After the idol became my object

It is actually not easy for a person who is in the sweet period of love to find the state of frustration. Experienced actors such as Zhong Yi have a long-term foundation in acting, and they can try their best to find that state with every frown, smile, movement, and look. This kind of feeling, and the traces of deliberate interpretation are reduced to the minimum, so that ordinary audiences cannot detect it at all.

But for Shi Yutong, it is not that simple.

Zhong Yi taught her a lot of acting skills, so much that Zhong Yi almost taught her everything he had learned in his life. Although Shi Yutong was absorbing and studying hard like a sponge, experience was accumulated little by little over time. , She has done a good job, so good that she can't even be compared with actors of the same class, which is enough to prove that she is talented.

If you meet other directors, you will not only praise Shi Yutong's performance, but even say a few words, saying that the last sentence is Zhong Yi's favorite person, and it can be called the new hope of the new generation of film industry. Flowers will be sent to her together.Unfortunately, the director of "Blue Bird" is Pu Shangfeng. Director Pu recognized Shi Yutong's acting skills, but he was not satisfied with the feelings she showed.

"Little Tong, come here." Director Pu took a small fan to blow the wind for Shi Yutong, and said while blowing: "You and Zhong Yi, she chased you, right?"

As soon as the director said this, Shi Yutong felt keenly that Director Pu had something to say, but it was not easy to tell her directly, so he took Zhong Yi out to turn a corner.

"I guess I can chase her." Shi Yutong said: "Actually, I didn't chase her very much. It's just that I had a crush on her for a while, and I couldn't stand it for a while, so I said it, and then she..."

"She agreed?" Director Pu laughed.

Shi Yutong was a little embarrassed, and nodded in agreement.

Director Pu changed his seat, asked Shi Yutong to stand under the parasol, and said with a smile, "That means she has fallen in love with you a long time ago, but it's just not convenient to say it for some reason, and then you, the child, are stupid The one who bumped into him, you don't call it chasing people, Zhong Yi didn't go forward at all, and even took the initiative to back up, waiting for you, you don't call it chasing people, you don't call chasing people."

"Director, what, what should I do?" Shi Yutong was transparent. When Director Pu said this, she basically understood what the director meant, and she was also a little worried. She did have a period of sadness and disappointment, but it seemed that she couldn't satisfy her. The director's request, or her sadness and frustration are not as ruthless as Director Pu wants. She needs to feel a little more abused, but there is only a little bit of feeling in the first place, and she has been together with Zhong Yi. The sweet time is almost gone.

She tried her best to find and perform her best, but she didn't seem to reach that point.

"Let's put it this way." Director Pu put the small fan aside, and explained to Shi Yutong seriously: "You have acting skills in it, I'm not saying that skills are bad, on the contrary, having skills is a good thing, but for Zhong Yi This kind of experience skill is a good thing, but you, Xiaotong, you still can’t master this kind of skill. The traces of carving are too obvious, maybe the audience can’t see it, but experts can see the depth and layering inside it at a glance, which is not enough , is far from enough.”

"Then, what should I do now? Abandon the skills and perform purely emotional performances?" Shi Yutong said: "But, purely emotional, I don't seem to be so cruel. Could it be that Zhong Yilai abused me now? Divide it once?" This is not realistic, even if Shi Yutong is willing to make such a sacrifice for the acting career, Zhong Yi will definitely not be willing, but her existing emotional foundation alone cannot satisfy Director Pu. requirements.

"Don't dare!" Director Pu hurriedly waved his hands, exaggerating his expression while waving his hands: "Don't dare to let Zhong Yi hear this, otherwise I won't be able to behave in front of her in the future, and I will fool you and her in this filming Break up, she must kill me!"

"Well, I have an idea, see if it works, if not, let's discuss other things, take your time and don't worry."

In the dark and empty hall, Shi Yutong was sitting on the floor in a gorgeous palace costume. The thick costume of June Day was a bit stuffy. Shi Yutong fanned the wind with his sleeve, but it didn't help, so he simply gave up and told himself The heart is calm and cool, the place where she is is the princess' bedroom, and it is the interior of a palace with no lights on.

The reason why the light was not turned on was because of Director Pu's request. This was Shi Yutong's second day here, and she was still not used to it.

"Mr. Shi, are you ready? It's about to start playing."

"Okay." Shi Yutong replied in a low voice, and a projection appeared on the white wall in front of him, which was the only light in the dark hall.

With the white wall as the curtain, Zhong Yi's film and television works over the years are shown. They are not complete works but edited versions of scenes. It is an edited version of Zhong Yi playing with various actors. Various combinations of CP staged various love and hate Love and hatred, Zhong Yi's intimate scenes are not many, at most they are borrowed positions or kisses like touching. A lingering love.

I have to admit that Director Pu is really skilled. It is impossible for the two to break up to experience emotions, but he has other methods. He has collected all the ambiguous scenes related to Zhong Yi over the years and edited them into a series of love The story, Zhong Yishen's acting skills and his deliberate editing are the most suitable way to stimulate Shi Yutong, and it is also a way to achieve the most empathetic effect.

Yesterday was just the beginning, a few chaotic shots entered as a foreshadowing, and then the scale will be increased a little bit, and repeated, until Shi Yutong finds that feeling, that feeling that she and Zhong Yi are not in the same world, then There are thousands of worlds around Zhong Zhongyi, but she only has one desolate palace.

That is the distance, the most real distance. Zhong Yi is surrounded by beauties of all colors, who she can favor at will. She is happy as she pleases. She has a rivers and lakes, and Shi Yutong in this hall can only watch silently. She longs for She blended in, but she was just a spectator!

Tears slowly fell down her cheeks, Shi Yutong looked at the two people who were embracing and kissing in front of her, seeing the strong love in their eyes, suddenly her heart throbbed sharply, it hurt her internal organs like being torn apart , panting heavily, she bent down and put her forehead on the cold floor, her mind was chaotic, she could only see scenes of Zhong Yi, Zhong Yi with others, and the side of Zhong Yi Without her, never without her!

There is numbness in the palm of the hand, the small body is dressed in a fine attire, and the bun has already been scattered in chaos. She is curled up on the floor, staring at the front with blank eyes. It is a frozen frame of an image, frozen in the last Zhong Yi held a sword in one hand and a jug in the other, and the wine flowed from the corner of her mouth. She raised her hand to wipe it, and then looked into the distance, with an indelible nostalgia in her gloomy eyes.

Who is she attached to?Shi Yutong stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to touch the character in the picture, but it was a futile struggle. Why can't I touch her?Why so far?Why so vague?

The coffee sent by the assistant spilled all over the floor, and Zhong Yi was a little irritable. Looking at the white shirt that had been stained by the coffee, he wanted to get angry but felt that he was inexplicable. In the end, he could only hold down his temper and wave his hands to let the assistant deal with it and get out quickly.

It has been half a month since she left the crew. During this period, Zhong Yi has always followed Director Pu's request. There is no text message, voice, or photo between the two of them. She is not even allowed to read news about Shi Yutong on Weibo. In other words, During these half a month, the two of them had no communication and lost contact. She didn't know if her baby was okay, whether she was eating well or sleeping well. She didn't know anything, and was isolated in Shi Yutong's world. outside.

How can you not be irritable?

At the beginning, Zhong Yi was more able to hold her breath. In addition, Qin Jun answered her several announcements one after another. Zhong Yi was busy for a while, but after that time, she couldn't hold back anymore. She missed her own The little daughter-in-law is gone, but I sent a few messages and no one responded. Later, even the call was answered by the assistant, implicitly expressing the news that the director did not allow her to carry a mobile phone, Zhong Yi gave up this kind of contact The way, she wants to go back to the crew, she wants to go back to visit the set, but every time she brings it up, Director Pu says it’s not the time yet, wait, you can’t fall short, Zhong Yi can’t listen to this, she is always a little worried, afraid of Shi Yutong There is something that can't be dealt with. Every time Director Pu said that everything is moving in a good direction, she must hold back. Zhong Yi can only hold back even if she can't bear it. She knows that the director has the style of a director. You have to take the overall situation into consideration. After all, this is work, not a place for her to talk about love.

Zhong Yi could only bear it, and she endured it until mid-July. She and Shi Yutong hadn't seen each other for 27 days, and there was no contact between them!

By the time Zhong Yi returned to the crew, the filming was already on track. She watched Shi Yutong's scene, but a single look could reveal strong sadness. The depressive and forbearing appearance made Zhong Yi feel very distressed, as if in the camera. That girl has experienced all kinds of floating life.

"How is it?" Director Pu asked Zhong Yi's opinion outside the monitor.

"very good."

However, it always feels a little unacceptable.Fortunately, it is really good. Shi Yutong performed the director's request completely, that kind of strong love, lonely and stubborn appearance, ran away from the palace, and pursued hard, as if she was using her life to ignite love, she was burning herself passionately , Burning until Zhong Yi watched it, I just felt a numb pain all over my body, it was the kind of empathetic pain.

"She..." Zhong Yi wanted to ask her how she did it, but felt it was inappropriate. Every director has his own way of communicating with every actor, and she should respect it.

"The future of this child is limitless." Director Pu sighed: "Zhong Yi, you really have a good eye. No, I should say that you taught it, okay? After all, it was taught by Zhong Daying, and the understanding is different. , is a good seed."

"She's very good." Zhong Yi smiled: "It's my luck that I can meet such a good girl."

"Hehe, it's alright, it's no fun for your family to boast about it." Director Pu waved his hand, staring at the monitor and continued: "You haven't relaxed recently, can you start filming tomorrow?" Pay attention, and then called Ka: "I'm here today, come on, boy, come here."

Zhong Yi looked over there and clearly called the card, but Shi Yutong didn't make any big moves, and stayed where he was, as if he was sorting out his emotions, and seemed to be in a daze, Zhong Yi frowned, feeling a little worried , listening to Director Pu's words, seeing the assistant come forward and handed her ice water, she felt a glance towards herself, and the brilliance appeared in her eyes for a moment, Zhong Yi was relieved a little, and smiled at Shi Yutong, My heart is so soft.

"Zhong Yi, can I ask you? Can we start filming tomorrow?" Director Pu asked again.

"Oh, yes, of course, I'm fine."

"That's fine." Director Pu packed up his things here, beckoned to Shi Yutong and lowered his voice to tell Zhong Yi: "She is in a very good condition now, you guys had better not be too, too affectionate these days Lingering, sweetness can easily wash away the feeling she found so hard, do you understand what I mean?"

"En." Zhong Yi responded in a low voice.

"Also, although it's a bit too much, I still hope that you two will spend as little time together as possible except in the work scenes." Director Pu hastily added: "Don't worry, it won't be a few days, her side I have almost finished filming the scenes of the two of you, I have adjusted the plots of the two of you and filmed them together, at most, at most a week, I promise!"

Seeing the people approaching from afar, with sweat on his forehead, Zhong Yi clenched his fists and promised, "I see."

"Hehe, then why I found you another hotel in the west, can you stay there for a week?"

Shi Yutong came over, her gaze was always on Zhong Yi, she didn't speak, she just looked at Zhong Yi, her eyes were calm like a deep spring, she couldn't see what kind of mystery was hidden in the bottom of the spring, between the two people There is only a short distance of more than ten centimeters, but it seems as far away as the end of the world.

Zhong Yi was sure that her girl had joined the show.

"Why did you lose so much weight? Didn't you eat well when I was away?" Zhong Yi was a little nervous, her clenched palms were already sweating, and she tried her best to control her expression, showing a fairly appropriate smile.

"I...you're back." Shi Yutong's tone was a little muffled, and his voice was a little hoarse. He said a word in a low voice, and looked at Zhong Yi with obvious joy.

"Then what!" Director Pu appeared quickly, held Zhong Yi's arm, pulled Zhong Yi nervously and said, "Let Xiao Guo take you to the hotel room first, and take a rest first, the journey has been hard."

Zhong Yi's eyes were keenly aware of the nervousness and bewilderment that flashed in Shi Yutong's eyes, like a frightened blue bird, she thought she was leaving again, she wanted to stop, she wanted to follow, but she could do nothing.

"Director Pu, no need, just prepare another room for me." Zhong Yi refused the proposal to find another hotel alone. Under Pu Shangfeng's astonished gaze, he reached out and hugged Shi Yutong, and patted her gently. Back, and then without saying anything, she felt the warmth and wetness on her shoulders, and her girl cried.