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The ginkgo tree in the atrium of Huaide Hall, the cicadas reached a peak, and then stopped abruptly as if they had died.

A piece of emerald green leaves fell slowly, Cui Shican glanced out of the window unintentionally, and suddenly felt his heart beating a little faster.He didn't believe in omens, but the sudden discomfort inevitably made people pay attention.

After massaging the patient in front of him, he rubbed his wrists, straightened up and beat his lower back, preparing to rest for a while.

The phone started to vibrate at this moment, and the same frequency as usual made Cui Shican flustered for no reason. He picked it up, saw that it was an unfamiliar number, and pressed it to connect when he walked to the balcony.

"Hello." Shi Can said, her forehead twitched.

On the other end of the phone is a female voice that is familiar but I can't remember it for the time being: "Hello, is this Mr. Cui? I am Xiao Lin, assistant to Vice President Wen. I wonder if you still have any impression of me?"

It has nothing to do with the previous usury, Cui Shican breathed a sigh of relief: "I remember, hello."

Xiao Lin's voice sounded very calm: "You are too polite. It's like this. Vice President Wen may not be able to go home for dinner tonight. He asked me to inform you that he will not be able to go back until later."

The words were too ambiguous, Cui Shican's ears turned red, and he hesitated in response: "Yes, please."

"It's my job." Xiao Lin said over there, "If you have nothing else to do, then let's do this first?"

Just as Cui Shican was about to say that's all right, something hit his head suddenly, his spine felt chills, and after a few seconds of silence, he asked, "Can I ask Wen Yu what's the matter?"

The little assistant choked on the wrong line: "Huh?...Vice President Wen has something to do at work temporarily."

Cui Shican: "I can deliver dinner to the company for him, please tell him, please?"

Kobayashi Gujing Wubo's voice finally became flustered: "No, no, Mr. Cui, Vice President Wen probably won't be in the company tonight, not because of overtime..."

"Could you tell me where Wen Yu is now?" Cui Shican said in a more serious tone.

"...Ah, Vice President Wen..."

The answer in his heart was confirmed, Shi Can unbuttoned his white coat with one hand, and walked towards the stairs, his footsteps were heavy and fast, and he saw the equipment for boiling Chinese medicine in the courtyard.

He asked heavily, "Which hospital are you in?"

Hastily changed his white coat, and was incoherent when he asked Shang Qiu to ask for leave. Cui Shican was about to ride the battery when he went out, but suddenly turned off after starting it, and trot to the side of the road to take a taxi.It seemed that he didn't care about money all of a sudden, and urged the driver to drive faster, holding the phone and looking at the chat box repeatedly.

The sun was shining brightly, giving him a headache.

Xiao Lin's words still ring in my ears: "I really didn't mean to hide it from you...Vice President Wen told me not to say it. He suddenly fainted during a meeting this afternoon, and he is still undergoing an examination in Donghua right now."

"What type of inspection?" he asked.

Xiao Lin said after a while: "I'm not sure, it seems that the doctor asked Vice President Wen to have a gastroscopy just now."

Vomiting, abdominal pain, fainting.

The last time he heard these symptoms was a few years ago, Cui Shican didn't know what he was thinking, and leaned on the back seat of the rental, feeling like he was sitting on pins and needles.He was a little sweaty, but not hot. Looking out the window at the overly bright street scene, he was dazzled for a while.

Huaidetang is not far from Donghua Hospital. This hospital is well-known in China. Although it is a public hospital, the medical team and equipment are first-class. It is not inferior to some private hospitals. Registration is as difficult as above. Qing Tian, ​​it is a waste of resources to go here for common intractable diseases.

They are all sent here, can there be some curable disease?

But don't be the same as before.

Cui Shican paid to get out of the car, his legs were a little weak when he took the first step.

The smell of disinfectant in the corridor seemed to be a unique sign of all hospitals. Cui Shican walked around the crowded lobby, glanced at the crowds of people in front of the elevator, and ran straight up the fourth floor from the stairwell.

The cold sweat from earlier turned into hot sweat. Panting for breath, he pressed the tiger's mouth to prepare himself mentally, and then walked over to the position Xiao Lin said.After walking a few steps, he found Xiao Lin, standing next to a man in a suit and leather shoes, about thirty years old, tall, with a good temperament, pacing in the corridor with his brows furrowed.

When Shi Can was thinking about whether he had seen him before, Xiao Lin rushed over to greet him first: "Mr. Cui!"

"Thank you." He said, no longer having the energy to look at the man, "Where's Yuren Wen?"

"I just finished the examination, and I'm in the ward." It was the man next to him who spoke. He leaned over to shake hands with Shi Can, and introduced himself briefly, "I'm Han Mo, Wen Yu's friend. You are his classmate?"

Frowning because of other names for this closeness, Shi Can asked: "Is Wen Yu awake yet?"

Han Mo led him to the ward: "I woke up while still in the ambulance, but everyone is worried. I just took an X-ray... I guess it will be available in a while, and the doctor will do a simple condition analysis at that time, and preliminarily rule out You, as a doctor, should be aware of some causes.”

He preemptively said all the things he cared about, and Cui Shican couldn't get in the words. When he arrived outside the ward, he took a look at the configuration of the single room.But now is not the time to worry about these things, Cui Shican thanked Han Mo and walked straight into the ward.

Han Mo didn't follow, he straightened the folds of his shirt cuffs, but talked to Xiao Lin: "That's him?"

"Mr. Cui often comes to deliver meals to Mr. Wen, and the two of them seem to be living together now."

"He's not bad, he's the type he would like." Han Mo smiled lightly, then glanced at his watch, restrained his expression, "I'm going back to the meeting, you can run errands with me here."

Xiao Lin responded and sent Han Mo to the elevator.

The ward has a sliding door, which makes no sound when it is closed. The person who is playing with his mobile phone on the bed is wearing a hospital gown, with a bloodless face and pale lips, but he seems to be in good spirits.

Shi Can took two steps and was about to say hello, but the movement had already caught Wen Yu's attention.

He looked up in confusion, and found that it was Shi Can, his expression suddenly changed: "Why... Damn, this Lin—"

"She won't tell me, when are you going to let me know?" Cui Shican gritted his teeth. For the first time, he discovered that Wen Yu had the ability to make himself want to get angry with a few words, and then he blurted out with anger, "Don't go home for dinner , something urgent, huh? You are really busier than the chairman!"

"..." Wen Yu shrank his neck, knowing that he was wrong, so he didn't refute, and whispered, "I'm sorry."

The fire was extinguished before it reached its highest point, Shi Can glanced around, the ward was empty, Wen Yu's clothes were hanging on the side.He walked over, pulled the chair beside the hospital bed and sat down without saying a word.

The expression looked cold and alienated, Wen Yu observed several times, stretched out his hand and pulled Shi Can's clothes: "Hello."

Shi Can frowned, and there was a shallow furrow in the middle: "What else do you need to explain?"

"I was wrong." Wen Yu had a good attitude, "But isn't it because you're worried, it's definitely not a big deal..."

"It's not a big deal if you faint from pain, you're in a good state of mind." Cui Shican said nonchalantly, turning his head and refusing to communicate.Wen Yu's hand was suddenly held, and Wen Yu's palm was very cold, with a smell of medicine, which easily made him feel distressed.

"I just asked the doctor... Probably, the worst outcome... He said that there might be a tumor pressing on something... I can't tell, it's just bleeding, and then—" Wen Yu said every sentence, Shi Can's expression was a little more stinky, he observed his words, and before he finished speaking, he tightly closed his mouth.

Cui Shican's tone was rarely so serious: "Obstruction? Ulcer? Or simply liver pain? Wen Yu, do you know what the worst outcome is?"

Wen Yu: "I don't know."

Cui Shican was almost laughed angrily by him, and threw Wen Yu away and held his hand: "Stomach cancer!"

The two words were thrown out loudly, and the whole ward was deadly silent.Cui Shican only heard his own heavy breathing, and Wen Yu didn't seem to move. He looked over, and the other party was staring at him. The moment their eyes crossed, he hurriedly lowered his eyelids like a child who made a mistake.

After a long period of stalemate, Shi Can's throat moved, and he swallowed a little bit of sad crying.

Wen Yu was frightened by him, and didn't dare to look at Shi Can's face.

He knew that anyone who had fainted this time would be shocked. He originally planned to hide it from Shi Can, but at worst, after the board meeting in the morning, Wen Zhengheng flew to New Zealand to participate in an industry forum summit.The rest of the immediate family members were also absent, and Wen Yu never thought of telling them that the old man was sick all over his body. If there was any emergency, he was fine, and his grandparents fell down first.

Waking up from what he thought was a brief coma, when Wen Yu was lying in the ambulance, he suddenly realized that something was going to happen, and there was not even a signatory around him.

With a wide circle of friends, but no confidant, after returning to China for so long, Wen Yu finally admitted that he was considered lonely.

He wanted to notify Cui Shican for a moment, but he hadn't checked it at that time, and no one knew what was wrong.It's nothing to make a fuss about, if it's a terminal illness...

What is the difference between using this to tell Shi Can and directly stabbing him in the heart with a knife?

Isn't that first saying that I like you very much, and then saying that our time is numbered?

He asked Xiaolin to inform Shi Can, and only said that he would not go back to eat, but Cui Shican's eyes were piercing, and he realized something was wrong after a few words——after knowing Shi Can's words "I am also a doctor", Wen Yu almost smiled wryly.

That's because he was too idealistic, thinking that Cui Shican didn't understand anything.

But Shi Can's reaction was too violent, Wen Yu didn't expect it at all.It seemed that there was an uncontrollable element in all the developments, he looked at Shi Can who was sitting on the bedside, and was surprised to find that he was trembling a little.

"As for it..." Wen Yu said aggrievedly, in a low voice, and then went to hold his hand again.

The opponent's body moved again involuntarily, raising a pair of wet eyes.The tip of his nose was red, his heart was beating hard, he let Wen Yu lead him, and finally found some strength to speak.

"My dad had similar symptoms at the beginning." Shi Can said suddenly, with a faint glimpse of emotional waves in his tone.

Wen Yu knew what was going on behind him, he held his hand a little loosely, and wanted to let go guiltily—before the test results came out, he hoped that Shi Can would stop thinking so much, but he couldn't do it now.

Shi Can grasped him tightly with his backhand, interlocking his fingers, and for the first time calmly mentioned the events of the year: "At first it was a stomachache, and the clinical examination could not find out the cause. When the screening was performed, the cancer cells had already Metastasized to the liver area. Chemotherapy, radiotherapy, and even resection, all methods have been tried. When my father left, the stomach was cut to only 1/3 of its original size, and the liver was left in half... After several years of control, it still did not survive. So, I really..."

What is "really", Shi Can didn't say any more, Wen Yu could vaguely understand.He covered his face and sat silently beside the hospital bed, as if surrounded by bad memories.

The grasped hand struggled slightly, and Wen Yu pulled it out, wanting to touch Shi Can's hair.

At this time, the door of the ward opened, and a doctor wearing silver-rimmed glasses walked in, holding a folder, and said in a business-like tone, "Who is the patient's family?"

"I am." Shi Can stood up as if a switch had been pressed all of a sudden.

He cleaned up his bad mood by himself, tucked the quilt over Wen Yu, said softly that you wait for me for a while, turned around and followed the doctor out the door, to face the possible test results alone.

Seeing that Shi Can was about to close the door, Wen Yu said, "I'm really fine."

I don't know if he heard it.

Because this area is all single-person wards and not as crowded as other floors, Cui Shican saw the X-ray film he was holding in his hand, as if he had returned to the age when he was young at the beginning, and his breath hung in his throat. Can't get up or down.

At that time, he was still young, and he didn't even know what the disease was. He only understood a word "cancer".

But now Cui Shican has learned a lot. He stands helplessly next to the doctor, waiting for him to announce the result, just like a suspect waiting for the judge to pronounce his sentence.He clenched his hands quietly, and prayed repeatedly in his heart that it really wouldn't be a serious problem. He didn't even know why he was so worried, and he couldn't help but plan for the worst while hoping.

Don't be cancer, don't be, it's better to be a false alarm...

The doctor looked unsurprised, and said: "You are a family member, right? We have only done a preliminary screening now. The patient's fainting is mainly due to staying up late for a long time, excessive work pressure, lack of exercise, and today's Suddenly the ulcer bleeds, and the body can't support it for a while. But as far as it is concerned, there is no specific disease."

As if yesterday happened again, Cui Shican felt a little dizzy: "Aren't you sure?"

"We can only let the family members have a psychological preparation first." The doctor surnamed Zhang pushed down his glasses and took out the X-ray film in his hand: "Look, this is the film just taken by the patient. There is a shadow in the stomach, which does not rule out cancer. The possibility of cells—”

Cui Shican's eyes went dark, and he stretched out his hand to support the wall, otherwise he might just fall down.

The doctor was startled by his reaction. He was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled tolerantly: "Family members should not overreact. Now that medicine is very advanced, even if it is cancer, it is not a big problem if it is well controlled."

He spoke one cancer at a time, each word poking at Cui Shican's most hidden weakness.Almost unable to stand still, Shi Can cleared his throat and forced himself to keep breathing.

"The patient's physical condition is not good today, and he is not suitable for complicated examinations. We have not performed a gastroscopy on him for the time being. After all, he is bleeding a little. My suggestion is to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days." Dr. Zhang handed the X-ray to Shi Can , "When he gets better, we will do further screening, not in a hurry."

Shi Can hurriedly said, "But what if..."

Doctor Zhang smiled and patted his arm: "Don't worry, the blood test indicators are still normal, even if the lesion does not deteriorate so fast. Let's take care of it for a few days, and worry about stomach problems. Then we will do an electron microscope and CEA." Joint inspection."

The turbid breath stuck in his throat finally spit out slowly, Cui Shican came back to his senses, only to realize that his heart rate was too fast, he pursed his lips: "Okay, thank you doctor."

Dr. Zhang: "I will contact you if there is anything in the future. Is that your brother?"

Is it his brother?Shi Can was stunned.

Many words were scrambling to stop on his lips. He really wanted to say that he was his boyfriend, but he didn't confirm the relationship after all.Shi Can finally lowered her head and smiled wryly:

"He's a few months older than me."

The author says:

In fact, it’s only three months old, so don’t worry if there is a breakthrough for Xiaocui to open up (waving the script