If Zhou Xingchi can also talk about love

"I'm lonely, how do you say it in English?"

"I love you."

The screen on the computer was still frozen in Stephen Chow's "Dead Grass".Chen Mengji asked Lu Ren who was lying beside him: "I am very lonely, how do you say it in English?"

Lu Ren said seriously: "Iloveyou." So, Chen Mengji hugged her tightly and kept saying "Iloveyou."

I sat on the bed, leaned against the blue wall, hugged myself tightly, pressed my face against the cold wall, and cried in a mess.

Quiet and hideous.

Zhou Xingchi has said many classic lines in his life. My favorite is not his "1-year love", nor the "I support you" that everyone longs for, but this line that few people can remember simple words.

I'm lonely, how do you say in English?

I love you.

Xiao An, who didn't know why, came over and said softly, "Xin Zhi, what are you doing?"

My eyes were blurred with tears and I didn't want to talk, but I held back my sadness and said, "Watch a movie."

Xiao An over there smiled, as if talking to herself, "I must be watching your Ah Xing's movie."

The other girls in the dormitory laughed together, "Xin Zhi, Ah Xing is considered old by you."

I tried my best to pull out a smile that I thought was quite polite, but didn't speak.

No one knows me at this time, and I can't laugh at all.

Ah Xing, I know you are lonely, and I love you very much.

Recently, I've been watching videos about him, from TV shows, variety shows, commercials when he first debuted, to movies after he became so popular.

People around me said that I was possessed by a demon.

I think of a line in "Farewell My Concubine" starring Leslie Cheung: If you are not crazy, you will not survive.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I just want to keep seeing him.Even if it's just an expression or an action on the screen.

Since I can't be by his side, I'd rather be in a corner where he doesn't know, counting the stars and caring.

I have seen him in a dream.

A long and real dream.

In that busy street, I once said that I love him.

Yes, after returning from the counseling room of the psychologist, I attributed all that to a dream.

Everyone knows that I have a weak nerve, and everyone knows that I like to be possessed by someone.

Everyone wants to find a place and love someone.

Perhaps, the best position is to pay attention to him outside his world.

I was outside Mr. Zhou's world, quietly until dawn.

After "The Mermaid" achieved good box office results, there was very little news about Stephen Chow. I only know that he went to New Zealand once, that's all.

A netizen sent a video of the meeting. The distance between me and him is so close and so far.

Across a screen, it has been a lifetime.

No matter how radiant he is on the screen, I still can't touch him.

Because, he is Zhou Xingchi.

And I'm just his fan.

So, I use your name to create all my stories.

Even, the name.

Xinzhi.

Volume Two: When meeting is not a dream