i am not bisexual

Every era has its own limitations, even toxicity.What people in it can do is limited.Perhaps this is the meaning of the so-called era without the best and worst.The contemporary age we live in is the most developed and convenient era of information and technology, and the most things can be done; however, there are still many limitations in thinking, or it is inertia, or inferiority.

K doesn't like the word "bad nature": God and Christianity say that human nature has original sin. In Buddhism, all living beings have original suffering and karma from previous lives, while Taoism believes that people are inherently good.From this point of view, the Chinese ancestors were optimistic about their destiny.Sometimes shallowness is another kind of profoundness, a kind of back to basics.

Speaking of limitations, in fact, social life is full of limitations, and after breaking through something, you may fall into another limitation; only by interrogating your own heart, understanding your own heart, and following its voice, can you be truly free.Does this have something to do with what Confucius said, do what you want without transgressing the rules?

For a long time K has been writing essays and essays.He was surprised to find that from a fictional concept in his mind to an entire article, those words seemed to have a life of their own, and it could even be a life that had nothing to do with him.Words are amazing, they carry the essence and spirituality of the entire nation and even the collective subconscious of all human beings, and the person who writes can be just a conduit through which the water of the sum of mental images flows.Just like people are just carriers of genes, only genes are perpetual.The only way for individual individuals to redeem themselves is to merge their little love for the world into the subconscious stream of human beings, and prove the independent meaning of their existence.

The love for Percy is the biggest crystallization he has condensed.About people, more about beliefs.He does not believe in ghosts and gods, but he respects them. Whether it is romantic or ignorant, it is a meaningful imagination and a metaphor.Encountered many difficulties in the world, art has rhetoric and sublimation, and has the beauty of romanticism.The so-called danmei is intended to be such an addiction to beauty, which has nothing to do with sexual orientation or the times.Not escape, but relief.

"Percy, you are also floating in the poison of the times, have you lost yourself? Is being with someone who is like a baby in your heart really more meaningful than enjoying this life with me?" K asked him in the sea of ​​​​fantasies.

"You and I have no chance to talk about happiness? How can you understand how much comfort a baby gives me? I don't have the opportunity to verify whether you are what I want. Moreover, if it proves yes, it will only increase the pain now." .” Percy’s will gave a firm answer.

"Okay, thank you for appearing in my life. The future is unknown." K thought about it again, but was still quiet.He didn't want to mention love, as if it had long been self-evident. Percy doesn't mention it, no one mentions it, it's always there, it's like air, but it's heavier than many things.