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In the middle of November when late autumn came, Sheng Yexing celebrated his 19th birthday.

On her birthday, her aunt called from the city, saying that she and her uncle had agreed to a divorce, and that Shengkai had been awarded to an uncle who was more financially capable, but she was still taken care of by her aunt.

Before the blooming, the "vaccination" was given to Guo Jianxing, but Lu Jianxing turned his back and forgot.

No wonder he.

When receiving this news, Sheng Yexing was biting the cigarette holder on the balcony of the dormitory, and after the phone call, the cigarette holder was bitten by him.

"As for the property your mother left you, you have used some of it for school, food and clothing over the years, and the rest has been transferred to your household." The aunt said, a little choked, "Nineteen, you, you Also grown up."

19 years, in the blink of an eye.

Sheng Yexing didn't ask how much money he had, but replied flatly, "I'll be twenty next year."

He felt that he had said some dry nonsense, sighed a little dejectedly, and said to his aunt comfortingly: "It should be very hard for you to take care of Shengkai by yourself. When I finish the college entrance examination, if you are sometimes too busy, you will take care of Shengkai." Just take it with me for a few days."

"Hey, that's so troublesome to you." Except for the uncle, the aunt and Sheng Yexing were not related by blood, and the divorce made her feel a little alienated.

"No trouble." Sheng Yexing looked down at the rain and dew left on the window sill last night, "After all, she is my sister."

"Speaking of the college entrance examination, do you have any plans?" asked my aunt.

Sheng Yexing said: "My grades are poor, but it's not hopeless. It's still possible to study hard for an undergraduate degree."

My aunt said "Oh" in relief, "If you think so, Auntie is relieved. You still want to go to a university, right?"

"Of course." Sheng Yexing said.

"Then..." Aunt hesitated again and again, but said, "When will you go home and have a look? Shengkai misses you very much."

"Didn't I just see it?" Sheng Yexing smiled, "Tell her that brother will come back when he is free."

In fact, he felt that he was a little unable to laugh.

In addition to the news of his uncle's and aunt's divorce, on the afternoon of his birthday, Tang Han also called and said that Lu Jianxing's parents had rented a house near the school and intended to let Lu Jianxing go to school in the second semester of high school.

It is said that he also hired a tutor who specializes in tutoring him, and wants Lu Jianxing to sprint for an undergraduate degree, so playing in class every day is not an option.

Sheng Yexing asked Tang Han if he meant that Lu Jianxing would not live in the dormitory.

Tang Han said yes.

Later, Tang Han called again, saying that Lu Jianxing was not willing to cooperate, and Tang Han asked Sheng Yexing if he could persuade him.

Sheng Yexing said: "I don't want to persuade, it's good for him to stay by my side."

Tang Han said: "You have to think about his future."

"Future" is a word that Sheng Yexing doesn't like to hear, because it seems that this word has nothing to do with people like them, they just need to "be born and live", and have no time to think about the future.

But everything is developing in a good direction, and no one can hold anyone back.

In order to celebrate the first anniversary of "Lu Jianxing's coming to school" and Sheng Yexing's 19th birthday, before the weekend, a group of boys who were in dire straits in their study and life in the third year of high school rode their bicycles to a delicious barbecue near the school. shop.

Because the weather was getting colder, Sheng Yexing didn't like riding motorcycles much anymore.

Every time he rides a motorcycle, he has to wrap Lu Jianxing's face and neck with a scarf, otherwise Lu Jianxing will be uncomfortable by the wind, and then he will pinch Sheng Yexing's waist in the back seat.

Whenever "high school life" is mentioned, Sheng Yexing always thinks of the scenes of riding a bike with his brothers in the sunset, doing activities in the training room together, and smoking secretly on the roof together.

When smoking on the roof, Sheng Yexing likes to raise his arms and eyes to watch the smoke burn inch by inch, make a wish devoutly like elders burning incense in temples, and measure the distance between himself and the sky.

In the past, Tang Han often used sandbags to press the thighs of Gu Qunshan and Li Dingxi. The two children were screaming from the torment, but they still gritted their teeth and persisted. As soon as they felt that they were hopeless, they obediently ran to the classroom window to punish themselves, and then faced The students who looked around curiously in the classroom laughed.

Gu Qunshan was the only one left now, and he was unwilling to stand still.

Life is ordinary, dreams are "humble", and the most peaceful and ordinary are the rarest.

Li Dingxi said that some people in his ward will receive electroshock treatment, and they can forget everything in a short time after the treatment, and he really wants to try it.

His thought frightened Gu Qunshan to sneak away to the hospital once on the weekend, shaking Li Dingxi's shoulders, and kept asking: "Who am I?", "What position do you and I play in the basketball team?", "How high should we go this year?" Yunyun asked Li Dingxi in a daze before giving the correct answer.

His attending doctor also said that if Li Dingxi did not cooperate with the treatment, the discharge time would be delayed again and again, and he would be relegated to the first grade when he went back to school, and he would be apprenticed to Li Dingxi's brothers.

"I still want to be a junior. The juniors in our school are like monkey spirits, jumping up and down. I was not as energetic as them in my first year of high school," Li Dingxi said, his eyes drifting out of the window, "But , When I go back to school, you have all graduated, right? Then why should I go back?"

Thinking of this, Li Dingxi's heart seemed to be covered with a stuffy rag.

He took a few deep breaths, curled up on the hospital bed and trembled up and down, his hands and legs trembled, and he quietly wet the corner of the pillow with the unsatisfactory tears in his eyes.

There is a simple party here, a group of people "gather together", and the barbecue restaurant is about to close.

In order to make it easier for Lu Jianxing to study "It is suitable to roast a piece of meat and turn it over a few times", a group of people specially requested a table with two electric ovens.

While the others chatted, Lu Jianxing was in charge of roasting the food. He was serious and focused, and every slice was baked to the right taste.

He watched quietly, seeing everyone pushing glasses and changing glasses while talking and laughing, and seeing what everyone said was funny, he burst out laughing.

Everyone laughed, Lu Jianxing also twitched the corners of his mouth, his eyes fell to a place where there was no one there.

At the end of the laugh, everyone fell silent again. I don't know who started the tune, and started humming something like "Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, the grass is green all over the sky." It's just so sad, when the time comes, they will be scattered all over the world, they will cry to death, it won't happen.

They chatted about the future for a while, and said that although the great rejuvenation of the motherland is a lot less than itself, and there is no more than one more, they can't cause trouble to the society.After going back and forth, everyone reached a consensus that those who failed to enter the university decided to save the country in a curve, and devoted themselves to all walks of life in social construction prematurely.

Lu Jianxing pushed aside the stool and stood up, and gave Sheng Yexing the largest piece of tenderloin he had roasted.

Lu Jianxing didn't think there was anything wrong with being biased under the eyes of everyone.

He sat down awkwardly, put the mushroom slices and eggplant slices on the electric oven, and continued to grill like a game.

The weather is cold and it is easy to catch a cold. Sheng Yexing started to get up half an hour earlier in the morning, and took two coats to lead the way and see the stars. Get up early and run in the morning.

Tang Han also said that it is always good to exercise more.

Lu Jianxing stayed in bed at first, and insisted on asking Sheng Yexing to dress him.

At first, Sheng Yexing was able to make do with him and follow him, but later he quit, saying that he couldn't spoil you too much.

After Lu Jianxing was woken up, he still sat motionless on the bed, his hair was messed up like a chicken coop, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't bear to open his eyes.

Sheng Yexing put the shirt on his shoulders again, and said, I'm going to wash up, you can put it on yourself.

When he came back after washing, Lu Jianxing's clothes were still wrapped around his neck, and Lu Jianxing was also soundly asleep.Sheng Yexing was about to slap his ass to educate him, but Lu Jianxing put his arms over him in a daze.

Sheng Yexing admits defeat.

Who can stand this?

Then Sheng Yexing pressed Lu Jianxing on the bed and kissed him fiercely, and called it: warm up exercise before morning run.

The school gate opened at six o'clock in the morning on the second day of the city. Two people walked into the campus playground, pressed and stretched their legs beside the sports equipment.

Sheng Yexing was a little taller, with a strong athletic talent, but a little faster, Lu Jianxing struggled to follow behind.Sheng Yexing ran for a few steps and looked back, only to find that Lu Jianxing was also staring at the back of his head, smiling at each other.

They are people who can fight together to survive.

Their youth is an amazingly resilient body with endless possibilities.

In mid-December, Lu Jianxing's parents came to school again.

Lu's father and Lu's mother said that everything has been settled in the rental house, and they are waiting for Lu Jianxing to go to and from school.But every time he came to pick up Lu Jianxing, Lu Jianxing acted as if he didn't see his parents coming, and secretly wanted to lean against the wall to find a shelter to fool him.

All childish and clever methods have been exhausted, just to hide from parents.

For the next few days, Lu Jianxing and Sheng Yexing went to school, after school, and returned to the dormitory day after day without much communication.

Lu Jianxing obediently accepted Tang Han's individual treatment in the training room, and waited for Sheng Yexing to finish playing by the basketball court before going to dinner together without saying a word.

He seems to have suddenly returned to the period when he first came here, not speaking, not being affected, and being a transparent person.

Tang Han also noticed Lu Jianxing's change, and he called Lu Jianxing's parents face to face, saying that the child's condition is not very good recently, and the change of accommodation to day school should not be rushed.

Having noodles for dinner, Sheng Yexing served Lu Jianxing noodles in a bowl of bean soup.

He bumped Lu Jianxing's arm, lay down, and asked tentatively, "Did your parents hire you a tutor? Let you live outside?"

This question has to be asked cautiously, because last time I didn’t know which string in Lu Jianxing’s brain was poked. As soon as I mentioned it, I started screaming. At the end, I became hysterical. Zhang Ma and Uncle Ming rushed up from downstairs , Ask them what happened to the dormitory.

Sheng Yexing turned on the lights in the dormitory, and said falteringly that Lu Jianxing was having a nightmare.

"Don't avoid it, you have to tell me what you think." Sheng Yexing poured some vinegar into the noodle soup.

Lu Jianxing resisted to answer: "..."

Sheng Yexing didn't want to force him, but he still said: "You are an adult, you can't face problems by evading them as soon as you encounter them."

Many times, when communicating with Lu Jianxing, words need to be properly stimulated.

Lu Jianxing nodded, "Face."

"Go, it's good," Sheng Yexing didn't know whether he was comforting himself, "You still have to come to the classroom, we can still meet, but we won't be together at night."

"..."

Lu Jianxing raised his head and rolled his eyes.

"You think, my learning ability is not inferior to yours. If I work hard, you should work hard too. Maybe we can go to another school."

"……where."

"Well, let's take the Jin University in the city. It's not a high score for the second one." Sheng Yexing said seriously.

"Okay." Saying yes, Lu Jianxing still frowned quietly.

Seeing that there was a breakthrough, Sheng Yexing chased after the victory and said, "Tutoring is to teach you one-on-one. Think about it, if Teacher Tang Han only taught you alone, wouldn't the effect be better and the efficiency also high?"

Lu Jianxing turned off the microphone again: "..."

He seemed to be sulking at himself and himself, the white ear pinna connected to his chin, neck, and up to the side of his face were flushing.

"Pikachu's cheeks also have two clusters of red, called 'electric bags', do you know what they are used for? Discharge." Sheng Yexing said, and poked Lu Jianxing's slightly bulging cheeks.

Lu Jianxing tilted his head, his slightly dry lips touched Sheng Yexing's fingers.

Just don't go.

Sheng Yexing almost blurted out.

"Did I discharge it?" Lu Jianxing said suddenly.

"That doesn't count for you," Sheng Yexing took the red oil wontons handed over by the proprietress, held the chopsticks and stirred them a few times, turned his face sideways and winked at Lu Jianxing, "that's what counts."

It seems that he is too sensitive to the word "separate", and he has been frightened by this word too many times. Lu Jianxing choked up sobbing while eating noodles, trying to force back the unknown liquid that was about to overflow his eyes.

Fortunately, Sheng Yexing went to pay and did not see him tearing the tissue.

The number of times I shed tears in my memory can be counted on the fingers, and Lu Jianxing couldn't understand what was going on now.

The feeling of "reluctance" used to be so far away from me-now I can have my own way of knowing things around me. Is it a good thing or a bad thing?

Whether happy or sad.

He finally felt that he was truly "alive".