【Shinkoma】Love called hope

"The Fourteenth Branch of the Future Agency, Makoto Sapling."

"Ah, is he coming to headquarters?"

"You can't let him know about it. After all, he can't just disappear like Hinata Chuang."

Komaeda has been walking around a lot in the past two days, and his steps are rubbing against the floor, showing restlessness.

Sure enough, he woke up again...

Kamito opened his eyes, lifted the quilt and walked down, his steps were silent until he got behind Komaeda.Komaeda sat at the dining table, poured himself a glass of water, and stared straight ahead in a daze. It was cold at night, and he was wearing slippers but no socks. He pulled his feet out of the slippers and stepped on the chair.

"doing what?"

Komaeda shivered slightly, his back was stiff and he didn't turn his head: "It's nothing, I just couldn't sleep."

Kamito frowned. After observing for the past few days, he only found that Komaeda's physical condition was getting worse and worse, and his diet and sleep were not going well.But considering other physiological reactions and self-rejection in his own heart, he can't be forced to eat or sleep. Anyway, Komaeda is obedient, and he has never confronted God in the face.

God seat will naturally feel that this is his compromise, after all, enough time has passed.

He picked up Komaeda, went back to the room and covered him with a quilt, sitting alone at night Komaeda was very cold, but Kamito still hugged him until he warmed up.Kamito knew for himself that he never saw Komaeda as anything else, he just treated him as a spouse.

A person who wants to walk together to the end of life.

But Komaeda, he would think so too.

Shen Zuo thought, watching the other party gradually fall asleep in his arms, and gradually caressing the other party's stomach.

It's amazing that there is actually a new life there...

But Komaeda's situation was worse than imagined, it's better to say that when he got up in the morning, he always leaned on the seat of God, and his whole body was so weak that he only had the strength to breathe.

Vaguely, Komaeda heard two words vaguely said by Kamito, "Go to the future agency" or something...

Ah, is it finally going to pass?

That would be great.

Komaeda tried to cheer himself up, but he also knew his current physical condition, resting and eating were all suppressed by him deliberately, and Kazuru couldn't do anything about him now.

With all the equipment related to the future agency, it is reasonable for the seat of God to go there.

So all of this is within Komaeda's plan, and it is developing step by step towards the place he wants.

"Hey, are the relevant medicines ready? Mr. Shen Zuo will come over immediately." The doctor of the medical team asked the nurse. He glanced at the medicine trolley, frowned and said, "Why did you pick out all these medicines?" , Mr. Shen Zuo wants to make it himself, or do you think he can't even make the medicine well? Do you still need to do it?"

The nurse quickly apologized: "Yes, I'm sorry."

The doctor waved his hand: "Forget it, put everything back quickly. You must know that this matter should not be underestimated, after all, that guy is taken seriously now."

"Yes! Yes!" The nurse hurriedly sent the cart to and from the pharmacy.

The seat of God is coming soon, so hurry up.Thinking of this, the nurse couldn't help but quicken her pace, and finally collided with another medicine cart when walking around the corner.

"Hold... sorry... ah!" Some of the medicine bottles on the upper layer were damaged, and they also polluted the labels of most of the other medicine bottles.The doctor who collided with her was wearing a mask and said apologetically, "It's okay, go back now!"

The nurse glanced at him gratefully: "Yes!"

Back in the pharmacy, the nurse dumped the medicine that was in good condition but with a defaced label into other bottles, which should have been reconstituted!But now time is too late, nothing else is important compared to the upcoming God's Throne!The nurse's hands were shaking nervously, and the doctor handed him a new empty bottle when he picked up one of the bottles—

"Give."

"Ah, thank you!"

After pouring the medicine, the nurse who finished the treatment was anxiously busy, and put the glucose poured just now in the medicine cabinet.When he turned around with a sigh of relief, the doctor had disappeared.

"Ha..." Komaeda took off his mask, and threw away the stolen white coat.

Wearing a disinfectant suit, he walked back with great difficulty, leaning against the wall. The god seat was called by the upper echelons of the future agency and would return to the medical room soon... and it was too late to go back now, only...

"cough."

Kamito heard this cough when he left the door of the conference room. He frowned and looked to the right. Komaeda was standing against the wall with a pale face and was waving at him: "Ah, is it finally over? Cough cough."

"What's going on." He stepped forward and held his hand, "Didn't I tell you to stay in the medical room?"

"Actually, I was led to change into a disinfectant suit. When I came back, I thought I'd pass by the meeting room, and I happened to be waiting for you here." Although I did some other things in the middle, it's not important... in the medicine cabinet. Among the piles of glucose...will the lucky one be chosen?

Komaeda coughed twice, saying that he didn't like the smell of disinfectant, and it was everywhere here.

Perhaps seeing that his complexion was really not good, God Zuo immediately took him back to the medical room.When Komaeda was picked up, he still smiled and said: "Kamizuru-kun's romance is learned from writing, but I'm not a girl."

"Ah, you don't need to be so gentle with someone like me..."

"Anyway..."

"Shut up." Shenzuo looked down at him.

Oh, those eyes are really intimidating... scary...

"Hey, am I going to be surrounded by various instruments for inspection again today?" The instruments of the future agency look advanced and strange.

God seat: "It depends on the situation."

When he arrived, the nurse lifted the curtain of the medical room, and the seat of God put him on the bed: "Lie down here, I will go to the medicine room."

Just about to turn around, Komaeda grabbed his arm: "It's not a big problem, it's just a lack of nutrition. One glucose is enough."

"this is not……"

"Hey, don't go yet."

Komaeda's face was as pale as the sheets in the room, Kazuru thought for a while and walked over to give something to the nurse, Komaeda saw the nurse walk out and Kazuru sat beside him.

Ah, it's not a nurse just now.

really……

I am still blessed by luck.

When the needle pierced the skin, Komaeda looked sideways at the one of the many medicine bottles, and smiled from the bottom of his heart.

what……

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

It's really a joyful pain, it is gradually churning from under the belly and then slowly climbing up the lungs and permeating the whole body, it is really painful, but if this is the case, there will be hope, right?Hyuga-kun, Hyuga-kun...

And what do you think about [killing] this child's God seat with your own hands...

I really want to see your expression when you turn around, it must be wonderful...

If then, I still...

Komaeda still fainted from the pain, and when Kamizuo prepared the medicine and turned around, what he saw was blood soaked through the bed sheet.

Gradually fainted from Komaeda's lower body.

what……

what is this……

Shenzuo's mind was frighteningly clear at the moment, but he was also confused and didn't know what to do.He stared at Komaeda's face, and the unconscious Komaeda Nagito was so quiet that it was unbelievable.It's unbelievable... The anger, jealousy, loss, sadness, etc., that came from the bottom of God's seat at that moment wrapped him up with too many emotions that he hadn't really experienced.

It was a net carefully laid out by Komaeda for him...

That, super high school level lucky Komaeda Nagito.

"Ah!" The nurse who came in was so frightened by the scene in front of him that he dropped the plate in his hand.At that moment, she had no doubt that the terrifying man in front of her would bloodbath the entire future institution.Until Kazuru said: "Prepare for first aid." When Kazuru said this, he injected the medicinal liquid into Komaeda's vein without stopping.

"Go!" Sensing the nurse who was still in a daze, Shenzuo's tone this time had already begun to turn bad.

"Yes!"

"Prepare the first emergency room!"

"Let all the medical staff come over!"

"Quickly push the hospital bed into the first emergency room, ready for surgery!"

"Start first aid."

That child, when he knew his existence, Kazuru even thought about his appearance, would he be like Komaeda when he was a child, small, young and innocent, would leave the clarity in his eyes unreservedly to Own.He would be held in Komaeda's arms, stretch out his arms and reach out to him, with a smile on his face.

He also stretched out his hand.

Then he watched helplessly as the little figure disappeared without a trace.

Wearing a mask, the seat of God covered most of his expression, and also concealed his loss.

That has never shown in the eyes, the huge disappointment in the heart.

He was the one who gave the first aid. Of course he knew that he didn't keep the child. He seemed to be that close?Maybe it's an illusion... If it's only that small...

"This symptom...is it dehydration?"

"how come……"

He heard all the words of the other doctors during the first aid process, and now that Komaeda is out of danger, Kamito handed over the finishing work to the other doctors and returned to the medical room step by step.He picked up the bottle of "glucose" and brought it to the pharmacy on its behalf.

Sure enough, it's furosemide injection...

Ah……

Was it me, was it me who sent this child away with my own hands...

Nagito Komaeda.

"This kind of thing, how can it be like this!"

"This behavior of the future agency is completely reckless, and for Hinata-kun, this behavior is tantamount to murder."

"The power of despair has finally disappeared. Are you going to create new despair now!"

Ah, as expected of the sapling Makoto who defeated Enoshima Dunko back then.

It is easy to smash the kindness and righteousness pretended by the top management of the headquarters.

Komaeda exchanged misfortune for luck.

has arrived.

"So it's really ridiculous to say this kind of thing. As a friend of Hinata-kun, I can never allow this kind of thing to happen!" After verbally receiving permission from the headquarters that could not be refuted, Sapling immediately led the members of the [-]th branch to prepare to go Go to the medical room where Komaeda is.

Wuqie stopped him: "Wait a minute, Mr. Miaomu."

"Kuichi-san, what's wrong?"

"No, what I mean is that the people at the headquarters promised so simply that they were sure that the god seat would not let people go easily, so if we insist on doing it, it won't work. After all, this is the headquarters, not the fourteenth branch."

"That Wuqiesang means..."

"In another name, use the title of the headquarters to send him away directly."

"You, who are you?" The nurse was hanging up the drip bottle when he saw several medical staff push the door and enter.

"According to Komaeda Nagito's current situation, the headquarters transferred him to the [-]th branch."

"what?"

One of those people covered the nurse's mouth, and the others pushed Komaeda's hospital bed out together.

"Wait! Wait! Where are you going!" The nurse yelled in a hurry as soon as she was let go, rang the alarm on the bedside and ran out to find that those people had already entered the elevator, which was constantly climbing upwards.

"They're on the top floor!"

Kirikiri dropped the mask, lifted the quilt, grabbed Komaeda's wrist, and pulled out the infusion tube.In a coma, Komaeda's face was pale, and he seemed to be grunting because of the pain.Asahina, who came to help from the side, quickly picked up Komaeda, and Naegi held the needle eye on the back of his hand to stop the bleeding.

"Go to the roof right now!" The helicopter belonging to the 34th and [-]th branch was waiting there.

"Hey, is this person really okay? He looks weak." Asahina said.

Wuqie: "We can only hope that he can hold on, before reaching the Fourteenth branch."

Seedling: "It's only been a few months, what happened here..."

"Who knows—" Wu Qie suddenly felt a shiver, and hurriedly shouted to them: "Go!"

Almost at the moment when the helicopter took off, the three of them saw Shen Zuo standing on the roof, looking at them.

A month later-

Komaeda is also sitting peacefully today on the bench downstairs of the building belonging to the [-]th Branch. This is where the staff members of the [-]th Branch live exclusively. Fortunately for Komaeda, he happened to be placed in an empty building , He is the only one in the whole building.This is really lucky, the plan a month ago was exchanged for such a life, it seems that it is not a loss...

But Hinata-kun...

Could it be that this misfortune wasn't big enough?Or... Hinata-kun doesn't want to see me anymore.

"Ah, Komaeda-san!"

Komaeda raised his head when he heard the sound, and saw Sapling walking from the green belt with a bento in his hand.This is the hope that brought him here. Although it does not match the purpose of Komaeda's wish, it is also a hope to some extent.In particular, the range of free activities that Miaomu had won for himself in the [-]th branch was already the greatest relaxation.

"Today, Wuqie-san originally wanted to come to see you, but unfortunately the [-]th branch really has too many things to get away... But now it's all about rebuilding and revitalizing, and with their abilities, they can definitely handle it."

Sapling handed the bento to Komaeda, and then took out the chopsticks from the bag: "But she asked me to convey one thing, that is, if Komaeda-kun wants to leave, the headquarters will relax the control over the [-]th branch in a few months. Put pressure, then we will consciously declare to the headquarters that we have let you go."

"Haha, are you leaving? Well, if I really want to leave, I really can't bear it." Komaeda said with a half-truth and half-fake smile: "And I don't know if I can live until then."

"Eh?"

"Haha, after all, this month has been so calm and the sea hasn't moved at all. It's really...a little panic..."

Sapling: "Well, this is the area under the jurisdiction of the [-]th branch after all, and people from the headquarters can't interfere at will without special circumstances."

"Yeah, that's right. If it's convenient, I'd like to ask Naegi-kun a favor."

The wind blew over, and the rustling sound made the atmosphere too quiet. Komaeda lowered his head and put the bento on his lap. When he lowered his eyes, he looked a little docile, not like the rumored Komaeda Nagito.In fact, Naegi had only heard of this senior from other people before, but...

"Please tell me, I will do my best to help."

"Haha, it's not a particularly dangerous thing, but it's quite important..." Komaeda bit his chopsticks and muttered to himself, "If it's for me..."

Sapling immediately became nervous: "Hey, is it a particularly important errand? For Komaeda-san." That must not be messed up, although I have been shrouded in misfortune.

"Hmm... that's... I don't know if Ms. Sapling knows where I lived on the island before. It's actually there. There are diaries from the years I was on the island."

"If it's convenient, I hope Mr. Sapling can bring it to me."

"Ah, no problem." Naegi agreed, he raised his wrist to check the time, it was still early before the end of the lunch break: "If Komaeda-san wants to leave, where will he go?"

"Yeah, where are we going?" Komaeda smiled, and lowered his head to cover the bento: "But the premise is that I haven't been arrested before that. If I'm arrested this time, I might be dissected."

"What, what!?"

"Haha, I'm just kidding." Komaeda returned the untouched mouthful of bento to sapling.Seedling took it and asked worriedly: "Is your appetite not good today?"

He shook his head, and when he was about to say something, he was interrupted by the ringing of his mobile phone. Naegi had to apologize and then walked to the distance. He couldn't hear anything clearly from Komaeda's side. The wind was so loud that people's words were blown away .But Komaeda already had a premonition in his heart, just like the uneasiness of tossing and turning these nights.

The sound of her heartbeat rang in her ears, and her breathing was as clear as if it wasn't coming from her chest.

Sure enough, after hanging up the phone, Naegi rushed over to say goodbye, and left the bento before leaving—probably hoping that Komaeda could eat a little bit after his appetite improved.Komaeda smiled and waved to Naegi, thinking of something like "Ah, Naegi-kun is hope", but the expression on his face quickly dimmed.

Sure enough, is he here...

"Why did God seat come over suddenly, and..."

And brought a large number of troops.

When the seedlings arrived at Haikou, Kirigiri had been waiting there for a long time, and so did the others. Jugami took off his glasses and wiped them and said, "Needless to say, the target is already clear—it must be Nagito Komaeda."

"But, but why! Komaeda-san should not be that important to the seat of God, and the headquarters will not let him go to such an extent because of this!" How could it be, because of this, let the seat of God bring the battleship army over , as if to point artillery fire at the Fourteenth Branch.

"That's not necessarily true."

"Wuqie-san..."

Facing the wind, Wukiri tied his hair up: "Although the outflow of the God seat seems to be working for the future agency, his ability poses a potential threat to the future agency... no, even the whole world." So the future agency He will not easily refute the decision of the god, not to mention how rare a mother Komaeda Nagito is, even for the sake of the blood of the god, it seems that it is worth turning a blind eye to the willfulness of the god.

"It's really, ridiculous." Ten God put on his glasses and pushed the frame: "There is no other way, now we have to inform the god seat of the plan in advance that Komaeda Nagito has escaped. I hope they move fast enough to step on the seat of the gods." Send Komaeda off when you go to this area."

Seedling: "Send it away?"

Wuqie nodded: "Yes, when you left one second ago, our people will..."

"Ah, you are indeed here." A voice came from not far behind.

"What!" Kirikiri immediately turned around and what he saw in his vision was Komaeda standing outside the cordon, waving at them, and was about to enter regardless of the obstruction.

Ten gods: "This idiot! Tsk! Where is the fleet of God's outflow now!" He asked the staff on the side.

"Less than fifty nautical miles away!"

Kiritaki stepped forward to block Komaeda's way: "Do you know what you are doing now, Komaeda-san."

"I know, in fact, if you exchange your misfortune for the luck of my escape forever, it seems that this is not bad. But, I guess I have stayed with that idiot Hinata for a long time, and now I feel that if I trade scum like me for That's a great hope for the entire Fourteen Branches."

Shishen: "Don't get me wrong, even if the [-]th branch refuses to obey orders, at most they will be sent to the headquarters for interrogation. As for the seat of God, he will not be so reckless as to open fire directly."

"I know it." He raised his eyes and saw that the fleet of God Throne had already appeared in his field of vision. "But, sure enough, I should create this kind of hope."

Finally, he looked at the seedling who listened silently to the side: "Mr. seedling, I asked you to do it earlier. I hope you don't forget."

"...Komaeda-san, as expected, I can't understand."

Even though Hinata-san has heard countless descriptions of you, but as expected, I still can't understand what you are thinking in your heart at this moment...

The ship finally landed.

The person above walked down, graceful and charming like a poem in the mouth of a girl.

Komaeda has never been afraid of death, he longs for the luck that this misfortune brings.

It was as if he had seen his fate through the eyes of the god seat.

How hopeless...this world...

But full of new hope.

"Goodbye, gentlemen." Komaeda stood at the front and turned his head, staring at Sapling with deep eyes: "And you, Sapling-kun."

"Goodbye."