The magic of love turns in circles

everything is fine.

Lu Yan glanced at the two most important people before he was relieved.He rubbed his face vigorously with his hands to wake himself up.

"Slept in circle?" he asked.

"Yes." Wen Tingyan replied.

Thinking of something, Lu Yan suddenly chuckled: "What happened to that eggplant?" It was about the story Wen Tingyan told Quanquan just now. .

Wen Tingyan couldn't prevent him from asking this question suddenly, and subconsciously said dryly: "I turned into a whale and returned to the sea." That appearance, there was a sense of grievance like being at a loss, Lu Yan couldn't help but took his hand: " You have worked hard recently, go to bed early."

"En." Wen Tingyan nodded, and lay down obediently.

Circle has a small bed of its own, one side of which is next to the big bed.So at this moment, Wen Tingyan slept between Lu Yan and Quanquan.He turned sideways and looked towards the circle.

Lu Yan squinted for a while, but his mind became sober.

In the darkness, he fixedly looked at Wen Tingyan's side.At first I couldn't see clearly, but when my eyes got used to it, I could see the outline of Wen Tingyan.

He has lost a lot of weight obviously, and his long hair has grown, but he has no time to take care of it, so he finds a rubber band to tie it casually every day.Lu Yan couldn't help curling up the end of his hair with his fingers and twisting it lightly, as if he was gently touching his lover's skin, affectionately.

Xu Shi's actions startled Wen Tingyan, he turned around and looked at Lu Yan fixedly: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Lu Yan smiled, fumbling around Wen Tingyan's with his palm.

Wen Tingyan was stiff for a moment, and wanted to pull out his hand the next moment, but as soon as he moved, he was held by Lu Yan.

"Let me hold it for a while longer." Lu Yan whispered, clasping his fingers tightly.

"Ayan, I'm so lucky to have you and Quanquan by my side." After a while, Lu Yancai said slowly, "I used to be greedy, and felt that the ordinary life was boring, so I ran away desperately, wanting to feast and feast. Now I know that even the ordinary life is boring. Sometimes it’s just an extravagant wish. A person has to experience too many painful things in his life, and even the slightest sign of trouble can set off a storm. Why do you think I was so dissatisfied in the past?”

Wen Tingyan didn't respond for a long time, just took his hand out of Lu Yan's palm, and then turned around again.

Lu Yan didn't expect him to give any positive reaction, but said to himself: "Ayan, I'm sorry, and thank you. Our circle will get better, don't be afraid."

For a long time, Lu Yan thought that Wen Tingyan had fallen asleep, when a word floated softly from the other side of the bed: "En."

Then, there was silence again.

That night, Lu Yan suffered from insomnia again.He thought a lot, thinking about Wen Tingyan, thinking about circle, thinking about their future.

He has become very calm, even if Wen Tingyan and Quanquan may not have him in the future, he still feels that as long as they are well, it will be fine.He no longer expects day and night, but only hopes to accompany them through this short journey.

If it is said that there are regrets, there must be some, but compared to embarrassing and painful Wen Tingyan, this regret seems too insignificant.When Wen Tingyan met him, he didn't live a few days of comfort, so what else could he care about?

Love is weakness, it is fear, it is willingness.

It's a hand in hand, and it's a total loss.