rose beauty

The personal properties and treasures under the name of grandpa were all left to Yunan, and the lawyer and the people from the bank checked and signed for him one by one.He is not yet a child of the Yan family legally, so the procedures are very cumbersome.

Yunan didn't care about it, he stayed at his grandfather's house for two days.I spend most of my time with my grandma—grandma can’t move or talk, so the house is always very quiet, but Yu Nan can feel that grandma’s state of mind is very peaceful, Yu Nan guesses that the two old people should have discussed the past and the future up.

Occasionally he would sort out grandpa's relics, look at calligraphy and paintings, read books and so on.

During this process, Yu Nan could intuitively feel the wisdom of the elders condensed by his grandfather. He saw some notes with a sense of Zen, and he also saw the medical cases written down by his grandfather. All kinds of things, he was inspired a lot.

Speaking of it, he and his grandfather didn't get along for a long time, but it was because of his grandfather that he opened his heart to accept Yan's family, so everyone understood how important his grandfather was to him.But after the old man is gone, life must continue.The father and son of the Yan family were still in the hospital, and both ends of the house were spinning around, while Yu Zizi stayed with Yu Nan for a few days, and seeing that his mood had improved, he had to go back to Shuangshan to work.

Yunan lost some weight within a few days.

The Yu family is very emotional, and the family's behavior is based on emotion.They don't pay attention to details, they love when they love, and hate when they hate, this quality is more vividly displayed in Yunan.Therefore, when encountering emotional setbacks, he is more likely to be affected. Yu Zizi doesn't know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing now.

Yu Nan hugged Yu Zizi, and said with some nostalgia: "Mom, it's a good thing you came to accompany me, thank you."

Although Yu's family and Yan's family are relatively harmonious, they are not familiar with each other, and because they are thousands of miles apart, Yu Nan's surprise that Yu Zizi could come to the funeral was indeed unexpected.

Yu Zizi hesitated to speak, "Actually, Mr. Gong sent someone to Shuangshan to pick me up."

Yunan's expression froze a bit.He hadn't thought of Gong Cheng for a long time, and when he recalled it, it seemed that the other party's face was blurred, just like what happened in his previous life.

Suddenly hearing about his name, which was related to himself, Yunan felt a little numb.

He didn't make up what the psychiatrist said, but he never believed it.

But he also understands that the only way to make Gong Cheng completely disappear from his life is this way.That man is too proud and conceited to stand such an argument.

"You guys now..." Yu Zizi never inquired about Yu Nan's unwillingness to take the initiative to tell her privacy, and only said, "He called me and said that he was afraid that you would be too sad, and hoped that I could come to accompany you. Listen to his tone , you don't seem to be reconciled."

Yunan couldn't make any response.

"He is quite thoughtful." Yu Zizi sighed, "President Yan said that you are very destined. He has performed surgery on Mr. Gong's elder brother before, and you have worked part-time for Mr. Gong before. Teacher Yu Over there, Mr. Gong happened to help you with your passport, so I didn’t know that there are such coincidences in the world, and you can meet them in foreign countries.”

what met.

It turned out that Yu Nan sent a message at that time, saying that he would stay in country M for a few more days but did not return. Everyone thought he just lost his passport, and Gong Cheng helped him, but they didn't know that everything that happened abroad was related to Gong Cheng. Not to mention that he willfully embarked on a rebellious journey.

No wonder Yan Ci'an would express his gratitude to Gong Cheng that day. Only Yan Siwei and Yu Zizi knew about his relationship with Gong Cheng. Under such a chaotic situation, they tacitly did not mention it. Naturally, Yan Ci'an only regarded Gong Cheng as a benefactor.

But it's pointless to talk about that now.

Why did Gong Cheng do this? Did he think it would move him?Yu Nan could almost imagine how confident Gong Cheng was when he arranged for Yu Zizi to come to Shencheng, and probably waited for him to cry bitterly over this thoughtful arrangement before throwing himself into his arms.

Yunan only said: "It's all over."

"Yeah, it's all over." Yu Zizi was still very worried about him, "Mom knows it's a pity that you didn't see grandpa for the last time, but don't take all the responsibility on you, grandpa definitely doesn't want to see you either. Blame yourself. You still have so many family members, you have to get along well and understand each other, after all, you are also a child of the Yan family, if you want to change your surname..."

In the past few days, Yu Nan has been called Yan Sijia by everyone, Yu Zizi is a bit tasteful, but she can understand it.

When she said that, she didn't actually have any intention of fighting for Yu Nan from the Yan family, nor was she trying to force Yu Nan, but it was completely from the bottom of her heart.

Yunan shook his head.

He did not want.

"Mom doesn't force you, but you have to know that Dean Yan really loves you." Yu Zizi persuaded him, "He really holds you in his palm. You lost your passport and can't come back for a few days. God, he is the saddest person, saying that the past will repeat itself, insisting that we not tell you about it until you come back, saying that you don’t want you to repeat his past pain—”

"What?" Yunan's expression changed slightly, "Mom, what did you say?"

After sending Yu Zizi away, Yu Nan sat at the airport in a daze.

Yu Zizi told him that Yan Ci'an heard that he had lost his passport, and told a story about the past: 20 years ago, Yan Ci'an did not see Yu Nan's biological mother for the last time.

That year he went out for a medical consultation, and when he returned to China, he encountered heavy snow at the airport and the flight was canceled. At this time, he learned that his wife was critically ill.The two countries are separated by the two ends of the earth, with the ocean in the middle, which has become a natural moat to send off the first wife.

A man in his prime, alone, despair and grief exist every second while waiting for the plane.Even though this past happened 20 years ago, Yan Ci'an still worries when he thinks about it, because it has too much influence on a person's life.

So faced with the same thing happening again, Yan Ci'an chose this way.

Things have happened, and the best destination is for those who are outside to return home.

Yu Nan couldn't blame Yan Ci'an, the one he couldn't forgive was himself.

Obviously he was the one who fled impulsively, and he was the one who was so rebellious that he missed the chance to return home.He vented his emotions all at once, and he even thought angrily at that time, if Gong Cheng hadn't appeared, why would he have missed that flight.

But really counting, this can't be regarded as Gong Cheng's fault.After all, no one in this world has the ability to predict, and no one can know what will happen in the future.

Who is the culprit?Is it the rebellious Yan Sini?Why did Yan Sini do this?

Things in the world cannot be controlled by others, it seems that there are links and links, and there are dead knots everywhere, which cannot be untied no matter what.

All he knew was that he was wrong this time.

If it wasn't for his assertiveness as always, he would believe in the horse when he got a little sign, and he would not think of the past preconceivedly, and use his inherent impression to wrongly blame Gong Cheng.

He felt that Gong Cheng was repeating his old tricks, controlling him without him knowing anything.

His emotions always came quickly and violently, and he didn't quite remember the cruel words he said at that time. Gong Cheng might have explained it, but he didn't listen to a word, and he wouldn't believe it.

The person who hurt others with a knife was replaced by him.

Will Gong Cheng feel pain?

he does not know.

I don't want to know anymore.

Facts have proved that he can never trust Gong Cheng.

So even if Gong Cheng was misunderstood, so what?

They are out of the question.

A week later, the Shencheng Art Association issued a document clarifying the rumor that a certain work was exhibited through improper relationships.

Yu Nan's whole class applauded and congratulated him. On the first day he returned to school, everyone set off small salutes in the class to welcome him back.At this time, he didn't know the news, and his first reaction after knowing it was—it turned out that it wasn't just that matter that he misunderstood the man.

He was depressed, not knowing what he had done and what to do.

Think twice, he hasn't done it before.Instead, he did a lot of things with impulsiveness and enthusiasm, some were right and some were wrong, but right and wrong didn't seem to be so important anymore, it was time for him to grow up.

Learn not to escape, not to get hotheaded, and to deal with problems in an adult way.

He would just uncontrollably think of that pleading, and those eyes that couldn't ask for it.

Yu Nan was full of scandals and was a famous figure in the school. The rumor that he was taken care of by a rich man did not stop because of some clarifications.

The girls who liked him came to the school again, expressing their trust in him and telling him not to be sad.

Yunan didn't care anymore.

He got out of a Bentley that day with a calm expression and waved goodbye to the man in the car.

Someone in the forum discussed his blatantness, he logged into the forum himself, and replied with his real name: [That's my real brother. ]

Yan Siwei often came to pick him up and see him off, and the discussion will continue in the future.

Yu Nan often lives in Yan's house now, and he offered not to send him off every time, but Yan Siwei always frowned.

"If I don't send you off, someone will come to harass you." Yan Siwei was very upset about Yunan being harassed but not telling him.

"I'm not a weak chicken."

As the weather turned hot, Yunan wore short sleeves and showed off his biceps to his brother.

Yan Siwei expressed doubts.

Yu Nan said with a smile: "When will you go to Brother Mo for a competition, brother, you may not be able to beat me."

Yan Siwei rubbed his head.

After Yan Siwei left, Yu Nan stopped smiling.

He knew that Yan Siwei was not worried about others harassing him, but worried about someone else.But he felt that Gong Cheng would not come to him again, after he said such cruel words.

Yan Siwei is the person who has the deepest prejudice against Gong Cheng in this world, so Yan Siwei is not grateful for Gong Cheng's help when they happened abroad, and thinks that he has ulterior motives and covets his innocent and ignorant younger brother.

Yun Nan was picked up by Yan Siwei.

That night, by the way, he gave his brother a "title" on the forum, so that Yan Siwei could come to school more freely.

Tan Lefeng found that this was the first time that Yu Nan was willing to tell others about his life experience, so he couldn't help feeling elated.

After getting Yunan's permission, he climbed onto the forum to hate people.

[Do you know why Yu Nan is so low-key?Because they are rich!Do you know why people are rich?Three Xin'an hospitals, xx pharmaceuticals to find out! ]

Seeing a piece of lemon essence talking on the Internet, and even more souring that his achievements were all made of money, Yu Nan expressed that there was no disturbance in his heart.

Until someone raised a question, explaining that the man I saw last time was not this one, but more mature.

Yunan just closed the page.

Yu Nan has returned to a normal life, studying at school on weekdays and going to Yu Shen's studio on weekends.

The shortlist for the competition came out, and everyone in the studio was very nervous about the upcoming competition results.

Yu Shen said: "Don't expect too much, sometimes the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment! Yu Nan, it doesn't matter if we fail, we still have opportunities in the future."

Yu Nan blinked: "Teacher, didn't you say that you would lose face if you didn't win the prize?"

Yu Shen coughed and said seriously, "That's to give you positive energy and encourage you."

Yu Nan didn't dare to talk back to him again.

Ever since he ran away abroad last time and Yu Shen was so anxious that his mouth was full of foam, Yu Shen was not as kind to him as before, always wanted to control him, and mentioned the "disobedient" paragraph when he had nothing to do.

Duan Yuhan has now been pulled into Mr. Yu's blacklist.

Yu Nan thought for a while, and told Yu Shen: "Teacher, actually, I think I might win an award."

Yu Shen asked him where did he get his confidence.

Yunan said: "I have an intuition, because I think my painting is really great."

Yu Shen said: "You are just as stinky and shameless as the one with the surname Gong. You are self-confident. That's what he said when he saw the list of shortlisted works last night."

Speaking of this, Yu Shen didn't notice anything until someone came to tell him to go out.

After a while, he came back and said with a puzzled face, "What are you and Gong Cheng doing? Had a quarrel? He asked me outside if you would like to go out, and said he wanted to tell you something."

Yunan is packing up the painting tools, he should leave at this time.

I was stunned for a moment: "What?"

He looked out the window, and as expected, he saw a familiar car on the side of the road downstairs.

The man in the car was the man he thought would never appear again.This time, the other party did not appear in front of him directly, without being forceful, but asked his wishes.

Seeing his reaction, Yu Shen knew what was going on.

"You haven't reconciled?" The old man's response was always sluggish. "I thought you should have reconciled when you got along for so long last time."

Yunan wanted to ask a long time ago.

He pursed his lips, put the painting tools into the bag little by little, and said in a calm tone, "Teacher, I have always wanted to ask you, why did you betray me?"

Yu Shen beat his chest and stamped his feet: "Where did I betray you?"

Yu Nan said earnestly: "Didn't you share the same hatred with me and say that you should never talk to him again? You also said that I am in love with my brain, and that I was in love with my painting. The last time you contacted him behind my back in country M, you betrayed me." Our agreement, have you been bribed by him?"

Yu Shen gritted his teeth: "Do you think I want to? Eat his stuff, live in his stuff, and still hold his resources!"

Yu Nan showed a disappointed expression: "..."

"He can't wait to hold the whole world in his hands and give it to you! He's the one who dispels your rumors on the Internet, and he's the one who finds out your clarifications in the Art Association. He lives next door to you on those days when you compete, and takes care of everything about basic necessities. Ask me to bring you an umbrella when it's raining!" Yu Shen said angrily, "I don't even have a son like him, it's really annoying!"

Yunan didn't speak for a long time.

Yu Shen found that he seemed to talk too much.He has been single for more than fifty years, and he doesn't know what Gong Cheng's so-called "love without knowing it" is. Artists cannot understand.But that time when Yu Nan disappeared, how Gong Cheng found him, he really saw it.

Yu Shen finally said: "When I was looking for you, I said that a young Asian died in a bar. You didn't see what he looked like at that time. I have known him for more than 20 years, and this is the first time I saw him with such a side .”

Yunan lowered his eyelashes: "Do you mean he loves me?"

Yu Shen got goosebumps: "It's just a terrible love."

"Love comes and goes, love or not, don't you have eyes and can't see? Can't you solve it yourself! I'm not a mouthpiece!"

Yunan said: "Please pass me on one last time."

Tears dripped on the backpack.

A small ball of fabric was smudged.

Yu Shen was stunned for a few seconds: "Then what are you going to say? Let me tell you, why are you crying, are you ashamed or not?"

Yu Nan didn't feel ashamed, and said, "Tell him: I'm sorry about what happened last time, it was my mistake."

He paused, and when he spoke, his heart ached again and again, "But I'm not the Yu Nan he likes, tell him to forget about me."

On the day they started, Yu Nan once asked Gong Cheng: "Do you like me because I'm good-looking?"

But Gong Cheng only said that he likes him because he is obedient.

Yu Shen left.

Yu Nan stood where he was, and it took a long time before he slowly came back to his senses. It turned out that he forgot what he was going to do next.

Until the phone vibrated.

He received a text message from an unknown number.

There are only a few words on it.

[It's not that I like you to be good. ]

Sent two more.

[It’s okay to treat me as an illusion all your life. ]

[I'm waiting for you. ]

Yunan burst into tears.