be the first to suffer

"Fang Can, my pen fell...it fell on the other side of your desk...can you pick it up for me?" The girl who spoke was one of those who were talking about Shi Yu just now.

The girl and Fang Can's table were separated by an aisle. She was just learning to turn the pen when she suddenly missed it and accidentally threw the pen to Fang Can's seat.

Fang Can's deskmate went to the bathroom, but the girl wanted to pick up the pen by herself, but she dared not let Fang Can get out of the way.

The girl's pleading voice trembled.

She didn't know if Fang Can would talk to her, after all, Fang Can never talked to anyone.

Unexpectedly, Fang Can leaned over and picked up the pen and handed it to the girl.

The girl took the pen in surprise, a blush appeared on the apple muscles of her small face, "Thank you..."

Fang Can didn't respond, but the girl was already very happy in her heart, and she would be scared if the other party responded.

When Shi Yu just started school, he was spotted by the club's basketball team and the school team.

Although Shi Yu likes to play basketball, he doesn't want to participate in any competitions. After turning his hobby into a responsibility, he will lose his initial faith and passion, so Shi Yu joined the club's basketball team, so that he has two classes every week Time to play freestyle basketball.

"Hey, Shi Yu, you boy received a love letter today and received soft hands." Deng Qiang, the president of the club, is now in the third year of high school. He is not as tall as Shi Yu. look at him.

Shi Yu smiled shyly, "What's the matter, are you jealous?"

The captain also laughed, "Really, you are super popular in girls' gossip, and you are more popular than Fang Can in our class back then."

"Fang Can?" Shi Yu was surprised, and quickly asked him, "Are you in the same class as Fang Can?"

"What's the matter, do you know that person?"

If Shi Yu was a freshman in high school and knew about Fang Can, Deng Qiang wouldn't find it strange, but Shi Yu is a boy, so why did he notice Fang Can?

"Well... the former neighbor." Let's count it as a neighbor... Before Fang Can entered high school, the two of them slept in the same bed.

Shi Yu has always cared about Fang Can in his heart, but since Fang Can went to high school, he dare not get close to him, he is afraid that Fang Can will lose his temper.

In fact, Shi Yu just likes to stay with his elder brother Fang Can, and smiles sweetly when he is kissed on the cheek by her.

And Fang Can never only let himself kiss him.

But now everything has changed, Fang Can doesn't let anyone get close to him.

Although Fang Can looks deserted and rarely speaks, even if he speaks softly, he is also very scary when he loses his temper.

He only lost his temper with Shi Yu once, except for Shi Yu, no one knew Fang Can would be like that in private, that was the only time he lost his temper with Shi Yu, because he distanced himself from Shi Yu afterwards.

Fang Can is actually very smart. The more lonely a child tends to have a wider mind than others, he has so many things to say but knows in his heart.

He even knows that homosexuality is a minority in this world, and he also knows that boys should like girls, and girls should like boys.

He also knew that when his puberty was budding, he would react to Shi Yu's unconscious teasing... he would be shy, and his body would be embarrassingly sensitive.

He wanted to leave Shi Yu, he wanted to make himself normal.

He didn't know if running away was the right thing to do, but seeing so many people around Shi Yu who admired Shi Yu, Fang Can was a little shaken, why so many people could like him, but he had to find a way to escape?

Loving someone is actually a very happy thing.

But does he like Shi Yu?As long as he can remember, Shi Yu has been protecting him, and his small shoulders let him rely on it.

But is it called liking if you react to someone?Knowing that others like him, I will listen to and inquire about him very much. Is it just like him?

What about Shi Yu, who will Yu like at that time?

So many people like him, who will Shi Yu choose?

Would he choose such a strange boy as himself?

Since Shi Yu entered the school, Fang Can felt unprecedented tension and unknown expectations. He wanted to meet Shi Yu. He hadn't seen Shi Yu for a long time.

"Damn it! That's amazing bro."

Shi Yu and a group of friends from the club went to dinner together after playing ball. When they came back, they talked about Shi Yu's golf skills, and everyone praised him in unison.

"You boy, the scenery is all over you."

"It's only been a few days since you've been here, and you've got the limelight. Those on the school team can't compare to you. Your skills are so good, so it's a waste to just play fancy ball."

Shi Yu smiled and shook his head, he just wanted a game to let himself go.

"Shi Yu!" A girl shouted behind her.

Several people turned their heads together and saw a red-faced girl standing behind with a bottle of juice.

"Damn it, the schoolgirl from the pre-secondary department of the second year of high school is so pretty." Deng Qiang, as an old senior in the third year of high school, has been spying on the school girl for a long time. When he saw this girl up close, he couldn't help but exclaim.

"..."

Shi Yu didn't ask who the girl was. After all, many people strike up a conversation with him every day, and he doesn't really want to talk to him.

In most cases, maybe Shi Yu is more indifferent than Fang Can.

"Hey, my sister is calling you." Deng Qiang pushed Shi Yu's arm.

"Well, what's the matter?" Shi Yu was a little impatient, but he still tried his best to maintain his demeanor during the interview.

"Shi Yu, I...I..."

Shi Yu felt that the girl in front of him was a little ink-stained, and glanced at the people passing by, and saw Fang Can walking alone on the side of the road.

When Shi Yu saw Fang Can, Fang Can also saw Shi Yu.

"Shi Yu, I like you!" The girl yelled this sentence with her eyes closed, then stuffed the drink into Shi Yu's hand and ran away quickly.

Shi Yu held the drink and looked at the girl who ran away, at a loss.

Fang Can has already walked over.

He's here, will he talk to me?

Shi Yu's heart beat extremely fast.

can you?can you?

Sure enough, Fang Can was still Fang Can, and he walked past Shi Yu without taking his eyes off it.

"Brother Xiaocan!" Shi Yu couldn't help it anymore, turned around and grabbed Fang Can's sleeve.

Fang Can's footsteps paused, and he asked lightly, "What's the matter."

Deng Qiang next to him was stunned...

He always thought Fang Can was dumb.

Deng Qiang had never heard Fang Can's voice before, so he didn't expect it to be so cold...but his tone was cold and full of mystery.

But Fang Can seems to be like this.

Deng Qiang suddenly admired himself a little. Fang Can only said three words, but he actually made up about [-] words in his brain.

"Xiao Can..." Shi Yu took a step forward, looked down at Fang Can, "I went to the same school as you."

"Yeah." Fang Can looked down at the drink in Shi Yu's hand.

Deng Qiang: He talked again, he talked again...

"I..." Shi Yu felt cramped in a rare way, and said something so as not to scare Fang Can, "That...you don't live on campus..."

"No."

Deng Qiang: He talked again, he talked again...

Shi Yu's hand hurt a little... because he was holding the drink that his senior sister gave him, and he always felt that Fang Can's eyes were like knives, and he wanted to chop off his hand.

"Long time no see... let's go back together after school tonight, we'll drop by..." Shi Yu said intermittently.

My palms were sweating.

Fang Can said, "I'm late after school."

Deng Qiang: He talked again, he talked again...

"It's okay, I'll wait for you! I'll wait for you at the door of the stairs." Shi Yu said, and gave Deng Qiang the drink in his hand.

Deng Qiang was puzzled, "Why do you give it to me, this beauty gave it to you."