special stargazing

Lu Jianxing's sleep disorder visits him again.

He is not familiar with the environment he is in now, and he doesn't like the feeling that the mattress is too soft.This made him always feel that he was about to fall into the boundless darkness.

The clock in the room was ticking, there was still running water in the bathroom sink, and the sound of the car starting downstairs could be clearly heard. In this environment, the sound of Sheng Yexing's breathing became more pleasant.

"Medicine." Lu Jianxing reminded him.

"You remember better than me..." Sheng Yexing lay down, "I won't eat today."

"..."

"I really don't need it! Teacher Han told me before I left, I'm not stopping the medicine privately. I'll ask the doctor tomorrow morning, okay?"

"En." Lu Jianxing compromised.

Lying down on his elbows, Sheng Yexing asked him: "Let's sum up, are you happy today?"

"happy."

"Where are we?"

"Outside, outside."

"capital!"

"Capital—du—" Lu Jianxing imitated his tone, the pronunciation of the last word made him purse his lips, Sheng Yexing reached out and pinched his face and squeezed it.

"!" Lu Jianxing pretended to stare fiercely at him.

Seeing his blushing, Sheng Yexing almost burst out laughing, "Tell me a few more words, today's happy, unhappy..."

"It was very light this morning at the station..."

Lu Jianxing said calmly in the dark night, "I saw birds. It was very hot, noisy, and the car was buzzing..."

Hearing such a long sentence, Sheng Yexing was both surprised and delighted, he tightened his arms around Lu Jianxing's waist, and said with a low smile, "Buzz buzz buzz, that's a little bee."

Lu Jianxing let out a long "hmm", and pressed his back against Sheng Yexing's chest.

Look for the feeling of sleeping on the bed against the wall since childhood.

After a few seconds of silence, Sheng Yexing asked, "You really want to talk to Sister Chen today, don't you?"

Lu Jianxing remained silent.

"You see, you, Li Dingxi, and Zhan Fei can occasionally communicate with each other because it's been a long time. But for those who just met once, you can't do anything about it," Sheng Yexing said, "You can try to communicate with Chen Fei tomorrow. Would you like to say hello?"

"it is good."

"You have to call her by her title first, keep each sentence short, and use gestures in moderation, so she can understand what you mean better."

"..."

"There is one more important point."

Lu Jianxing buried his face deeper in the quilt.

"Feel the difference." Sheng Yexing was so sleepy that he closed his eyes and spoke, "Others may not have the abilities you have. It doesn't mean that you are worse than others. The world is constantly changing, and so will we. Wait After passing this hurdle, we will get better and better, the super invincible explosion is good..."

Super invincible explosion good!

Lu Jianxing pinched Sheng Yexing's hand, touched the calluses on his fingers from ball training, and touched the lines on the back of his injured hand, and found that the two people's hands were about the same size, and their fingers were about the same length.

He began to wonder why people get entangled with each other?What is the basis for judging your own "abnormality"?How long can their bumpy "companion" last?

Many feelings have an end, but there is no end to regret.

The sudden question washed away his mind on the road like a flood, he clutched the quilt that was crumpled by himself, and was covered in cold sweat.Sheng Yexing must have been too tired, so he tucked in the quilt for Lu Jianxing with his sleepiness, and hugged Lu Jianxing from behind with great strength and strength, but he said "good night" very softly.

A moment later, there was an even and familiar breathing sound behind him.

Lu Jianxing saw that the room was pitch black, and the light under the sofa not far away was soft and dim, slightly illuminating his immediate small world.Slightly lowering his eyes, Sheng Yexing's young and powerful arms were lying under his neck, and he was obviously about to fall asleep, but he was still patting him to sleep.

All these constitute an important scene in Lu Jianxing's youthful memory.

In the morning, Lu Jianxing woke up late.

He turned over and woke up, rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom to take off his pants. He moved skillfully and calmly, rubbing and rubbing soap.Half an hour later, the strange blush on his face has not faded.

Indeed, in a daze, I feel that I am falling asleep, falling asleep, how sticky and greasy.

Oh my goodness.

again……

Lu Jianxing took a deep breath, a little dazed.

He's done this before, but not sleeping with Sheng Yexing.He threw the cleaned trousers on the carpet a little annoyed, unwilling to look at them.

After washing up and getting ready to take a shower, he went back to the bed to get his pajamas, only then did he notice that there was a note left by the bedside, in Sheng Yexing's handwriting.

——Breakfast is on the table, return at noon.

Lu Jianxing looked at the dining table, and sure enough there were some whole wheat bread and milk on it, perhaps because he was afraid that he might not be used to it, there was also a bowl of wontons in clear soup.

After finishing breakfast in one go, Lu Jianxing patted his stomach and planned to take a shower.

As soon as he entered the bathroom, he saw that there was also a sticky note on the mirror, still in Sheng Yexing's handwriting.I brushed my teeth and washed my face in such a hurry before that I didn't notice it at all.

— Smile twice in the mirror, I can see it.

really?

With such doubts, Lu Jianxing grinned slightly, and brushed his hair with warm water, revealing his smooth forehead.

A little handsome!

He is "a little handsome", and Sheng Yexing is "giant handsome".

Lu Jianxing added his own fan filter, recalling Sheng Yexing's face, and began to smirk at the mirror unconsciously.

After taking a shower, he reached for the towel, and a note fell out of the towel:

——Do not use the towel a second time when it is wet.

Lu Jianxing put on his slippers and changed into a bathrobe, and saw a sheet next to the dressing table:

--Miss you.

This "sense of discovery" greatly stimulated his interest and curiosity about the room, so he put down everything at hand and rummaged through the cabinets, almost grabbing all the coffee mate's packets and tearing them off.

Lu Jianxing found the notes left by Sheng Yexing before leaving under the iron, in the umbrella, in the closet, under the lamp shade, and even in the clip of the clothes hanger. The contents were various, and the most impressive thing about Lu Jianxing was:

——Today is also very beautiful!

This method was taught by Tang Han to Sheng Yexing, saying that if the "parents" are not at home and the children are easily nervous, they should leave some notes in some casual places.This will make the child feel cared for.

Although Lu Jianxing is no longer a child, he is often regarded by Sheng Yexing as a child, and he instinctively takes care of and protects him.

Lu Jianxing poured a bag of coffee mate onto the white porcelain plate, dipped a spoon in some water, and tapped it.

He dripped water over and over again to make the powder on the plate sticky and sweet. He didn't feel bored at all, but just played until noon.

At twelve o'clock in the noon, Sheng Yexing and Sister Chen came back together, saying that they would meet Xingxing and go out for dinner.

The consultation in the morning went well, and I had to make another trip in the afternoon.The doctor said that the condition is very good and there should be no need to stay for treatment.

Sheng Yexing got excited in the morning, and forgot to bring his own materials and medicines when he was very forgetful, and now he made a special trip back to get them.

Before he swiped his card and opened the door, he was prepared for the mess in the room. After all, Lu Jianxing was very curious, but he only saw a pair of pants thrown on the carpet.

A pair of wet trousers.

How to litter?

Lu Jianxing lazily leaned against the back of the sofa, and was pulling up the hem of his clothes to dry his belly.

"Why are you throwing your pants?" Going over to put his clothes down, Sheng Yexing rubbed his belly and then pinched his nose, "it's easy to catch a cold when you expose your belly, how many times have you said that?"

"Five times..."

Lu Jianxing blushed a little, and counted with his fingers, trying to remember when his stomach was exposed, but after counting, he chose to give up, and his attention fell on the unfinished cookies and cheese sticks on the table.

He ate a few sticks of cheese, and then started to read the news on his mobile phone. Sometimes it took 10 minutes to read a page, and Sheng Yexing was a little confused whether he had finished reading it or not.

News is Lu Jianxing's window to understand the world, he has to tiptoe hard to see the scenery outside the window.

"Open your mouth." Sheng Yexing took out the vitamin spray.

Lu Jianxing took a sip of orange juice, squinted his eyes from the sourness, and took another sip of mineral water to feel better.Seeing that Sheng Yexing was getting the medicine, he had to sit down and lean over, licked the corner of his lips and opened his mouth: "Ah——"

After spraying it a few times, Lu Jianxing didn't want to do it anymore, turned around and slid out of bed to put on slippers, and walked to the table.

"You..." Sheng Yexing stopped speaking in the middle of speaking.

Lu Jianxing took apart the lollipop, and was about to use the open flame of a lighter to melt the hard candy.

"Let's play, be careful not to burn your hands." After finishing speaking, Sheng Yexing stood up and prepared to change clothes.

He knows that Lu Jianxing, who is focused on doing one thing, will probably ignore people, although occasionally he is the remaining [-]%.

Sheng Yexing didn't stop him, and Lu Jianxing really sat there with the fire roasting sugar for several minutes.

"Fire-roasted marshmallows are delicious," Sheng Yexing said while holding his chin, "Haven't you tried it? Next time, I'll take you to the park to eat."

"..." Lu Jianxing glanced at him.

I ate it when I was very young.

Sister Chen silently observed the way the two children got along, feeling slightly surprised.

When he was in the hospital in the morning, Sheng Yexing clearly stated his experience over the years, nothing more than rebellion, madness, disobedience, and maverick, but he didn't let people feel the softness in his heart.

She has seen quite a few patients, most of whom have struggled with it for a lifetime since they were young.

Sister Chen remembered the restraint belt in Sheng Yexing's backpack and sighed slightly.

Reality is reality, pessimism is pessimism. Judging from the current situation, Sheng Yexing is relatively well controlled.He himself is trying to climb out of this abyss step by step. He has the guilt after getting sick, the determination to get better, and the courage to face the world.

"I have to go to the hospital after dinner later, so keep this in your pocket."

Sheng Yexing pinned the card made by Tang Han into the small pocket on the chest of Lu Jianxing's polo shirt, "I will go for two hours, and I will come back after I go. You are not allowed to leave the room. If you find yourself not in the room, you will If you can’t find me, and you can’t get in touch with your phone, just give this to the people around you.”

The remote place is different from the closed campus environment like Shier, Tang Han made a more detailed copy of Shier's data card for Lu Jianxing to be safe.

On the card are Lu Jianxing's name, contact information of family members, fears, sensory disturbances, requirements for taking medicine and food, etc.

At the bottom of the card, Tang Han also wrote his preferences and the way to approach him to appease him.

According to the survey statistics, the probability of missing children is as high as 90.00%. No one can be sure that Lu Jianxing is the remaining [-]%. Besides, he has disappeared suddenly several times.

At ten, he believed he could do more.

When his mother was picking up the clothes to dry, he sat cross-legged on the sofa behind his mother silently, sorted the tops and bottoms into categories, and folded them clumsily.Occasionally, the material was uncomfortable for him to touch, and he would throw the clothes carelessly on the back of the sofa.He can't go to the supermarket, so the scope of daily activities is relatively narrow, and he doesn't like to go to unfamiliar places. He also made a very big determination to transfer to the second city from across the province.

Tang Han said that education is to teach him how to do it. Before that, don't think that he will be born with it.

Sister Chen moved closer, wanting to talk to Lu Jianxing.

Before coming, Sheng Yexing told him that Lu Jianxing's problem is not a matter of a day or two, it's fine to meet each other, or to get in touch, if you want to communicate, it really depends on fate.

Because he really doesn't care about you.

Lu Jianxing feels ten times more about hugs than ordinary people, and he can feel the presence in his arms more clearly.For strangers, he will not be able to accept the smell of the other person, the strength of the hug, which will make him uncomfortable.

"Can I give you a hug?" Sister Chen waved at him softly, "I will gently."

Sheng Yexing moved out of the way to make room for Sister Chen and Lu Jianxing's contact distance.He didn't make a statement, but looked at Lu Jianxing with encouraging eyes, hoping that he could get in touch with other people more.

Seeing Xington there, Lu said after a while, "It's okay."

Sister Chen was so nervous that her cheeks turned red, she leaned over and hugged the boy gently.

Compared to Sister Chen, Lu Jianxing once again felt the firmness and strength of Sheng Yexing when he hugged him - kindness and love, he could see clearly.

Of course, kindly, he also enjoyed it very much.

He heard that growing up would be accompanied by pain, but he didn't want to.

When Lu Jianxing was hugged by Sister Chen, Sheng Yexing quietly walked to the door of the bathroom, picked up the underwear that Lu Jianxing had thrown on the ground, his nervous expression slightly loosened.

"..." After looking at the underwear for a while, Sheng Yexing silently glanced at Lu Jianxing.

When he saw Lu Jianxing, his eyes bumped into him...

With a little panic and anticipation.