rose beauty

Falling in love for the first time is very novel to Yun Nan. This feeling is different from the stage when he had a good impression and admiration for Gong Cheng before. He often tossed and turned in bed, wanting to call the other party, maybe meet him in person. , maybe listen to the sound.

"I don't understand why people fall in love. Love is just a hormone, the ingredient is some adrenaline dopamine, but people are controlled to be hot-headed, worry about gains and losses, and blur their ego. In fact, apart from reproduction, love has no practical use. "——This sentence is what Yun Nan said to Tan Lefeng before.

Now that he has personally experienced the feeling of being controlled by hormones, he realizes that he can't stop being in it.

Several times, he dreamed of Mr. Gong kissing him.

When he woke up, his heart was beating wildly, and the young man's uncontrollable physical reactions told him that he was eager to get closer.

"Hit if you want." Seeing him hesitating, Tan Lefeng said speechlessly, "It's so frustrating, what are you afraid of even after you've kissed, does he really think you're not good at kissing?"

Yu Nan blushed: "It's because I haven't told him about that."

Tan Lefeng educated him and said: "Baby Yu, you will let him know one day. If he can't accept it, stop the loss in time. If he can accept it-you will do things happier than kissing."

Yu Nan asked: "Do you mean doing AI?"

Tan Lefeng was drinking water and almost choked to death: "Can you stop talking so seriously?"

Yu Nan blushed even more, a little unconvinced: "What else is that? You said it more directly in front of me. A few days ago, you also said that Shi Xin is a scum, and the only advantage is that he is smart and good at work."

Tan Lefeng was about to kneel: "Damn it, I was wrong and I shouldn't have talked to you about restricted-rated topics, Mr. Yu, can you please stop talking!"

Yu Nan didn't take it seriously: "I'm not a child."

After speaking, he continued to stare at the name on the phone in a daze.

Mr. Gong said that what he likes is that he is obedient, and he also said that he doesn't like other things on him.

He is hesitant and brave. He has always known that love between people is not Plato, but he can't imagine Gong Cheng showing disgust towards him.What should be done? This is an unbearable torture for the 19-year-old Yunan.

This week, he lost contact with Gong Cheng.

He didn't take the initiative to contact, and the other party didn't call.

Passive and expectant until Thursday, Xiao Zhou called and told him: "Today's part-time job is cancelled, you don't need to come here."

In fact, Yu Nan had already arrived at the entrance of the gallery, wondering: "Why?"

Xiao Zhou said politely: "Mr. Gong is very busy, if I have time, I will let you know."

The staff of the gallery knew Yun Nan, seeing him coming, they still invited him into the studio to let him rest.

There is still a third of the unfinished oil painting left in front of the window. The last time Yun Nan and Gong Cheng were painting and chatting here was the night when he went to the bar and got injured.

The tall vase in the corner was filled with fresh roses, pink Versailles, as it had been the past few times.This is Gong Cheng's favorite variety, but the person who was supposed to come did not come.

Touching the petals, Yu Nan said disappointedly: "Hasn't Mr. Gong been here recently?"

Seeing that he hadn't come for several weeks, the employee thought that his painting skills were not satisfactory and he might lose his job, so he comforted him and said: "Mr. Gong is a very busy person, and he would not come to the gallery once a year before. The arrangement was canceled temporarily." It’s also a common thing, don’t think too much, even if you don’t want to paint in the future, you will definitely not be paid less.”

Yunan accidentally tore off a flower petal in his hand: "You don't want me to draw?"

The employee said: "Don't be sad. That painting is very important to Mr. Gong. You are still young, so you can work hard and have more part-time jobs in the future."

Yunan was a little flustered.

He didn't understand what happened and why it happened.

Standing on the street, he couldn't care less and called Gong Cheng directly, but the other party didn't answer.

Throughout the morning of Saturday, Yunan was a little silent.

"Yu Nan, are you feeling unwell?" Feng Zirui asked during the break.

Yu Nan shook his head: "No."

This is the last week of wall painting that Yu Nanlai participated in, and they will finish the remaining part before Tuesday, which means that for Feng Zirui, there is no suitable reason to meet Yu Nan in the future, unless they wait until they sketch Come back and learn locomotive.

Yunan was wearing a white T-shirt, the tip of his nose was sweating under the scorching sun, the ends of his hair were a little wet, his beautiful eyes were listless.

Feng Zirui felt sorry for him, and bought a bottle of ice water: "Here, be careful not to suffer from heat stroke."

"Thank you." Yu Nan took it, but instead of drinking it in a hurry, he sighed instead.

"What's wrong?" Feng Zirui sat down next to him, with his long arms resting on his knees, he was a tall man.

Yunan is not short, and he looks small against him, as if he can be picked up and placed on his lap at any time, to be comforted.

Feng Zirui didn't know that someone had already done this.

Yu Nan turned his head and said worriedly: "Senior, I seem to have lost my love."

Feng Zirui: "..."

Feng Zirui always thought that Yu Nan was innocent and ignorant, that's why he didn't know anything about his hints and pursuits. Who would have thought that the other party would startle him when he came, and he almost suspected that he was a fool.Fortunately, what Yunan said was "broken love", does it mean that his efforts are not in vain?

Feng Zirui asked with sour teeth: "Do you have someone you like?"

Yu Nan nodded: "Yes."

Feng Zirui's mood was extremely complicated: "Who is it? From your department? How far have you developed?"

Yunan said: "No, he is much older than me, we kissed before."

Feng Zirui's face suddenly became ugly: "..."

Now he couldn't continue asking.

Yu Nan didn't continue talking, and sat quietly for a while, with a dazed expression on his face, as if he just wanted to talk about this matter, and didn't want to get advice or help.After a while, he put down the bottle of water and climbed up the ladder again to continue working.

Feng Zirui's words got stuck in his throat, and he stopped him impulsively: "Yu Nan!"

"Huh?" Yu Nan turned his head, stepped on a space, and fell backwards from the ladder.

"Be careful!!"

It was too late to say it, but Feng Zirui quickly stood up and supported him from his waist.

Yu Nan panicked and stabilized his body, Feng Zirui froze for a second, then let go of his hand as if he was being scalded.

He took a few steps back, his face full of surprise: "You??"

The back of Yunan's T-shirt climbed up because of the action just now, revealing a piece of skin. He stood on the ladder, his face flushed, and he tidied up his clothes.

After a long time, he said, "I'm sorry."

Feng Zirui hadn't recovered yet.

Yunan paused, not knowing what to say, so he picked up the paint bucket hanging on the ladder again, and continued painting without saying a word.He was ready to deal with the next question, but Feng Zirui only stood there for a few seconds, said "It's okay", and walked away quickly.

Yu Nan closed his eyes, let go, and realized that he was trembling as soon as his hands dropped.

He didn't really want to discuss this matter with others and attract irrelevant sympathy.

The two of them didn't talk to each other for the whole afternoon, everyone just thought that Feng Zirui didn't have time to flirt with Yunan because they were busy with the schedule.

Yu Nan didn't show any abnormalities, and he continued to talk as usual when he was asked. When he didn't speak, he was as silent as before. When the sun gradually set at six o'clock, someone asked: "Crazy, do you want to send the little cutie back to school today?" ?”

Feng Zirui didn't say a word.

Another person said: "Didn't you see that Yu Nan left long ago? Send? Give me a hair."

It was only then that Feng Zirui realized that Yu Nan had disappeared, and there were only neatly packed paints and tools left in the place he had been.

Seeing Feng Zirui deflated, the group of people laughed for a while.

Someone patted him on the shoulder and said, "What's the matter? Was the confession rejected and slapped in the face? You said that you must be able to handle it!"

Feng Zirui's face darkened: "My mother's reason is——"

"Because of what?" the man sneered, "Because you have been so courteous for so long, and you have paid a high price for exhibition tickets, and you are still a high-altitude flower who has no desires and desires, and doesn't like you?"

Feng Zirui swallowed his words back, and beat the bad friend around: "Fuck off, who said the confession was rejected, I haven't confessed yet."

He stood there thinking for a while, gritted his teeth, cursed secretly "Damn", suddenly grabbed the keys of the motorcycle, and rushed out like a gust of wind.

Yu Nan hadn't walked very far, even before he walked out of the square between Shu and Tiancheng, he heard Feng Zirui calling him: "Yu Nan!"

He stopped: "Senior?"

Feng Zirui was out of breath from running, and stopped panting: "You, why didn't you wait for me? Didn't you agree to take my car?"

Yunan drooped his eyelashes, but didn't speak.

He thought that Feng Zirui's reaction this afternoon had already shown his attitude, which meant that he didn't really want to associate with him.It's not that he doesn't have friends because of these things and alienates him. Of course, he won't be disgusted with him, after all, it's not a source of infection.But human nature is like this, once you find that something is far from what you imagined, your attitude will be completely different.In the process of being gradually alienated by friends, Yu Nan didn't want to feel it again.

"I'll go back by myself." Yunan said.

Feng Zirui grabbed his wrist: "Go, come with me, I still have something to tell you."

Yu Nan couldn't resist him, so he could only follow him to the parking lot.

Going down to the second floor, the coolness of the parking lot soothed the restlessness in Feng Zirui's heart. He never dreamed that Yu Nan would have such a secret.Seeing how delicate Yunan's face is now, I feel how ironic it is.

But others don't know such a secret, as long as he can take down Yu Nan, he will still be envied by others, and it doesn't count that he has lost face after chasing him for so long.More importantly, Yunan really suits his taste, even if he feels bored or disgusted in the future, he can't think about it that much right now.

The black locomotive stood quietly on the spot, Feng Zirui didn't rush to give him the helmet, and asked first: "You said today that you were broken in love, didn't you?"

Yu Nan didn't expect him to ask this, so he nodded: "Yes."

After thinking about it, he said, "Actually, I'm not sure. I haven't contacted him recently. Senior, is there any way you can help me?"

Feng Zirui laughed angrily: "Yu Nan, do you really not understand or are you pretending not to understand?"

Yu Nan really didn't understand: "What?"

A black limousine drove into the parking lot, and the two of them were in the way, so the car flashed its lights at them.

Both of them squinted their eyes from the stimulation of the lights, and the front of the car passed by, Feng Zirui pulled Yu Nan closer to his side, almost to his chest.

Taking advantage of this distance, Feng Zirui pressed against his white earlobe: "I fucking like you, don't you know?"