High cold fox is the best life

During the past few days in a coma, Hu Hua had a lot of dreams intermittently.

Dreamed of chasing rabbits all over the mountains when I was a child, dreamed of the fox queen nagging at him, dreamed of seeing Lu Li for the first time and being startled by the blood-covered opponent, dreamed of living in the imperial city of Qin Bit by bit, I also dreamed of Bai Zhi.

But the ones that appeared most often in the dream were Lu Li's phrase "everything is just to use", and the fire that lit up the sky on the night the Fox King's Mansion was destroyed.

When he fell into Nichuan, he thought he was going to die in a sea of ​​flames—falling to pieces, burning his soul to pieces—but he heard the voice of Queen Fox in a blur of consciousness.

Still as gentle and loving as 300 years ago, without the slightest hint of aging, but with a little choking when parting, he said to him: "I'm sorry Yue'er, this time my mother is really leaving, and I can't continue to protect you , you have to learn to protect yourself in the future..."

I don't know how many times he cried and shouted in the dream, until he woke up, but he had to admit that the golden light that had been guarding him in the fire of karma was transformed by his mother's demon pill, and this time, she was really left him forever.

Now he has to face the cruel reality of his lover's betrayal and his parents' death.Why was he the only one who survived?Alone, how should he continue to live?

"You—wake up—" Wei Ling said slowly, seeing Hu Hua woke up, her eyes were obviously relaxed a lot, but her face was still stiff, unable to express, "Don't be afraid——you have—— It's safe—everything——"

As he spoke, he picked up the medicine bowl on the low table and slowly fed Hu Hua his medicine.However, although the other party did not resist, he did not cooperate either, and refused to open his mouth, causing her to spill half a spoonful.

Seeing this, Wei Ling frowned with difficulty: "You—"

Hu Hua stared blankly at the ceiling, and his tone was so light that there was no ups and downs: "When I fell into Nichuan, I was clearly broken to pieces, why am I lying here safe and sound now?"

Probably because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his voice sounded extremely dry and hoarse.

Wei Ling said: "It's Dijun——rescued you from Nichuan——"

Hearing the word "Dijun", Hu Shu finally had some light in his eyes, but his tone was still calm: "Where is Dijun, where is he?"

"Emperor——" Wei Ling was a little embarrassed, and after a long silence, he finally avoided the question of nonsense, and only said: "I am the medicine fairy—by the order of Emperor—to take care of you—"

"..." He could tell that the other party was avoiding important things, so he didn't ask any more nonsense.He slowly closed his eyes, turned over, hugged the quilt and curled up into a small ball, and said softly: "I'm a little tired, you go out, I'll take the medicine later."

Looking at the almost untouched decoction, Ling Ling hesitated to speak.But seeing that Hu Hua was holding back something in his heart and didn't want to be disturbed, he left the room and closed the door intimately.

Hu Shuo lay on the bed and didn't want to move much, but he couldn't fall asleep, so he could only open his eyes and close his eyes for a while, and was in a daze for a while. He couldn't see Bai Zhi and felt a little uneasy, but he couldn't help thinking about those heart-piercing past events.

Lu Li's words "everything is just to use" lingered in his ears like a curse, so it was as if someone was holding a blunt knife back and forth to sharpen his heart. Out of breath.

Afterwards, Wei Ling came a few more times, seeing that he closed his eyes and thought he was still asleep, so he didn't bother him.Until evening, the door rang again.

Hearing that Zhu Jin's footsteps were talking nonsense, he opened his eyes and saw that he had brought dinner.

"Ah, you've woken up from sleep. After a day's sleep, you must be starving." Zhu Jin already knew that the man in red that Bai Zhi brought back that day was grown-up nonsense. Both are a bit heavy.

There was no response to the nonsense, until Zhu Jin almost thought he had fallen asleep again, and then said softly: "Tell me the truth, why is the emperor not here, is he trying to save me..."

It was difficult for him to say the rest of the words, the more others concealed from him, the more uneasy he felt.

"Don't think about it." Zhu Jin put down the things in her hands, and said according to Bai Zhi's confession: "The emperor went to the West Heavenly Court to find the Buddha's scriptures and said that he would not return in a few months. When he left, he said that he would let you stay in the mansion these days Rest in peace."

"Well, it's good that it's okay." Hu Shuo nodded numbly, and closed his eyes again.

Zhu Jin finished filling a bowl of porridge and was about to bring it to him, when she turned her head and saw that he was asleep again, and there was no response after calling twice, so she could only frown and shake her head, and left with her things.

But instead of sending the food back to the kitchen, he turned left and walked through the winding corridors, into a sea of ​​Tangli flowers.

The forest is covered with an enchantment, and nothing can be seen from the outside. Only after entering, one can see a secret room built of large bluestones.

Listening to a few suppressed low coughs from time to time, Zhu Jin sighed, and raised her hand to buckle the stone door alternately. Not long after, the stone door opened, and Bai Zhi's slightly hoarse voice came from the depths: "Come in."

The room is only illuminated by a strange silver spirit stone, casting a circle of light silver halo, coldly sprinkled on the man in the middle.White clothes and silver hair, as if covered with three layers of frost and snow, a face like gentle jade is now so pale that it is almost transparent.

Bai Zhi closed his eyes lightly, adjusting his breath.

The silver hair that was usually glowing with silver streamers has faded, showing a heart-palpitating gray.Hearing Zhu Jin approaching, he slowly opened his eyes, those silver eyes were covered with a layer of gray, not to mention his pale lips.

Zhu Jin's eyes were a bit astringent, afraid of disturbing Bai Zhi's meditation, he didn't dare to speak loudly, and said with a sob: "The emperor... the dinner for you, how do you feel today, are you better?"

Seeing him being so cautious, Bai Zhi wanted to laugh, but he frowned because of the pain in the wound, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't make a face, my emperor is fine, it just needs some time to recuperate." , asked, "Are you awake from your nonsense?"

"I'm awake, but..." Zhu Jin hesitated to speak.Noticing what he hadn't finished speaking, Bai Zhi asked, "What's wrong?"

What is under Ni Chuan, nonsense, I didn't know before, but now I see it with my own eyes, how can I not know?Lava fire, thousands of ghosts, like purgatory, even Bai Zhi, I am afraid it will be difficult to get out of the whole body.

What's more, his body was clearly smashed to pieces, but he was lying here safe and sound in the end, most likely because of Bai Zhi, but he didn't know what price the other party paid for it.

Hu Shuo kept telling himself in his heart, "Zhu Jin said, that person is fine, he just went to the West Paradise to find the Buddha to discuss scriptures."After repeating it thousands of times, I actually convinced myself that I fell asleep peacefully.

However, the nightmare seemed to be against him on purpose. Not long after he closed his eyes, he dreamed of the night 300 years ago when the fox king's mansion turned into a sea of ​​blood. open your eyes.

Bai Zhi came here at this time, and he didn't want Hu Shu to see him in a mess, but the timidity in his heart couldn't overcome the worries he had been worrying about for half a month.

Seeing Hu Hua frowning and struggling in a dream, Bai Zhi only felt that his heart was also being tightly clenched.Seeing tears falling from the corner of his eyes, she reached out to wipe them away, but the other party turned her head to avoid him.

Bai Zhi was taken aback for a moment, his hands shrank and froze in mid-air, but he forgot to take them back, and said in a hoarse voice, "I... didn't know you were awake..."

From Bai Zhi's perspective, he could see the flickering eyelashes when he blinked, so he knew he was not asleep.

Hu Hua didn't speak, his reaction was a little too cold, so cold that compared with the clingy little fox before, it seemed like a different person, making Bai Zhi wonder if he had recognized that he was Lu Li.

As a result, his heart tightened even more, and the injury on his back seemed to start to attack, which made his shoulders tremble slightly, and he wanted to apologize frankly, but flinched when the words reached his mouth.

With the temperament of nonsense, since he was not forgiven 300 years ago, he will not be forgiven today 300 years later.

The Adam's apple rolled a few times, and Bai Zhi said bitterly: "If you don't want to talk, you should have a good rest. I'll come see you tomorrow."

He was about to get up while talking, but was suddenly stopped by nonsense.Turning around, I met the upper pair of dark and wet eyes, with a little doubt and inquiry in the eyes, but more distressed.

Nonsense is worrying about him.

Realizing this, Bai Zhi heaved a sigh of relief, and the corners of his mouth curled up.And when he realized that Hu Hua's fingertips had touched his pulse, it was too late to dodge.

After twisting his wrist a few times, he smiled weakly: "You don't need to look, I'm fine, just a minor injury."

"Why..." Hu Hua clasped his wrist tightly, his fingertips trembling slightly, staring straight into his eyes and asked, "...Why are you willing to get hurt like this just to save me?"

Knowing that he could no longer hide the fact that he pulled the keel, Bai Zhi gave up struggling. He didn't deny it, but smiled: "Actually, it's not entirely for you. The seal of the Infernal Ghost Domain has always been guarded by the Emperor. It came out It is the emperor's responsibility to guard it."

It turned out that it was more about responsibility.That's right, after all, the two have only known each other for less than half a year, so it's far from a deep friendship.

That's fine, when he learned that it was Bai Zhi who saved him, he was still afraid that he owed him too much. Now that he got this answer, he felt a lot easier.

But besides being relaxed, I don't know why it's a bit boring.Looking back on the little things they got along with each other in the past few months, there was an illusion as if they were separated from each other.

"About my past, if Dijun doesn't ask a question, don't you really not be curious at all?" Hu Hua's eyes became more suspicious.

"..." His eyes flickered almost imperceptibly, Bai Zhi avoided nonsense's gaze, and said in a gentle voice: "If you don't want to say it, I won't ask. And when you want to say it, I don't need to say it again." ask."

"Bai Zhi..."

The tiny starlight shining in the black eyes made Bai Zhi startled, this was the first time Hu Shi called his name.

The prince of the fox family with golden branches and jade leaves, the golden pearl in the palm of the fox king and fox queen, is used to being pampered and can't bear half of the grievances.

But this voice is no longer as arrogant and indulgent as it was 300 years ago, and the helplessness in it makes people feel distressed.

"Thank you for not asking anything." His throat seemed to be blocked, and it was a little difficult for Hu Hua to speak with his eyes downcast, and said softly, "You, can you still... hug me like before?"

How can't, how can't.Bai Zhi felt that the person who should be worried at this moment should not be nonsense, but him.

Holding the person in his arms, the restless heart seemed to be filled: "It's all over, let the past go. Let me go. I promise you that I will never abandon you at any time."

At first it sounded like he was talking about the fall into Nichuan this time, but Bai Zhi knew that he was actually referring to the relationship between the two of them 300 years ago.

In the end, I still miss the temperature of Bai Zhi's body, leaning comfortably in Bai Zhi's arms, burying my face in his shoulder and rubbing gently, "Bai Zhi, I miss my father and queen mother, and I want to go back to Wuyun Mountain to see them."

Caressing Hu Hua's back, Bai Zhi said warmly: "Okay, I'll go with you."

Hu Hua shook his head: "No, I want to go by myself."