my love letter is always guilty

Charcoal death...

It wasn't very painful, just a slight headache, then gradually blurred consciousness, coma, brain hypoxia after coma, and finally organ failure and death!

"Tian Dong, what is the least painful way to die?"

Tian Dong looked at the sentence in the dialog box, his eyes gradually blurred, and a few tears fell silently on the phone screen.

The scorching summer seemed to have formed a thick layer of ice. In this pale reality, Tian Dong cracked a cowardly smile, and asked whether he was too strong. The emotional blows suffered by the two were not as good as him, but Know Yu Sheng very quickly, and sublimate love into a kind of extreme loyalty.

Faced with the reality of so many unrequited loves, should he also pay homage to those sorrows with death... But, he never thought of this.

Are you afraid of dying?

Fear, that is an instinctive fear...

Why is Gu Qin so brave, not afraid of death... and died for a scumbag!

The greatest death he has ever seen is the death of his grandfather. He obeyed the fate, had no hatred, no obsession, and no pain. He clearly faced the end of his soul, left a warm seed, and passed away peacefully.

At that time, Tian Dong grew up a lot and learned to be kind to the rest of his life.

Standing in front of Gu Qin's piano store, Tian Dong was in a daze for a long time before he realized that there was always a character like Gu Qin in his scripts, and Gu Qin's scripts must also have him.

Sadness comes again, and none of us knows how to kick off the next scene...

Looking at the scorching sun in the sky, the corners of Tian Dong's mouth raised a little weakly, his skin and senses couldn't accept such strong light and high temperature, it was instinctive boredom and resistance.

A pot of charcoal fire, closed car windows, in a narrow space, even if she is drunk, with Gu Qin's cool temperament, can she stand the scorching heat?Like being stuffed in an oven, doesn't her instinctive senses resist?

Maybe he was too drunk and lost consciousness.

If not, she would have been terrified when she found herself in a mountain forest surrounded by bloodthirsty mosquitoes.

Gu Qin hates mosquitoes the most, she thinks they are made by evil spirits.

While asking about the 'least painful way to die', she found the environment she hated the most to die in.

Why can't you treat yourself well even if you commit suicide? A home without a single mosquito is better than the wilderness...

Those speculations were tumbling in his mind, because Tian Dongtai didn't want to admit Gu Qin's suicide intention.

I can't believe it, just like Chen Ming back then, even in the past five years, Tian Dong didn't think that bright fat man would go to that extreme.

Therefore, Tian Dong always changes concepts in his mind. Maybe that boy Chen Ming was suddenly depressed and drank two liang of Xiaobai. He stumbled and fell into the river accidentally while walking by the Qu River. Accident, not suicide, the desire to commit suicide is too dark and hopeless.

Only this time, the attitude of the police seems to be not so simple.

Despite the pressure from his family, Li Changan persisted in investigating the case in depth. Like Tian Dong, he never agreed with suicide.But that rigorous man established his point of view with evidence, while Tian Dong just judged based on emotion.

Who can a little girl like Gu Qin provoke?

There is no basis... On the day of the crime, there was no noisy incident in the bar, so where is the motive?

A murderer will never fall from the sky.

Li Changan's insistence is destined to be questioned a lot, and the road he insists on will not be easy.

Compared with the investigators in Chen Ming's case, Li Chang'an is completely targeted. This kind of person will work very hard. That hard face is an image of self-torture, and he is definitely not an euphoria.

After checking Baidu, Tian Dong found out that he was the popular figure who solved the 23-year wrong case two months ago... no wonder... a hard-working life born to love to toss.

...No matter what the result is, Gu Qin's death will not change, and the pain will not disappear...

what's the function?Everyone died.

For the next few days, Tian Dong was in a low mood, he didn't want to see anyone, he didn't want to be questioned by the police, he couldn't sleep...and he wasn't in the mood to look for a job.

He collected some clothes and went to the countryside, Chen Ming's hometown.

It has been five years, since that funeral, Tian Dong has not come to pay respects again, and there are not many people who will come to kneel in front of this young tomb, except for the parents of the deceased.

The heat and temperature in the countryside is better than that in the city. There is no impetuous smell in the air, but a pure earthy smell, with the simplicity of weeds, giving people a sense of freedom and relaxation.

Tian Dong stood in front of the stone tablet covered with weeds, his slender body cast a long slanted shadow in the sun, his thin eyes were like a clear spring, flowing thousands of miles away, he was deeply moved.

He simply bought some wax paper money and a few oranges, not for cheap, but to quench his thirst after worshiping.

"Are you... Tian Dong?" A mature female voice came out from behind.

Looking back, I saw a face that seemed to have been seen before, but it was much older than when I was studying, and it was less domineering and arrogant than before.

"Yao Meiling?" Tian Dong asked unexpectedly.

The woman nodded and smiled sincerely: "It's me. I really didn't expect you to come here."

This is what Tian Dong wanted to be surprised about. How could he have thought that the woman who cruelly dumped Chen Ming would appear here?

This is in front of Chen Ming's tombstone. Even if this woman feels guilty, it would not be such a coincidence that she appeared here on such a random day, as if she lived here.

Seeing Tian Dong's stunned expression, Yao Meiling clapped her hands, wiped off the dirt on her hands, pointed to a corn field behind her, and showed a kind smile.

"I'm staying in my hometown now. That's my homeland. I came out to break a few sticks. I just saw someone coming to worship at Chen Ming's grave. I came up to have a look. I didn't expect it to be you."

"Oh..." Tian Dong came back to his senses, looked at the land, and was a little puzzled: "Why did you come back to farm? Is the income enough for expenses?"

The reason why Yao Meiling left Chen Ming at the beginning was because she found a rich man. When dating Chen Ming, she also wanted all kinds of material goods. He couldn't understand what such a girl had experienced in the past five years. Money worshipers are willing to suffer such a poor life.

Yao Meiling sighed in embarrassment, and glanced at her lower abdomen.

"That's enough. The advantage of the countryside is that it's easy to be self-sufficient, you don't have to worry about eating and drinking, and it's clean..."

She said the word "clean" calmly, as if a drop of dew had purified her heart.

She sat on the floor under a big mulberry tree, straightened out the sand in her trouser legs, and waved to Tian Dong: "The sun is bright, come and sit..."

Tian Dong walked over and sat down next to her, listening to her slowly tell a story about the past.

"After Chen Ming died, I was raped by the Internet. It was a terrible time. My new boyfriend was a social person. He told me to stop studying and go to Zhouyang City with him... I was also crazy about it. , For the sake of love, she dropped out of school and left with him.

We have been together for two years, and we gave him two children. He didn’t want each pregnancy, but I really wanted to give birth, so I got married, married, raised children, and became pregnant for the third time. I didn’t agree to abortion anymore, so he started Hit me, beat me hard until I have a miscarriage...

I went to the hospital, the child was gone, the uterus was damaged, and I was no longer fertile... I found out later that he had been married for five years and had a child in his hometown... He didn't want to divorce, just like I did when I dumped Chen Ming , left me...

Looking back, filled with remorse, I miss Chen Ming so much, and I want to die, I want to apologize to him in hell, but... hehe... To be honest, I am very afraid of death. When I pick up the knife and put it on my wrist, I am afraid I couldn't imagine how desperate Chen Ming was at that time, and how much he loved me..."

Hearing this, Tian Dong asked: "So... you came back... to be with him?"

"Forget it. Besides, I'm tired. I've seen through it. I grew up with Chen Ming. I'm destined to come back... I'm also satisfied. My life is much better now than when I was in the city. My heart is clean..."

"His family..." Tian Dong said awkwardly, "Aren't they going to have a conflict with you?"

"Hi, I came back three years after Chen Ming's death. His parents have been working in the city, and the resentment has long faded away. Besides, everyone in the village knows about me. They are all very happy, saying that I will be rewarded with evil. something...it's pretty good..."

Tian Dong saw the slight sadness in Yao Meiling's eyes, and even more relief, the eyes that no longer hesitated, like the heart of a child inspired by the gods.

"It's pretty good..." Tian Dong agreed, his eyes were calm, and he remembered the phrase to treat the rest of his life kindly.

No matter how complicated the ink is, it will eventually fall to a certain point, quiet and serene.

"By the way, there is a woman who comes to worship Chen Ming every year." Yao Meiling said as if remembering: "I thought you were her at first, but I felt that the time was wrong. She arrives on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year every year." Come one day on the eighth day of the lunar new year."

"woman?"

Tian Dong looked puzzled, Chen Ming had no other female friends at all except Yao Meiling.

"Yes, she also brought new year's goods to Chen Ming's parents. That woman is very rich." Yao Meiling looked a little jealous: "I didn't expect that Chen Ming would know such a good woman. In comparison, I really am Too... hey..."

A woman has worshiped a dead young man for many years, and there is really no reason other than love. Tian Dong, who is a classmate in the lower berth, has never been here for five years. How can she come every year?

"Do you know who she is?" Tian Dong was curious.

"Hmm..." Yao Meiling thought for a while, "Oh, her surname is Huang, I heard Chen Ming call her Lihua..."

"Huang Lihua!!"

Tian Dong let out a cry of surprise, he seldom bluffed like this, but after hearing this name, he opened his mouth uncontrollably in astonishment.

In the school days, Huang Lihua had already bid farewell. She was working in a clothing store outside the school just to pursue Dong Hai, so how could she miss Chen Ming so much, whom she had never even met.

Isn't that weird?

Dong Hai and Chen Ming didn't have much in common. As a friend's wife's visit, this kind of reason is far-fetched.

What exactly is going on……

Come to worship every year, what kind of feeling is that?

Is Huang Lihua secretly in love with Chen Ming again?

This is completely unreasonable!

Still showing great compassion, offering sympathetic sacrifices to this poor boy; still having too much money to spend, and doing a little poverty alleviation work;

None of the reasons are at least convincing.