rose beauty

After making a fuss and having dinner again, Yunan's hungry stomach was filled and warmed.

The fish porridge is delicious, and Gong Cheng’s craftsmanship is considered a masterpiece—in fact, it’s the first time he made this porridge. He called the chef at home and wrote down the steps.Gong Cheng once thought that if he was not born in the Gong family in this life, maybe he would become a chef with superb cooking skills.Right now, it seems that there are still many opportunities to cook in the future. The satisfied expression shown by this little thing after eating, miraculously made him feel satisfied.

Because of the New Year's Eve, Yu Nan stayed up late to watch the New Year's Eve, got up early at the beginning of the new year and experienced life changes, fell asleep as soon as he got on the plane, and didn't wake up when he arrived at the villa.I fell asleep day and night, and I couldn't fall asleep very much.

The two lay on the big bed, Gong Cheng slept on the left side, and Yu Nan turned to the right side, in short, they had to keep their backs to him.

This time Yunan was very angry.

No matter what Gong Cheng did or how he explained, he still didn't completely let that matter pass.

Especially after encountering such a major life event, his self-defense has been raised to a higher level.Gong Cheng knows that Yu Nan is a lost child now, and he will follow whoever gives him candy and treats him well, which is different from Yuan not forgiving himself.

But Gong Cheng still seized this opportunity.

Yu Nan was carried on his back, a section of soft white neck was exposed under the black hair, and there were small and thin earlobes.

Gong Cheng said, "Honey, give me a kiss."

Yunan ignored him at all.

Anyway, with his back to Gong Cheng, he didn't have to pretend to be asleep, his eyes were wide open, and his mind was full of the affairs of the Yan family.

Yan Siwei said that he has a father who is a doctor.

Yan Siwei said that he still has a grandfather, who is also a doctor—maybe he also has a grandmother, Yu Nan thought so.

Yan Siwei also said that his biological mother fell ill because of missing him too much, and passed away very early.It is said that he looks very similar to his biological mother, if they are at least [-]% similar, then his biological mother must be very beautiful, Yunan is not proud of his appearance, he just has normal aesthetics.

Yunan didn't have much desire for his biological mother, he just fantasized about her, and felt very distressed, what a poor woman she was, who lost her son.He couldn't imagine how hard it would be without him.But why, mother's desire for him is not as strong as his?

For him, the only mother he wanted was Yu Zizi.

He doesn't want to change his own grandparents, father and brother.

Gong Cheng said something behind his back: "You're so good."

Yunan was a little annoyed.

He turned back and wanted to see what the hell Gong Cheng was up to.

In the warm halo of the bedside lamp, the man beside him has a clear outline and gentle eyes.

The soft clay BJD doll belonging to Gong Cheng in his hand was being played with by him, playing with his hands and feet, letting it hold his finger for a while, kissing that finger for a while, and then let it sit on his palm and scratch it gently. It's tickling. [Review are you blind? ? ? ?Repeated lock?Have you ever played with toys?It's a doll! 】

"Don't play with it!" Yunan stopped it.

Gong Cheng didn't stop, and said calmly: "This doll is mine, I can play with it however I want."

Yu Nan bit his lip: "..."

There was a smile in Gong Cheng's eyes, and his movements gradually became excessive.

There is a big red rose tattoo on the side of the doll, which was painted by Yunan according to the ratio of one to one on his body.

Yu Nan blushed, this is a baby, there is nothing wrong with Gong Cheng doing this, but he still felt very ashamed.

Unable to explain, Yu Nan snatched away his little self and stuffed it under the pillow: "You are not allowed to play!"

Yu Nan pressed the pillow tightly, as if he was afraid that Gong Cheng would snatch it away.

Gong Cheng was just teasing him, so of course he didn't intend to compete with him, so he stretched out his long arms and hugged him back and said, "You don't know, I've been living like this for half a month. Didn't you say you weren't here?" Does it keep me company when I'm in it? It does a good job. Whenever I miss you, I take it out to be with me."

The long-lost chest is warm and generous.

Yu Nanhong stared, lying on his stomach not wanting to move.

"You don't have to think about me. What do you want me for? I'm not important to you anyway."

Gong Cheng stroked his back to express comfort: "How could it be? Of course the baby is very important. It's like now, you are beside me, and I still miss you."

Yu Nan couldn't accept these words.

Because it's just a love story.

"I really miss you." Gong Cheng continued, "I miss that happy, carefree, and coquettish Yu Nan."

He lowered his head and kissed the top of Yunan's hair. [The top of the hair is also locked when the kiss is checked, are you single?Those who are filthy see filth, do you understand? 】

This atmosphere is terribly gentle, Yu Nan's nose and eyes are sour.

Why doesn't he miss his carefree self?How much he wanted to go back to before nothing happened, there would be no New Year's Eve in the palace, and there would be no Spring Festival, everything would return to the way it was before.

Yunan is not a person who likes to look back.

He hates himself like this, and also hates himself who loses his temper and is unreasonable.

It's one thing not to forgive Gong Cheng, but it's another thing to throw anger on others indiscriminately.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

"What are you sorry for?" Gong Cheng asked.

In fact, Yu Nan started to regret it from the time of dinner: "I'm sorry about what happened just now."

Gong Cheng laughed: "Didn't you feel it when you were domineering, but now you know it's too much?"

Yunan: "..."

Gong Cheng's voice resonated in his chest, and Yu Nan could still hear his heartbeat when lying on the side of his face, it was gentle and powerful, giving people a sense of security.

Gong Cheng said: "You are the first one who has ridden me in this life, are you satisfied with this first?"

Yu Nan knew that Gong Cheng was responding to the words he cried and shouted last time.

He said that Louis was Gong Cheng's first love partner, the first person Gong Cheng held hands with, the first person Gong Cheng kissed, and the first person Gong Cheng slept with.Of course, there must be many, many firsts between Louis and Gong Cheng that he doesn't know about. They are the gaps caused by the years, and it is hard for him to catch up.

Yu Nan knew that he should break up with Gong Cheng.

But why is he so reluctant.

Even though he knew their past, the painting, and Louis' identity, he was still so reluctant.

Even subconsciously, he hoped that what Gong Cheng said was true, that he would never hide it from him again, and really broke up with Louis completely.

It was useless to think so, he knew.

He just thought it was useless once, and he didn't need to worry about the sky falling, and he didn't have to face anything.

It is true to think so, but how could the reality really let it develop like this?

He said, "I want to go back."

Seeing that he didn't answer his question directly, Gong Cheng was not disappointed, he knew that it was a good sign that Yu Nan was willing to talk to him and discuss with him.So Gong Cheng said: "Are you afraid that your family will worry?"

Yunan let out a "hmm".

Gong Cheng said: "I have already called your mother and told her that you are with me."

Yu Nan looked up in surprise, did Gong Cheng talk to his mother on the phone?

Gong Cheng is not a young man ignorant of world affairs, so he naturally has his own considerations in his actions.

On the first night when he returned to Shencheng from Shuangshan City, he charged and turned on Yunan's dead cell phone, so that his family could know his whereabouts.Sure enough, within 5 minutes after he turned on the phone, a call came in. The word "Mom" was displayed on the screen, and the other party should be very anxious.

Gong Cheng answered, "Hello, Ms. Yu."

Yu Zizi was surprised when she heard this voice: "Who are you?"

Gong Cheng didn't know whether Yu Nan's sexual orientation was informed to his family, so he pondered for a moment and said: "I am Yu Nan's friend, my name is Gong Cheng. He is here with me now, but he is not in a good mood and has already fallen asleep."

Yu Zizi breathed a sigh of relief, thanked them again and again, and asked where they were, she was coming to pick Yu Nan home.

Gong Cheng said that they were in Shencheng.

Yu Zizi was taken aback: "Shen, Cheng?"

Gong Cheng said, "Yes."

Yu Zizi was suspicious, she never thought about the private jet, she just thought that Yu Nan didn't want to see her and didn't want to answer the phone, so she deliberately asked Gong Cheng to find such an excuse.Yu Zizi was very sad, and told Gong Cheng to take good care of Yu Nan and contact her immediately if anything happened.

Gong Cheng said: "Okay."

At this time, Gong Cheng told Yu Nan: "You can go back after resting."

Ask him again, "What exactly happened, can you tell me?"

Gong Cheng only heard Yu Nan say that his mother didn't want him anymore, combined with the life experience he mentioned, he thought something happened.

Asking Yunan now is also to prescribe the right medicine to make Yunan happy.

Yunan hesitated for a moment.

"I don't want to say it yet."

Gong Cheng was surprised: "Why?"

Yu Nan said directly: "I only tell my secrets to those who can be trusted."

Gong Cheng thought it was funny, so he stopped asking: "All right."

Next, the two first spent a few days in the villa by the lake. Gong Cheng handed Yunan fishing, and then scraped the lin to remove the internal organs, and set up a barbecue grill by the lake to cook grilled fish.They even drank cold beer, shivering with cold while burning hot.Then Gong Cheng took him to the racecourse again, and this time he really taught him how to ride a horse. There were no outsiders in the racecourse during the first month, and the two of them rode their horses and galloped on the lawn.

Gong Cheng also took him to the capital, to visit a museum, to play a live-action chicken game, and seeing that he was very interested in guns, he took him to a club to shoot targets after returning to Shencheng.

"Nine rings!" Yu Nan jumped up excitedly.

He was wearing noise-canceling headphones, and he couldn't control the volume, so he yelled very loudly.

This is his best result so far.

Gong Cheng smiled, took off his earphones, and adjusted his posture from behind: "It's just a coincidence, don't be too happy. Your posture of holding the gun is wrong, and it will be difficult to encounter such a good thing next time."

Yu Nan asked: "Then how do you hold the gun?"

Gong Cheng whispered in his ear: "I'll teach you."

Gong Cheng fiddled with his fingers and elbows to adjust the height: "That's it, I'll put on the earphones for you, and you shoot again."

Yunan: "Okay."

Gong Cheng put Yu Nan and himself on the headphones.

Yu Nan concentrated his attention, held his breath, and nervously pulled the trigger.

After the sound of "pound", he only hit the fifth ring.

Yu Nan was extremely frustrated: "Why is this? Is what you said wrong?"

Gong Cheng curled his lips: "Look at me."

As he said that, he took the gun and skillfully changed the magazine, holding the gun in a standard and charming posture.

After aiming, Gong Cheng fired five shots in a row, and the target display showed the result: "Ten Ring X5."

Yu Nan was stunned: "It's amazing."

Gong Cheng lowered his head, kissed him on the lips, and said softly: "Thank you for the compliment."

Yunan took a step back, his face turned red.

It's been a long time since they've had such intimacy.

The feeling of being kissed was as strong as the first time, his heart was beating wildly, and for a moment he couldn't accept the reconciliation so quickly.

"I praise you because you are really good." Yu Nan said, "It doesn't mean you can kiss me."

Gong Cheng said: "I'm sorry, you haven't looked at me that way for a long time, I can't help it."

After saying this sentence, Gong Cheng didn't seem to appreciate his refusal, nor did he force him, but instead continued to concentrate on shooting.

Yu Nan adjusted his mood and picked up the gun again.

He thought, if Gong Cheng could continue like this, then it would be good to continue like this.

Nothing is perfect in this world.

It doesn't matter if you accept it.

There should never be a worse time in his life than now.

After playing for a few rounds, Yunan was a little tired.

He didn't exercise, and his arms and shoulders were numb from the recoil.

The club has massage services, Gong Cheng continues to shoot, and Yunan goes to massage.

The massage lasted for an hour. After Yunan finished the massage, he was told that Gong Cheng was waiting for him in the lounge.Yu Nan went to the dressing room to change back into his own clothes, and happened to hear the phone ringing, took it out and saw it was another unfamiliar number.

He pressed answer: "Hello?"

"Yu Nan." The other party said, "I'm my brother."

Speaking of this, the other party paused, and corrected the address with some concerns, "I am Yan Siwei."

Yunan was startled.

He didn't want to answer Yan Siwei's call at all, and was about to hang up, Yan Siwei seemed to predict it: "Please don't hang up, I have something to talk to you."

Yunan was silent.

The other party is his brother, that's right.

As long as he is not allowed to leave Yu's house, he has no reason to treat Yan Siwei like an enemy.

Seeing that he was listening, Yan Siwei continued: "I heard Ms. Yu—Aunt Yu said that you are with Gong Cheng."

Yan's family is in Shencheng.

Seeing that Yu Nan reacted so strongly, Yu Zizi was afraid that the Yan family would force Yu Nan again and again after school started because of the proximity of the school, so she refused to tell them about Yu Nan's whereabouts, saying that what she wanted was to wait for Yu Nan to think clearly and voluntarily. The Yan family made contact again.

Yan Siwei stayed in Shuangshan City for a long time, leaving aside the hospital affairs, his father granted him a long vacation to deal with this matter specially.

The Yan family is polite, but not aggressive, keeping their posture very low.

Yu Zizi's heart was really soft, she said that Yunan was actually not in Shuangshan, but in Shencheng, with her friends.

"Maybe it's Yu Nan's boyfriend." Yu Zizi thought over and over again, and brought her son out in front of Yan's family in advance.

She was worried that Yu Nan would be looked down upon by the Yan family because of his sexuality when he returned to the Yan family, so she gave them an inoculation openly, "The other party is from Shencheng."

Yan Siwei is very sensitive to this.

He remembered the scene he had seen at the racecourse, he frowned and said, "Gong Cheng?"

Yu Zizi was surprised: "How do you know? The name you mentioned is correct. It seems that he is the one who is in love with Baby Yu."

Yan Siwei felt even more incredible: "Are you in love?"

"Yeah." Yu Zizi nodded, "It started last semester, more than half a year. He likes that person wholeheartedly, and he will talk about it every time he calls."

Yan Siwei frowned deeply, his face was very ugly.

At that time, he thought that Yu Nan was just confused for a while, but he didn't expect that this relationship lasted for so long, and Yu Nan was still so serious.

Yan Siwei didn't say anything in front of Yu Zizi, and booked a flight ticket back to Shencheng overnight, first went to Shu and Tiancheng, and was told that Mr. Gong no longer manages the affairs here, and he needs to make an appointment to seek a meeting with the group.

While Yu Nan was playing and relaxing with Gong Cheng, Yan Siwei had to deal with the tight-lipped mother Yu.

After finally getting Yunan's mobile phone number, he called at the first time.

"Yes." Yunan replied, "I will go back to see my mother."

Yan Siwei was not worried about this, he was more concerned about another matter: "Do you like him? Or do you love him?"

Yu Nan thought for a while, then replied again: "I'm serious."

Yan Siwei: "What about him?"

Through the mobile phone, Yan Siwei's question hit Yu Nan directly, "What about Gong Cheng? Can he be serious with you?"

Yu Nan didn't speak, he felt that Gong Cheng should be serious.

Yan Siwei said it very directly: "You are still young and easily confused by others. But I want to tell you that their kind of people are far more complicated than you think."

Yu Nan was never ashamed of his sexual orientation, and said unhappily, "What do you mean? Don't you look down on homosexuals?"

"I'm a doctor." Yan Siwei said, "Why would I look down on homosexuality? I ask you this because I don't want to hurt you. Yu Nan, Gong Cheng can't be serious about you, let alone fall in love with you."

Yunan was at a loss.

He put down the clothes in his hands and sat on the bench.

He was alone in the locker room, and Yan Siwei's voice spoke so clearly through the receiver.

"You know Yu Chuan." Yan Siwei said, "Just ask him and you will be able to check whether what I said is lying to you."

"A friend of Yu Chuan's once stayed with Gong Cheng for half a year. He said that Gong Cheng was gentle, considerate, and magnanimous, which almost made him think that he could spend all life with Gong Cheng, and fell in love with him soon. After half a year, Gong Cheng and Louis got back together. That person was forced to leave. Afterwards, it took him a full year or two to recover from his emotional pain. He told Yu Chuan that Gong Cheng had always been very clear-cut and never said anything about himself. No, you shouldn't take nurturing as real, you shouldn't think that Gong Cheng has sincerity."

"I don't know how you guys started, but your current situation is exactly the same as that person's, and the only thing waiting for you is the same result."

Yan Siwei spoke very tactfully, afraid of hurting his self-esteem.

Yunan still understood.

"Nursing is nurturing, where is the love?" Yan Siwei uncovered the bloody fact, "You are still young, and you are easily confused by attractive and capable people. But there are many equally excellent people, you shouldn't fall for him , let alone take it as real. What's more, our Yan family is not bad, so you don't need to compromise to get something—"

Yu Nan interrupted him, and said in a daze: "You mean, you want to say that I was taken care of by Gong Cheng?"

Yan Siwei said: "I am your elder brother, I believe you just went astray in a moment of confusion."

Yunan said: "I don't believe it."

Yan Siwei thought that he was stubborn, and felt distressed and hated iron and steel: "You fool, Gong Cheng will not give you a future. Do you want anything? You can have everything!"

Yunan hung up the phone.

His mind was buzzing.

He didn't even realize that Yan Siwei's words were an insult to him.

That time when Gong Cheng went abroad and lost contact for two months, what Qin Lefeng said to him rang in his mind at the right time.

"Does Mr. Gong feel that he is taking care of you, so the contact is broken? You know, after all, he is so rich."

Tell him nothing, cut off the contact as soon as possible, never talk about your privacy, let alone talk about the future.

Even the first confession has a special meaning when I think about it now.

At that time, Gong Cheng just grabbed the napkin in the French restaurant, wiped the corners of his mouth gracefully, and casually said "Yu Nan, I like you very much, how about following me?".

It was he who misunderstood.

Never mentioned love from the beginning to the end, let alone love.

Gong Cheng made it very clear from the beginning.

Yan Siwei continued to call, but Yu Nan cut it off.

Strangely, even though his thoughts were in disorder, the movement of changing clothes was orderly.He pulls on his pants, catching a glimpse of his tattoo as he unzips them.

As if being burned by the sight, he tremblingly grabbed his clothes and put them on, completely covering the rose.

After changing his clothes like this, he walked out of the club like a walking dead, and when he got to the car, he remembered that Gong Cheng should still be waiting for him in the lounge.

Xiao Zhou was the only one in the car, and the driver was not there.

Xiao Zhou asked: "Why didn't Mr. Gong come out with you?"

The two seem to be on good terms these days, and Xiao Zhou is a little curious about Yu Nan walking out of the club alone, isn't Mr. Gong afraid of melting him with his mouth and holding him in his palm for fear of falling?

Yu Nan heard himself say calmly: "Brother Zhou, Gong Cheng took care of me and didn't give me any money. Do you want to pay me a big lump sum?"

As long as you don't give money, it's not considered nurturing.

He didn't have to believe what Yan Siwei said.

Xiao Zhou was stunned for a moment, but he was used to Yu Nan's directness, so he couldn't help laughing: "Why didn't I give you any money? Last time I gave you a card with no limit. If you want cash, the money in it Enough for you to squander your whole life."

Xiao Zhou was thinking, Yu Nan is straightforward, not even greedy.

Seeing Yunan's blank expression, Xiao Zhou reminded, "It was the time when your uncle and the others came, Mr. Gong asked me to give you a black card."

Yunan's face slowly turned pale.

He remembered.

He didn't know where the card was thrown by him, he had already forgotten about it.

Xiao Zhou said again: "But Mr. Gong dotes on you so much now, except for that card, you don't have to worry about him treating you badly when you break up."

The wind was blowing very cold.

The tone of Yu Nan's mouth was also very cold, as if it had been frozen into icy scum, and it would shatter as soon as it hit the ground.

"All of you know that he is taking care of me?"

Everyone refers to Gong Yiluo, Xiao Zhou, the designated driver of each car, Uncle Ren, Lin Ming, and even Louis.

No wonder, he was treated that way.

Before Xiao Zhou could speak, he fell silent.

Gong Cheng came over.

"What are you doing standing outside?" Gong Cheng waited in the lounge for a while, and was told that Yunan had come out.

Yunan turned around.

Gong Cheng saw the emptiness in his pitch-black eyes, his pale face, as if he had lost his soul, which shocked him.

Gong Cheng took a step forward, frowning.

Yunan looked at him as if he was looking at a monster.

Yunan tilted his head slightly, looking at him with very strange eyes, as if he didn't know him at all, he had to look at him carefully from the inside to the outside, from every inch of bone, every piece of flesh, to every bone The strands of hair were regrouped in his mind.

"You take care of me, are you satisfied?"

Yunan asked without any emotion.

Gong Cheng's face darkened: "What happened?"

Yunan didn't wait for him to answer, and nodded himself: "I think you should be satisfied, because I should be very comfortable when I get on."

When they are together, they go to bed every day.

Except going to bed, is on the way to bed.

Every corner of the house, on the car, and even on the horse's back that humiliated him was the place Gong Cheng chose to love.

What else can a foster plaything do besides doing these things?

Gong Cheng felt a sense of crisis like never before.

Yunan turned around and walked across the road.

There was a lot of traffic on the road, and several rows of cars were waiting for the red light, forming a long queue.

"Nannan!" Gong Cheng chased after him, grabbing his shoulder sternly.

Yu Nan held Gong Cheng's wrist expressionlessly.

Those slender hands hold the paintbrush, but they contain vigorous strength, and the hands are very cold.

Gong Cheng only felt a pain in his wrist, and a burst of strange force struck him. In the next second, he was spinning, and his whole body was thrown to the ground.

Over the shoulder.

Yu Nan mechanically looked at the man on the ground for a second, then turned and walked into the traffic.

Those cars gave way and honked their horns.

The bodyguards lurking around chased after him without waiting for orders.

Gong Cheng gritted his teeth and got up, before the pain came, Yu Nan's figure was already out of sight.