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Compared to downstairs, the atmosphere at Ye Xingzhi and Zhou Weixia's small table can be called stagnant.

It was really hard for Zhou Weixia to believe that he happened to be here. Ye Xingzhi also avoided his trouble of guessing, sat opposite him and said calmly, "I guess you will come."

"..." Zhou Weixia pulled out the chair and stood up, bit his lip, and said, "You followed."

Ye Xingzhi didn't look guilty at all, he just filled his glass with lemonade and pushed it over, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"What 'too many things'?" he asked.

Ye Xingzhi went to the bottom of the matter, grabbing Zhou Weixia's badly hidden love and wantonly trying to force him to come out of that snail shell.

"Zhou Weixia, how long do you plan to hide?"

The man stood up and stopped him, "You left the country quietly and cut off contact with other classmates. I can't find you." He said, his tone finally softened a little, "I didn't tell you I'm wrong about the relationship with Shen Zhang, but why don't you even listen to an explanation?"

Zhou Weixia couldn't move anymore, and couldn't take his hand out of the tightly clenched hand, "I've looked for you." He really couldn't move his hand, so he could only stand on the table entangled with the man. Side, "Before I went to England...you were avoiding me."

He lowered his eyes, "After I arrived in England..." Not wanting to describe the waiting for those few days, Zhou Weixia simply used Ye Xingzhi's most common excuse in the past, "Forget it."

Ye Xingzhi held his wrist higher, forced him to raise his head, and said seriously, "Before you went to England, I was locked up in the apartment. Someone followed me, and I couldn't find you when I went to school." When he got the phone, Shen Zhang said that you were already in the UK."

Suddenly two gray birds passed by outside the window, and a clear cry seemed to wake up the two people in the room.

"Even if it was a misunderstanding..."

The lemon slices stuck to the wall of the glass jug peeled off bit by bit, and sank back into the water.Looking at the ups and downs of the lemon, Zhou Weixia thought of something, suddenly sighed, and said to the person in front of him, "Ye Xingzhi, let's make things clear today."

"It's not just because of what happened five years ago." He didn't seem to have any intention of leaving, and sat down and said, "Our family is..." He couldn't find a suitable description, so he could only use those big and deep eyes. Staring at the man in front of him, he said, "Too tired."

Ye Xingzhi involuntarily relaxed his grip on the wrist, and looked at him with a frown, "I won't let Shen Zhang interfere with us—"

Zhou Weixia smiled embarrassingly, and said, "Do you know what Aunt Hui was imprisoned back then?"

Ye Xingzhi was stunned, "What?"

"After graduation, my aunt chatted with me." Zhou Weixia said, "At that time, she just found out that my uncle found you, and she was not in a good mood... No matter what, uncle is not allowed to help make up the money that those people were cheated of."

"Perhaps Aunt Hui could have given a lighter sentence..." He lowered his head, weakly telling Ye Xing, "Aunt, she also... I'm sorry."

Ye Xingzhi let go of the hand that tightly gripped the man's wrist at some point, "Aunt Hui never mentioned this to me."

"If possible, I don't want to say it. After all, I have no position to intervene in those matters."

Zhou Weixia finally raised his eyes and looked directly at the man, with a dry and calm voice, "Ye Xingzhi, do you understand now? I don't know how many more things like this are waiting for you or me to discover."

"Even if I say sorry this time and get forgiven, embrace and reconcile, what about the next time? What about the next time?"

Looking at the person opposite, Ye Xingzhi couldn't tell what he was feeling.Zhou Weixia's expression seemed to surrender to the thing that broke him, and his face frankly showed weakness, as if he was begging Ye Xingzhi to let him go.

After meeting again, Ye Xingzhi always thought that he had the chance to win, and Zhou Weixia hadn't learned to hide his feelings in five years or so.Since they have feelings for each other, they can be together again only after the misunderstanding is resolved.

When he came back from City A, he thought about it for a long time. He just wanted to tell Zhou Weixia that he was immature before and always wanted to escape when things happened, and he would not do it in the future.

But at this moment, all the words and emotions he had prepared were sealed in his chest, making it almost impossible to breathe.

They seem to be stuck in the cycle of confrontation in the corridor of the exhibition hall that day, and they can only look at each other in silence.

"I really don't know." After a long time, Ye Xingzhi shook the cold hand again, and said unwillingly, "But Aunt Hui also told me that what happened in the previous generation has nothing to do with us."

"Even if there are other things, I will solve them." Ye Xingzhi's tone was extremely cautious, and he said in an almost begging tone, "Zhou Weixia, let's make up."

It's not that I haven't thought about reconciliation, and I often even fantasize about the scene where the two reconcile.

Ye Xingzhi's words forced Zhou Weixia to be tempted.He hesitated for a long time in the confusion, raised his hand to cover his eyes like last time, and whispered, "No need."

Zhou Weixia said in a low voice, "Ye Xingzhi, you don't have to do this."

But there was no tendency to let go of that hand at all, Zhou Weixia had no choice but to make up his mind, and said to him, "I, I'm very selfish... I just want to live a very ordinary life."

He hesitated, and finally said what had been hidden in his heart for a long time, "I told you before that my mother died of dystocia. But...in fact, my mother gave birth to me without telling my father. Her body is very dangerous. At that time, my father was preparing a solo exhibition in Europe, and my mother insisted not to let my family tell my father when she found out she was pregnant."

"When my dad comes back, it's only a few months before the date of delivery... My mother passed away a few days after I was born." Zhou Weixia moved his fingertips on the edge of the glass twice, picked it up and took a sip of lemonade. Tasting a little bit of bitterness, "I once heard my father and grandma say that he thought he would never have children in this life."

For the first time, Ye Xingzhi looked at him in a state of bewilderment. Zhou Weixia kept these things a secret. He had never heard of them, and he didn't even find any clues.

"When I was young, I lived with my grandmother, and then I went to my aunt's house." Zhou Weixia looked out the window and saw a few white clouds in the sky, as if talking about other people's affairs, "I remember living at my aunt's house for a while. One morning, my sister and I went to School was in session. I left in a hurry, and my aunt only gave my sister lunch money, and forgot to give me the portion.”

Because he never mentioned it to anyone else, he didn't seem to know how to say these things, and he smiled embarrassingly, "I was hesitant until I went out that day, but I don't know why, I didn't ask for it. .”

A leisurely wind blows in from the open window on the left, shaking the young man's collar.Zhou Weixia turned his face, looked at the man in front of him, and said quietly, "I have never 'wanted', and I don't know how to 'want'."

"I know they all love me. But I still feel... panicked."

He said softly to Ye Xingzhi, "Ye Xingzhi, you also made me panic."

"And now I just want my life to be safe."

"You never told me this before." Ye Xingzhi's Adam's apple rolled, and he was so dry that he could hardly speak.His gaze sank, and he gently stroked the young man's red wrist twice, "I won't..."

Zhou Weixia smiled bitterly, pulled his wrist back, suppressed the reluctance in his heart, stood up and said, "It's really unnecessary."

The legs seemed to be filled with lead, and it was extremely difficult to take a step.Zhou Weixia regained his composure, and was about to go around the bookshelf when the person behind him suddenly stood up, almost knocking over the tea on the table.

Ye Xingzhi exerted so much strength that he almost wanted to hold the person tightly in his arms.He gritted his teeth, "Why not?"

"Zhou Weixia, you are unfair."

"You can't hide everything just because I hid one thing from you."

The person in his arms seemed to be trembling uncontrollably, Ye Xingzhi let go a little helplessly, buried his head on the side of the person's neck, and said in a low voice, "I know, what happened in the past... let you be bitten by a snake once, ten years Afraid of well ropes."

He forcefully brought the struggling man back, stared straight into Zhou Weixia's eyes, and said, "But our life is very long, more than ten years."

"Zhou Weixia, I will pay you back all my "ten years" in the future, you and I will love each other again——"

"Ok?"

The author says:

My son is courting, let me ask for a starfish (????ω????) y Thank you Daga