my love letter is always guilty

12.9, this event is especially grand in universities.

Tian Dongyuan thought that 5.4 in middle school was the only youth activity, only to realize that the campus party also has a growing period. When he is eighteen or nineteen years old, it is only a festival for fifteen or sixteen years old.

Roommates said he was a freak, he didn't hold the party in his own school, and went to work in other schools, and some also said that he wanted to show his face in a famous school, to catch a white and rich beauty or something.

No matter what you say, Tian Dong’s left ear goes in and the right ear goes out. Compared to playing games online, he and Sun Fang are crowded in the rehearsal room all day long, which is quite fulfilling. He seems to be a person who needs company. good.

During this period of time, he will not wake up in the middle of the night, inexplicably open his eyes and weep, hurt, and pause.

Tian Dong can play the flute. He learned it when he was a child. It belongs to the clarinet instrument. Most boys choose guitar, drums, and heavy metal. He just likes this solitary thing. At first, he was attracted by the melodious flute sound.

Listening now, the tune was destined to be a lonely ghost.

Sun Fang led a group of girls, pulling ligaments, choreographing movements, jumping profusely, and the heat of exhalation shuttled among the young girls. These girls never put on makeup, but Tian Dong was often stunned, so beautiful Astonishing vitality...

Dong Hai is in charge of doing chores, serving as a delivery man, photographer, and driver.

On the day of the party, Tian Dong wore a snow-white suit and posed some pretentious poses with the girls.

Occasionally looking back, I saw Dong Hai holding the camera in a daze, but he always ignored his daze.

I took a lot of photos with Sun Fang. Sun Fang wore a white gauze dress, like a playful queen. She laughed nervously. She said she was rarely so wild.

Sun Fang has her own world, which is orderly and never disrupted.

She won't wink and gossip about Dong Hai in Tian Dong's ear, Tian Dong said: I have nothing to do with Dong Hai, she just believes that there is nothing to do, not even a word of curiosity.

Tian Dong likes this state, they don't enter each other's restricted areas, they don't explore those memories they don't want to mention, they warm each other, with the same sincerity, in any other way.

This made Tian Dong think of Gu Qin again. She knew everything about Tian Dong, even every word in the love letter, but she was like an enthusiastic audience. When the movie was released, she was full of enthusiasm. After carefully reviewing and reviewing, and then discussing and analyzing with a few friends, the film was offline, the enthusiasm disappeared, and I waited for the release of the next film.

He never told Gu Qin about his contact with Dong Hai.

Tian Dong didn't know what she would think of him, and he didn't want to know.

But Gu Qin still told him that the relationship between her and her current boyfriend seemed to be bumpy again.

The party went well...

Their show received a lot of applause. Tian Dong sang "Castle in the Sky", and Sun Fang was the backup dancer.A girl's graceful body is the most exciting rainbow in youth.

Ephemeral is precious.

The winter night was still as cold as ice, and he shivered when he stepped off the stage. Tian Dong was a person with cold hands and feet, so he hated winter.

"Here." Dong Hai leaned against the backstage door and handed him a hot water bottle, which was already boiling hot.

Tian Dong took the hot water bottle and held it between his hands with Sun Fang.

"Big handsome guy, why did you just give Sun Fang a hot water bottle, what about us?" The other girls began to tease. In a real sense, they were classmates, and they thought that Dong Hai and Tian Dong were competing for Sun Fang.

Dong Hai was very experienced in responding: "It's not easy, you wait, I will start school next year and get a scholarship, one for each student."

"Go to hell!" Trash and toilet paper were thrown at him.

Then they came to attack Tian Dong again: "Tian Dong, you and our Sun Fang dressed like a man and a woman today, don't you want to show it?"

Tian Dongxue was willing to refuse or welcome, following the taste of the public, he smiled and nodded: "Yes, it should be shown, it should be shown."

"Well, treat, treat, treat."

"Of course please, I'll get a scholarship next year and invite everyone to eat and drink!" Tian Dong generously patted his chest: "Go to Bali to swim naked again!"

"Go to hell! You two!" Another pile of confetti flew over.

The chicks ran away in anger. The shyness and excitement they wanted to see didn't go so well with Tian Dong and Dong Hai.

There was none in the first place, and nothing could be dug out.

Sun Fang laughed tremblingly: "Naked swimming in Bali... what do you think?"

Dong Hai also laughed so hard that he leaned forward and backward, and finally looked at Tian Dong and asked, "The inspiration comes from the 92 edition. Is there a happy event at home?"

Sun Fang didn't know why, but Tian Dong gave a thumbs up sincerely: "My bosom friend!"

Tian Dong likes to watch Stephen Chow's movies, each one is clear, and he often translates the lines in it. In the past, Gu Qin often watched it with him repeatedly, but she couldn't respond to the lines in it to her.

Gu Qin smiled and forgot, but when Tian Dong laughed until his stomach ached, he subtly blended into it, and the lines he remembered were clear all his life.

Tian Dong felt as if he knew Dong Hai again.

His hobbies were picked up at his fingertips, like a certain special society, and finally joined a formal member, the kind of fan who can answer a complete sentence after saying the beginning.

12.9 is also the birthday of roommate Chen Ming, he told Tian Dong to go back to eat cake.

In college life, before the end of this semester, Tian Dong only knew a few boys in the dormitory. They had different styles, but they were tolerant to him. Tian Dong felt that these boys were loyal heroes, and he would not refuse sincere Invitation, so rush back.

Back to school, it was almost 11 o'clock, Dong Hai sent Tian Dong off.

Tian Dong also rode a bicycle before, with little experience. He was hit by a motorcycle when he was on the street for the first time, and his body rolled a few times on the road. Tumor, he rarely rode that thing after that, especially on roads with heavy traffic.

The wind and the air on the road were very cold. Tian Dong was on the back seat of Dong Hai's bicycle, tucked his neck into his collar and buried his head. He could only see the small bicycle tires rubbing against the ground, rolling at an even speed and cautiously.

"Look up at the sky!" Dong Hai said, panting slightly.

"Look at your sister, she's so cold." Tian Dong still shrunk his neck and lowered his head.

"Look at the moon!" he said again, his voice gradually getting louder and more excited: "The moon is round and big. I forgot that the old man said that when the moon is the brightest and roundest, you can tell your love story to it." A wish, a wish will surely come true, have you ever made a wish to the moon?"

He was talking to Tian Dong, and a certain scene in "Nine Pins of Sesame Official" appeared in his mind. It was very funny. Tian Dong responded, gritted his teeth and said: "I hate the moon!"

"Haha..." Dong Hai was laughing without any scruples.

Tian Dong slightly raised his eyelids to see Dong Hai’s enthusiastic back, like a happy smiling face. He looked up at the illustration-style night sky among the trees, stared hard at the pedals with his feet, and laughed loudly. Occasionally he freed up a hand to grab a branch that swept over his head, even if he couldn't reach it, he was very excited.

Tian Dong didn't know what Dong Hai was so happy about. Following his enthusiasm, he looked at the branches, street lights, and the shadows of the two people on the bicycle...

His shadow was a short one in the back seat, and he thought of the shadow he painted for Dong Hai.

It's really like Yoneda...

I almost laughed out loud.

Branches, street lamps, the shadows of two people...

Tian Dong had seen this scene before, and when he saw it again, he was no longer nervous, and no longer felt poetic, but weak and heavy...so his smile dried up again.

Dong Hai seemed to be able to feel his breath, and gradually stopped laughing, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly.

Tian Dong couldn't see Dong Hai's expression, only heard him sigh sincerely: "Look at me..."

In silence, until the door of the dormitory, Chen Ming sneaked in to open the door for Tian Dong, and bribed the dormitory manager for him.

Tian Dong followed him back to the dormitory without looking back.

Chen Ming's cake was very sweet, and he had to be sweet. He announced that he was leaving the singles. He was the first one in the dormitory to announce that he was leaving the singles. His roommates teased each other. This fat man, who is neither good-looking nor smart, is really lucky.

Tian Dong doesn't like sweets, and he is also savoring that taste.

Sleeping on the upper bunk, I can see the night outside, the moon is round and big.

It is the night is dark enough, the moon is white enough.

"I hate the moon..." he said inexplicably.

While savoring the sweetness of that cake, he thought about unimportant things, did Dong Hai go to school, did he go back to the dormitory, and was he scolded by the dormitory administrator?

Taking out the phone, I was a little surprised that Dong Hai's phone number was just a string of unfamiliar numbers lying in the corner of the phone screen.

In the end, he didn't send a text message asking Dong Hai if he had returned to school, and Dong Hai didn't send him a text message either.

Every time we meet, it's just a phone call and a word.

Their dialogue has no written expression.

Regarding writing, Tian Dong couldn't help recalling the heavy past. Fang Ze, his first love, they rarely met and only wrote letters. They wrote 28 letters, one letter a month, one year and two months.

14 letters, 1 words each, 4 words.

Tian Dong fell in love with those 1 characters, and fell in love with Fang Ze.

He knew Fang Ze earlier than Dong Hai. The strange thing is that the number of times he saw Fang Ze was far less than the number of times he had seen Dong Hai in the past six months.

Tian Dongyuan thought that their love of this orientation should have been hidden in the mud, and meeting each other really seemed aggrieved.

So he poured all his emotions into the words. Fang Ze is a monument in his heart, and it is his belief that he put 1 Kongming lanterns.

The relationship with Fang Ze is also an epiphyllum, the most ruined one, it is said to be ruined, because Tian Dong didn't see the beauty of the flowers blooming, and the flowers faded, so he persisted and refused to give up.

He refused to give up and became a stalker. The stalker shattered all his dignity, compromised his dignity, and got a trial result. Fang Ze said contemptuously, "I chased you only out of curiosity!"

After writing the 14th letter, Tian Dong was still immersed in love at that time.

The day after writing the letter was the fifth time he saw Fang Ze.

The first time: hold hands, the second time: hug, the third time: kiss, the fourth time: open room, the fifth time: break up.

Fang Ze put him to bed, and only met five times. He used the method of installment payment to separate the years. Five times, it became one year, so Tian Dong thought that they had been in love for one year.

In terms of the thoroughness of the destruction, Fang Ze was the most successful.

Tian Dong hasn't lost those letters so far. He sealed them up and put them in the suitcase and took them to the university together. They were poisons he couldn't throw away.

"Don't think about it, go to sleep..." Tian Dong persuaded himself, and Tian Dong forced himself to sleep.