i am not bisexual

The rustling autumn wind blows the autumn leaves all over the ground, yellow, green and red.Romance always seems to start in the fall, which is probably not a good sign.The season of master killing, and the doomed cold and desolate future.

"Why are you called K? Just one letter? Some kind of futuristic pseudonym?" Percy asked casually.He was 16 that fall.

"It's the initials of my real name, that's all." K slightly suppressed the joy in his tone, and replied flatly. K glanced at him for ten thousand years, if it was love at first sight, he didn't know what happened.Just being the oncoming glimpse of strangers at school. Percy has a face that combines innocence and seriousness, and K, who is a passerby, can see the deepest pain in his heart.Not long after, some acquaintances came to introduce each other, and they were considered acquaintances. K felt lucky in his heart, and the other party didn't know that he had a different feeling for him from the first second.

Perhaps people's goodwill can be mutually induced, and if you don't hate each other, you can have a virtuous circle and a spiral.Perhaps it is also destined that Percy's affection for K is innate.Anyway, Percy started to follow K silently after school.Years later, K met another person who followed him silently thinking about going home together, and he didn't really want to enter his house, but was obsessed with the psychological meaning of following him.Years later, K had mixed feelings, but he still felt that Percy should be more belatedly aware of him.After the entanglement of love and resentment towards a person is unclear, if you really still love this person, you still feel that this entanglement is warm.

A friend told K that Milan Kundera's mbti type is intp, and he is very comfortable writing novels, narratives and discussions.Regardless of whether Kundera is an INTP or not, K read his book The Lightness of Being and felt that his writing style was a bit lacklustre, and now it seems that he also has this problem.He didn't want to justify and cover up the fault when it happened to him. This was K's own insistence, as if he wanted to cut out his feelings towards Percy and present it to himself.It is K's selfishness to always want to sublimate something by being cruel to himself.

Loving him has stirred up so many disputes, but now it seems that K has no regrets, and once again, he still wants to leave those memories for Percy in his life.In terms of emotion and reason, holy and vulgar, loving him is wrong; he asked himself, loving him is right, not loving him is wrong.

Percy felt K's interest and sympathy for him, as well as the understanding and tolerance brought about by it. He told K his own experience and pain, and he wanted to stay by K's side, maybe that's all.However, the two people exuding goodwill and affection for each other, one with impure motives at first, and the other with flickering worries about gains and losses, have shrouded an incomparably ambiguous atmosphere between the two.As long as they are relatively silent to each other, the whole world becomes peaceful, with a touch of sweetness and dryness, a kind of completeness and restlessness, which balance each other fragilely.