After the idol became my object

The soft moonlight shines on the lover's face through the large floor-to-ceiling glass windows, the slightly damp hair is wrapped around Zhong Yi's hands, the low beep of the hair dryer is very affectionate in the empty night, Shi Yutong closed his eyes Leaning her eyes on Zhong Yi's arms, she let her blow her hair slowly, a little lazy and tired, and the warm wind blowing in her ears, like a lover's kiss, made people linger.

Shi Yutong reached out and grabbed Zhong Yi's wrist, with a hoarse voice with a lingering taste: "Stop blowing."

"Tired?" Zhong Yi put down the hair dryer, hugged his lover who was still steaming, got into bed, and hugged him in his arms: "It's hard work, it's my fault, I shouldn't, I shouldn't indulge myself. "

"No." Shi Yutong buried his face in Zhong Yi's arms: "I deliberately seduced you, you are innocent, and I am the bad woman."

"Fool!" Zhong Yi lifted up a strand of Shi Yutong's hair and smelled a little fragrance: "As far as love is concerned, how can you say that about yourself?"

Shi Yutong looked up at Zhong Yi, took the initiative to move forward, let himself lie on Zhong Yi's body, pretended not to care so much and said, "Then can you tell me a story?"

Zhong Yi was taken aback for a moment, obviously he forgot his serious business after eating and drinking, but isn't it a bit inappropriate to say this after such affection?Does it spoil the atmosphere?But looking down at the child's nervous expression, Zhong Yi was relieved again, if he doesn't say it now, when will he say it?Always something to say.

Moreover, Shi Yutong's initiative tonight must have been stimulated by Ouyang Fan on the one hand. Of course, there may be other factors. Otherwise, her innocent and cute little friend would not have learned so many routines overnight. He must have received an off-court guide, and as for who the off-court guide is, there is no need to make any guesses.

This shows that in fact, the child still has some sense of insecurity deep in her heart. It is because I have not given her the sense of security she deserves, which makes her feel unconfident once she encounters a situation like Ouyang Fan's. Now the two of them can communicate face to face. Everything is easy to solve the problem, what if it can't be done in the future?The problems will only become more and more complicated, and it will be a real mess to solve them at that time.

Zhong Yi reflected, since she and the child are going to be together, they should protect her and give her the sense of security she needs, and since she is so much older than the child, it should be taken care of for the future of the two of them. Think more, no matter how many obstacles there are on the road ahead, as long as the two of you join hands, you can always face them together. This is the premise of spending a lifetime together!

"Actually, there are not so many stories. I used to be classmates with her." Zhong Yi hugged the man in his arms, his palms wandered on the smooth skin, and was slapped by the child's backhand, with a serious expression: " Now don't fumble, tell the story seriously!"

"Okay, okay, tell the story seriously." Zhong Yi couldn't help laughing.

"You know, the situation in my family is a bit complicated." Zhong Yi continued: "At that time, the whole family disagreed when I went to film school. Life was hard haha, and I was rushing to the movies every day to earn tuition and living expenses by myself. Anyway, the teachers at that time appreciated me more. I was given a lot of opportunities, and it was slowly getting my head around it. By the time I was in my sophomore and junior year, my career was basically on the right track. Many well-known domestic directors had films for me, and I knew them at the time. With Miss Jun, everything is starting to develop in a good direction."

Shi Yutong is a qualified listener, and the point of her qualifications is that she doesn't interrupt indiscriminately. If it weren't for her big eyes looking straight at Zhong Yi and her little paws on Zhong Yi's chest, Zhong Yi might feel that she was talking to herself. Soliloquy: "Well, protest, I don't think it's fair!"

"Why isn't it fair? I'm listening, don't interrupt!" The boy refused.

Zhong Yi lowered his head and smiled teasingly, then took the child's lips and snatched a sweet kiss before continuing to protest: "Why can you eat my tofu casually after listening to the story? Then I can't even drink broth when I tell stories?" While talking, his eyes fell on Shi Yutong's restless little paw: "Are you saying it's unfair?"

Feeling guilty, Shi Yutong rubbed against Zhong Yi's arms again, got closer, and said, "Okay, let's continue."

"At that time, the family actually let go, and their attitude eased a lot. They also agreed to engage in the same industry and secretly gave me a lot of resources." Zhong Yi lowered his voice, deliberately creating a mysterious atmosphere: "This can't be done outside. Do you know?"

Shi Yutong nodded seriously: "Understood."

"This resource has not been used yet, and I have another quarrel with my family." Zhong Yi sighed with regret: "Not only was it useless, but the movies that were originally agreed were also ruined, and it was like returning to the pre-liberation overnight. .”

"Ah?" Shi Yutong was a little surprised: "Hasn't it already eased up? How could it be stiff again?" And didn't you mean to talk about Ouyang Fan?Why do you feel a little off topic?But she also wanted to continue to listen to what Zhong Yi had to say, and she wanted to slowly understand Zhong Yi's life that she hadn't participated in before.

"Ahem." Zhong Yi cleared his throat: "At that time, I was young and energetic, and found out that my sexual orientation was different from ordinary people. It was a very trendy thing in a foreign country, and in that environment, it was easy to feel that the family should be able to accept it. , So not long after the relationship with my family eased, I came out. The original intention was to promote the relationship with my family and let them know me better. In the end, I got unanimous opposition and disapproval from the whole family. I expressed my persistence as always, and I got stuck again."

"Of course this time, what is the comparison? When I returned to China alone, I found that they had actually cut off my life." Zhong Yi sighed a little: "I have to admit the charm of power. At that time, most of the contracts negotiated by Yijin were basically ruined. The rest is thanks to Miss Jun's clever tongue, fooling people around, I'm still the most precious young lady of the Zhong family, at this time, if the Zhong family regrets it someday, and they are the ones who suffer, She didn't believe it herself at the time, but she was able to fool people with this kind of rhetoric, and at least she didn't let me starve to death, and it was also the studio that was established at that time."

"Then what happened afterwards?" There are a lot of news about the disharmony with Zhong's family on the Internet. Shi Yutong believed it before he met Zhong Yi, but later found that it was not the case, at least Zhong Yi every once in a while. She would make videos with her family members, and the relationship seemed very harmonious, which made her think that those were just rumors, but she didn't expect such a thing to actually happen.

"It turned out that Miss Jun was right." Zhong Yi smiled: "Family is family after all. After a stalemate for a period of time, the attitude softened. Coupled with the matter of Ouyang Fan later, it slowly followed my way. If you do, the relationship will be restored.”

Shi Yutong held his breath nervously, and was a little excited to finally talk about the rival in love.

"It's not as complicated as you think." Zhong Yi reiterated again, feeling that the child really minded a little, and leaned over to kiss her before saying, "Baby, you are the only thing I'm tempted by, the only thing I feel Himself, the one who can't do anything about himself."

"As for being with her, at most, at most, it was a bit of a sign. She was chasing me at the time. It wasn't that I was narcissistic. I was still thinking about it. Then there was no more. Although I was a little narcissistic, but that kind of It is still a bit unacceptable to be played by someone under such circumstances."

"Give up if you didn't catch up?" Shi Yutong frowned slightly: "Then you are still not reconciled to the eyes of others, and the mouth is not the mouth? Are you not reconciled? Tell me honestly, don't think you can coax me with a few sweet words, I can't coax you!" Although more than half of him has been coaxed, he still has an attitude.

"No." Zhong Yi took off the child's flailing hand, put it on his lips and kissed: "Do you know why I am attracted to you? Do you still remember that time when you were drugged, in the stairwell, saw The first sentence I said was to let me go. At that moment, it hit my heart and broke my psychological defense for so many years. I took you away, and you saved me."

Shi Yutong's breath was a little lacking: "Don't keep interrupting, you can't even say nice things, just keep talking about Ouyang Fan!" After Zhong Yi said a few more words, she didn't want to hear Ouyang Fan's story anymore, and really wanted to pull this man into her arms Here, make love again, but she wants to hear the story before it is finished.

"Just to tell you, don't worry about Ouyang Fan, she is not comparable to you at all, and don't compare yourself to her, she is not worthy!" Zhong Yi's eyes were a little cold: "The days after coming out of the closet are not good. Fortunately, although there are still jobs available, the brokerage company involved has already planned to terminate the contract with me. After discussing with Miss Jun, I took out all our savings and set up this studio, and then I took the first job. The first play is Ouyang Fan's "Falling into the Mortal World."

"At that time, I was under pressure at work and at home. My condition was actually not very good." Zhong Yi combed the boy's hair, and said slowly: "At that time, Ouyang Fan's career was also on the rise, and she had something to do with her. Looking for an actor, and I happened to be short of scenes to break the deadlock at the time, and the two sides hit it off and started to cooperate. During the cooperation, she, anyway, expressed some interest to me and wanted to continue to develop."

Speaking of this, Zhong Yi began to choose more cautious words: "At that time, when I just came out of the closet, my family didn't understand, my career was not going well, and there was such a person around me trying to please you and pursue you, it was very difficult. , It’s really hard not to think otherwise.”

"So you really wanted to be with her at that time, didn't you?" What is it like to pretend to be magnanimous and calm while being sour?That's what Shi Yutong looks like now!

"Actually not. Thinking about it now, at most I was moved." Zhong Daying's super strong desire to survive is trying to save himself: "It's definitely different from my feeling when I saw you. I didn't know anything until I met you." What is heartbeat, what is worrying about gains and losses, what is sweet happiness, and what is the taste of love.”

"What's it like, why don't I know?" Shi Yutong hid a smirk at the corner of his mouth, turned over, and ran out of Zhong Yi's arms: "I seriously thought about it, I shouldn't be jealous, because I don't even have I have pursued you seriously." She is patronizing unrequited love, after all, that is Zhong Yi, the goddess she hides in her heart, let alone chasing, even Xiao Xiao only dared to sneak around in the dead of night in the dead of night Think, where dare to chase after?

"No, no, I'll chase you, baby, okay?" Zhong Daying was terrified, she knew that it would be impossible to talk about this topic at this time: "Give me a chance to chase you, okay?"