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On the last weekend in November, Sheng Yexing's aunt brought her sister to visit.

She said that the death day of Sheng Yexing's mother was calculated according to the lunar calendar, and it was two days earlier this year.

The whole school thought that Sheng Yexing was heartless, but the aunt and uncle knew who Sheng Yexing was and what was going on in his mind, and they knew that this kid had already set his sights on time.

Sheng Yexing follows his mother's surname, so his uncle's daughter is also surnamed Sheng. She looks good, cute and smart.

When the two brothers and sisters were walking, many people thought they were relatives.

Shengkai is six years old, still at the age of pigtails, and understands some things ignorantly, vaguely feels that today's day is very sad, fell from the school gate and then got up again, rushed to the guard room to hug her Brother's calf began to howl.

"Brother." She shed tears silently.

"Little showman," Sheng Ye moved his legs and laughed when he saw that his sister still couldn't come down, "I'm not sad anymore, you haven't even seen my mother's face, why are you crying?"

Glancing at the guard room, my aunt even called Tang Han to call Sheng Yexing to sign out the door entry.

Seeing that the bloom still didn't move, Sheng Yexing could only coax him patiently, "What's the matter? There are elementary school students bullying you in your school?"

"Sesame oil." Shengkai sat on the ground supporting his brother's calf, his voice still milking: "Me too, a primary school student."

Sheng Yexing quickly lifted the little girl up, and said helplessly, "How old are you and you still sit on the ground, thinking you're still three or four years old, little Douding? I can't hold you any older."

Shengkai is a small chatterbox, but she is not very articulate. She is like this when she is four years old, and she is still like this when she is six years old.

When the aunt glanced over, Shengkai immediately stood up, grabbed the hem of Sheng Yexing's trousers and said, "Brother, go racing."

"Don't pull it... You're about to tear off your pants."

Sheng Yexing squatted down to talk to her, opened his arms to hug her, and lifted Shengkai up with one hand, "You have missed riding my motorcycle since you were three years old, do you still miss it now?"

"Well, it's been a long time since I saw you."

Shengkai smiled and pulled her brother's back collar, and began to say some Internet slang words he had learned, "Brother, do you have a goddess?"

Sheng Yexing glanced at his aunt who was following behind with a slip, and pinched Sheng Bloom's fleshy face, "You are my goddess."

After finishing speaking, he patted blooming on the back: "Why is my little girl so heavy?"

"Do you have a male god?" Sheng Kai said while lying on his back, "I have a male god."

"Who is so awesome?" Sheng Yexing stuffed a piece of snow cake from his pocket to her, and laughed, "Is the male god called Sheng Yexing? Don't say it if you don't."

"Crack."

Sheng Kai bit the snow cake into his mouth with a bang, nodded and laughed along with it.

Knowing that his aunt and Shengkai were coming, Sheng Yexing escorted Lu Jianxing back to the dormitory after class, stayed at the door for a while, and left after making sure that Lu Jianxing didn't want to eat lunch. Before leaving, he went downstairs to buy some Eat what you want, say which one you like to eat, and eat it if you want to eat it.

Lu Jianxing said that he really didn't want to eat it.

Sheng Yexing said, then you throw it away.

He stared at the dark blue tear mole under Xiaozi's closed eyes, feeling a little choked up in his heart, he went downstairs and turned back, and patiently explained to him who he was leaving today to see, and they What does it have to do with me, how soon will I come back, where will I go, etc.

After explaining, Lu Jianxing took a mouthful of porridge and grasped the point: "Eight o'clock."

"Well, I'll be back at eight o'clock in the evening. Be good."

Sheng Yexing was opening the door, and when he heard himself say "be good", he moved a beat slower.

Lu Jianxing, who paused for a second, nodded a little unaccustomed, and it took a while to understand why Sheng Yexing would explain to himself.

He thought he had hidden his emotions well, and forgot about the mole he had.

In the past, I always begged the teacher hysterically in the classroom to let him be alone... but now I have someone who is overly dependent.

I don't know if it's good or not.

Outside the school, Sheng Yexing carried Shengkai into his aunt's car.

Although the middle-aged woman took good care of herself, judging from her face, she had suffered some hardships in life, and Sheng Yexing also clearly felt that her aunt was getting old.

She looked at the two children from the rearview mirror while driving, and smiled very softly: "Night travel."

"Yeah." Sheng Yexing turned on the phone, plugged in the earphones and sang for Sheng Yexing.

My aunt was talking to my uncle via bluetooth, and she said to the direction, "How are you doing at school? Let's go home tonight, and my aunt will make you some of your favorite food when you were young."

"Very good." Sheng Yexing hesitated for a while before making a choice, "But I have to go back to school."

Knowing that Sheng Yexing is still the Gu family, the uncle on the other end of the phone asked in surprise, "Why?"

Sheng Yexing moved his body and hugged the drowsy bloom, "A roommate with autism came to the dormitory and needs someone to take care of him."

"Did he give you money?" said the uncle from the other end.

The aunt's face suddenly changed, "Oh!" She wanted to reprimand her husband, but Sheng Yexing didn't care too much. She changed her position to make her sister sleep more comfortably, and answered her uncle with a frown: "It's good to have a roommate who dares to live with me." Yes, I still charge him money?"

"Oh," said the uncle, "then, Xiujuan, you take Yexing home first, then go eat something good, and then send Yexing back."

Sheng Yexing leaned on Sheng Yexing's shoulder, her soft ponytails hanging down, Sheng Yexing played a nursery rhyme on her phone, and then began to braid Sheng Yexing with her hands.

He used to like to do this when he had nothing to do. At that time, Shengkai's hair was not so long, and the color of the tail was yellowish. He asked him several times if he had dyed it. After asking, he felt crazy, such a small girl What to dye your hair.

Turns out it was fucking dyed.

Shengkai was very straightforward, saying that she only dyed the ends of her hair, and thought it was fun, so when she went to the barber shop, she was given a small test.

Every year on the anniversary of Sheng Yexing's mother's death, the family does not sweep the grave or burn paper, so they are responsible for bringing Sheng Yexing home.

Uncle firmly believed that this was the place where Sheng Yexing's mother had been before, so he would come to see Sheng Yexing on the day of her death.

The car drove downstairs to my aunt's house, but Shengkai couldn't wake up. Sheng Yexing switched the electronic music remix of the first nightclub on his mobile phone, but Shengkai still couldn't wake up.

In the end, there was no other way, Sheng Yexing carried his schoolbag with his left hand and his sister with his right hand, and carried him upstairs.

For dinner, my aunt made spicy chicken and tomato meatball soup, and even killed a fish for Sheng Yexing to make chopped peppers. People in their area love spicy food since they were young, and Sheng Yexing was no exception.

For this reason, he is very grateful that he never had any acne in his adolescence.Except that the skin color is not as white as Xiaozishu's, the skin is pretty good.

It's over, and I think of my little autistic...

I don't know if he is comfortable in school alone.

After dinner, I had to watch cartoons with Shengkai. Sheng Yexing watched it seriously. Hearing Shengkai analyze a wave of bad guys and good guys, he couldn't help laughing: "Are you capable? Then do you think my brother is a good guy or a bad guy?"

Sheng Kai peeled off a candy and stuffed it into his mouth, pinched a slice of mango with his fingers, "Good man."

Sheng Yexing also ate a slice, "Brother is going to fight."

Shengkai nodded and said, "That's because my brother is sick...you can make some mistakes when you're sick. When I'm sick, I can still eat five candies a day. My mother doesn't care about me."

The originally quite gloomy mood was swept away, Sheng Yexing stood up with a bag of mango slices and smiled, "You are not sick now, eat less."

The brothers and sisters fought back and forth, Sheng Yexing was just teasing her, he took out a few slices and said that he could only eat so little or else there would be worms in his mouth, and Shenghua's little face turned pale with fright, paralyzed as if there were already worms in his mouth Lie motionless on the couch.

"Little Shengkai, you're so arrogant." Sheng Yexing saw that she was having fun, rubbed the back of his sister's head, and said casually, "Is someone bullying you now?"

"No. I, I carry your photo with me."

The little girl flipped out a wrinkled photo from her pocket, and spread it out.

Sheng Yexing was speechless, isn't this a photo of him playing basketball in junior high school, it was posted on the school post bar.

How could this kind of antique be dug out by Blooming.

"I will tell anyone who bullies me, look! This, this is my own brother." Sheng Kai was very proud, "Look at you, you are so fierce at a young age, why don't you frighten them into something now?"

Sheng Yexing laughed, pinched her face, pinched it and pulled it out gently: "You are the only one who is smart."

Yes, I just got sick when I was in junior high school, and it was still an early onset.

Fortunately, I didn't wait until young and middle-aged, otherwise I couldn't control it.

Sheng Yexing knew that his mania was inherited from his father, and his father's death was somewhat related to this disease...

He was afraid of death at first, but now he calmed down.

A disease that cannot be cured is always a time bomb in the patient's heart, and it will explode at an unknown time, shattering the host's body into pieces.

After eating at home, it was almost dark.

When Sheng Yexing was about to leave, my aunt started to keep people, saying that Shengkai had been thinking about you for a long time, and I only saw each other once in two or three months. One night, the little girl cried because she missed you so much, she wiped her tears and said she wanted her brother.

For so many years, Sheng Yexing never allowed Xiao Shengkai to visit him at the school, at best he could only stand stupidly at the school gate, for fear that she would be hurt unnecessarily.

Since Shengkai was only one or two years old, sometimes it was finally the turn of the visiting period once a month. Shengkai was stuck in the toddler, with a ring of bells tied around it, and ran towards the direction of his brother leaving school under the watchful eyes of his aunt. .

"Auntie, I really promised my roommate this time. He is very difficult, and he can't do it without me."

After Sheng Yexing said "I can't do it without me", I felt guilty for a moment, obviously Lu Jianxing was so independent, how could it become a soft bag in his mouth.

Before leaving, Sheng Yexing carried a large box of milk and canned yellow peaches that could be kept in the dormitory for two or three days.

He tore open the package, took a look, and laughed: "Auntie, I'm already this tall, am I still growing? You save it for Shengkai to drink."

"Who gave it to you?" My aunt laughed, "Bring it back to your roommate."

Sheng Yexing's heart warmed, and he was happy, "My roommate is also quite tall."

The aunt said: "You take it to him, it's so pitiful."

"Success," Sheng Yexing raised his arm, and clapped Sheng Kai with his elbow, "Sheng Kai, brother will come back to see you after New Year's Day."

Pushing open the door of the house, Sheng Yexing stepped out, feeling a little tired suddenly.

"Ye Xing," my aunt called to stop him worriedly, "I...I heard from your teacher that you had something wrong last week. If you feel uncomfortable in any way, you must call home."

Sheng Yexing agreed, then squatted down and hugged Shengkai, and loaded a large bag of things into the car. Auntie didn't say anything, and sat in the cab to wait for the car to start ignition.

It should be because he was too tired these days, Sheng Yexing just sat in the back seat and fell asleep while rocking.

After bidding farewell to his aunt downstairs in the dormitory, Sheng Yexing carried his things to the dormitory building, opened the door and saw that it was already nine o'clock, an hour later than expected.

The lights in the dormitory were not turned on, and it was pitch black all around, Sheng Yexing instantly became alert.

Lu Jianxing ran away again?

It's true that Li Dingxi went home again tonight, but Lu Jianxing, it's only nine o'clock, Lu Jianxing usually goes back to the dormitory at night to review his homework at the desk.

He knew that Lu Jianxing's thinking reaction was a little slow, but because of his high concentration, even an earthquake wouldn't shake him when he started studying.

"Seeing the stars on the road?" Sheng Yexing called out softly, and before he had time to turn on the light, he saw someone lying on his desk.

Lu Jianxing pinched his own ears with his hands, and his sleeping posture was very strange.

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