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The members of Yu's family finished their hot pot lively and returned to the hotel.One room for three women, one room for three men.

Uncle drank some wine and fell asleep long ago and snored continuously.

Yu Nan bought a new mobile phone and got a new SIM card, and was sitting cross-legged on the bed and messing around.As a boy, Yu Ke was very gossipy, so he leaned over and asked, "Brother, have you lost your relationship?"

Yu Nan turned on the new phone, restored the cloud address book, picked and picked and cleared out some invalid numbers that hadn't been contacted.

He looked like he was playing with his phone seriously, his drooping eyelashes were long and thick, and his expression didn't change: "No."

I have never been in love, where did the lovelorn come from?

Suddenly, there was a dull pain in the heart, like a ruthless sharp claw was grasping it and kneading it fiercely.

Yu Nan's finger movements stopped, and after two or three seconds, he took a light breath and tried his best to return to normal.

My mother was right that time, when the cold is gone, everything will be fine.

He just needs to quietly wait for it to pass, and then everything will be fine, and no one can hurt him easily.

"Liar." Yu Ke pushed away Yunan's hand, lay down beside him, and put his head on Yunan's thigh, the stubble hair penetrated the fabric, piercing the skin of Yunan's thigh.

Yunan didn't say anything.

The slight pain made him feel good, as if it could keep him awake.

Yu Ke looked at his brother, full of longing: "If you lose love, you will lose love. I won't laugh at you, and you still want to lie to me? Let me tell you, the group of people in our class have to consult me ​​when they encounter emotional problems."

Yu Nan glanced at him: "..."

Yu Ke was in high spirits: "Tell me, what kind of person is your girlfriend? Is she pretty? I heard from my aunt that you came to Shencheng to be with friends this time. It must be your girlfriend. Did you have a fight? "

Yunan still shook his head: "No."

Yu Nan couldn't tell his underage brother about this.

He didn't even tell his friend Tan Lefeng.

He will tell them that he is not a person who likes to suppress the pain and bear it alone. He firmly believes that whether it is happiness or sadness, it should be shared with the closest people.

But he couldn't speak yet.

As long as he thinks about how to narrate this unbearable and regrettable past, he feels that his heart hurts so much that he can't open his mouth in pain, and he is about to die from the pain.

He needs a little time.

Yu Ke pouted: "Don't believe me."

No one can force Yu Nan to do what he doesn't want to do, of course Yu Ke understands.

Amidst his uncle's snoring, Yu Ke changed the subject: "Brother, how did you endure the tattoo? I'm going to die of pain! If it wasn't for coming to pick you up, my dad had planned to spend two days I'll get the tattoo done."

Originally planned to let Yu Ke go to the police academy, because the tattoo is also ruined now, Yu Ke was whipped by the belt, and he did it himself, even if it was wrong, he had to finish it on his knees, a double blow, he Only in the future can we firmly remember this lesson.

This is my uncle's education policy for Yu Ke.

Yu Nan said without any ups and downs, "It won't hurt if you bear it."

He spoke calmly, and Yu Ke envied: "Brother, you are so powerful, you are better than me in everything, you can endure pain better than me, even your tattoo is bigger than me. If only I were you."

Yunan said: "You don't want to be me."

After thinking about it, Yu Nan said again, "You are not as stupid as I am."

As soon as I woke up, the adults were already discussing the itinerary for the day.

It will be a day before they can return to Shuangshan Mountain, so they discuss to take a stroll in Shencheng.

Uncle and the others came once last time, and they had more say, picking and choosing routes, while Yu Tong was arguing to go to Disney again.

Yu Zizi answered the phone and came back with a look of embarrassment on her face: "Wait a minute."

Everyone looked up, thinking that she had some good suggestions.

But Yu Zizi hesitated for a few seconds, looked at Yu Nan and said: "Baby Yu, there is one thing waiting for you to decide. But mother must tell you first, this matter is beyond my expectation, it is definitely not arranged by me, you Do you understand?"

Yunan's heart skipped a beat.

He subconsciously thought that it was Gong Cheng who came here, so he couldn't help feeling disgusted.

For some reason, this feeling came so quickly, so spontaneously, that it almost made him irritable.

Fortunately, Yu Zizi said something that made him settle down quickly.

"Your grandpa is here."

Yu Nan didn't react: "Grandpa?"

He and grandpa haven't seen each other for many years, they broke off the relationship long ago, why did they come?

Yu Zizi added: "It's not the grandfather from your father's side, it's the grandfather from the Yan family. The grandfather who has blood relationship with you."

My aunt panicked all of a sudden: "Why is this happening? Didn't you agree not to force Yu Nan to go back to recognize his ancestors and give us space? Why are they so rebellious?"

Yu Tong grabbed Yunan's hand subconsciously, while Yu Ke said angrily, "I'll go down and have a look! What are they trying to do, the law says that the fosters are big! I'll drive them away!"

Uncle knocked him a chestnut: "Get out of here."

Yunan is protected by his family, he is really a baby of many stars.

As long as he doesn't want to, his family will support him unconditionally.

This has been proven.

Yu Nan said, "Is it only Grandpa?"

He thought very clearly.

As long as he is not allowed to go back to Yan's house, he can meet them.

He understands everyone with love.

Yu Zizi said, "Yan Siwei brought him here."

After Yu Zizi found Yu Nan yesterday, she contacted Yan Siwei to report safety, saying that they would stay in Shencheng for the time being, and the plane ticket for the day after tomorrow.Unexpectedly, Yan Siwei came early this morning, he kept a good distance, and only called Yu Zizi to explain the situation.

The old man is already 90 years old, and when he heard that Yu Nan didn't want to go back to Yan's house, his heart ached unbearably.He also heard from Yan Siwei that Yu Nan was well educated, Zhilan Yushu, and wanted to see him even more.

Right now, she is in the hall downstairs, putting aside all her seniority, just waiting to meet Yunan.

Hearing this, how could Yunan really not go.

He thought for a moment: "Mom, you go with me."

Yu Zizi nodded with red eyes.

The mother and son went downstairs and walked through the lobby to the lounge. There was a silver-haired old man sitting on the white leather sofa, looking hale and hearty, while Yan Siwei stood aside.

Seeing them approaching, the old man stood up immediately, his hand holding the cane was trembling unconsciously.

Yunan has fair skin and slender limbs, he really is a handsome and juicy young man.

The old man became excited, Yan Siwei hurriedly stepped forward to support him: "Grandpa."

"Jiajia." The old man burst into tears, "We Jiajia..."

The strong emotion revealed in those old eyes made Yunan's nose sore.

He felt like he was going through other people's affairs, and felt very disobedient, but he still couldn't be hard-hearted, and the bond of blood could not be broken.

He took a step forward and said politely, "Hi, Grandpa. I'm Yunan."

Hearing that he specially emphasized her name, Yu Zizi took a step back, don't start to look at it anymore.

The old man nodded: "Yu Nan, Yu Nan is also a good name, not worse than mine."

Yu Nan nodded obediently.

Yan Siwei looked at him, nodded too, then stepped back and called out, "Aunt Yu."

The two tacitly left space for the grandfather and grandson.

"Sit down." Yu Nan helped the old man up, but unexpectedly, the other hand grabbed his hand tightly.

"It's been almost 20 years, and I, an old man, can still see you before being buried, and die with peace." Grandpa was so excited, his hands were still shaking, and there was a faint smell of medicine on his body, "Don't blame Yan Siwei, I forced you to die." He brought me here, how dare he refuse to follow?"

Yunan didn't know what to say.

No one taught him what to do in this situation to get the best of both worlds.

Fortunately, grandpa didn't mind his embarrassment, so he took a good look at him: "It's great, you've grown so big, and you look so much like your mother, no wonder Yan Siwei recognized you at a glance. It's God's will."

The fate that came only because of the fight was not God's will.

Yu Nan was afraid that he would feel ashamed if he said it.

He obediently let his grandfather pull him, and the other party almost couldn't put it down, and stroked his hair: "Now you are studying in the Academy of Fine Arts?"

Yunan responded.

Grandpa praised again and again.

It is rare for Yu Nan to have such an old elder get along with him, and he will answer whatever the other party says.

Grandpa asked him about his childhood, about his burns, and about his future plans.

Yu Nan took the trouble to answer one by one.

Grandpa was satisfied no matter what he heard, and chatted casually for an hour.

"Your grandma is not in good health, and I'm afraid she will walk ahead of me." Grandpa said to him when he calmed down, "She can't go out, so I just hope that I can see you too. Gaga... Yu Nan, grandpa has an unfeeling request for you, can you go back with me to see your grandma? She has something for you. "

Yunan didn't expect this to happen.

He still had some resistance to going to Yan's house. He always felt that once he went, he would not be allowed to come back.

However, his heart is also made of flesh, even softer than others, how can he really be determined to refuse?

Grandpa didn't live in vain at 90 years old.

After chatting with him for a while, I found out that this kid is very kind and has a good personality. Knowing that he made the right move, he continued: "We live in another place, and no one else will come. If you don't want to, no one else will see you."

Yu Nan hesitated: "I want to ask their opinions first."

He was referring to the Yu family.

Grandpa is reasonable: "Of course, of course."

Yu Zizi agreed.

When Yu Nan followed his grandfather, the Yu family members stood at the door and watched him.

Everyone was very disturbed. To them, Yu Nan was their treasure. Even though they were ready for Yu Nan to return to Yan's family during the Chinese New Year, after such a commotion, now even if Yu Nan only went temporarily, it would be difficult for them to go. They are nervous.

How could Yunan not know, but his grandfather's guarantee is worth a thousand dollars, he believes that this old man will keep his word.

Along the way, Grandpa held Yun Nan's hand and drove Yan Siwei to the front seat.

After a [-]-minute drive, they came to an elegant villa area, the greenery is well done, and there are beautiful artificial lakes at the door of each house, it is a very suitable place for the elderly.

As soon as they entered the door, they were greeted with a wheelchair pushed by a special nurse.

The old man wanted to save some face in front of his lost grandson, so he waved his big hand to get the nurse to push him away, and walked with a cane, without letting Yan Siwei help him.What's more, Yan Siwei was left outside the door again.

The Yan family is really a scholarly family, the house is simple and elegant, and there are books everywhere.

Only the elderly live here, so it is very quiet, and there are no electronic products. When Yunan raised his eyes, he saw a still life oil painting, crystal vessels, onions and radishes. Isn't this the oil painting he exhibited at the art exhibition?

No wonder it sold at a high price, it turned out to be the case.

Yunan blushed.

His paintings are really not worth 5 yuan.

Grandpa showed off proudly: "I heard that your painting was exhibited, and I asked Yan Siwei to buy it back. This painting is hung here, and now every guest who comes here will praise it."

Yunan blushed, and said in embarrassment: "If I had known you were going to hang here, I would have drawn a better and more beautiful painting."

The painting doesn't really match the house.

What he didn't know was that there used to be a majestic ink painting here, which was painted by Yan Siwei's father. It was a congratulatory gift for his grandfather's 80th birthday, and it had been hanging for ten years.As soon as his painting came, the painting was immediately thrown into the cold palace and rolled up in the corner of the study to eat ashes, and my father didn't dare to have any opinions.

"Let's go." Grandpa said, "I'll take you to see grandma."

Up the thick wooden stairs, all the way to the second floor.

In the sunniest room at the end of the corridor lay an old man with the same silver hair. When he heard someone entering the room, he just rolled his eyes and seemed unable to move at all.

There was a faint smell of medicine in the room, and now Yunan understood where the smell on Grandpa's body came from.

It turned out that grandpa said that grandma was in poor health, and it turned out to be so.

Grandma is having a stroke.

His mind is clear, but he can't even lift his fingers.

Yu Nan walked over, grandma's tears were streaming down, and he was inexplicably hoarse: "Grandma."

Grandma blinked, then turned to Grandpa again.

Only then did Grandpa bend over, and took out a velvet box from the drawer: "Understood, I'll give it to Jiajia right away, don't worry, alas, you are just a quick temper."

There is a round jade pendant in the velvet box, which is warm and moist, and it is not ordinary at first glance.

"Just because of this, your grandma resented her for half her life and could not be free." Grandpa wet his eyes, "Now, it can be regarded as a wish."

Yu Nan took it and fumbled it in his hand.

He couldn't tell how it felt in his heart.

"Before your mother was about to give birth, the fortune teller told you that you had a disaster, so your grandma went to the temple to pray for you." Grandpa said, "Because it happened to be a fasting day, I was delayed for a few days."

"No one has told you how you lost it, right?" Grandpa thought of this.

Yunan shook his head.

In the past, he thought that he picked it up, so relative, he must be picked up by his mother because he was abandoned, but now it seems that this should not be the case.

Under Grandpa's narration, the old past was revealed.

Yan Ci'an, also known as Yan Siwei, and his father, an oncologist, had a patient on their hands.Once the patient's malignant tumor was discovered at an early stage, the family members had great hopes. Unexpectedly, it deteriorated far beyond everyone's imagination, and eventually died of illness.As the attending doctor, Yan Ci'an experienced the most serious medical disturbance of that era. He was thrown feces, sent wreaths, and pulled banners. All the blame was squeezed on Yan Ci'an's head.It coincided with the birth of the youngest son, and the news spread like wildfire. In order to threaten Yan Ci'an, someone slipped into the nursery and took Yu Nan away.

Based on what Yu Zizi said, when their repertory troupe went to the countryside to perform and picked up Yunan on the train, it was March [-]th.

The person who stole Yunan threw Yunan away in a hurry when he was wanted. According to his confession, the police searched all the way, looking for the baby along that route.Facts have proved that someone had indeed reported to the police that the baby was picked up, but the local police did nothing, saying that the abandoned baby would be sent to an orphanage, and the couple took the baby away.

Yu Zizi and her husband went to the countryside to perform, but the communication was interrupted, and they returned to Shuangshan thousands of miles away after half a month.

So the Yan family searched hard along the original line to no avail, and the separation lasted 20 years.

When grandma came back, Yunan had already lost it.

She has been blaming herself for the past 20 years. If she hadn't eaten fast in the temple, but had sent back the consecrated pendant for Yunan to wear earlier, then this incident might not have happened.

"Feudal superstition is bad." Grandpa took grandma's hand, "Look, how many times have I told you that Gaga is back?"

Yu Nan was in a daze, the light hit his face, and it was carved with jade.

After staying with grandma for a while, grandpa took a photo and showed Yu Nan the photos with reading glasses.

When Yu Nan was a child, there was only one picture, his eyes were not wide open, wrapped in swaddling clothes, and the one holding him was a beautiful and gentle woman.Even when she's not looking at the camera, you can spot her stunning beauty.

Something in his heart was touched.

This is also his mother.

The mother who gave birth to him and then lost him, died of depression.

She loves him in essence, there is no difference between her and Yu Zizi, it is hard to say who loves him more.

The servant came in and whispered something to Grandpa.

Grandpa said solemnly: "Let them go."

In the afternoon, when Yu Nan left, it was Yan Siwei who drove him off.

Grandpa was reluctant to let go, and repeatedly urged him to come and see them if he wanted to.

Another car was parked in the yard, the glass was closed tightly, and there seemed to be someone inside.

Yan Siwei said, "That's my father."

Yu Nan was startled: "I, I..."

Yan Siwei said indifferently: "Father heard that you came and wanted to see you, but grandpa forbade him to get out of the car saying that he was afraid of scaring you. He was reluctant to leave, so he had to stay in the car and take a look from afar."

Yunan: "..."

He remembered the severity of Yan Siwei's apology with Yan Sini last time, and thought, the Yan family's rules are really strict, even the head of the family can't refute the elders.

It's completely different from their Yu family.

The Yu family is democratic and open. As long as they do not violate morality or make serious mistakes, everyone is free to choose their way of life.

Yunan was hit hard today.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yan Siwei thought it was because of yesterday's phone call that Yu Nan still cared.

"Sorry." Yan Siwei said, "I said something too much yesterday, the matter between you and Gong Cheng—"

"Thank you for telling me." Yunan interrupted him.

Yan Siwei glanced at him.

Seeing Yunan leaning on the back of the chair, frowning lightly, in just one day, he seemed to have grown up a lot.

He became calmer and more mature. He didn't know what happened that day?

"If I care too much, it will cause chaos." Yan Siwei said, "To you, I am just a passerby who is slightly better than a stranger. I really shouldn't teach you from the standpoint of my brother. I didn't consider your feelings. .”

Yu Nan turned his head and said: "You don't need to consider my feelings, I need you to tell me directly. If everyone is as direct as you, the world will be a lot better. I have to thank you, otherwise I will never know I'm just a toy."

Yan Siwei heard something, confused but not sure: "You mean you and Gong Cheng are not what I think?"

Yunan said: "No, it's what you think, but it's not what I think."

Yan Siwei was confused by the same sentence as a tongue twister.

Yunan's tone was blunt.

While speaking, the corners of his lips trembled uncontrollably.

He obviously didn't tell anyone, and he kept so calm, and when he told the story himself, his tears couldn't stop falling down.

"Brother, don't mention this person again in the future."

Before ending the topic, Yu Nan said this.

Yu Nan didn't notice it himself, but Yan Siwei's mind was so shaken by this inadvertently shouted brother that he almost couldn't hold the steering wheel.

After waiting 20 years for the call of "brother", Yan Siwei's expression became tense, and he wished he could immediately reach out and rub Yu Nan's head.

His younger brother, the younger brother of the same mother.

Finally got it back.

The car was not driving the way it was before.

Yunan had already sorted out his emotions, and upon seeing this, he asked, "Where are you taking me? Aren't we going back to the hotel?"

Seeing him like that, questioning him bluntly and cutely, Yan Siwei smiled and said, "I'm going back to the hotel. But the experience in the previous hotel was not good, and you have to fly again tomorrow. I have asked someone to change it."

Only then did Yu Nan realize that he had made a mistake and let out a muffled "Oh".

Yan Siwei said: "Brother will never lie to you, you just need to remember this."

Yunan remained silent.

It was obvious that he remembered, and was annoyed by the brother who blurted out just now.

Calling Yan Siwei like this made him feel that he had betrayed the Yu family who also loved him.

What an annoyance.

Yu Nan realized that he was particularly hot.

Now the Yan family doesn't force him to go back, and the Yu family doesn't want to let go either. While Yu Nan is relaxed, he also has a sweet burden.

That's good, at least he won't think about Gong Cheng anymore.

After sending Yu Nan back, Yan Siwei drove back and couldn't wait to tell everyone that Yu Nan called his brother.

At that time, the father who didn't even have a sense of presence must look good. Yan Siwei, who has lived under the high-pressure policy for 29 years, rarely felt happy.

On the way, he thought about Yunan's words.

He was too emotional when he heard the "brother" at that time, and only then remembered that Yu Nan was crying when he said "don't mention this person again", but he was so focused on himself that he didn't even give him a tissue.

Yan Siwei clenched his teeth, a possibility gradually emerged in his mind - Yu Nan had no idea that he was being taken care of by Gong Cheng.

If it is true, then it means that his younger brother has been played with.

When Yu Nan and his family returned to Shuangshan, they did not stay in the city. Instead, they went back to their hometown where they had not been back for many years to pay respects to their ancestors. By the way, they paid homage to Yu Zizi's deceased husband, who was also Yu Nan's father, and comforted him. His life experience can be regarded as a satisfactory confession.They spent the fifteenth day of the Lunar New Year before starting their journey back to the city again.

Unexpectedly, as soon as they went back, the neighbors told them that someone had come to look for Yunan.

The other party described: "What a tall man, very handsome! He looks to be in his thirties, and when he doesn't speak, my legs go limp in fright. I have never seen such an imposing man in my life."

Yu Zizi was puzzled: "Honey, who is it?"

Yu Nan was startled, and unconsciously clenched his palms: "Auntie, when did it happen?"

The neighbor said: "It was the second day after your mother left! I told him that your mother had gone to Shencheng, and he thanked him and left."

Yu Nan thought, fortunately, their return flight is on the next day, otherwise they might run into each other.

But the neighbor is still narrating: "Ah, I saw him go downstairs, followed by bodyguards, and the driver opened the door. It was a big scene. My son also saw it. He is a media student. He said it seemed that they The top [-] person on the rich list for a special topic. Nannan, how do you know him?"

Yu Nan's palms were covered with cold sweat.

"I do not recognize."

After speaking, he entered the door. Yu Zizi actually wanted to ask him when she came back, but she was delicate, and probably knew that the other party was Gong Cheng.

Although she doesn't know what's going on with Gong Cheng and her son, seeing that Yu Nan obviously doesn't want to mention it, Yu Zizi doesn't mention it either. She believes that Yu Nan can handle it well. If Yu Nan doesn't want to talk about it, she won't force him to ask about his privacy .

But next, Yu Zizi changed her way to cook delicious food for Yunan.

During this time, Yu Nan devoted himself to being with his family, and also regained contact with Tan Lefeng.

With family and friends by his side, Yu Nan thought he was healed.

But the pain still hits in the dead of night.

When he was unprepared, he would dream of a man hugging him from behind, kissing the top of his hair, and calling him "baby" in a deep voice.

Every time at this time, Yunan would wake up suddenly, then open his eyes and look out of the window until the outside of the window turned pale.

He was afraid.

Obviously not daring to be suffering or hating, he doesn't want to keep thinking about that person, but his subconscious mind is throwing his greed for that tenderness.Even if he knew that tenderness was all an illusion, he couldn't lie to himself—his heart ached because he didn't own it.

He fell in love at first sight, and everything about the person he loved with all his heart was fake.

Yu Shen contacted him on WeChat and asked him about his vacation homework, but he couldn't hand in any of it.

Yu Shen: [Mr. Gong came to me a few days ago and asked about your situation.I saw that he looked wrong and aggressive, as if I was going to eat people if I didn't hand you over.You changed the number and you are in this state again. Is it related to him? ]

But Yunan said to him: [Teacher, I'm sorry, I... don't want to come to the studio again in the future. ]

Yu Shen: [The new phone number is sent over. ]

Yu Nan obediently sent it over.

Unexpectedly, a call came back a few seconds later, and Yu Shen scolded him on the phone: "Change the number? Isn't it just a breakup? What's the big deal? It's only good for you to leave Gong Cheng, you really think that I only accepted you because of his face? If you are worried that I will lose face if you don’t paint well, you should cheer me up and show some courage, and you will lose Yu Shen’s face if you are knocked down by such a little setback!”

Yunan: "..."

Yu Shen scolded again: "Love brain! When you fall out of love, even your IQ drops? Painting is your way out! Painting can change your destiny, you forgot?!"

Painting changes destiny.

Yunan used to regard it as his motto.

The one who can get happiness from painting, the one who is pure and free of distracting thoughts.

Yunan misses it very much.

Escaping is not the answer, only by facing it bravely can we overcome this hurdle.

At that moment, Yunan seemed enlightened.

It's nothing to be deceived, nothing to be tricked, he is still Yunan.Yu Nan is not afraid of anything and dares to do anything.

Love is not the whole of life, there are better things worth pursuing.

He regards Gong Cheng as a trap on the road of adult life, since he has come out, don't look any further, he saw a very second-rate saying on the Internet-who didn't love a few scumbags when he was young.

He is still young, he can afford to be wrong.

The author has something to say: Someone in the palace should pay off the debt.The next chapter begins.