[Xunsi] Light and Darkness and Blood

Obviously Xun just turned around simply, but the action of looking back and chuckling for less than a second was deeply engraved in the depths of the boy's mind, Xun, so beautiful, like walking out of a comic Just like the people in the world, no matter how simple the collocation is, there is always an aura that is hard to ignore.However, this is the kind of person who is willing to get close to him, to spend his birthday with him, willing to wait for him in such a bad summer that is hot enough to burn people. Wave after wave of the messy plots that have been seen poured out and impacted the boy's brain.I want to run, I want to get closer, but the distance of more than ten meters seems to Shinji to be extended by tens of meters, an annoying distance.Before the brain made any action, the boy was already walking forward spontaneously, at an increasingly faster speed.

"Shinji!" Seeing the young man staggering and almost falling, Kaoru instantly shortened the gap between the two of them. What touched the cold skin was the warm body temperature of the young man, which was different from the scorching heat of the sun, very warm.It is obviously the body temperature unique to every human being, but only the young man in front of him is special. Kaoru can clearly feel that no matter how many human beings are stacked together, it cannot compare to this obviously cowardly, evasive but occasionally like this The teenager who made unexplainable impulsive actions in front of him.Kaoru is undoubtedly very happy with this obvious concern and eagerness to get closer. You can...be more honest with yourself, Shinji.

"Xun, I..." Standing firm, Shinji raised his eyes and met a pair of warm red pupils. The bloody and enchanting pupils seem to be able to absorb the soul of people, but the emotion-color inside them makes people feel instantly Shinji was dumbfounded, and Shinji couldn't extricate himself from being addicted to the existence of too many emotions that puzzled the young man.The uncontrollable emotions hit the boy's brain again and again, and the heartbeat was so fast that Shinji was speechless. The words that were about to blurt out lingered on his lips, but were controlled by the last trace of reason, "I, I... Kaoru, Have you been waiting for a long time?" The momentary courage collectively collapsed, Shinji blinked his eyes and lowered his head, like a very frustrated little animal.It can't be said...it's good to keep it as it is now, the young man thought to himself.

"I haven't waited long," Kaoru who waited patiently for the second half of Shinji's sentence rubbed the boy's drooping head. Sure enough...is it too difficult?Xun has also thought about whether he should take the initiative to attack, but after much deliberation, it can't overcome the extremely strong selfish desire for the other party to take the initiative to walk towards him. Only this little guy who actively chooses to approach him can break everything about him retreat.The blood clan is both elegant and extremely selfish, "So where does Shinji want to go today?"

The soft voice didn't reveal the slightest bit of weirdness, and the actions that I couldn't explain before seemed to be acquiesced by Kaoru.Feeling the gentle caress of his hair, Shinji raised his eyes. After a short period of anticipation, the boy's eyes flickered and he said in a low voice, "Kun... where does Kaoru want to go?" It would be better to go there to play without checking. Now, Shinji's expression can't be described as annoyed.

"Today's birthday is once a year, no matter where Shinji wants to go," Kaoru paused, and looked at the embarrassed boy with a smile on his eyes, "I will always be with you." You know, he only prepared for the night For a while, Xun really didn't know where to take the boy.

"I will always be with you."

His cheeks were slightly flushed, and Shinji couldn't control himself thinking about it, just like those nympho girls... He knew he shouldn't think like this, but he couldn't control it anymore.Anyway, anyway, Kaoru...couldn't hear it again.With a blushing face, the young man realized that they had been standing under the scorching sun for a while, racking his brains to think where to go.The place I want to go... myself, the place I want to go, the waves rushing towards my face, I fell into the water again and splashed beautiful waves, the smell of the tide filled the boy's nose, "Ocean, water, aquarium, I want to go to the ocean aquarium."

Pulling out the tissue that he carried with him, he gently wiped away the sweat that had flowed down the temples of the boy, but before he could finish, Shinji dodged slightly.

The young man lowered his head, and his voice as thin as a mosquito was shy, "I, I can do it by myself." Although there was no one around, Shinji couldn't help being shy... After all, he was also in public.

"Okay~" With a chuckle, Kaoru took the boy's warm hand, and the cool hand held the boy's soft and warm fingertips. The two temperatures were intertwined, reaching a perfect balance.

Quietly holding the other's cool hand, Shinji couldn't help leaning against Kaoru's side.The colder body temperature of the other party relieved the heat on the boy's body. Although it was a little unkind, Shinji couldn't help but think: This way, it's like complementing each other.Relying on each other, the brows were relaxed, and the boy followed Kaoru's footsteps and left the meeting place.

"That's right." Kaoru stabilized his pace, and suddenly turned his head, which made Shinji, who was caught off guard, startled. The infatuation in his eyes was instantly exposed in the other party's sight. Boy...but if that's the case, I'll never see such an energetic Shinji again.

"What... what?" He stammered, as if he was afraid that the little secret in his heart would be discovered, the boy couldn't help holding his breath and asked in a daze.

He didn't break through the boy's poor disguise, but just gently kneaded the opponent's palm. Kaoru saw that the boy's head drooped quickly because of his actions, and his black hair was swaying slightly with the breeze caused by the waves. It looks like a small animal with drooping ears, "Let my little birthday star lead the way~"

"My" head played these two words over and over again, and the boy couldn't lift his head up more and more.

Tightly holding the other hand holding his own, which always had a cool temperature, Shinji nodded slightly.It's not just an aquarium with only one person, with downcast eyes, there is a faint smile on the boy's face.

"Does Shinji really like the sea?"

"The sea is very beautiful," the young man said in a soft voice, grabbing Kaoru's hand but unknowingly exerting more force, as if he was deeply afraid that if he was not careful, he would let go and never find it again. Boundless yet connected to the sky, if there is no sea level...it is like reaching the sky directly." Freedom, unrestrained, you can do whatever you want like that, and you can throw away all your troubles.The blue is pure and the blue is deep, rather than liking it, it is better to say yearning. Shinji involuntarily raised his eyes and turned his head to look at Kaoru on the right. Those red and enchanting eyes became more and more attractive under the strong light. Soul, what was reflected in those eyes was all himself... The sudden satisfaction instantly filled the young boy's heart that was jumping with joy.It doesn't matter where I go, I just want to be with Kaoru.

free...?Looking at the young man who suddenly kept silent and just watched him mechanically move forward while being in a daze, and let him lead him away dully and passively, Kaoru's expression and voice had already begun to soften unconsciously, "You If you like, I will accompany you to see the sea every day, every year, no matter what time. As long as you need, Shinji." Although it was just a promise that came out of the mouth, Kaoru said it very seriously.

As long as I need... As long as I need, too ambiguous words always create false reminders for Shinji, and the alarm in his mind reminds him over and over again, but the young man indulges himself in these ambiguities, not because he doesn't want to save himself, but because he has already Being trapped in it, he couldn't save himself, even if there was an abyss in front of him, Shinji pretended to turn a blind eye, allowing himself to sink deeper and deeper into the tenderness of the other party.

From the polar region, the ocean, the deep sea to the special exhibition area, etc., Shinji became more and more relaxed from the restraint at the beginning; penguins and baby seals, although separated by a thick layer of glass, still surprised Shinji. The feeling is completely different, and the visual impact witnessed is far more shocking than that seen in magazines.

Looking at Shinji who was looking around in the aquarium like a child, Kaoru’s eyes never left the boy from the beginning to the end. The dull Shinji is easy to make himself feel bad, but Shinji who will show various expressions like now It also made me want to protect him, but I was reluctant...not willing to hurt him.

"Korao!" The shark's shadow quickly swam through the semi-circular transparent glass above, really startling Shinji, and the conditioned reflex was to retreat to Kaoru's side.Hearing the chuckling voices of other girls around him, Shinji realized that he had overreacted. The bewildered boy lowered his head like a child who made a mistake, pursed his lips... and was ashamed again.

"It won't fall." Ignoring those laughter and unpleasant gazes, Kaoru patted the boy's shoulder lightly for comfort, then took the boy's hand and clasped it in his palm very naturally, "Come on, together Walk."

Seeing the strange, mocking, and even nasty looks from the people around him, Shinji flinched unconsciously and wanted to pull out his right hand, which was tightly held by the other party, but he didn't expect that Kaoru didn't pull it away for him at all. The opportunity of the hand instead pulled hard, Shinji fell into the opponent's arms before he could stand still, "Shinji, don't pay attention to them."

The soft whisper echoed in the ear, and before Shinji had time to react, he had already left Kaoru's arms, and the feeling of being tightly clasped in Kaoru's palm was so clear, like a child who just learned to walk, Shinji Step by step, he followed behind Kaoru towards the exit of the aisle... In the long aisle, only Kaoru's back was so clear, and the strength of holding his palm was strong and undeniable. The brain no longer has the shadows of other sea creatures, all of them are the backs of Kaoru.

I like it... I like it so much, even if I don't say it, the frequency of my heartbeat tells Shinji all the time what kind of feelings he has for Kaoru Nagisa.Even if you don't say it, even if you're buried...I still want to walk by the other party's side.

Chapter 24 The earth-colored square-shaped stones connected to the two ends of the thickened glass are stacked together in an irregular manner. Water plants of different heights protrude from the bottom of the stone. The dark green grass leaves Floating in the water, look again, the scattered stones at the bottom of the water are combined with the lonely ink-colored grass leaves, and it’s not just who designed and placed a fallen humanoid skeleton. Just looking at the scene layout is a bit intrusive.

Shinji involuntarily took a step towards the outer circle, probably frightened by the scene that would appear in the aquarium, the hand that was holding Kaoru was kneading unconsciously, even the boy himself didn't notice it.

Glancing at Shinji, who was clearly retreating but pursed his lips and pretended to be nonchalant, Kaoru smiled slightly before letting go of the young man's grip on his hand, only to find that the other party raised his eyes as if he was suddenly uneasy.The slightly frowned eyebrows and restless eyes seemed to express something, and the conditioned reflex wanted to fight back and grabbed his own hand, but was forcibly restrained and put it on the hem of the clothes, kneading the edge of the fabric, Shinji's voice was soft even though But it's still not difficult to hear a trace of panic in it, "Let's... go to the next area quickly?"

"Don't be afraid." With an intimate gesture, Kaoru directly and forcefully wrapped the boy's waist into his arms, and Kaoru brought Shinji closer to the thick glass layer.

Shinji, who was used to Kaoru's sudden approach, was still stunned, and even the hand that was holding the edge of the clothes also stopped rubbing the fabric as if he was dull.The voice coming from my ear was more like magical power, but it was just three simple words. The fear and retreat in my heart seemed to be scattered immediately, and it could not be regarded as a very broad chest clinging to my chest. My back miraculously brought me a very reassuring feeling.For a moment, Shinji completely forgot about the extremely eerie scene, until the wrist of his right hand was encircled by the cool body temperature, and the whisper from his ear made Shinji blush. He rubbed his face, the numbness made Shinji tremble uncontrollably, and his calm and powerful heartbeat began to accelerate slightly again.

"What are you thinking about?" With a low tone, she approached the young man's ear and whispered, Kaoru lightly lifted the young man's wrist and pasted the thick layer of transparent glass, watching the young man seem to shrink back into his little tortoise shell in an instant Xun looked shy in silence and quickly changed the subject with a chuckle, "Look, they are still very beautiful." Apart from the name, as an ornamental fish, they are indeed quite beautiful.

Under the faint orange warm light, the bodies of several fish in the glass pool look a little transparent. The fish with obvious red mark on the chin is grinning, with red eyes and thin and sharp teeth exposed outside. Obviously they are just a few fish, but it feels like they are showing very cruel expressions, staring fiercely at the humans who are looking at them through the thick glass.

Looking up at the piranhas in the pool, Shinji still couldn't help but take back his hand that was sticking to the glass and took a small step back, but he couldn't back down and stuck closer to Kaoru's chest.

"It's okay, as long as you don't put your hands into the water, there will be no accidents." A lady in charge of introduction who was only standing in this area quickly introduced with a smile, "These fish are currently artificially Domesticated, not too aggressive. As an ornamental fish in South America, the designer designed different scenes for different types of piranha species. This is just a category of piranhas. There are two special platforms that also display piranha fish species, if you are interested, you can go and have a look." In a sense, as an ornamental fish, piranhas are not bad, but every time you see tourists I ran past my booth like a snake and scorpion... I still felt an indescribable feeling of depression in my heart. It was rare that a few tourists were willing to come and see it, and the introducer lady naturally liked it very much.

"Really?" Although Shinji said so, he still didn't quite believe it. The boy couldn't help turning his head to look at Kaoru who was standing behind him, "How about going to the next exhibition?" Although the retreat dissipated But Shinji still can't like this kind of fish... The boy's little head can't figure out why the aquarium has to arrange the scene in such a scary way?

Rubbing the young man's short fluffy hair, the faint lemon fragrance broke into the tip of his nose, Kaoru naturally loosened his hand around the young man's waist and held him, "Okay, where does Shinji want to go?"

"Does Kaoru like piranhas?" Looking at the profile of the boy walking beside him, Shinji asked curiously.Although it's not ugly, it looks very cruel. Kaoru likes fish like this?

"I don't like it very much." Especially the way they eat, there is no elegance or beauty to speak of, no matter how much time we spend with such creatures, Kaoru will never like them.Not killing this race completely depends on the kindness of the biological species. After all, they are also a link in the food chain. In order not to break this potential law of survival, their existence is also necessary.

"That?"

Looking at the young man frowning in distress like a child seeking knowledge who has encountered an unsolved problem, as if thinking about how to ask for knowledge, Kaoru couldn't help but tugged at the young man's soft and fluffy short hair for a while, and stopped moving between his hands He scratched Shinji's nose very affectionately, "As an ornamental fish species, I think they are quite good." You should like it, but Kaoru didn't say the second half of the sentence, who knows how to design the scene Do people have to put piranhas and human skeletons together?

"Kun, do you like beautiful things?" Shinji asked tentatively, and Shinji carefully observed Kaoru's expression.Does Kaoru like people with good looks?The shadow of the girl in the red dress flashed in his mind, and Shinji tried his best to shake his head to squeeze the other's shadow out of his mind, with a slightly disappointed expression.

"Everyone's aesthetics are different, Shinji." Smiling at the boy's tentative inquiry to him, Kaoru couldn't help pinching the other's palm, "It's like some people like mountains, but Some people just like running water."

"Is that so." Secretly raised his eyes to see Kaoru's expression, Shinji still didn't have the courage to continue asking.

"We're almost at the exit." Kaoru pointed to the gate not far away.

A large poster drawn purely by hand was pasted on the signboard, and groups of boys and girls gathered under the poster to take pictures.

Subconsciously tugged Kaoru's hand, but Shinji's eyes were unblinkingly looking at the group of people who were taking pictures.

"Let's go take pictures too."

"Huh?" Obviously he was passively being led forward forcefully, but Shinji's expression softened and relaxed, looking at his right hand that was firmly held by the other party, the boy also followed him back and held the other party forcefully. of.

"Ah—there are too many people," Shinji couldn't help but take a small step back when he saw the bustling crowd under the poster, but quickly ran into other people.

"Sorry." Huh?Shinji blinked his eyes when he clearly touched the opponent but didn't directly connect to his consciousness.

"Why don't you walk around and look?"

"Your feet are trampled on. If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have worn sandals!"

"Forget it, he also apologized, so I won't bother with the kids anymore."

"Are you injured?" Looking at the young man who was caught in his own thoughts and started to blank his head in a daze, Kaoru checked the other party's naked skin up and down. There was no bloody smell, and it might be bruises. "Where is it?" Does it hurt?"

"No...not at all." Looking at Kaoru who seemed to be more nervous than himself checking whether there was any injury on his body, Shinji couldn't help being happy, but at the same time, a faint sourness always lingered on him unwillingly. .Would Kaoru be as nervous as now when facing other people?

People who are too gentle can also easily hurt others, but even if they will be hurt unconsciously, Shinji is willing to indulge in the tenderness bestowed by the other party.

"Really not injured?" Looking seriously at Shinji's eyes, the hints given in the gray-blue pupils began to become chaotic again.Why, do you always suddenly... seem to be swallowed up by sadness?Feeling distressed, he took the boy into his arms and patted the other person's back comfortingly. Xun sighed, "If you feel uncomfortable, tell me, don't hold back, do you know?"

The bursts of sweetness rushed to the chest along with the bitterness that I couldn't ask for. My heart hurts and I feel uncomfortable, but it's also very sweet. Can you tell Xun?The unspeakable words become more and more difficult to say with the passage of time, and the youthful feelings can only become more bitter with the passage of time, bitter and sweet, just like poppies, which cannot be given up, but are hard to find.

"Okay." Shinji nodded, swallowing all his messy thoughts.