them in this place, and they just talk to each other, and there is no need to keep calling each other's name.

It's just that the other party likes to call him big brother, as if calling him that way makes him feel safe, but he has never called him, it's just "you".

The more Qin Su talked with him, the more he liked him. They seem to have known each other for decades. Qin Su has always been afraid of mentioning the word "dumb" or "disabled". He is indeed like this now, but he can say it by himself It seems that he will never get better. Deep down in his heart, he still has a fluke mentality. He lied to himself that he can get better. One day he will be able to use the sword and sing the rhyme.

He is still no match for this self-deceiving lie, he can't lie to this friend, hoping he knows not to hate me, not to leave me, he took a deep breath, and knocked tremblingly: "Well, I actually... ..I have...can't speak, my right hand...can't hold a sword...Sorry, I didn't tell the truth..."

The man said: "Huh? I thought it was only temporary, but it's so serious... It's okay, even though you can't speak, you can still fight in the Chuanyu style! If you can't use a sword, use a fist Right! There will always be a way, big brother, don’t worry, I will accompany you.”

Qin Su's throat choked up, and he felt panicked. He was older than others and needed others to comfort him. He punched himself on the forehead and knocked slowly: "Thank you."

The man said: "Brother, no matter what happens, there will always be a solution, and it will be fine."

Qin Su sighed, looked up at the starry sky, raised his right hand, and knocked: "I will cross the high wall one day, I want to start again, I will go down the mountain and ask, find a new Wenquxing, no matter how long it takes , Ten years, 20 years, 100 years, this is something I must accomplish, and I must help... Galaxy Tianzun complete it."

The man said: "Brother can definitely do it! I believe in you."

Qin Su suddenly felt that if he was a girl, she would definitely marry him and treat him well for the rest of her life. There is no such a suitable person in the world anymore.

One day the man wanted to hear a story from the Central Plains, and Qin Su told him his favorite story from the Central Plains, "Mr. Dongguo and the Wolf".

Qin Su tapped: "...Mr. Dong Guo rescued the wild wolf, but after the wild wolf came out of his book bag, he said that your book was on me, and since you want to do good things, be a good person and do it to the end! Give yourself to me. Mr. Dong Guo asked Xingshu and Lao Niu for help. They felt that people were ungrateful for profit, and they all agreed that the wild wolf would eat Mr. Dong Guo. At this time, a wise man told the wild wolf that the book bag was too small. How could you put it in? The wild wolf put himself in the book bag and said, didn’t this come in? The wise man immediately tied up the book bag and said to Mr. Dong Guo that the wild wolf is naturally ungrateful, so you don’t have to help it in the future, Mr. Dong Guo Thanks to the wise man, I returned home after handing over the book bag to the hunter."

The man smiled and said: "Mr. Dong Guo is so honest, just like the elder brother, he always wants to help others. This kind of white-eyed wolf should be peeled and roasted, but if I were Mr. Dong Guo, I would lie to the hunter that the wolf is running into the mountains." Yes, after receiving the reward, I brought the wild wolf home and cooked it, killing two birds with one stone, is that what you said?"

Qin Su smiled and tapped: "That's what you said, you are so smart."

The man said: "That's right, big brother is so gentle and refined, he doesn't think about others at all, what if he is cheated like Mr. Dong Guo, I can just follow you well, that's how God sent me down to help You beat the bad guys, otherwise my eldest brother would be sold off and still help count the money."

Qin Su said his child's heart, and knocked on his words: "Yes! Then you can follow me well, and don't let me be sold out."

The man said: "If I want to be with you forever, is it okay?"

Qin Su raised his hand and was about to knock "Yes!" He stopped in the air, feeling a little inexplicably throbbing in his heart, a little ecstatic, this sentence seemed like two people who were very close were joking, he was thinking Thinking about how to respond to him, the man had already opened his mouth and said: "It's almost dawn, I have to go, brother, go back and rest!"

Qin Su leaned against the wall and knocked: "Okay, be careful when going down the mountain."

The man lowered his voice and said, "Well, see you that night."

Qin Su knocked: "See you at night."

Qin Su was a little bit reluctant for him to leave, and waited by the wall for a while, thinking that the other party should leave before leaving.

A year later, on a starless night when the glaciers thawed in February, Qin Su went to the high wall as usual.

The man said: "Brother, I have to do a very dangerous thing. I don't know if I can come back alive. If I can't come back, don't wait for me!"

Qin Su tapped against the wall nervously: "What's the matter? Can I help you?"

Only then did he realize that not only was he disabled, but he was also imprisoned in a high wall, and it would be good for others to help him. What ability does he have to help others?

The man said: "Brother, I really like being with you after so many long talks day and night, but the situation is critical, otherwise I would like to wait until you cross the high wall. In the future, you will be alone on the snow mountain, and you will have to wear a cloak when it is cold." , don’t wear such thin clothes, if it snows, you need to hold an umbrella so you won’t catch the cold, big brother, be kind to yourself, and stick to your own life.”

Qin Su and Ben didn't notice the strangeness of the other party's instructions, and knocked on the high wall: "Where are you going? I want to help you!"

The man said: "Thank you, but this matter can only be done by yourself. If I don't come back, you don't have to wait. If I can live and you go down the mountain one day, I will definitely look for you."

Qin Su knocked anxiously: "What are you going to do? I will find you, I will cross the high wall, don't leave me..."

The man said: "Brother, I'm really glad to see you again...I really, really like you, goodbye."

Qin Su kept knocking on the wall, but no one responded to him at the other end. Qin Su waited, wandering around the wall anxiously thinking

On the third day, Qin Su packed up his luggage and left a letter to his master. He weighed his palms on the high wall, pressed his forehead against the cold and hard stone wall, and said silently: "Since I can't cross the high wall, I will be ruined." it!"

Then Qin Su took a deep breath and slammed his head against the high wall.

Earth-shattering thick fog and loud noise erupted from the top of the snow-capped mountain, and the villagers at the foot of the mountain all raised their heads to look up the mountain in doubt.

"Avalanche?!"

"Is that the sound of a mountain about to collapse? It's really scary. Could it be that a dragon is about to come out?"

"Maybe it's really the birth of a dragon on the snow mountain. You can see the white mist in the sky."

"There is heavy fog all over the place. It seems that you should not go up the mountain these days. It's too dangerous."

"Avalanche! There's an avalanche up there!"

"It's really scary. Fortunately, I didn't go to the mountain today, or I would be buried in the snow, it would be terrible!"

The villagers took the changes on the snow mountain that day as a strange thing that happened one day, and no one paid much attention to it.