They both wear the same soul

The ugly boy said that life is nothing more than choosing and being chosen again and again.

He took me to the street to drink beer. I suspected that he had something to hide, so he kindly folded the andrology advertisement sent to me by the lady on the street into a small square and handed it out.

"No... Zhang Xu, I'm comforting you! Can you be more serious?" He was furious, but he still put away the small advertisement and threw it into the trash can. He ordered another dozen beers and poured them into a glass for me.

I can drink beer. Although I am not yet an adult, I have all kinds of bad habits. The children in our village have fathers or mothers who go out to work, and the house is not strictly controlled, so they are lawless and full of five poisons.

It started this morning. In the morning, my deskmate suddenly mentioned that something was wrong with me yesterday morning. After sleeping all morning, I became very emotional again in the afternoon. I was excited for a while, excited for a while and sad for a while.

Of course, although the ugly boy and I are separated by belly, we can still know that Xu Wanqing slept all morning in the morning, and Shang Yi started to lose his nerve in the afternoon.

But in the eyes of my tablemate Li Zhaodi, my schizophrenia is hopeless. She said to me worriedly: "I have carefully summarized your personality, and I think you have three different personalities in your body." , I’ve read the book, and the book says it’s a kind of mental illness. Which one is your own personality? I thought so before, but then you changed too much. One personality likes ancient poetry, and the other talks like a Strong woman, there is another one who is the same as you usually, so is it because you are under too much mental pressure after your parents' accident? Do you want to see a doctor? I haven't seen a psychiatrist yet? I won't dislike you, no matter you are I'm your best friend with any personality."

Women are liars.

After I accidentally asked, "Oh, so, which personality of mine do you like the most?", she actually thought about it seriously for a while, and said perfunctorily, "Of course it's you now."

Nonsense, she didn't at all, she must be lying when she glanced up and showed a ignorant look.

When she was lying, she seemed to be reciting a book with her hands behind her back, and her speech turned into an emotional reading of the text, with her eyes looking up and the corners of her mouth looking down, you could tell it at a glance!

Li Zhaodi has a very high emotional intelligence and did not expose me to my face, but I am actually very unpopular.

She discovered the existence of three "I", so I told this to the ugly boy who came to me for no reason, and he uttered the first sentence of life philosophy of choice and being chosen in a sad way. It seems that he is a boy with a story .

The fact that the ugly boy's name is Ugly Boy baffles me, but out of respect for his little white face, I still call him Ugly Boy out of conscience.

We pushed glasses and drank beer, three glasses of wine lost my true nature, I showed my true colors, fell down on the side of the table with a thud like a limp snake: "I don't have any friends anyway, Shang Yi chooses me It’s just because I had to bind with me. I guess it’s because our brainwaves swished and accidentally matched the number, and it has nothing to do with luck... You see, it’s because other people choose to be friends with me or not. , the movie said it well, I don’t have a choice!”

"Why did you start drinking like crazy? No, Zhang Xu, starting from today you are not allowed to touch alcohol, and you are not allowed to eat wine and chocolate."

"I haven't eaten it! I want to eat it!"

He had no choice but to get up, and brought me a box of liqueur chocolates after a while. After looking carefully, there were only five in the huge box. I took out all five and put them in my schoolbag. ugly boy.

"Thank you for your great kindness!"

"You're welcome!"

I generously gave him one of the chocolates bought by the ugly boy, and he thanked me dumbfounded. After a while, when I woke up, he lowered his voice and took out a recording pen and put it in front of me: "If Xu Min finds you again , Remember to record the evidence, and be careful what she does to threaten you."

"She owes her IQ, and she was drenched in the heavy rain for two hours."

I wanted to laugh when I thought of Xu Min. I put away my umbrella and took out my mobile phone to play games in the lobby of the hotel. After killing my teammates from the seventh and eighth teams, I waited for Li Zhaodi when I came back from the bookstore.

Going out with an umbrella, the rain was too heavy, the water flowing down from the edge of the umbrella could hardly be called raindrops, it was a rain curtain, I curled up under the umbrella like a little princess and hurried to pick up my deskmate, Xu Min was still in the gazebo , Maybe people are too tall, and the smart IQ has to travel too far from the toes to the brain, and they can't get on anything, and can't occupy the high ground, so she is like a [-].

My deskmate said, "Who is that? Why don't we go in? Should we hold an umbrella for her?"

"No, that's Lu Yiping."

The ugly boy laughed: "That's right! Xu Min is probably Lu Yiping."

"Are you trying to say that Shang Yi is Aunt Xue? I recorded it!" I took out the recorder and played back his words, learning from them, and the ugly boy said: "Deleted, deleted, this is what you said, don't entrap innocent people .”

I fiddled and broke the recorder.

The ugly boy sighed: "You should read the manual first and then tinker with it. How can anyone delete the recording and bite their teeth?"

"Physical damage is safest."

"you win."

Life is actually choosing and being chosen again and again, and most of the time I have no choice.

For example, there are two options for being Shang Yi's daughter, whether to be or not to be. There is no gray area to say that I am a daughter today and her son tomorrow. There is no such reason.But in essence, Shang Yi chose me from all living beings, and I was chosen.

For example, the ugly boy chose a recording pen that could break a row of my teeth. It is hard and porcelain. The recording pen can only choose to work or not. It can only lie on the shelf for people to choose.

Of course, the one who is selected has no initiative. For example, my deskmate chooses me as my deskmate. I actually have no choice, because others are unwilling to be my deskmate. Otherwise, why would I have been sitting alone for so many years.For example, Li Zhaodi chose me as a friend, but I actually didn’t have a choice. She was willing to be my friend because of my blessings from my previous life. Shang Yi and Xu Wanqing both supported me, and I didn’t have any other friends.

This kind of choice is like choosing between three shorts and one long and one long.

But I still pretended not to understand his philosophy of choice, and asked if there were any examples to prove it.

"Well, let me tell you a gossip. It's very important. You know you can't tell others."

"Shang Yi and Xu Wanqing have continued their relationship in ancient and modern times?" I guessed casually.

The ugly boy widened his eyes: "You won."

"Really, I guessed it. Damn, I just said that they have an affair. Are they human, using my body to talk about love here!"

"No, right now, I think there are signs of it. My sister and Xu Wanqing are in a relationship of choosing and being chosen, and my sister and that boss are also choosing and being chosen... This is how people are, be normal, don't worry. I think Zhaodi is not a good friend."

"I didn't think so, but to be a good friend, a best friend, must be the best in the world, no one else is better than you, this is called a best friend, right?"

The ugly boy nodded: "The old girl and I are always thinking, who is Shang Yi's most trusted friend, me or her, and then I realized that we are different, Shang Yi needs us in different places, There is nothing to compare, I can choose to understand it this way, or I can choose to fight for favor with the old girl."

"I thought you two were a couple."

"Beast! Don't talk nonsense." The ugly boy handed me the recording pen and gave me a new choice.

I can choose to record or not to record, but I can also choose to see Xu Min or not.

Xu Min came to condolences with a cake outside the door, making me think that for a moment I became some kind of sick person and would be consoled.

Li Zhaodi had never seen this big Lu Yiping before, so she gestured to me at the door. I felt resentful because she liked Shang Yi or Xu Wanqing, so I left her a piece of chocolate, took my recording pen and cell phone and walked out.

Xu Min said, "I won."

"First prize in the rain competition, congratulations."

"Cake? I ordered it myself..."

"Can you grow taller by eating cakes?" I took advantage of her height and slowly took pictures to collect evidence, but she didn't notice.

Cannibalism is short, I still sat in the lounge with her.

I took out a liqueur chocolate and pushed it over. I have never eaten such a delicious and foreign-style thing, and repaid her with a bite of cake.

"Shang Yi wants to adopt you."

"Hey, do you know what a butter croissant is? I see it says on the sign outside."

She got up and went to buy it, and I took the opportunity to slip out of the lounge and out the door.

I don't know how to answer her question, so I took this opportunity to send the recording and photos to Ugly Boy, and we have reached a strategic alliance.

"Xu Min thinks you are very important and can be used to blackmail Shang Yi. It's not convenient for me to come forward, so you can show your acting skills." The ugly boy replied in seconds.

Should I play a plot where Shang Yi doesn't like me at all?Or should I be unfamiliar with Shang Yi?

Fortunately, at this moment, the ugly boy arranged the script for me, saying that I am just an ordinary banlangen in the depths of the mountains... Ah no, a left-behind child with mental disabilities and both parents died, because the parents died under Shang Yi's subordinates. One of his subordinates passed away for some reason, so Shang Yi got to know me, showed great kindness, and decided to adopt me.

Except for the mental disability, I can act quite well.

The ugly boy and I are like secret agents. After sending the message furtively, I deleted the text message, turned around to go to the mall through the back door of the hotel, and went to the game hall on the second basement floor to play games.

When I used up the coins on hand and went to exchange them, Xu Min appeared mysteriously: "Exchange two hundred coins, and it will be a showdown."

"You pay."

There's nothing male and female about it, obviously, we're both female.

She couldn't hold so many coins, and I really exposed my vicious side of humanity when facing Xu Min. I knocked off all her coins, and let them splatter and bounce on the ground, splashing far away.

Then I slipped up.

Xu Min couldn't run fast in high heels, but her long legs gave her an inherent advantage. She grabbed my collar in front of a layer of makeup and dragged me back: "Don't go too far!"

"Why should I play with you, the sun revolves around you?"

"You mean I'm too self-centered?"

"Hey, you said it, I didn't say it." I was being carried, weak and weak, and I didn't dare to break my mouth.She dropped me off.

"There is nothing wrong with self, I am my own king."

"Hey, secondary illness."

"...You really deserve a beating. Isn't it difficult to live to such a great extent?" Xu Min seemed to be mastering the skills of sparring with me, and his mouth began to turn poisonous.

I have always been a guerrilla who is strong against the enemy and weak against the enemy, so I immediately persuaded: "You are the one who wants to get caught in the rain. You are such an adult, but I am not yet an adult. If you believe my words, it is your own judgment that is wrong. Why? Well, hold on to me."

"I just want to ask you a few questions."

"I don't want to answer, I am my own king." I copied it.

"You're not that kind of person."

"Who am I? People say that when you are three years old, you are older than when you are seven years old. I have been worthless since I was a child, and I am a piece of garbage. If you pay attention to me, I can only take out the garbage for you to see."

"That's fine, trash, follow me."

"Don't follow me." Xu Min was really annoying, I almost asked the ugly boy for help, but in the end I still didn't send a text message.

"Actually, I was thinking, even if I came to look for you, you must have agreed with Shang Yi and the others. I don't know what I'm asking, but, I'm having a bad time, and I'm going to let my enemies live too. Not doing well."

"Then you live a good life, and you let your enemy also enjoy the food?" I confused her logic.

She was interrupted by me and jumped angrily: "Shut up!"

"Then who is your enemy? Is it Shang Yi? What about her? Kill your whole family or rob your man? Why are you having a hard time? Is it because you are too tall and anxious to cut off your legs? That won't work, Shang Yi can't Saw with you, she is not tall, she will become a dwarf from Snow White after sawing."

Asking questions like a cannonball is a strategy. A serious person like her answers the questions one by one, just like a computer does not have such a corner. If you don’t set it to skip, it will keep calculating until the calculation is too large. Downtime.

She was really stunned, I took the opportunity to struggle away, ran out of the shopping mall, and got into the crowd, sure that Xu Min would not be able to find me for a while.

I was very happy to send the recording and photos to the ugly boy.

Ugly boy: "I've never seen you so hurt."

"Shang Yi's enemy is my enemy."

It was as if I took Xu Min as my pledge to join Shang Yi.

About two hours later, when I was eating duck necks on the street, I received a text message from Shang Yi, saying two things:

Tell Zhaodi that you are indeed mentally ill and that you will see a doctor another day, don't let her tell anyone.

Xu Min's emotional intelligence is not high, don't force her to be too extreme, be careful of danger.

After a while, another thing was said: drink beer with the ugly boy again, and you two will get beaten together.

"..." Does that mean we can drink white?

I thought about it for a while, and immediately killed the idea.

After a while, she sent another message: Help me keep an eye on Xu Wanqing.

Gee.

The duck-neck box in my hand was taken away, and Xu Min stood in front of me with her chest folded: "I already asked, your roommate said everything."

"Oh? What did she say?"

"I've said everything." Xu Min picked up the duck's neck and gnawed on it, "You're living a good life."

"Yeah, I'm the same kind of person as you. I eat duck necks when I eat spicy food, and my enemy also eats duck necks when they eat spicy food. I can't see others having a bad time."

I pointed to the duck neck in her hand, and ran away.

Running back to the room, Li Zhaodi stared at me blankly, then bowed her head to study again.

"What did you say to her?"

This matter is so important that I am as anxious as an eunuch who is not in a hurry.

"with who?"

"It's the big tall guy outside today!"

"I've talked a lot, what's the matter? Isn't she Shang Yi?"

Ok?

How could Xu Min impersonate Shang Yi and tell Li Zhaodi's words!Why is my deskmate so smart that I was confused for a while!Didn't she claim to be well-read!It doesn't even say what Shang Yi looks like on the Internet!

"Be specific! What did you say! She is not Shang Yi! What are you thinking!" I was in a moment of anxiety, and my voice rose.

After being yelled at indiscriminately by me, her eye circles immediately turned red. I took a few breaths, but seeing that she couldn't say anything, she rushed out, and Xu Min was leisurely playing games in the lobby.

The enemy has been pushed to the house, and Xu Min is still leisurely beating pigs.

I snatched it with my hands and pressed surrender.

"Tsk tsk tsk, oops, didn't you expect that?" Xu Min raised her feet, showing off her straight and slender thighs to her heart's content, her proud face made me think that she was actually younger than me.

"Give."

I fished out the one bonbon I had left, spread out the foil, and handed it over.

"Bribe me?" Xu Min had a half-smile, "No, I already know."

I felt like crying: "Why do you want to inquire about Shang Yi, who is your enemy?"

Shang Yi is really not a person to entrust, I am really a pig teammate, I can't do anything well, I can't even keep a secret.

"Kid, do you know how to be polite?"

"Alright sister Xu Min, may I ask who is your enemy?"

"Silly boy, it's Shang Yi!" Her teasing tone made me feel very embarrassed.

"Are you Lu Yiping?" I suddenly had a little guess.

"You... what? What Lu Yiping?"

"Did Shang Yi swallow your property, and then you went home and asked for money..."

"My family's property is mine! The will is also mine!"

"Then why do you hate Shang Yi?"

Xu Min raised her head: "I just hate Xiao San'er, why? I love her? Oh, I'm so envious of Shang Yi, I'm all for her, what's so good about her? Buy you delicious food or read for you ? I can too!"

"Then I hate you too, you are also a mistress, alienating the relationship between me and my friend." I came here casually.

"... so young, the three views are wrong!"

"Then you want to drive her away, or kill her and let her go to jail, the law doesn't have this little three to go to jail..."

"Of course, let her die. Do you know what it means to see him build a tall building, see him entertain guests, and see his building collapse...?"

"What's in it for you?"

"I'm happy!"

For the first time in my life, I feel that my vocabulary is lacking and there are no bad things to say.All the words are used to run on people, and there is not a word of kind words to ask for help.

I don't know what Xu Min asked from Li Zhaodi, but if it causes Shang Yi to collapse, I will have a hard time in this life.

If I ordered Rick's family, then no one should be my family, no matter my parents, or Shang Yi, don't get close to me, so that I won't implicate others.

I just suck, I can't study well, I can't do anything well.

I ran outside, pulled the flower nozzle on my head, and drenched myself completely.

Xu Min frowned at me and walked out: "What are you doing?"

"We're even. You can do whatever you want. You can punish me and get revenge on me. If you're happy, can you not deal with Shang Yi? She's a good person... I don't have a family anymore, I'm terrible, I don't want to get involved she……"

I was just so worthless, and when I bent my knees, it was obvious that there was cement and not gold under my knees, so I knelt down for her.

"Please, don't let her building collapse. She also worked very hard to build a tall building, and she also worked very hard to entertain guests. What do you mean by entertaining guests... Oh, anyway, I don't know what her tricks are here. If you deal with her, don't use my excuses, don't do it because of me...don't do it because of me..."

Like all the sluts in the world, I was crying my nose out, looking really messed up.

"Isn't it just to help you go to school? I can do it too. I'll send you to study abroad. Why are you crying like this?"

Xu Min didn't understand at all!

Life is a choice!I just chose to be funded by Shangyi to be a delicious and lazy rice worm complaining about myself every day. The other option is of course to rot in the village and marry someone. I will be a left-behind boy with a disability, then a left-behind youth, and finally a left-behind old man. One option is to defect to Xu Min's formation.

But of course you will only choose A at this time!If you get an answer in the exam, you will only choose the one that looks the most pleasing to the eye and the most predestined relationship. At that time, the A must be correct no matter what!

What's more, when there is no correct answer, of course choose someone you respect and trust!

Even if you know that she is someone else's mistress, charming and glamorous, your parents died in her project, even if you know that you will never become someone like her in your whole life, you also know that you are actually only lost in her life Lost presence.

But you will choose her, whether it is a role model or a parent, when I am the worst and most trash, only this person said, Hey, think about being my daughter, okay?

"Please. I'll kowtow to you... Please..."

I really don't know if there is any other way to change people's minds.

Xu Min cried.

With her back to me, she wiped her tears, sucked her snot, and said in a stuffy voice, "I didn't ask anything, your friend told me a lot of fairy tales."

Is it a little worthless for me to kneel down?Is this head knocking a bit contemptuous?

I still feel relieved after the false alarm.

Kowtow is really useful!I thought so with my tears still wet.

"Going for a drive?" Xu Min pulled me up, carried me into her sports car, changed her shoes, and handed me a handful of chocolates.

I was afraid to speak and kept blowing my nose.

She drove out from the provincial highway and onto the Panshan Highway. She was driving fast, her hair was blown back into a straight line. It was indeed cool to drive like this in summer, but two whining cars had already caught up with her along the way.

"Ah! Police car! Police car!" I cried like a rooster.

"There are people in my traffic police team." Xu Min stepped on the gas pedal as if he was drunk, and rode away.

Every time this wine-red sports car hits the edge of the railing, it rushes back and makes a turn. I was so scared that tears came out again.

Don't Xu Min decide to pull me up the mountain and jump off the cliff because he can't think about it!

"Stop in front! Stop!"

I trembled and looked around for a place to hide. Xu Min just happened to throw it away, and now there were three cars behind.

I think Xu Min is crazy.

"We're going to squat!"

"There are people in my bureau."

Round and round on the winding mountain road, Xu Min kept throwing me on the back of the car and cuddling me tightly.

"We're going to heaven!"

"... There are people in my heaven, my mother is watching."

It's over, it's crazy.

I took out my mobile phone and was about to call Shang Yi, Xu Min freed up a hand, snatched it, swiped it and threw it into a ditch.

The car was unstable, and it moved to the edge of the road with a swipe. On the left is a deep and invisible ravine.

A turn, I live again.

"I'll buy you a new one after I go down."

"Can we still go down?" I hugged myself and drew circles on my chest.

"There is someone below me."

"Who?"

"Yan Wangye!" She hurriedly turned the steering wheel and turned the last corner.

In front is the top of the mountain, and there is a temple on the top of the mountain. If you rush forward, you will break through the railing and fly out of the cliff, creating a piece of sand sculpture news.

The two women drove over the speed and rushed to the top of the mountain, the brakes failed and they died on the cliff.

Although I have no integrity in my life, it is better to live than to die!

"Zhang Xu, you die with me, we rush down together."

"..." I was so frightened that I couldn't speak, my face turned pale.

Can you die yourself?

But she still stopped in front of the ruined temple: "No one will die for me, come down and eat some chocolate."

She started chewing the bonbons I gave her.

Ah, you will be convicted of drunk driving like this!

The traffic police finally surrounded us: "Who drove the car!"

I raised my hand: "Me! My sister was drunk, I drove, but I don't have a driver's license and I'm underage..."

Minors should... be punished lightly... right...

"Okay, which one is the clutch?"

I can't tell, I don't know the car.

As you can see, we were called together for a talk.

Her driver's license was revoked.Fines, car impoundment, criticism and education, one-day detention.

Really unlucky.

"Aren't you someone from the traffic police?"

"With you, minor."

"...Why didn't you come to Tianlei to rectify you on the spot..."

It was a very difficult day, and I was still worried about what would happen if I woke up in the middle of the night and Xu Wanqing possessed me and found such a psychopath sitting next to me.

But things became very difficult. That day, Xu Wanqing didn't come until we were released at eleven o'clock at noon.

Xu Min said goodbye to me: "I had a very happy life."

"I'm not happy at all."

"You can come to me when you go abroad in the future, with food, lodging and tuition included. I can also provide funds for any entertainment activities you want."

"Don't bribe me, I don't have integrity now, as long as you don't deal with Shang Yi, I can lick your shoes." I felt very depressed.

"Okay, I'm leaving, remember to lick my shoes ten years later."

"I'll wipe my tongue clean."

The next day, I received a small package from Xu Min... No, it was a new iPhone that was given to me as compensation.

Comes with a note with WeChat ID written on it.

I reluctantly add her.

The most recent circle of friends is a selfie of her standing at the airport, with the words: See you in ten years.

Really narrow-minded.I took a screenshot and sent it to the ugly boy.

The ugly boy said: How did you do it?

Me: I kowtowed to her.

Ugly Boy: ...All right.

Me: She also asked me to lick her shoes ten years later.

Ugly Boy: Pervert!

Me: By the way, have you told Shang Yi that Xu Wanqing is not coming?

Ugly boy: I was just about to tell you that we will go there before school starts, and you have to meet someone.

me: who?

Ugly boy: Xu Wanqing.

The author has something to say:

This is a super fat chapter!praise me!

The enemy has been pushed to the house, and Xu Min is still leisurely beating pigs.

It is to describe Xu Min's strategic mistakes, not entirely because of our Axu kneeling and shaking the world [What is she!

If we recruit Di, there will be a better person to match her, so let us, Axu, be given to Xu Min [No