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At ten o'clock in the morning on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, there were not many people at the train station compared to the Spring Festival travel rush.

The festive atmosphere has not yet dissipated, and the unique winter laziness is everywhere.The sun was weak, and people dragging suitcases walked around in the square in front of the station, parting and reuniting.

Cui Shican was still taking a nap when the train coming from Qingzhou came into the station, and was awakened by the commotion around him.He closed his eyes, took off his earphones, hooked his backpack with one hand, and then stood up to get the huge suitcase on top.

He was hit on the back suddenly, he turned his head and saw a middle-aged man with his daughter apologized and said sorry.The aisle was narrow, they had too much luggage, and they carried it in a panic. The small suitcase was falling at Shi Can's feet. The girl tried to carry it a few times, but perhaps because she was too flustered, she kept failing.

"It's okay." Shi Can said, smiled at the girl who looked thirteen or fourteen years old, and lifted the suitcase for her.

"Thank you brother." She grabbed the corner of her father's clothes, a little embarrassed.

The suitcase was not heavy, Cui Shican carried it, and went out of the station together with the father and daughter.After chatting a few words casually, he knew that his father brought his daughter back to visit his parents, and played for a few days by the way. As for why the mother didn't come, the daughter said that the mother had to take care of the puppy. Cui Shican laughed at this reason, and said nothing more. ask.

After sending them to the taxi point before saying goodbye to each other, Cui Shican looked at their backs, a little envious for no reason - when he was thirteen or fourteen, he only knew how to be naughty, and he didn't chat much with his parents.

Now Shi Can thinks back countless times, if he talked to his father more, would he have less regrets now.

When he lost his loved ones at the age of 20, he spent a whole year accepting the reality of his passing, and lived in self-loathing for the rest of the years, until recently.He didn't know how much his father expected and what kind of person he wanted to be, but his current appearance would definitely not comfort people.

When Ye Xiaowen asked him about the debt during the Chinese New Year, Shi Can hesitantly said that there would be a solution, but Ye Xiaowen didn't say too much, and the mother and son sat silently.He looked at the group photo of a family of three on the table, when he was still young.

The firecrackers outside the window and the noise from the children were endless. Cui Shican picked up the photo frame and thought with a sore nose, "Will I be his pride?"

At least not now.

Cui Shican lowered his head and put his bag back on his back again. Just as he took a few steps, a person hurriedly ran by and called his name.He turned around in surprise, and saw Wen Yu wrapped in a camouflage coat.

"Why are you here?" Shi Can's expression was exaggerated, and he couldn't control his surprise in his words.

"See you in the next year!" Wen Yu said, rubbing his hands while wearing a woolen hat, "Where's my gift?"

Shi Can scowled: "There are no presents."

Wen Yu: "..."

He became depressed for a second, but he looked around and said with a curled mouth, "I don't believe you, you lied to me again."

Cui Shican patted the woolen cap with his free hand: "It's in the box, I brought you delicious food - you haven't answered yet, why did you come here, I said I'll contact you when I get back. "

"Anyway, there are only a few cars coming from the direction of Qingzhou." Wen Yu said, leading him to the underground parking lot, "I guess you should come back early, because you have to go to the clinic in the afternoon, so this shift is locked."

Shi Can: "Smart will never kill you."

After saying that, they both laughed, and Wen Yu waved his hands: "When I saw you and those two people coming out together, I didn't dare to recognize them, and I couldn't see clearly. Is that your friend?"

Shi Can said they were people he met on the train, Wen Yu guessed that they might be sitting next to Shi Can, and said "oh".He put his whole body and mind on the place where he was about to take Shican. He sat in the car and before he could speak, Shican next to him asked first, "Did you change the car? Or is it a friend's?"

"It's changed." Wen Yu was very happy and he noticed, "My cousin used to borrow the car to drive. How is it? Is it comfortable?"

Shi Can tried to stretch her legs, and glanced at the black and gold seats in the back row: "Very good."

Wen Yu was happy when he mentioned the new car: "I wanted a Bentley when I was in college, and I liked the Continental at that time, but now I find that sports cars are not very practical, so I ordered this Mercedes. I just picked up the car yesterday. Today It's the first time on the road!"

Cui Shican: "Isn't it expensive?"

Wen Yu joked: "Selling a house to buy a car, I'm so awesome."

Shi Can flipped off her seat belt and fell silent again.There is a huge gap between him and Wen Yu that cannot be ignored, and he can't catch up in half his life, because Wen Yu is also moving forward.

Can everything that happened that day show that the so-called self-esteem and pride he has been maintaining is actually not worth mentioning in front of Wen Yu?That being the case, can Wen Yu really let go of all the harm he caused?

On the last day of the new calendar year by the river, Wen Yu said I hope you can come out, Shi Can really wanted to say "I will", but he knew that no matter how nicely he said it, it was useless.For Cui Shican, the sudden elimination of that debt is indeed a rare opportunity. He can do more things and have the opportunity to change.

So he wants Wen Yu to know that your whim means a lot to me, and I will not let you down.

Everyone wants to be better in life, Cui Shican is no exception, but he also knows that the current situation is that no matter how good he is, he is not worthy of Wen Yu.

Wen Yu said that he was willing to wait, and then Can was willing to give it a try.

It was agreed to move, and most of Cui Shican's luggage was still in the original small house, and Wen Yu accompanied him to pick it up.He stood in the living room doing nothing, listening to Shi Can tidying up, after a while he finally realized that something was missing.

"Where's the cat!" He ran to the door of Shi Can's bedroom, "I didn't see the cat."

"I put it in Shangqiu's foster care." Shi Can was folding his clothes very quickly, and put them hastily into the suitcase, "Bring them to me when he's on duty in the afternoon."

Wen Yu breathed a sigh of relief: "I was scared to death, I thought you didn't want it and threw it away."

Shi Can: "Don't say 'death' during Chinese New Year, am I such a heartless person? It's you, what if the cat goes to your house and scratches you again?"

Wen Yu thought about this: "Shut up your room, I usually don't take the initiative to provoke it."

After hearing this, Cui Shican smiled and did not express his opinion.He packed all the clothes, and went to get the textbooks and other small items on the table.All the things to take away are basically in the bedroom, Shi Can glanced at Wen Yu from the corner of his eye while putting them away, and the other party leaned against the door frame to play with his mobile phone, as if he didn't care about what he wanted to take.

It really echoed Wen Yu's words, "Wait until you want to talk about it, I won't ask".

Clothes and daily necessities were put into an unused suitcase, other books and small ornaments were put into a cardboard box, and the remaining bits and pieces were all packed into bags. Shi Can packed everything up and wiped off his sweat: "It's ok."

"Okay?" Wen Yu ran over to see, "Which one can I help you?"

Cui Shican looked around, picked up the two smallest bags and handed them to Wen Yu: "You take these."

Wen Yu ignored him, and went straight to pick up the suitcase: "How old do you think I am? When I was moving apartments abroad, you didn't know what you were doing..."

Shi Can perfunctorily praised him for being so good, Wen Yu stared back, and walked ahead carrying a suitcase half the height of a person.

I took all the things into the car, but the trunk couldn't fit, and the cardboard boxes and bags were all placed in the back seat.Shi Can didn't know how much Wen Yu's car cost, and he knew it wasn't cheap by looking at the inside. At this time, his things looked extremely shabby, and his weak inferiority lasted for half a minute. He heard Wen Yu shout: "Let's go, go home. .”

Shi Can was a little dazed.

His family fell apart with his father's death a few years ago. These days, he and Ye Xiaowen get together less and more often. Most of the time, they are alone and alone. They have long forgotten what it feels like to be "home".

Wen Yu came to pick him up at the high-speed rail station, put the suitcase on the back seat for him, and whistled.

Shi Can occasionally felt that Wen Yu's attitude towards this was too childish, but he couldn't find anything wrong, so he could only follow along.He guessed that the two people had different definitions of "home". For example, he had never admitted in his heart that this rental house that he had lived in for more than two years was his "home", but Wen Yu could easily say so.

He has never been to Wen Yu's new house. I heard that he bought it from a friend. Although it is a second-hand commercial house, no one has lived in it. Even Wen Yu had only handed over the house for a few days when he moved in.

You have to swipe your card at the gate, and the security guards at the property are not like casually invited to do things perfunctorily. All of them have serious expressions. Wen Yu greeted them, and the one in the lead showed a miserly smile and called him: "Boss Wen is back." .”

"Yeah." Wen Yu half put down the car window, "When will I get another access control card, there will be one more person living in my house."

"You send the information to the property later, and we will send it to you within two days," said the security guard.

Wen Yu nodded after listening, and drove into the gate of the community.He was silent for a while, and after turning into the underground parking lot, he said to Shi Can: "The access control here is a bit troublesome... Since you want to stay for a long time, you should get a card, so that you don't have to ask them to open the door every time you say hello, and you will give your ID number later." Give it to me."

"En." Shi Can said briefly, "Thank you."

"Don't keep thanking me." Wen Yu became dissatisfied again after hearing this, "Is this necessary?"

Shi Can couldn't help but laugh: "I don't know what else to say."

Wen Yu: "Well... For example, praise me for being good to you."

It was a bit teasing, he said it with a smile, but he was more serious, and he didn't care about Cui Shican's reaction when he stopped the car, and went to help him with his luggage.Shi Can went down the donkey, so there's no need to say more.

The parking space should be bought according to the location of the owner's house. Wen Yu took him two steps and went directly to an elevator.His house is on the sixteenth floor, not too high, with two households on one ladder, and the anti-theft door on the opposite side is still covered with a protective film. Shi Can guessed that no one should have moved in. Just as he was thinking, Wen Yu unlocked the door with his fingerprint behind him, and kept talking non-stop. chatter.

"...No key, you either leave a fingerprint, or I set the password as your birthday, so it's easy to remember." Wen Yu pushed the door open, and there was a dull sound when the suitcase fell to the ground. He straightened up, sighed long, and turned back Smile when rushing.

"How is it, do you still like it?"

Wen Yu's apartment has excellent lighting, high ceilings, and the living room is facing the river and the park on the opposite bank. It has a wide view and is not blocked by the surrounding apartment buildings at all.The living room is simply furnished, with a round lazy sofa and a bird's nest-shaped swing chair on the balcony. The cat climbing frame was given to Shi Can last time before it could be delivered in time. Sister Cat will continue to use it when she gets home.

The central air conditioner has been turned off, and the whole apartment is dry and warm, away from the damp and cold outside, as if spring has come early.The room must have been freshly cleaned, the doors were wide open, and the floor was shiny.

There are vases with slender necks on the coffee table, and several snow willows are placed in carefully designed shapes.

Cui Shican recognized that it was the ornamental plant in the bouquet Wen Yu sent that day, thinking about the fate of that bouquet, he dared not look directly at it.After entering the door with a bag on his back, Shi Can instinctively looked at the shoe cabinet: "Are there any slippers?"

Wen Yu went to get it for him: "You wear the one-off ones first, and we'll buy them later."

Shi Can said "Yes", before he put down his luggage, Wen Yu immediately grabbed his wrist without any explanation, and said to show you the room.He acted extremely excited, with a little pride that the child came to claim credit for his good grades in the exam. Shi Can was held by him, and Wen Yu's palm was also very warm.

His heart was wrapped in a piece of ice, frozen for so long that even he forgot he could still beat alive.

Wen Yu held him, like the sunshine of spring arriving ahead of schedule, melting it silently, slowly, but unquestionably.

"Look." Wen Yu said, the voice was right next to his ear.

In his new room, Shi Can tugged on the strap of his backpack so that he would not break down emotionally——

It is twice the size of the unventilated bedroom in the rental house. The wood-colored furniture is soft and not many, but there are basic wardrobe storage cabinets. The desk avoids direct sunlight, and there is a small flowerpot on the bedside table , the kind of succulents.

There are thick woolen carpets beside the floor-to-ceiling windows, two cushions are thrown, and it is matched with a low table, which is suitable for sitting there reading books, playing games, and killing boring time.The off-white curtains are being blown slightly by the central air conditioner, like a breeze, and the garden of the community can be seen outside the window. In winter, there are only a few red plums blooming.

Wen Yu was still talking in his ear: "I wanted to add a bookcase over there. I don't know if you like the short one or the vertical one. You can buy it after you look at it, or you can pick the one you like and move it in directly... Shi Can?"

He said for a long time without responding, turned his head to look, and restrained his voice.

The corners of Cui Shican's eyes were red, and he opened his mouth to say thank you, but remembering that Wen Yu didn't like it, he had to shut up.He cleared his throat so that he could swallow his crying - he really loves to cry, maybe Wen Yu didn't know it yet.

"...The layout is so beautiful, I've troubled you." He said, holding his nose, "I like it very much."

"Just like it." Wen Yu said, he took two steps forward, and quickly opened the curtains, "You can still see the sunset when it's sunny, and the view here is better than that of the master bedroom... If you like it, you can live in it all the time." Well, anyway, just pay the rent to me on time. You can wait until you have your own house before moving, or you don’t want to move, it doesn’t matter.”

Cui Shican was speechless.

He has thought many times that after the usury is paid off, he will buy a small house with floor-to-ceiling windows and a balcony, spread out blankets, raise a cat, and buy a bouquet of flowers every week to put on the coffee table when he is with the person he likes. ...

Wen Yu directly gave him all of this in advance, even without any prior communication, they were the most understanding people.

The young man standing in front of the window turned his head: "Shi Can, you need a new start."

In Shi Can's memory, Wen Yu's words are like a shot in the arm, more effective than others.He arranged everything carefully and told him gently "you can live here forever".

There is no messy chicken soup, but Cui Shican feels that he is dying.

Holding back his sobs, he said, "Where is the bathroom...?"

After being guided by Wen Yu, Shi Can ran in and locked the door, turned on the faucet to the maximum, at least to cover up his overly fragile crying.But happiness is not fake, and being moved by caring is not fake.

Standing on the sink, Shi Can thought, what a shame.

The author says:

Harmful!