my love letter is always guilty

Gu Qin committed suicide...

When he first heard the news, Dong Hai felt an indescribably dull feeling.

He was pursued by this girl before, because he knew that she had a good relationship with Tian Dong, so he took advantage of her a little bit and wrote several letters to her for the purpose of inquiring about Tian Dong's news.

At that time, Tian Dong faced Fang Ze's betrayal alone, and Zhou Sisi's revelation was really worrying. It was also at that time that Dong Hai began to admit his feelings.

After graduating from high school, he never had any contact with Gu Qin. He went to the school next door to Tian Dong, and made up his mind to communicate with Tian Dong face to face, and also determined to find the true feelings behind those words and face himself.

From a certain point of view...Gu Qin passively served as his matchmaker for a while.

Thinking of this, Dong Hai will remember the first love, stubbornness and rebellion at the beginning, knowing that she is dead, the sour old feelings of the past have been magnified, and the pressure is heavy on his heart.

On the day he took Huang Lihua to the funeral, he didn't get out of the car. He knew Tian Dong was there, but he couldn't see each other, so he didn't get out of the car, just like the New Year's Eve in those years.

They can't boast that line any more, that's a deal.

That day Huang Lihua went to say hello to Tian Dong. They were classmates, and it was only natural that they hadn't seen each other for many years, but behind the scenes, she talked to the policeman for a long time... leaving Tian Dong aside...

It's not that he thinks that his wife is hooking up with wild men, Dong Hai never cared about that, such as Qin Fengyi's intentions, but he thinks it's a good thing, at least he knows that Qin Fengyi is serious, Huang Lihua can choose the right person , can be considered rest assured, of course, it is not difficult to say that there is a little selfishness and bastard in it.

It's just that Huang Lihua has been by his side for so many years, and she rarely initiates conversations with people at parties or banquets, because she always has a sense of inferiority, and it is a thorn in her heart that she didn't go to university. In communication, she is very afraid of showing timidity.

Once a child of a relative at home asked her for "mayonnaise", she was flustered, not knowing what it was, but the nanny went to the kitchen and took out a bottle of mayonnaise, the child laughed at her for not even "mayonnaise". I know, and shouted mischievously around, making relatives and friends know about it, and making a joke.

In fact, she could just smile and act more relaxed, that's no big deal, others are not as good as her, and she has to admit the relationship between short and long, but she almost cried, lowering her head stubbornly, saying nothing, her whole body Exuding gloom, in the end, no one dared to approach.

Since then, relatives and friends don’t want to contact her even more, and she doesn’t get close to anyone. Even the nanny who works with her rarely speaks. She is like a lonely soldier. Faced with more and more ridicules and teasing, Not saying a word, not complaining or resisting.

That's because of her strong self-esteem, and Dong Hai never cared about her problems in this area, each went his own way.

Huang Lihua like this suddenly put aside her former classmate Tian Dong on that day and chatted happily with the policeman. Dong Hai was really surprised, she seemed to have changed her personality.

"Xiao Hai..." Jiang Meixi held a plate of lychees and whispered in Dong Hai's ear for a while.

Withdrawing his confused thoughts, Dong Hai raised his head: "What's wrong?"

"Why are you in a daze?" Jiang Meixi handed the lychees in front of him: "Here, the lychees that your second uncle just sent over are sweet."

Seeing that there was no desire, Dong Hai lowered his head again to look at the book on his lap, and said indifferently: "You can eat it, I don't like sweet fruits."

"Xiao Hai..." Jiang Meixi sat down on the rattan chair next to him with kind eyes: "Today is my mother's birthday. I am really happy that you can come to accompany me. I am happier than winning the grand prize."

Dong Hai laughed sarcastically: "Really? Am I more important than your glory and wealth?"

Jiang Meixi's face with a bright smile suddenly seemed to be frosted, she put down the half-peeled lychee, and said displeasedly: "Dong Hai, don't always blame me for that matter, your lord's business, you How much can you understand?"

"My lord?" Dong Hai raised his head, his slashed and chiseled face was full of coldness: "Am I not an adult yet? Don't I understand?..."

"If you understand..." Jiang Meixi sighed: "You won't take Huang Lihua, there is no responsibility to be a human being."

"I'm really different from you, and I can't do those nasty things."

"Dong Hai!" Jiang Meixi slapped the glass tea table: "Are you here today to piss me off?"

"Stay away from me." Dong Haisheng said these words coldly, and looked down at the book again, turning a blind eye to everything.

As if all her strength had been stripped away, Jiang Meixi stood up tremblingly, lost her appetite for the plate of bright red lychees, and her mood plummeted.

How could this child be stubborn for so long?

As a mother, she didn't want to expose those unsightly things, she and Tianwang had really devoted their all to him, why couldn't they change at all...

It was almost dusk, and the rosy light slanted from the tall villa in the west, illuminating the estrangement between the mother and child as if they had never seen each other for a thousand years.

The barking of dogs on the second floor suddenly became louder, accompanied by the crying of children, which disturbed the peaceful sunset.

"Mom! Come up quickly..." Zhou Sisi yelled from the balcony: "Brother, you come too."

Dong Hai didn't want to pay attention to it. He glanced over there and found Zhou Sisi standing on the balcony of Huang Lihua's room.

In the master bedroom on the second floor, every time Dong Hai went to sleep in a drunk state, he was helped in by Huang Lihua, and the asshole was that every time he went in that state, he would have a relationship with Huang Lihua.

So Dong Hai resisted that room very much. After quitting drinking, he hasn't entered it in the past year.

That already completely belonged to Huang Lihua's room.

Dong Hai and Jiang Meixi rushed to the second floor one after the other.

A black and white Doberman pinscher barked irritablely in the room, full of hostility towards several white plastic bottles without labels scattered on the ground.

Those bottles were not big, only two or three bottles, and the pills fell on the ground, and the white and light yellow pills were mixed together.

The child by the door was crying. It was the little grandson of the aunt's family. The adults who heard the sound came to comfort him.

In the room, on the bed facing the balcony, sat Huang Lihua with a sad face, lowering her head, letting Zhou Sisi yell at her.

"What are those things of yours?" Zhou Sisi pointed at Huang Lihua angrily, pointing at Huang Lihua, "This Doberman Pinscher was trained in the army. It will bark when it smells something harmful. I didn't expect it... Haha, you The tail of a fox is finally exposed, and it is actually hiding poison at home!"

That conclusion made Huang Lihua raise her head in shock, with tears all over her face, she said sadly: "No..."

"No...no...other than these two words, what else can you say? It's like this every time, crying and saying no, you seem to be making a fool of yourself, but in fact, your heart has never given in..."

"Sisi, what did you just say?" Jiang Meixi hurried over: "Hidden poison!!!"

Seeing them coming, Zhou Sisi walked over immediately, filled with righteous indignation: "Mom, brother, I'm holding her by the tail today, come and see what's on the ground?"

Walking over, Dong Hai picked up a white tablet, put it on the tip of his nose and sniffed it.

At that moment, Huang Lihua's complexion was pale, like a mummy whose blood had been drained. She was frightened to death, but she bit her tooth socket faintly until a trace of blood spread in her mouth, as if she had survived, and slowly, Her clenched fists began to loosen, began to relax, and began to return to a docile and cowardly state, with low eyebrows and eyes...

"What is this?" Jiang Meixi also picked up a few tablets to observe, and then picked up a half-empty bottle: "Is it medicine? Why is there no trademark, not even a label, what does the 1 on the bottle mean?"

"This bottle is 2, and this bottle is 3." Zhou Sisi picked up the remaining two bottles and said sarcastically: "After all, I only studied in high school, so I can only write 1, 2, and 3."

"You broke into her room?" Dong Hai asked coldly, staring at Zhou Sisi with eyes that could stare her into the ice cellar.

"I..." Zhou Sisi was stunned, and said arrogantly: "What's the matter if I broke in, I've been gloomy all day, hiding in the room like a caveman, I just want to see what treasures are in her room , I didn’t expect it to be something unclean.”

"Unreasonable." Dong Hai glared at her.

This was Dong Hai's first time defending her in three years of marriage. Huang Lihua felt a little unbelievable seeing this scene.

But soon, Dong Hai proved his impartiality to her again. He approached Huang Lihua and handed the medicine to her: "What is this?"

Next to the bed is the barking Doberman Pinscher, an intelligent dog trained as a search-and-rescue dog for police and medical teams.Zhou Sisi was arrogant and unreasonable, but this dog would not bark indiscriminately.

"An... sleeping pill." Huang Lihua's voice was as thin as running water, with broken sobs, and the gentleness that made people feel distressed.

"Sleeping pills?" Jiang Meixi was incredulous: "Why are you hiding so many sleeping pills?"

Zhou Sisi scolded: "Are you a pervert, or are you plotting evil?"

"Shut up!" Dong Hai roared.

Both of them fell silent without making a sound, and the relatives and friends outside the door were also shocked.

Taking another step closer, Dong Hai said seriously to Huang Lihua: "You have to give a reason."

Huang Lihua sobbed a few times, and explained: "I often suffer from insomnia, but the hospital doesn't buy this. My dad has opened a clinic before and knows the formula. I asked him for this."

Everyone here doesn't want to mention Huang Lihua's adoptive father. He is a complete gambler, never works, and relies on marrying his daughter to be a blood sucker in the family. He is really a disgusting person.That person will not be invited to any activities of the Zhou family, his reputation is too bad.

"Can he still dispense medicine?" Dong Hai was a little surprised.

"Well, when he was young, he worked in a pharmaceutical factory. When he caught up with the tide, he left his job and started his own clinic. Later... he got involved in gambling..." Huang Lihua's voice was like a mosquito, with extremely low self-esteem.

"Okay, you can put it away." Dong Hai handed her the medicine bottle, turned to the others and said, "The party is about to start, everyone go down."

"Brother..." Zhou Sisi protested and shouted: "Are you confused? It's dangerous to hide so many sleeping pills in her hands! What if she pours them all into the soup for us to drink, how will we clean up?"

"Yes." Jiang Meixi agreed, "I'm afraid just thinking about it."

Dong Hai turned his back to them, and said: "Leave it to me, and ask me for it when you have insomnia."

Everyone was relieved, and they all dispersed. The remaining Zhou Sisi and Jiang Meixi picked up the medicine, put it into a bottle, and handed it to Dong Hai.

After everyone left, Huang Lihua's face was pale and powerless. She looked towards the balcony, her docile eyes were terribly empty, as if she foresaw the end of the world...

Who... painted the reflection of first love into the shape of sin?Who, in the spring breeze, with the help of the hazy starlight, painstakingly plotting the pain of passing through the annual rings?It's desolation... It's the unreconciled and resentment that good fortune has made people unbearable.