May the soul of Qingxuan return

(He Xuan turned and left silently, barely breaking the subtle silence. Shi Qingxuan in the room listened to his leaving footsteps and remained silent.)

Sure enough... he still left...

Shi Qingxuan listened to the footsteps gradually going away outside the door, and his heart was filled with disappointment.In fact, he had to admit that even if He Xuan lied to him for so long, even if He Xuan killed his brother, he still couldn't hate He Xuan after all.Even when He Xuan was standing quietly at the door, for a moment, he wanted to let He Xuan come in to accompany him... But the moment before the words came out, he bit the tip of his tongue abruptly, and said The words were swallowed.

That's right... What kind of relationship can I have with him...now...?I treat him... even if he is not an enemy of life and death, I am afraid it will not be much better, right?What on earth are you still hoping for?

Thinking about it, I suddenly felt sleepy.After all, he used to be a wind master, and when he thought about the taste of the medicine carefully, he knew what was wrong—the medicine added soothing substances!But why... He Xuan would add this to his medicine?

But it was already too late, once the medicine came on, there was no way he couldn't sleep, not to mention he hadn't closed his eyes for a few days, so he should have a good sleep, after all, this mortal body couldn't stand the toss.Simply ignore this wrong place for the time being.

☆、Thinking about Yuan Qingxuan recalling the old traveler Fengshi Heishui's expectations

Shi Qingxuan seemed to have returned to the past in a coma. At that time... He Xuan should be planning revenge, right?But the little patience and tenderness he had when he was Mingyi is the only thing he can be slightly attached to now, right?Why do I still remember that one year during the Lantern Festival, he annoyed brother Ming so much that he agreed to have time to go down to earth with him... But since then, there have been one big event after another: the half-moon pass , the navy crosses the catastrophe, the black water seeks revenge... but there is no chance.

That time I went out to play... It seems that I didn't do anything particularly memorable. Now that I think about it, it seems that I was really at a loss. It was hard for him to go down to earth with me to play once.

In a daze, it seems that I don't know whether I am the Shi Qingxuan who occupies other people's life, or the one who is in the heavenly court, loved by his brother, protected by friends, envied and praised by all the priests. A wind master with [-] merits.I don't know whether the "he" I'm talking about is He Xuan, or the Ming Yi who will still pamper him, spoil him, and follow him no matter how impatient he is.

So, when He Xuan came back, what he saw was Shi Qingxuan who was sleeping on the bed.Shi Qingxuan seems to be talking about something, is it... Mingyi?Or He Xuan?It seems to have both.He didn't dare to listen carefully, turned around and left the room in a panic, but a secret delusional existence was produced in his heart by the calls of "Brother Ming".Could it be that, in fact, Shi Qingxuan...doesn't hate himself?

But even if I just think about these words, I know that this obviously belongs to the category of "delusion".But even if it was really just a delusion, he...he Xuan wanted to confirm it again.Even beforehand, he already knew the answer.

I know the answer... I just don't give up... It's just that in my heart... I still have a little bit of humble hope.Let Shi Qingxuan kill it with his own hands, and forget it.

☆, Unforgettable love Shuangxuan confesses life and death hatred to each other, sighs that there is no fate in this life

Oh, I am really enough!Even though you know the answer, you still have to do it.What is the picture...

Although I complained about my behavior tens of thousands of times in my heart, I did it smoothly on my legs that did not conform to my usual behavior pattern.Moreover, because he was too much looking forward to being rejected, he adjusted the steps under his feet from normal steps to "big" strides. Those who didn't know thought he was going to the market.

Due to going to the market... I was very eager to meet people, so the original 200-meter distance was taken for nearly 5 minutes.In just these 5 minutes, He Xuan's mind was still full of how to face Shi Qingxuan after he woke up, what to say to him, how to say to him...

No!What else do you think!Just push the door open and go in and kiss the man, I don't care if he agrees or not.Anyway, that's what they are doing, and it's okay if they don't agree.At most, just after the beating made him pass out, the behavior he confessed the next day was more like suffering from a mental illness...that's all...

But even though the small theater in the brain has been staged to the point of pinning people down on the bed, the black water sinking in front of thousands of ghosts in Tonglu Mountain, standing in front of the gate of this small palace, is still timid!

Damn, is Huacheng's love still contagious? !From this point of view, we must stay away from Huacheng in the future, so as not to be infected with other problems in the future!The problem of breaking his own sleeves may be infected by him too!It's really... tsk.

"Is there someone outside the house? Is He Xuan? Come in, why are you always at the door? This is your place." Shi Qingxuan's voice suddenly sounded, interrupting He Xuan's thoughts... If you want to hold someone in The small theater in the brain on the bed can also be considered as thoughts.

He Xuan calmed down for a moment... his thoughts, and pushed the door open.

Shi Qingxuan was half leaning on the head of the bed, his face was still quite pale, it was obvious that the serious injury had just begun to improve slightly.

If Sailor Wudu is here, he must be reluctant to let his younger brother suffer this kind of torture, right?If there is a spirit in the sky, seeing Shi Qingxuan like this, I am afraid that I will come to life with distress, and then I will find him to die.But the navy will never accuse him of bullying his younger brother with him again.

The inexplicable thought suddenly skipped in my mind, and then I grasped a more important point - Shi Qingxuan was unable to approach him at the moment, so how did he perceive him when he just arrived at the door? What about it?Thinking about it, I have asked unconsciously.

Shi Qingxuan heard the words, looked up at him, and said nothing.He couldn't tell He Xuan that his sensitivity to him had reached an unimaginable level, right?But the fact is that, as long as He Xuan is no more than 15 meters away from him, there will always be an indescribable feeling in his heart, that is, he knows he is coming.It's really strange that it doesn't exist for others.It was fine when I liked He Xuan, but now... Do I still have the right to like him?

"I don't know, maybe it was born. Who made us destined to be destined. Maybe it's... an additional benefit for both of us?" He himself said it in a joking tone, but it fell into He Xuan's ears , it became - we were destined to be destined, but it was destined to be a bad relationship, so fate specially gave us a little bit of benefits.

... So there is nothing wrong with saying that being in love will lower your IQ.Pity the majestic and majestic ghost king...

"Hmm..." He Xuan didn't know how to answer this question, and he was still thinking about how to be casual with Shi Qingxuan, not nervous, and casually... confess.

"He Xuan, you, a ghost king in a desperate situation, wouldn't you just take time out to ask me about these trivial matters? Hey, could it be that...you like me? How is that possible, isn't it?"

No, how could your matter be a trivial matter?besides!I just like you!How is it impossible!

Following He Xuan's long silence, watching He Xuan's expression gradually freeze "...? No, what, He Xuan, you...? How could you like me? Why? There is no such reason?"

In fact, He Xuan himself couldn't explain why he fell in love with Shi Qingxuan, but after thinking about it, there was only one explanation - he had fallen in love with Shi Qingxuan long before he knew the truth.

And it was precisely because he liked Shi Qingxuan that he hated the Second Shuifeng Master so much when he knew that Shi Qingxuan had taken over his fate.

Because there is love, so will hate.

It is because of the extreme love that one hates the extreme.

Maybe people will always be the most unguarded against the most important talents in their hearts, and they are most willing to show their worst side in front of them.He would even hurt them, wanting him to know that he was really bad, but he would also hope for the other party's forgiveness and gentle words of comfort.

"I don't know why I like you. I shouldn't..."

"But I like you too!"

Shi Qingxuan blurted out this sentence almost without thinking, and only after he finished speaking did he realize what he had said.

When He Xuan first heard this, he felt that he could understand every word Shi Qingxuan said, but once it was connected together, he didn't know what it meant.how come?how could be?

"You... seriously?"

"He Xuan, you were serious when you said these words to me, right? You are, why should I lie to you?"

Love, except for the gorgeous shell, is actually a poisonous and deadly poppy inside.But even though he knew it was poisonous and deadly, he still couldn't resist touching it.Willingly be tempted by it, sink in it, unable to escape.Knowing it was wrong, but still clinging to it firmly, refusing to let go.

Just like the current Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan, there is a life-and-death enmity between them, but they still love each other.Obviously knowing that I shouldn't love, but I can't let go, I can't let go.

"Even so, I, we should be very clear about one thing, right? We...it's impossible. No matter how much we love each other, it's impossible."

The heart is like a knife, obviously two people like each other so much, but they miss each other because of all kinds of hits and mistakes in fate. At this moment, the lover of a lifetime is in front of them, but they can only hurriedly say "no fate in this life". respectively.

"Why! We... Even if we only talk about you, a hopeless ghost king, are there still those rules and regulations to restrain you?"

☆, Thousands of times and hundreds of turns He Xuan let go of Qing Xuan and made an appointment to stay together in the afterlife

"..."

Actually, I don't care, if you want, I don't mind if you stay and be my "Madam", just raise one more person.only……

Can you be unconcerned?But what Shi Qingxuan said just now... Will he not blame himself?impossible?

Shi Qingxuan understands, "No matter how free and unrestrained he looks, in fact, he still abides by those secular rules in his bones. Shi Qingxuan can't do anything out of the ordinary. Falling in love with a man has already violated Morality and ethics, not to mention...even if they like each other, so what!

"Yes, you are right, even if you are the noble and unparalleled ghost king, but I can't. You can let it go, after all, you have avenged your revenge, but I... sorry, I still can't get over this hurdle."

"So? Don't worry, as long as it is your decision, I will respect it."

God knows how difficult it was for He Xuan to say this, and he wanted to entangle him for the rest of his life, but... so he will only respect Shi Qingxuan's decision and make suggestions, and will never do it according to his own ideas.

"...He Xuan... Mingyi...Brother Ming...you...who are you..."

"……I have no idea."

"Then you let me go, okay? If there is a day when we meet again, you and I can nod and pass. If not, it is best to forget each other. Don't worry, you and I have too many entanglements in this life. Next life!" I don't know what ghostly ideas Shi Qingxuan thought of, and the kind of spirit that belonged to the wind master appeared on his face again.

"Hey, Brother Ming, in the next life, how about I be your child bride-in-law? The kind that stays together forever! It's written like this in the scriptures, how beautiful. Then... you take my memory away, right here Take away this period of experience in the palace, and give it back to me in the next life, okay?"

"...Okay." If you want, I don't care if I don't want to.

I will always respect all your choices.

☆, to remember Qingxuan's body and mind are sad and sad He Xuan's parting kiss

The strands of memory were pulled out of Shi Qingxuan's mind by He Xuan.The process of pulling out the memory was not comfortable, Shi Qingxuan only felt a splitting headache, many things that belonged to him gradually disappeared, since he couldn't help confiding his heart to He Xuan, the things he experienced in the past few days have been one after another. One by one, flashed through his mind, and then returned to the night that he feared the most...

After He Xuan took away some of his last memories that needed to be extracted, Shi Qingxuan's eyes went dark and he fell into a coma completely, and the last thing he saw was He Xuan's pair of sharp but gentle eyes. eyes...

He Xuan looked at Shi Qingxuan who was unconscious in his arms because his memory was forcibly pulled out, and his heart ached.

The outline of Junxiu's face is as pale as paper at the moment, and there is still cold sweat dripping from the forehead due to the pain, and the body can clearly feel the slight trembling - presumably it is also painful.The lip line is also beautiful, but the corners of the mouth seem to be slightly raised at any time.Just like now, even though it hurts like this, the person in my arms seems to be just having a long dream, and in the dream, he is feeling excited or other emotions because of something, anything is fine, but, something happened resentment.

Shi Qingxuan seems to be born without hating anyone. He Xuan heard from Huacheng that Xie Lian once said, "The body is in the world, and the heart is in the Taoyuan." Now he really only feels that he is a good match with his Shi Qingxuan.

In fact, He Xuan wished that Shi Qingxuan could have some other emotions for him, whether it was love or hatred.As long as he can remember himself, that's fine.When Shi Qingxuan said to him "forget each other in the rivers and lakes", he actually wanted to say to him, "Can you... don't really forget me?" But Shi Qingxuan also understands, even if he usually treats a person No matter how nice the person is, but when he really doesn't want to have any interaction with this person, then he will really forget him...

Shi Qingxuan of his family is really...

But when he wakes up, just...

"You must not forget me! Even if you hate me! Do you hear me!" Suddenly there was a voice in my heart that I wanted to shout out, but I was afraid of disturbing the people around me. After pulling out the memory, people will be in a coma for a day, and this Within a day, it cannot be disturbed.

After thinking about it, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed Shi Qingxuan's lips.

It doesn't matter, anyway, you don't know when you wake up, at least for now, I want you to belong to me!

He Xuan's lingering kiss ended, he raised his head, and was cruel again, sending Shi Qingxuan out of the palace.I can't send him to a place that is too good, lest he get suspicious.From this point of view... the slums... seem to be the best choice...

☆, postscript

These past events were intentionally sealed up by He Xuan, hoping to let them rot in his memory, never to recall them.

Since this is the case, I am afraid that the only way to avoid being so indulged in those meaningless memories is to pretend that it never happened.

But Shi Qingxuan's letter brought back the past.Let him no longer escape.He Xuan had to face the wound that was opened abruptly—Shi Qingxuan died as a mortal, but he didn't know if he could be reincarnated.After all, even if he didn't know about it, it still took He Xuan's fate to ascend, and he didn't know how the underworld would judge him.

The more he thought about it, the more frightened He Xuan became, for fear that Lord Hades in the underworld would shake his hands and sentence Shi Qingxuan to death.

But if he dared, he wouldn't need that hell.At most, he owed Xueyu Tanhua another debt of favor. He has owed a lot over the years, not bad for this one.

While thinking, his eyes moved down again and again, and fell directly on the last line of words.

Shi Qingxuan wrote only a few words on the last line: "Brother Ming, you are well, wait for me to come back."

Wait for him... to come back?What's the meaning?Did Shi Qingxuan already know how he would react?Did he...haven't forgotten at all?

All his spells are based on "hate", and the only thing that can be cracked is "love".As long as the love is deep enough, it can be completely broken.Then Shi Qingxuan broke his spell...

It can't even be said to be cracked, but it didn't take effect at all!Shi Qingxuan's love has completely changed the power of "hate"!And he...but because of hatred...

I don't know how you will come back, but since you said so, then I will wait for you indefinitely.

Thank you for your pity, you are the only god in Huacheng's heart.Then Qingxuan, isn't it my god?

If the first half of my life is for revenge, then I will live for you for the rest of my life.

The author has something to say: There will be extra episodes~ The extra episodes will be changed to Yuan Geng Ang.Also, it will be dropped randomly in the future, or the previous text will be repaired.

The next article should be Chang Gu's soul change.I'm starting to write after the second model or the junior high school entrance examination. I'm really tired now.

☆, extra one

"Who are you? Big brother, have I met you somewhere?" The soft Shi Qingxuan asked He Xuan innocently while biting his finger...

He Xuan "..." Ahhhhhhh why is my wife so cute!What about the sun_

Crazy ing...

No, he is still a child!Minors!It's against the law! ! !Wake up! ! !

I don't care if he breaks the law or not! ! !It's rare to see my wife like this! ! !No loss for three years! ! !

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The author has something to say: All right...it’s not a story, I’m having a seizure today (/"≡_≡)=

☆, episode [-]

After Shi Qingxuan's death, He Xuan was actually alone for a while, but he could barely get used to it, after all, he came here like this when he didn't know Shi Qingxuan.

Shi Qingxuan is like a ray of light. Although he himself is more like a black hole that swallows everything, Shi Qingxuan still enters his life abruptly.In his dark life, he has painted a ray of light, which will never be erased or forgotten from now on.As long as he is still around, and even has the hope of coming back, He Xuan can't help but think about him.

Is that the best interpretation of that sentence? "I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light." And he has seen the light, so he is destined not to be able to merge into the darkness again.

...If he hadn't seen his own "brightness" biting his finger.

Ever since I met Huacheng and Xie Lian by the tombstone, and received my junior teacher Qingxuan from them, the days of black water sinking boats have not stopped.

In the past, the black water sinks the boat, the face is cold, and it is difficult to distinguish between emotions and anger.is his characteristic.He is angry, and his voice and expression will not change.He was happy, but it was always faint, and he couldn't see anything.

...Although he generally has no emotions after becoming Jue, except for Shi Qingxuan.

But now, his roars can be heard at every turn in Heishui's palace, and most of them are directed at Shi Qingxuan.Those who are quiet and do not curse, generally do not exceed three days.Then he silently relented under Shi Qingxuan's harmless expression.

...My daughter-in-law was so cute when she was young, I couldn't bear to say it, what should I do?Waiting online, very urgent.

...Well, I have more debts to Huacheng, I am so happy.

The author has something to say: About He Xuan’s attitude towards little Shi Qingxuan, it’s basically what my dad did to me...of course there is no such sentence as “under Shi Qingxuan’s harmless expression on human and animal’s face, I’m silently softening my heart”┑( ￣Д￣)┍

I want a second model recently... I have a monthly exam... I'm too busy... (No, this is not an excuse for you to only write these things) I want to release as much as I write... After all... I don't know myself, tomorrow... ...Can I still live home...

☆、Extra three

It was March, and the peach blossoms on the branches were in full bloom, but there were two pleasing handsome men under the tree.But one of the boys had a slightly weird expression on his face.The other... had a gloomy face, but no emotion could be seen.

Shi Qingxuan looked at the pot of memories that he had inadvertently obtained, and He Xuan, who had a nervous face, could only be speechless to the sky.

...God knows I'm only 15 years old this year!I can't live a more ignorant, carefree, happy, young and impulsive life for two more years!

...And the phrase "child bride" was actually realized in such a weird way!really too...

Moreover, it was also the first time he had discovered that, as the king of ghosts, Heishui Shenzhou actually had such a fragile side.It can even be said that the black water is afraid.

He is black water, what will he be afraid of?Are you afraid that he will leave him?

How could it be possible, in the last life, he was already dead.Sailor Wudu and Fengshi Qingxuan no longer exist.Now, he has long since stopped complaining about Heishui.Just looking at He Xuan, don't blame him.

How could it be strange?How can you blame it?It's too late to hold it in the palm of your hand.Well, but he is willing to rest assured that he will spoil the treasure for a lifetime.

The eyes of the two met for a moment, and they understood what the other was thinking.

He Xuan was silent for a moment, then hesitantly said: "Huacheng can offer three thousand lamps to his gods. But I may not be able to. All I have is my own life and a heart. If you want... ...I can give it to you. I'm afraid you don't want it."

Shi Qingxuan looked at him, amused by his words, he came over with a heart, for fear that the other party would not accept it.It's good now, He Xuan just gouged out his own in a few words, he...how could he have any reason not to?

"You dare to send me, why should I not?"

They looked at each other, interlocked their fingers, and smiled at each other.

The peach blossoms are scorching, even though they are Ye Yan, they are not half as elegant as Qing.

May your heart not change, and I, wish to be with you forever.

----over----

The author has something to say: The first slightly longer fanfiction in my life is for Shuangxuan.