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Regarding the question of what kind of feelings she has for Ji Shiyan, after Liang Yi went to the farmer's market to buy vegetables, she no longer hesitated or wandered in confusion.

She has never met a love about herself in her past and present lives, and of course it doesn't count that other people like her, but she has seen other people's examples, and the results of these examples are not the same.

There are joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows. Liang Yi was at a loss for a while, not knowing how to define love, and not knowing how he would feel when he had someone he liked.

She hid such a mood and walked in this world day after day, but what she didn't expect was that the answer was ushered in on New Year's Eve.

How do you feel?Liang Yi couldn't describe it.

She just doesn't think the cold weather is disgusting at all, and the smell of some pavers in the farmers' market doesn't make her feel bad.

After arriving at home in the afternoon, Liang Mingqi has been staying in the kitchen. He usually eats relatively light meals when he lives alone, but when his daughter comes back, and because of the holidays, he wants to cook something richer, so he does it in the kitchen. Come and go.

Liang Yi is not idle either, but it is the original body, not her, who knows how to cook. Fortunately, Liang Yi has a good understanding, and it is no problem to help Liang Mingqi. Lost the identity of the daughter of the original body.

No matter what, Ji Shiyan is still a guest, Liang Mingqi insisted on letting Ji Shiyan rest, and Liang Yi also agreed with this point of view, anyway, Ji Shiyan doesn't know how to cook, but he is good at warming milk.

So Ji Shiyan stayed alone in the guest room, playing with his mobile phone while wearing earphones. If Liang Yi saw it, he would be shocked: Ji Shiyan was not playing any other game, but Liang Yi's exciting live broadcast.

And judging from the number of "20" eliminated, she played very well. Back then, Liang Yi asked her if she wanted to play this game, and Ji Shiyan's answer was: no.

In fact, she did not play it at the time, but it does not mean that she did not play it before. Not long after the game came out, Ji Shiyan had already figured out how to play the game. After playing for two seasons, she lost interest and uninstalled it. Never downloaded again.

If it wasn't because it's too boring now, she wouldn't download the game again, and because she hasn't played it for several seasons, her rank is not high at all, and the level of the passers-by she matches is not very good. He is an emotionless killer, leading his teammates to win the first place without saying a word.

She started the next round, trying to pass the time by playing games, but just as she landed on the ground, she opened the door of the room in the game, and the door of the guest room she was staying in was also opened simultaneously. Ji Shiyan looked at it warily. At the door, Liang Yi was wearing an apron and looking at her.

Ji Shiyan quickly hid in a room, took off his earphones, and looked into Liang Yi's eyes: "Are you done?"

"No." Liang Yi shook her head, but she didn't come in at the door, "My dad asked if you were hungry, there is food in the living room."

Ji Shiyan shook his head: "Not hungry."

She glanced at the phone from the corner of her eye, and saw that her game character had turned into a box glowing green. When she looked at the door again, Liang Yi was no longer there.

Ji Shiyan pursed her lips, and when she was about to start another round, Liang Yi came back, closed the door and entered.

Liang Yi held a few sweets with cute packages in her hand, she bent down and placed the candies in front of Ji Seyan, her eyebrows and eyes curved: "Then you want some candies?"

Ji Shiyan didn't refuse, she tore open the bag of candies and put a candy in her mouth, she chewed and asked, "Don't you need to help uncle?"

Liang Yi took off her apron and lay down on the bed. She closed her eyes before replying, "My dad said I was doing more harm than good and kicked me out."

Ji Shiyan smiled lightly: "Understood."

Just after saying these two words, Liang Mingqi's voice came from outside the door: "Yiyi, where are you?"

Ji Shiyan looked at Liang Yi's face and raised his eyebrows: "Did you sneak away?"

Liang Yi didn't answer, but just raised the corners of her lips, then quickly tied up her apron, opened the door and went out, leaving Ji Shiyan alone in the room, savoring the sweetness of the candy in her mouth and the simultaneous sweetness in her heart a feeling of.

The control of fireworks in the small county is not strict at all. When Liang Yi and the others were having their New Year's Eve dinner, the sound of fireworks outside the window was enough to suppress everything. , The frequency of these fireworks was seamlessly connected, and it was not until a long time later that the world finally became a little quieter.

The voices of the hosts of the Spring Festival Gala played on the TV in the living room finally became clearer, and Liang Yi's eyes were quickly attracted by the guests on the show.

There was still a lot of food left on the table, and ten dishes for three people was a bit much. After Liang Mingqi washed the dishes that needed to be washed, he answered the phone and went out, saying that he might not be back until midnight. Liang Yi and the others went to bed early, so they didn't have to keep watch.

Originally there were few people, but now another one left, leaving Liang Yi and Ji Shiyan sitting in the living room watching the Spring Festival Gala.

The sound of fireworks outside the window started slowly again, and this house was very close, Liang Yi felt a little noisy, so she turned around without hesitation and raised her hand... Covering Ji Shiyan's delicate ear.

Watching her movements, Ji Seyan raised the corners of his mouth, instead of pulling her hand down, he let her hold it until the wave of fireworks passed.

The world became quiet again, Liang Yi slowly put down her hand, pretending to sigh, "It's too noisy."

"En." Ji Seyan nodded in agreement, and then turned up the volume of the TV a little.

The two of them got along inexplicably feeling a little uncomfortable, Liang Yi didn't know what to say to Ji Shiyan, so she didn't say anything, took her mobile phone and went online.

She clicked on Weibo, remembering that she hadn't told her fans Happy New Year yet, she made the decision to post on Weibo right away, but she had to take a selfie before that.

Liang Yi turned on the selfie software, then sat her body a little to the side, and waited until Ji Shiyan did not appear in her camera, she took two selfies with peace of mind, and after slightly modifying the filter, she posted Happy New Year tweet.

She is no longer the original Liang Yi who had to adjust various settings to the maximum for selfies. She has also made great progress in selfies, but more importantly, she is also deeply aware that her face There is no need to turn on any beautification at all, even the native camera that comes with the mobile phone can take pictures of yourself that look good.

As soon as this Weibo was posted, there were over a hundred comments. Liang Yi selected two people's comments to reply, and then refreshed her homepage. In this way, she happened to see a blogger she followed screaming: Ahhh, Bai Bai is too handsome in today's Spring Festival Gala? !

In addition to this copy, there are also two animations about Baibai. The background of the animation is the Spring Festival Gala tonight.

Liang Yi belatedly raised her eyes to look at the TV, only to realize that it was none other than Bai Bai who was singing cheerful and festive songs with the other five guests on stage.

She was startled after knowing it, and looked in the direction of Ji Seyan, but unfortunately she didn't see anything, because Ji Seyan was no longer sitting on the sofa, and she had left the living room at some point .

Liang Yi immediately put down her phone, walked to the door of the guest room and knocked: "Are you there?"

The door opened quickly, Liang Yi was about to speak but shut her mouth immediately, because Ji Seyan was on the phone and made a "shh" gesture to her.

"What did my sister say?"

"It was an accident, and I didn't expect to encounter it."

"okay, I get it."

"That's it for now, I'll send you a message later."

When Ji Shuyan called, she didn't stand at the door, but went to the window of the guest room and looked outside. Liang Yi was a little worried when she heard her serious tone. After Ji Shuyan hung up the phone, she asked, "What happened?" What's the matter?"

"Yeah." Ji Seyan frowned, and she squeezed the phone tightly, "I might have to go home in the third year of junior high."

Liang Yi's eyes widened a little: "Did it just call from your home?"

"No, it was Shen Heng who called. He said that my family already knew where I was, and asked him to tell me that I have to go back tomorrow."

Liang Yi nodded lightly, and asked again: "Then when will you be able to come back after you go back?"

Ji Shiyan looked into her eyes, shook his head slowly, and replied honestly: "I don't know, there are still things waiting for me to deal with at home."

Liang Yi was still struggling: "Do I have to go back tomorrow?"

The answer I got was very positive: "Yeah."

Liang Yi couldn't tell exactly what she was thinking, but she knew that "reluctance" was very important.

The news that Ji Seyan had to leave tomorrow came too suddenly, she was not prepared at all, it caught her by surprise.

It was as if she had been thrown into her heart one by one with large and small stones, which made her feel extremely heavy, and the air in the room was also a little hard for her to breathe. Liang Yi calmed down her emotions before continuing to ask: "Then when are you leaving tomorrow?"

"Ten o'clock in the morning." Ji Shiyan had no intention of hiding it from Liang Yi, and she would answer whatever he asked.

"what time is it now?"

"Nine p.m."

The room fell into silence, which was in sharp contrast to the sound of fireworks that sounded outside the window again.

Liang Yi tried her best to clear up her mood, and smiled at Liang Yi: "I'll go out and read Weibo comments first, I just posted a happy new year."

The two sat back in the living room, and the program of the Spring Festival Gala had become a sketch, as if Bai Bai had never been here.

Liang Yi sucked her sore nose, leaned her head on the sofa, and absently looked at the comments received on her mobile phone.

Ji Shiyan was peeling oranges at the other corner of the sofa, she didn't want to eat them, she was purely looking for something to do for herself, because Liang Yi ignored her, because she had to leave tomorrow.

The orange was peeled very clean by her, Ji Shiyan didn't seem to have much appetite, but she still stuffed a piece into her mouth, mechanically bit and swallowed it until she finished eating the orange.

Ji Shiyan had just finished eating an orange when he heard Liang Yi's voice: "I want to go down for a walk." Liang Yi also added three words, "Alone."

Liang Yi's mood was a little messed up, she wanted to go downstairs alone to calm down, but when she really went downstairs alone, she felt extraordinarily cold, the wind seemed to turn into blades one by one, rushing toward people desperately. The exposed areas are chipped.

When Liang Yi came here yesterday, she saw that there was a place for people to exercise and have fun downstairs more than ten meters away.

At this moment, there are already five or six children in this place, and their laughter bursts out, with the carefreeness exclusive to this age.

Liang Yi's purpose was very clear. She saw that there was no one sitting on a swing, so she went directly to it, grabbed the ropes on both sides, and slowly sat down.

The temperature in the air was very low, and Liang Yi's hand holding the rope was getting colder and colder, but she ignored the coldness and concentrated on watching the fireworks blooming in the sky.

The children next to them were playing marbles, and they were laughing again, not paying any attention to the arrival of this stranger, Liang Yi.

Liang Yi's neck was a little sore, she lowered her head, looked at the ground that was silvery white because of the street lights, and sighed softly.

It's not like she hasn't been separated from Ji Shiyan before. There was a time when she hadn't met or contacted Ji Shiyan for several days. She could accept it generously at that time, couldn't she?

So why, now feel angry and sad because of the news that Ji Seyan is leaving tomorrow?

What made her angry was that the buffer time given to her by this news was not enough at all. If she left the day after tomorrow or later, that would be fine. Tomorrow morning would be too soon.

The sad thing is still the essence of this matter, Ji Shuyan's separation from her is worth making Liang Yi very sad, how will she adapt to the absence of Ji Shiyan, whom she relies on and trusts the most?

Maybe after blowing the wind for a while, he will calm down a little, and he won't transfer his anger to Ji Seyan.

After staying downstairs for about half an hour, the children next to her all left before Liang Yi digested the news that Ji Shiyan was leaving tomorrow, and she got off the swing and left here.

After walking downstairs for a dozen or so steps, Liang Yi thought for a while about what expression she should make towards Ji Shiyan, but she couldn't wait for "for a while", before she went upstairs, she saw the girl standing downstairs. Ji Shiyan here.

Because her attention was on other things, she didn't look this way, so naturally she didn't see Ji Seyan waiting here since she came downstairs.

The mental preparation Liang Yi had just made collapsed the moment she saw Ji Shiyan. Fortunately, the lights in the corridor were not enough to show her red eye sockets. Liang Yi tried her best to show her old appearance, she was calm Authentic: "Go upstairs."

After she finished speaking, she lifted her feet and walked upstairs, Ji Seyan followed behind her.

Liang Yi asked while walking: "Then will you pack your things later? And how do you go back? Will the family car come to pick you up? Can I see you off?"

She asked several questions in a row, and Ji Seyan answered them all.

"Clean up before going to bed."

"They came to get me."

"No."

Listening to the answer to the last question, Liang Yi stopped in her tracks, and just happened to be standing at the door, Liang Yi exhaled, took out the key to open the door, turned her back to Ji Shi and said, "Okay then."

The door opened, Liang Yi looked at Ji Shiyan, and squeezed out a smile: "Then I'll go wash up first, I'm a little tired today, go to bed early."

"it is good."

The Spring Festival Gala was still going on, and Liang Yi didn't have the slightest intention to watch it. After washing up, she notified at the door of the guest room, and went back to her room to lie down.

She felt like a bathtub, and the news that Ji Shiyan was leaving tomorrow was like a water heater, slowly pouring water into her body. After a while, her bathtub was filled with water and overflowed, but the water heater felt that it was not enough , still going on.

After a while, Liang Yi heard the sound of the bathroom door closing again. She knew that this meant that Ji Shiyan had finished washing. There was originally a light in the living room outside the bedroom door, and Ji Shiyan turned off the light outside. , also disappeared in an instant.

Liang Yi held her breath, and heard the door of the next room close. Ji Shiyan had already returned to the guest room, ready to pack up or take a rest.

Liang Yi slowly closed her eyes, wanting to go to sleep earlier, so that her eyes would not be full of Ji Shiyan's separation from her tomorrow, but the time is a bit early for Liang Yi, and it is too late now. It's only after ten o'clock in the evening, Liang Yi's sleep time is not now.

Although her eyes wanted to go on strike during the day because she didn't sleep well last night, but at this moment she was very excited and kept trying to keep them open.

Liang Yi raised her hand to cover her eyes, but she didn't know why, tears slowly flowed out of her eyes, her hands couldn't stop them at all, these tears flowed down her hands, wet Liang Yi's eyes. Rippled hair and pillows.

When she was almost crying, Liang Yi felt in the dark, wiped away her tears with a few pieces of paper from the bedside table, and slowly sat up with her body propped up, waiting for the violent and forbearable emotions she just felt to dissipate.

Holding the toilet paper, she struggled a bit, put on her shoes, opened the door, and stood in front of Ji Seyan's door.

She walked very lightly, as if she was afraid of being heard.

Liang Yi stood at the door of Ji Shiyan, she looked down at the same darkness in the crack of the door, hesitated for a few seconds, and was about to turn around and go back to her bedroom.

But at this moment, the door of the guest room opened, Liang Yi pursed her lips nervously, and also breathed lightly. She didn't know what Ji Seyan wanted to do, but she knew that she didn't want to be discovered by Ji Seyan own existence.

At this time, there was no light at all, it was completely in the state of night, and when Liang Yi was about to tiptoe away, there was a "bang" sound outside the window: someone was setting off fireworks again.

The fireworks are gorgeous, as if the entire Qin County can be clearly illuminated.

The two standing face to face at the door had nowhere to escape, even if the other's expression was not real enough, it was enough.

Liang Yi's hands were hanging by her sides, she was holding on to her pajamas tightly, and during the short break from the fireworks, she pretended to be calm and said, "I just came to see if you packed it up."

Just after finishing speaking, there was another "bang", Liang Yi was a little dazed, wondering if Ji Shuyan heard it, but she persisted, and said to Ji Shuyan, "Then I'm going back."

As soon as she finished speaking, Ji Shiyan firmly grasped her wrist before she could make any movements.

Liang Yi's pajamas are very thin, so she can feel the warmth of Ji Shiyan's palm without any hindrance.

very cool.

This surprised Liang Yi. Fortunately, the fireworks outside finally passed, which made it easier for her to ask, "Why are you so cold?"

It's back to the time when you can't see your fingers.

Ji Shiyan didn't answer this question, she asked instead: "Can I sleep with you?" She said, "I accept the bed."

"..."

When she was lying in the guest room with Ji Shiyan, Liang Yi felt that she hadn't fully reacted yet.

But the fact is that she is already under the same quilt as Ji Shiyan, which is different from when they slept together before.

At that time, although they slept together, they were covered with their own quilts.

After thinking for a while, Liang Yi took the initiative to find out and said, "My dad should have gone out to play mahjong."

"Ah."

"When my mother divorced him before, she hated him for his incompetence and played poker. In fact, my dad played poker for fun."

"Do you know?"

"What?" Liang Yi still hadn't reacted.

"Will you play cards?"

"will not."

"Then what will you do?"

"Can play games."

"I can do it too."

The conversation between the two was not nutritious at all. Liang Yi slightly turned her body and turned her back to Ji Seyan. She sighed secretly, and said, "Go to sleep."

Ji Shiyan did not respond as usual, but continued the topic just now: "I play the mobile game Chicken Eater, but I played it very early. If you want to play games later, please send me a message." She paused, "If I could play then."

Liang Yi closed her eyes: "Yes."

"I also have an account for client games. If you need it, you can also send me a message, or I will send you the account today."

Liang Yi whispered back another syllable: "En."

Ji Shiyan didn't say anything more, the room was quiet again, she tilted her head, looked at the direction where Liang Yi was sleeping, then moved her hand until she touched Liang Yi's wrist again.

She didn't hesitate anymore, she put her palm down, and held Liang Yi's hand like in the daytime.

Liang Yi seemed to have been given a body-holding technique, she didn't respond to any movement, and let Ji Shiyan hold her left hand like this.

Time went by little by little, and I don't know how long it took before Liang Yi opened his mouth and said, "Ji Shiyan, after you, you must..."

When she said this, her tone was already a bit wrong, and she became full of tears.

Ji Shiyan was a little worried, but before she could make any movement, Liang Yi had already turned around and slammed into her arms.

Liang Yi hugged her waist with her right hand, buried her face on her shoulder, tears trickled down uncontrollably.

Ji Shiyan was heartbroken, she raised her hand to wipe the tears on Liang Yi's face, and said softly, "Don't cry, I will definitely miss you."

Liang Yi calmed down her emotions, grabbed her hand again, and at the same time raised her head to look at her, and finished what she had just said: "Come back."

"You must come back."

"it is good."