Delicacy

Wu Fenfang got up after busy work, but Qin Yuanmu stayed at home for a few days and didn't even have the intention of going to school.He regretted telling Lian Xiao what happened at home, he didn't expect to receive comfort from Lian Xiao after school.For this kind of thing, other people's comfort is useless in most cases, it will only uncover the scars of the comforted person time and time again.

Wu Fenfang also had a sad face about the fact that her son started to tire of studying, but the family had just experienced that kind of thing, and she couldn't push Qin Yuanmu too hard, so she could only make sidelines from time to time.But Qin Yuanmu seemed to have made up his mind, he didn't eat oil and salt, and he lay on the bed like a cripple every day, and his mobile phone was not charged again, so he could barely receive messages from the school.

And Lian Xiao has been in a very low mood recently.No one would make such a joke, so Qin Yuanmu's father must have passed away.Lian Xiao didn't dare to think about this kind of pain at all, he hesitated about breaking up, Lian Xiao finally didn't talk to Qin Yuanmu.

Of course, he didn't even want to open his mouth. If he called Qin Yuanmu, he would know that Qin Yuanmu's cell phone has been turned off these days.

Wang Ya didn't know what happened, and couldn't understand why Qin Yuanmu left the school for no reason, and didn't come back for so long.After pestering Lian Xiao for a long time, I finally got the answer from him.

But Wang Ya felt that it was better not to know.Those who have not experienced the pain of losing a father will not understand.But even if she doesn't understand, Wang Ya also knows that it's not a good feeling. When Qin Yuanmu comes to learn, how can her brother comfort him?

Qin Yuanmu has a very indifferent relationship with most people in the class. He is still in the third year of high school. Except for Lian Xiao and Wang Ya, no one really pays attention to him.If you insist that there is, only Tang Qi is left.

Qin Yuanmu didn't come to the studio for more than a week, Xu Tao almost swore in front of Tang Qi, he really didn't know what Qin Yuanmu was doing!In the end, the helpless Tang Qi asked Wan Jiegao, and finally learned the bad news about Qin Yuanmu's family.

It was noon again, and Qin Yuanmu slowly opened his eyes after the sun had risen three poles.He was always in bed these days, and he didn't even move his phone. He planned to get out of bed to drink some water, but he felt dizzy the moment he stood on the ground, probably because he had been lying down for too long.

From now on, Wu Fenfang probably won't play poker anymore, but the time at home is still very short.Maybe it's because there are too many chores to deal with, Qin Yuanmu seldom sees his mother at home these days.

Qin Yuanmu was lazy and walked slowly to the refrigerator. After opening it, he found that he had drunk the last bottle of drink last night.Closing the refrigerator door dejectedly, Qin Yuanmu wondered if he should order a takeaway and order something to drink.

Just as he was standing next to the refrigerator in a daze, there was a sudden knock on the door.

Qin Yuanmu was stunned for a moment. Generally speaking, Wu Fenfang would not come back so early when she went out, and she knew that Qin Yuanmu was sleeping almost all the time, so she always carried the key with her.So who is knocking on the door now?

Qin Yuanmu really wanted to pretend that there was no one in the house, because he didn't bother to see anyone or say anything now.But the knock on the door sounded like a confession of death, neither urgent nor urgent, it just kept ringing in such a slow and unhurried manner.Qin Yuanmu stood by the refrigerator for a long time, but finally had no choice but to walk towards the door.

Who is the one?Qin Yuanmu opened the door with a bad expression while thinking, but he never expected that the one standing outside the door was actually Tang Qi who was sweating profusely.

The temperature has fluctuated up and down recently. It rained a few times a few days ago, and the temperature suddenly rose again today.Qin Yuanmu, who hadn't been out of the house for a long time, was blinded by the sunlight outside the house. Looking at Tang Qi's sweaty face, he should have walked all the way to his house under the sun.

Tang Qi shook the stack of paintings in his hand: "Don't you invite the teacher to come in and have a sit?"

Qin Yuanmu subconsciously made way for Tang Qi to come in, and couldn't help asking: "Teacher Tang, why are you here suddenly?" Even if Lian Xiao came here now, Qin Yuanmu would not be surprised, but Tang Qi... Yuan Mu really didn't expect it.

There was no drink at home, so Qin Yuanmu could only make do with the hot water left in the kettle, took out a cup and poured Tang Qi a cup of half-warm hot water.

This water is left over from yesterday. If you are a fastidious person, you will know that the taste is not right as soon as you drink it.But Tang Qi obviously didn't come to drink water, so he put the stack of paintings on the table without even looking at the cup.Only then did Qin Yuanmu realize that this was his National Day homework, and it was placed in Tang Qi's office early in the morning.

"I still have class in the afternoon, so I'll tell you briefly, the first one..." Tang Qi picked up the first sketch at the top, "It seems that this is your first homework, at least it was drawn with great care , the quality is much higher than the next few pictures, but overall, the relationship between light and dark is not clear, you have to learn more from Xu Tao..."

Seeing that Tang Qi sat down so naturally and began to chatter, Qin Yuanmu couldn't help interrupting him: "Teacher Tang, what are you doing here?"

"Don't interrupt the teacher when he's talking," Tang Qi continued softly, "In the few days you haven't come, Xu Tao also misses you very much, so go back when you recover."

Then, without waiting for Qin Yuanmu to say anything, Tang Qi continued to talk on his own.Qin Yuanmu originally thought that Tang Qi was here to comfort him, but he acted as if he didn't know anything. He didn't even say much about the fact that Qin Yuanmu didn't go to school for several days. He talked to Qin Yuanmu seriously. Mu analyzed each of his homework.

It was as if they were still in the school studio.

Qin Yuanmu just sat on the sofa and listened to Tang Qi comment on his homework one by one. In the end, Tang Qi sorted out the ten paintings: "Overall it is good, although the color still has a lot of improvement. space, but you are already much better than other students."

After finishing speaking, Tang Qi sighed slightly. Qin Yuanmu knew that Teacher Tang didn't know everything.Sure enough, after hesitating, Tang Qi spoke slowly: "Yuan Mu, I heard from Teacher Wan about your family."

Qin Yuanmu didn't know how to respond, but just nodded silently.

Tang Qi's wrinkled fingers lightly rubbed the drawing paper: "If this kind of thing happens, there is no way to undo it, and the teacher knows that it is useless to be comforted by others, and you need to come out by yourself. Yuan Mu, the teacher will Let me ask you, do you still want to continue painting?"

Qin Yuanmu froze in place, opened his mouth and said nothing.

Tang Qi smiled, nodded and said: "You didn't say you didn't want to, the teacher understood what you meant. Yuanmu, life still needs to go on by yourself. Okay, the teacher is gone, there are still classes in the afternoon, you ...You should come back soon, ah."

After speaking, Tang Qi stood up, took Qin Yuanmu's paintings and walked towards the entrance.

Qin Yuanmu ran over to help him open the door: "Teacher, I will see you off..."

Tang Qi looked at Qin Yuanmu and said with a smile: "No, you should rest first and think about it carefully." After speaking, Tang Qi waved his hand and walked down the stairs slowly step by step while holding the handrail of the stairs.

The sunlight in the corridor was still dazzling, and Tang Qi was sweating when he went out.After all, he was getting old, he walked very slowly, and his somewhat bent back stayed in Qin Yuanmu's eyes for a long time.Seeing Tang Qi's strenuous steps, Qin Yuanmu couldn't bear to continue watching, and immediately closed the door.

When Tang Qi went upstairs, did he go up step by step with such difficulty?

Leaning back against the door, Qin Yuanmu squatted down slowly and feebly.Although he covered his eyes, the tears still fell on the ground drop by drop like beads with a broken thread.

In the evening, Wu Fenfang returned home exhausted, and saw Qin Yuanmu waiting for her in the living room.Seeing Qin Yuanmu's red and swollen eye circles, Wu Fenfang didn't know what to say for a while.Qin Yuanmu forced himself to smile: "Mom, I want to go to school tomorrow."

The next morning, Qin Yuanmu came to the gate of No. [-] Middle School, which he had not seen for a long time.

Seeing this extremely familiar scenery, Qin Yuanmu felt as if he had passed away.He turned his head and looked at the old position where Qin Dayong was waiting for him before, feeling bitter in his heart.But now he won't cry easily anymore, holding the leave note from Wan Jiegao, Qin Yuanmu walked into the campus.

It was the class time, and there were no people in the entire campus, only faint shouts came from a distance, it was the students who were taking physical education class.

The current scene is no different from when he left with his uncle.When he walked to the teaching building, Qin Yuanmu was a little timid when he heard the voices coming from different classrooms, and some dared not enter his class.But they have all come here, and there is no way to go back.When he came to the door of the tenth class, Qin Yuanmu didn't knock on the door or call for a report, he pushed open the back door and walked in unhurriedly.

The teacher who was lecturing seemed to have learned about Qin Yuanmu's situation in advance, or was too lazy to care about the students who skipped class like this. After taking a look at Qin Yuanmu, he said nothing and continued with his class.

As soon as Qin Yuanmu entered the class, the people in the rows behind started whispering. After all, it is very rare for him not to come to school for more than ten days. They all guessed that Qin Yuanmu played truant, just like Wang Ya back then.

Qin Yuanmu's eyes kept staring at Lian Xiao. Lian Xiao seemed to want to laugh when he saw him, but felt that it was inappropriate to do so, so he could only leave an indescribable expression on his face.Lian Xiao saw the black badge pinned to Qin Yuanmu's arm, with the word filial piety on it, and his expression became even more lonely.

Qin Yuanmu didn't say anything, and went straight to his seat and sat down.Until he sat safely in the classroom and heard the teacher's lecture, he still had an unreal feeling, as if he had come to a different dimension.Will this kind of feeling emerge in Qin Dayong's heart after the condolences are held, even in front of Lian Xiao, whom he is very familiar with.

"Brother..." Wang Ya called him softly, and Qin Yuanmu looked over expressionlessly.

Seeing Qin Yuanmu's deep eyes, the words of comfort that he was about to say got stuck in Wang Ya's throat.She knew that consolation was feeble, but she didn't expect it to be so powerless.When she saw Qin Yuanmu's eyes, she understood that this matter cannot be persuaded by others, but only Qin Yuanmu himself.

But since Qin Yuanmu took the initiative to come to the school, it should be considered good news.

Originally, when they were in class every day, the place of the three of them was always lively and lively, and there seemed to be endless things to talk among the three of them.And today was probably the quietest day for them after changing positions.

Qin Yuanmu's eyes obviously don't have any sad expression, but Lian Xiao loves him even more. It's okay if Qin Yuanmu cries, but Lian Xiao is afraid that these eyes without any emotion are like a pool of stagnant water, which makes people want to comfort him. There is no way to start.

Lian Xiao stretched out his hand silently, and put it on the back of Qin Yuanmu's hand.A simple movement made Qin Yuanmu's numb lacrimal glands suddenly loosen, and he almost cried directly.

Yes, he still has Lian Xiao.

Qin Yuanmu grabbed Lian Xiao's palm with his backhand, and with more and more force, as if he wanted to squeeze Lian Xiao's hand into his palm.The pain is definitely painful, but Lian Xiao didn't intend to pull his hand at all, even though Qin Yuanmu's strength was getting stronger and stronger, he stared at the palms he and Qin Yuanmu held together as if he didn't feel it.

When the get out of class bell rang, Qin Yuanmu suddenly let go of Lian Xiao's hand and walked out of the classroom.Wang Ya shouted: "Where are you going, brother?" Lian Xiao followed Wang Ya and caught up with Qin Yuanmu without saying a word.

Fortunately, Qin Yuanmu didn't think too much about it, so he just ran to the store and bought a bottle of water.

Holding the bottle in his hand, Qin Yuanmu wandered around the campus as if he had nothing to do. Lian Xiao and Wang Ya didn't dare to let him run around alone, and followed Qin Yuanmu closely.Until the class bell rang, Qin Yuanmu had no intention of going back to class. He seemed tired from walking, so he sat down on the stone bench by the side of the road, staring at the water bottle in his hand in a daze, as if he could see flowers from it .

Wang Ya tactfully did not grab the seat next to Qin Yuanmu, but left it to Lian Xiao, and ran to sit opposite Qin Yuanmu.

Although the class has already started, neither of them told Qin Yuanmu about going back to class. Now he can do whatever he likes, and they just need to stay by Qin Yuanmu's side.

"Lian Xiao..." After a long silence, Qin Yuanmu spoke hoarsely, "My father is gone."

Qin Yuanmu's tone made Lian Xiao feel so uncomfortable, but he was so clumsy that he couldn't comfort Qin Yuanmu, so he could only stretch out his arms and hug Qin Yuanmu.In the past, he rarely took the initiative to hug Qin Yuanmu, because such behavior was tantamount to seeking his own death.But today, it was rare for him to take the initiative, but Qin Yuanmu didn't show any joyful expression.Qin Yuanmu didn't know what he wanted to hear from Lian Xiao, he just wanted to tell Lian Xiao, to show him his most shocking wound, and to get his love.

"It's okay, brother," Wang Ya said bravely, "You still have me and Lian Xiao."

She can still enlighten Qin Yuanmu's emotional problems, and even enjoys it, but how can she enlighten her in this situation?Don't you want her life?Originally, Wang Ya was upset when she was arguing with her father, but now looking at Qin Yuanmu, Wang Ya only feels lucky that at least she can still quarrel with her father.But from this point of view, she seems even less qualified to comfort Qin Yuanmu.

Lian Xiao looked at Qin Yuanmu's eyes suddenly became serious: "Qin Yuanmu, you still have me."

For some reason, these words touched the weakest part of Qin Yuanmu's heart, his eyes turned red without warning, and tears poured out like he didn't want money.Qin Yuanmu wanted to hold back at first, but the more he held back, the more serious he was. He directly pressed Lian Xiao into his arms, lay on his shoulder and began to cry bitterly.

Although Qin Yuanmu has cried countless times these days, he has never been so presumptuous today, as if he wanted to vent all the sadness in his heart.

Lian Xiao has never seen Qin Yuanmu like this before, he honestly remains motionless in Qin Yuanmu's arms, if this can make Qin Yuanmu feel better, so what if he just let him hug and cry for a day.

Qin Yuanmu's unbridled crying made Wang Ya's eye circles turn red, although it was fine to cry, but she also shed tears when she saw Qin Yuanmu's sad expression: "Brother, stop crying Okay...don't do this..."

If possible, Qin Yuanmu certainly didn't want to be so vulnerable in front of Lian Xiao, but he was already crying, so it's enough to be presumptuous once.Qin Yuanmu didn't intend to let go of Lian Xiao at all, and he ignored Wang Ya's cries, and just kept venting.

After crying enough, Qin Yuanmu still didn't let go of Lian Xiao's hand, as if Lian Xiao would fly away once he let go.Lian Xiao didn't struggle either, and looked at Qin Yuanmu with red eyes: "Cry, I've cried enough today, don't be sad anymore in the future."

Looking at Lian Xiao and Wang Ya who had the same red eye circles, Qin Yuanmu's tear glands, which had finally calmed down, started acting like demons again.Qin Yuanmu will never forget his senior year in high school. He lost his father forever, but he also knows that his lover and friends are willing to cry with him.

Qin Yuanmu has never been so thankful that he met Lian Xiao and Wang Ya.

Holding Lian Xiao, Qin Yuanmu said in a low voice: "Lian Xiao, you must never leave me, you know? Absolutely not!"

Lian Xiao's hands froze slightly, and he was silent for a while.After a long time, as if he had made up his mind, he hugged Qin Yuanmu tightly, his eyes were firm, and he nodded seriously.

"Ok!"