Can't tell the truth from the fake

This was the first time the two of them met again after two years, and it was an unspeakable surprise for Chinning.

In this way, under Lin Yu's guidance, Chinning made rapid progress, and soon became the most potential task performer in the Golden Snake Group.

Then--

and then?

Chinning rested his hand holding the cigarette on the side rail beside the stone bridge, until the cigarette burned up little by little and burned his fingertips, then he pulled out from the memory belatedly.

It turned out that he and Lin Yu still had a few years of peaceful and warm time after such calculations.

As for why it became what it is now, he couldn't tell for a while.

After all, Lin Yu was too busy to satisfy him, and couldn't give him the passion he wanted.So after a long time, he always finds ways to find Lin Yu's unhappiness, but Lin Yu often looks at him with a tolerant look, yelling and screaming, just like watching a child who hasn't grown up make trouble for no reason. Same.

After a long time, no matter how deep the feelings are, they will be exhausted in countless unilateral disputes.

Apart from the obsession rooted in my heart, there is nothing else.

Chinning laughed at himself, turned and left.

He stopped a car and went to the airport, and decisively departed from Amsterdam and returned to country M.

***

Chinning saw Lin Yu only once until the end of his vacation, and he woke up the next morning to find that the man had left again, leaving him a note saying that he had gone to work and that there was breakfast made by him in the kitchen , remember to eat.

Chinning's expression was a little distorted. He rubbed the note vigorously and threw it away. The breakfast in the kitchen was already cold, and he just took a look at it before dumping it in the trash can.

You see, what's the point of living like this?

Chinning walked out of the temporarily rented apartment, thinking as he walked, so he can't be blamed for looking for someone else, a boyfriend whom he doesn't meet a few times a year, what's the use of him?

Time flies, and it is several years.

During this period, Chinning's parents remarried, Lin Yu was transferred to the branch company in country Z, and he himself entered the LUG Group, which is hostile to Jin Snake, as an undercover agent. His work focus was completely shifted to that side, and he moved to live in another city. The intersection with Lin Yu became less and less.

In the evening of that day, Chinning left the company after saying goodbye to his new colleagues. He was walking alone on the road when he suddenly received a call from Jin Snake.

In order to ensure the success of his latent plan, Golden Snake and the others have not contacted him for a long time.

Chinning stared slightly, he answered the phone a little uneasy, and then his pupils shrank to the size of a needle eye, and his whole body was trembling.

——His parents were plotted against by the enemy that night, tampered with the brakes, and both died.

After his parents divorced, although Chinning didn't get along with them for a long time, the family affection that came from the blood broke him instantly.

Now, he is the only one left in his family.

Chinning knelt in front of the tombstone, his blood-red eyes looked so abrupt on his pale face, his clothes were disheveled and his hair was messy, his whole body was tired and dejected, he turned a blind eye to the people who came to pay homage in the cemetery, as if he was lost in his own world.

"Chinning, Chinning..."

"Chinning, look at me, I'm back, Chinning!!!"

Chinning raised his head in a daze, Lin Yu knelt beside him and squeezed his shoulder tightly, until he felt the pain and frowned, Lin Yu let go.

"You still have me, Chinning, I will always be by your side."

Chinning was held in Lin Yu's arms, and he lay on Lin Yu's back, hot tears fell on the man's body, and he said hoarsely, "You'd better do what you say."

In the end, Lin Yu didn't keep his word. The oath he once swore to Chinning, just like himself, disappeared into the world unexpectedly.

After Chinning heard the news, he felt that all of this was extremely absurd, as if the heavens had made a huge joke.

After the messenger left his residence, he slowly grinned and laughed slowly from a low smile. His laughter was extremely hoarse, the veins on his forehead were bulging, and tears even leaked from the corners of his eyes.

Lin Yu, the elite of the Golden Snake Group's secret assassination group, the best and most perfect executor of countless tasks, did not die on the battlefield filled with gunpowder, did not die in an assassination that the enemy could not guard against, did not die from countless serious injuries, and finally It was actually submerged by sea water and buried in the vast ocean.

——Just to save a child whom he had never met before, at the cost of his life, he was swallowed by the oncoming waves.

It was ridiculous and out of character for him.

Chinning shook his head, stopping the hoarse laughter.He then lay down on the bed in silence, his eyes empty.

On the first day after Lin Yu's death, Chinning didn't feel anything special.There is no deep sadness, nor strong nostalgia.In his mind, all that happened was just a person disappearing from the world. The sun rose as usual the next morning, the earth still rotated, spring and autumn came, cold came and summer went, every day was nothing. different.

One month after Lin Yu's death, Chinning passed by the villa where they lived together before, and walked in by accident.He passed the withered flower pond, walked through the lifeless garden, and after entering the bungalow, lifted the white cloth covering the furniture. Through the dusty air, he seemed to see Lin Yu's figure standing beside the piano, asking him How are you doing today.

One year after Lin Yu's death, Chinning leaned against the man's tombstone with a bottle of wine in his hand, and became a muddy mess facing the tomb of clothes.He thought that there was no difference between Lin Yu and everyone he had interacted with, but now 365 days have passed, and every night he repeats the dream that Lin Yu is still alive in this world, that person is still by his side, and he can still treat him. He said I love you.

Day thinking, night dreaming.

He finally realized what Lin Yu was to him.

But it was too late.

Since then, Chinning has been drunk in the bar, holding the bottle in a daze, falling asleep at the bar when drunk, and continuing to pour alcohol into his mouth when he wakes up, forgetting everything else.

There was deafening heavy metal music playing in the bar, and the rowdy crowd on the dance floor seemed to be non-existent.

This time, his home is really only him.

They left him one after another, and no one was there anymore.

Only then did he remember how good Lin Yu was, how he had been with Lin Yu since he was a child, and every minute and every second since he fell in love with Lin Yu.

Chinning raised his head and took a sip of the wine, the transparent wine flowed down his chin, mixed with tears and slid down his slender neck into his collar.

With his blurry glasses open, he seemed to see Lin Yu standing by the wall through the crowd, raising the wine glass in his hand and smiling slightly.

Chinning opened his eyes wide, murmured something unconsciously, and rushed towards that direction in a stumbling manner.

……

"Snapped--"

Chinning was awakened by the pain on his cheek, he sat up suddenly, his head was aching from a hangover, he rubbed his temples, and found that he was not wearing anything on his upper body, and there were many people around the bed, and the one standing in front of him raised his arms He also knows people.

It was an employee of LUG named Song Liwen.

Before Chinning left his job, they had a business to work on together.

Song Liwen's eyes were blood red, and he glared at him with hatred, and yelled at him like a beast: "Chinning, are you a fucking human? You did that to her, to Qian Xin? You Are you courting death?!"

Chinning looked at Song Liwen blankly, until another slap fell, and he found a young woman sitting on the other side of the bed sobbing softly.

"I...not..." Before he could finish speaking, Song Liwen grabbed his hair and lifted him up, kicking him in the stomach.

Chinning's face turned pale from the pain, and he retched feebly.

The brain eroded by alcohol was extremely slow, but even so he smelled a conspiracy.

He was plotted against, and someone tried to use him to defeat Song Liwen.Or use Qian Xin to break the relationship between him and Song Liwen.

Who will that person be?

...but he doesn't care anymore.

The fists kept falling on Chinning's body, and those surrounding people also joined Song Liwen in beating him together.

The pain from all over the body made his eyes dim, and he became a little dazed. In the darkness, he saw Lin Yu again, waved to him, and showed a familiar smile.

Blood gushed from Chinning's forehead, and he gradually lost his will to live, and slowly closed his eyes.

--So be it.

Goodbye, this world without you.

***

"Chinning, wake up, it's time to eat."

Chinning felt as if someone was pushing his shoulder, his mind was dazed, he rolled over and ignored it.

"Chinning, Chinning?"

The voice came to his ears again, this time it became much clearer, with a sense of familiarity.

Chinning opened his eyes with some doubts, then he looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, his lips trembled and he said in a low voice, "...Dad?"

The tall man with whiskers was clearly his father, but he was younger than he remembered.

However, his parents had clearly died in a car accident, and even...

Even himself, isn't he dead too?

Chinning subconsciously asked: "I...Where is this? What year is this? What's going on here?"

His father frowned, and said in a deep voice, "Are you still asleep?"

Chinning staggered and ran out of bed, he was shocked to see the time clearly displayed on the electronic calendar beside the table——

2008 10 Month 25 Day.

That was ten years ago, nothing had happened, nothing was over, everyone was still there.

Lin Yu... is still there.

"Lin Yu..."

Chinning suddenly stopped, at this moment, only this name was left in his heart, repeating it on his lips over and over again.

"Are you going to find Lin Yu, Chinning?" His father followed behind him, supporting him who was staggering.

Chinning broke free from his father's arms, and tremblingly pushed open the door. Outside the door was the sunset glow, and through the afterglow of the setting sun, he saw a man standing by the fence and waving to him.

There was a little moisture in the corners of Chinning's eyes, and tears fell, but the corners of his mouth curled up.

Lin Yu walked over slowly against the light, and opened his arms to him——

The eyebrows and eyes are the same as before.

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