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"Chen Muhan!" Father Xia shouted angrily because of his heartache, and Chen Muhan also heard the sound of falling.The person had already reached the bathroom, and Chen Muhan was holding the doorknob. Although she wanted to turn back, she held back.Didn't hear the sound, Chen Muhan guessed that Xia Weiyang probably fell a little dazed or... fainted.After Chen Muhan took a few breaths, "Uncle, take Xia Weiyang back, I won't take the initiative to find her again, if you have a way, don't let her come back here."

"Why? Teacher Mu is her teacher, and she still wants to learn painting." Father Xia looked unreasonable at the moment.

"Okay, then before you come back again, I will leave. The premise is that you can make her live better without me."

All in a fit of anger, Mu Zihe came out to smooth things over, "You guys are all people who love Xia Weiyang, does it make sense to hurt each other? Weiyang is dizzy, why don't you hold her for inspection?"

"If possible, I will take Weiyang District directly for rehabilitation treatment." After Xia's father finished speaking, he carried Xia Weiyang and left. Before leaving, he said: "The painting class may be interrupted for a while." Mu Zihe waved his hand, and Chen Muhan went directly After going to the bathroom, she didn't come out until late at night, her eyes were so swollen that she couldn't see.

"Why did you stop talking about it?" Mu Zihe ate and drank, and pulled him over. Chen Muhan neither ate nor spoke.Mu Zihe sighed again and again, "Xia Weiyang bumped into her head, maybe, this time, what will make her think, you should be mentally prepared."

There is nothing to prepare for, if Father Xia really takes Xia Weiyang for rehabilitation, there will be two outcomes: one is that Xia Weiyang regains her memory and hates her, the other is that she completely forgets her and she leaves.Haha, that's great, finally I don't have to lie anymore, if Xia Weiyang comes back again and asks her anything, she can admit it, and I don't have to lie to you anymore, scumbag, but, I don't know, do I still have a chance tell you.

Chen Muhan didn't go to class anymore, as if he had given up on himself.Mu Zihe didn't force her either, knowing that she didn't have that kind of thought at all.Chen Muhan draws in her room every day, all of them are Xia Weiyang, starting from Xia Weiyang in her memory.

When you are tired of drawing, write, write out everything she wants to say to Xia Weiyang, and when you are tired, sit in front of the camera in the room and talk to Xia Weiyang, "Hey, scumbag, it's me again, don't you hate me? ? Don’t want to see me, but I show up again.”

Tears always fall down inadvertently. Chen Muhan raised her head, and the tears could not be emptied. She turned around and turned her back to the camera, "Zhazha, you have been home for a week, and there is no news. Have you recovered? Is the treatment going well? Have you completely forgotten about me?"

Chen Muhan searched the Internet, but I don't know if it is accurate, but it is said that this kind of treatment is more inclined to psychological treatment, see how the doctor guides, if you work hard in the direction of forgetting her, it is actually possible to achieve it.

If there is a choice, Chen Muhan knows that the Xia family will definitely choose to make Xia Weiyang forget herself.

"It's good to forget me. You will meet more and better people. You won't hurt you in the name of loving you like me. Even if I love you, I'm not qualified to hurt you. I'm a rotten person and I don't deserve it." get your love."

"Don't worry, when you forget it completely, I will go to a place where I will never see you again. I know I can't help it now, and I still want to see you, but I will really work hard, and you will give it to me." I have a little time, I will not take the initiative to approach you again, do you agree?"

"Don't say yes, just reject me, slag, I love you, what should I do?" Chen Muhan couldn't even bear to lose her memory, she had already lost Xia Weiyang, and she couldn't let her memory disappear.

Maybe it was because he minded that Mu Zihe accepted Chen Muhan as a student, but he didn't tell him, Xia's father didn't tell Mu Zihe about Xia Weiyang's situation, and Mu Zihe was also very knowledgeable, so he didn't ask again.But seeing that Chen Muhan was on the verge of collapse, she was anxious but helpless.

Chen Muhan almost hid in the room and couldn't come out. He was so hungry every day that he would eat what Mu Zihe put on the table. Mu Zihe would come in once a day.Chen Muhan looked haggard, covered with bloodshot eyes, she hadn't slept well for too long.If people don't sleep for too long, their consciousness will leave the body. To put it more simply, they will have hallucinations, "Mr. Mu, where is the scum?" Sometimes Chen Muhan, who is sleepy and confused, will ask like this.

"Go to sleep first, wake up, maybe she will come back." Mu Zihe could only comfort him like this, Chen Muhan would close his eyes, as if he was going to sleep, but he would wake up soon, thinking again, She has already lost the matter of Xia Weiyang, "Teacher Mu, how is Xia Weiyang?" When she is awake, she will ask like this.

"Her family won't tell me either, she must be in treatment." Mu Zihe changed the subject, "She can't participate in the art exhibition, why don't you come? There is a drawing board that can't be left empty."

"Me?" Chen Muhan said for a while, "Can I do it?"

"Row."

"Then can I draw what I want?"

"You want to draw Xia Weiyang."

"kindness."

Mu Zihe nodded, "Yes." As long as I can find something for Chen Muhan to do, that's fine, "But since you're going to the art exhibition, you have to paint well. You have to eat and sleep first, and then put on the best mental state to be able to do it." Draw the best Xia Weiyang, don't you?"

Chen Muhan was dumbfounded and did not respond, Mu Zihe guided her, "Don't you want to use your own pen to draw the best Xia Weiyang?"

"think."

Chen Muhan fell asleep obediently, and for two days and two nights in a row, after waking up, he ate two large bowls of rice in one go, and then went into the studio.

There is still half a month before the exhibition, and Mu Zihe is also very busy with matters related to the exhibition. She is also looking forward to Jiang Xiaofei's arrival.Therefore, Mu Zihe doesn't have much time, which can be allocated to Chen Muhan. What she can do is to go out early in the morning to prepare delicious food for Chen Muhan, and call at noon to confirm whether she is obediently at home.

Fortunately, Chen Muhan didn't go out, so Mu Zihe was less worried.In the evening, Mu Zihe would force Chen Muhan to chat, Chen Muhan was very reluctant and did not cooperate, but Mu Zihe insisted on chatting to make Chen Muhan not too bored, she was too scared, afraid that an autistic Xia Weiyang might get better , Another autistic Chen Muhan.

For the works to be exhibited, Chen Muhan kept it a secret. Every time Mu Zihe asked about it, she kept silent. Maybe she was afraid of being seen early, so Chen Muhan hid the paintings. Mu Zihe secretly searched for them a few times while Chen Muhan was asleep. is not found.Mu Zihe had no intention of snooping, but for the sake of her exhibition, she had to ensure the quality, but she gave up after several attempts to no avail.Although Chen Muhan has no talent, he is very diligent. He practiced secretly every night before. His brushes are immature, but they don't have a green taste.

Time flies, in the blink of an eye, the exhibition is less than a week away.Although Chen Muhan can eat well, but mentally, she is very lacking. Her dark circles make her look like a little panda, and her bloodshot eyes are like a vampire about to blacken. Coupled with her sharp eyes Little Huya, Mu Zihe once joked, "When I see you in the middle of the night every day, I always feel that you are going to bite my neck." Chen Muhan has changed, obviously changed, she doesn't like to talk, most of the time, she is expressionless, for Muzi For He's words, the response she gave the most was to laugh.Mu Zihe was too afraid that Chen Muhan would be autistic, "Muhan, we can't be autistic or depressed, otherwise, it will be very difficult to get out, you know?"

"I know." Chen Muhan said clearly, "I won't."

"That's good. If you don't like to talk, don't talk. If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh. I don't have to force you, but you can't get along with yourself. You can't be autistic. You must not."

"Thank you, Teacher Mu." Chen Muhan smiled, "The art exhibition will start this Sunday, right?"

"Yes." It was rare that Chen Muhan was interested in chatting, and Mu Zihe quickly cooperated, "How is your painting? Why don't you show it to me?"

"Well, I want to send it over by myself on the day of the art exhibition."

"Well, children are really capricious."

She still misses Xia Weiyang, but her heart is much calmer. These days, painting Xia Weiyang, in her mind, their story seems to repeat itself.You can't have Xia Weiyang in this life, life is incomplete, but life is full of regrets, Chen Muhan thinks about it, at least, she still has Xia Weiyang's shadow in her memory.

Life without me, slag, are you happy?Must be happy.

Since my existence is meaningless to you, I will try to find a new meaning.It would be better if I can find it, if I can't find it... If I can't find it... then maybe I can leave quietly. For this world, you have become my only attachment.Mom, am I not filial?Chen Muhan sent a message to Jiang Xiaofei: Miss, please don't give up on my mother in this life.

Jiang Xiaofei was a little surprised when she received this message suddenly, since they said they couldn't send messages, they didn't contact each other again.Jiang Xiaofei poked the screen with her fingertips, read the text again, and the second message came in: Miss sister, my mother only looks strong, but she is also a woman, she is also vulnerable, and she also wants to rely, I really I really hope that you can get together again. It is not easy to love each other, but it is even more difficult to stay together. I don’t know what happened between you, but after so many years, it is so rare that you still miss each other.Even if you have deep emotions for my mother these years, when you vent, don't really hurt her, I know you will definitely be reluctant.

Jiang Xiaofei frowned, what happened to the child?Jiang Xiaofei looked at WeChat and it showed that it was typing, and she waited.